Chapter 234
The Hockey Star’s Remorse
The air was thick with tension as the camera continued to roll, capturing our lives for an audience
whose hunger for closure drove the charade. I faced Bruce, desperation etched into every line of my
face, as I attempted to plead with a man whose heart seemed shrouded in shadows.
âYou wonât harm me,â I insisted, my voice shaky yet determined. âYou care about me. Admit it.â
Bruceâs gaze bore into mine, his expression inscrutable. For a fleeting moment, I held my breath,
hoping against hope that heâd buy into my deceit.
âYouâre dumb if you really believe that,â Bruce sneered, his tone tinged with condescension.
âI guess so,â I stated. âIâve had my fair share of hurt, but certain things are clear to me now.â
When he raised an eyebrow, I nearly lost some of my resolve. Either he wasnât getting it, or I wasnât
pushing hard enough.
I squared my shoulders, my voice tinged with a feigned resolve. âIâve let go of him, Bruce. If he wants to
come, thatâs on him, but I want to start anew. And Iâll do whatever it takes.â
Bruceâs confusion was evident, his brow furrowing in disbelief. âYou? Letting go? Thatâs a new one.â
Desperation gnawed at me, knowing I had to keep him convinced, keep him from seeing through my
ruse. I summoned every ounce of courage, attempting to shift the conversation.
âIâve let go of Timothy,â I lied, hoping my words would tug at his elusive softer side. âI want to start
anew, and you can give me that chance.â
His confusion was palpable, the lines of his face etched with a mix of surprise and skepticism. âWhat
are you trying to say?â Bruceâs voice was tense, a hint of vulnerability surfacing in his eyes.
I took a step closer, attempting to appeal to something within him, to bridge the gap between us.
âYouâve always been so sure of what you wanted,â I continued, my voice taking on a seductive tone,
âunlike Timothy.â
The mention of Timothy seemed to strike a chord in Bruce, a flicker of recognition passing through his
eyes before he masked it with a veil of indifference. My attempt at seduction, however, seemed to
embarrass him.
âHe doesnât know how to communicate effectively,â I pressed on, playing a risky game to unravel the
enigma that was Bruce. âUnlike you, and I think thereâs sorgething deeper within you, something youâve
kept hidden.â
Bruceâs cheeks flushed. âStop it,â he demanded, and when I refused to look away, he lowered the
camera.
The red light on the camera blinked, signaling the end of our live broadcast. Bruce switched it off
hastily, as if seeking to shield himself from the raw vulnerability that had been exposed.
âYou know what you want, Bruce,â I repeated. âYouâd understand my needs.â
Bruceâs guarded facade wavered slightly, his uncertainty flickering in his eyes. âNeedsâ¦â
I leaned closer, my heart racing with fear and revulsion, but I had to keep up the act. âIâm trying to say
that the only real man Iâve ever known as staring at me right now.â
His eyes widened at this. For once, he appeared unsure, and he started looking around. I had to choke
back a laugh.
âKiss me, Bruce,â I whispered, praying heâd comply.
He hesitated, his gaze searching mine for a hint of deception. With a conflicted expression, he leaned
in reluctantly, pressing his lips against mine. I fought back the urge to recoil, masking my revulsion with
a âfalse sense of compliance.
As his lips met mine, I closed my eyes, silently praying for Timothyâs arrival. I could feel Bruceâs
uncertainty, his hesitation evident in the way he kissed me. Every second felt like an eternity as I
played along, hoping that this would buy me enough time.
Breaking away from the kiss, I feigned a breathlessness that masked my underlying fear. âBruce, I want
to start over, with you. I want to forget everything and just be with you.â
His
ic expression softened momentarily, but suspicion lingered in his eyes. âEvie, I donât believe youâve
suddenly had a change of heartâ
I pushed forward, the urgency of the moment propelling me to maintain the charade. âPlease, Bruce,
Iâve made mistakes. Letâs start over somewhere else. Leave all of this behind us.â
Bruceâs uncertainty seemed to waver, his resolve faltering as he gazed at me with a mixture of
confusion
and suspicion. âYouâre not making any sense, Evie.â
My heart pounded with a blend of desperation and anticipation. I had to keep him occupied, buy more
time for Timothy to arrive. âKiss me again, Bruce,â I pleaded, trying to keep the pretense alive.
Instead of another kiss, Bruceâs demeanor seemed to shift slightly, a sense of contentment settling over
him. âEvie, what do you plan on doing?â he asked, his voice tinged with curiosity. âIf we left?â
I took a deep breath, steadying myself before responding. âWhatever we want. But I canât deny you
anymore, Bruce.â
The words tasted bitter on my tongue, but I needed to keep up the charade. Bruce seemed to interpret
my statement as a sexual advance, his gaze darkening with desire.
But I quickly interjected, clarifying my intentions. âWe need to leave the city. The authorities will be here
soon. Timothy has connections, and theyâll track us down.â
Bruceâs expression shifted from arousal to confusion. âLeave? But why? This is our chance to be
together, to start anew.â
My heart raced with desperation, knowing I had to keep him convinced, to make him believe that
*leaving was our only option. âTrust me, Bruce. We canât stay here. If we leave now, we can start fresh,
away from all the chaos.â
He seemed hesitant, his gaze fixated on me, searching for any hint of deception. âBut where will we
go? How do I know you wonât betray me again?â
I took a step closer, trying to appeal to his fragile trust. âI wonât, Bruce. I promise. Weâll find a place far
away, where no one knows us. We can have a new beginning.â
A flicker of doubt crossed his face, but he seemed to relent, his stance softening slightly. âSay we do
leaveâ¦â
Relief surged through me, but I knew I had to tread carefully. Every word had to convince him that I
was on his side, that I was willingly complying to save myself.
Gathering my courage, I interrupted before he could finish his thought. âLetâs go, Bruce. Letâs get out of
here. Heâll never know where we went.â
This seemed to thrill him even more. âYou must really hate Timothy,â he said.
âYouâre right,â I said, fighting the urge to glare at him. âHe hurt me too many times.â
Bruce glanced at me, his gaze piercing. âWhy arenât you afraid of me?â he asked suddenly, his tone
almost accusing. âThis little trip of ours could be dangerous.â
I hesitated, contemplating my response carefully. âBecause I have worse fears,â I confessed quietly, not
wanting to reveal too much.
His eyes flickered with a hint of recognition, a smirk playing at the corner of his lips. âI think I have an
idea of where we can go,â he stated cryptically.
A shiver ran down my spine at his words, a sense of foreboding settling deep within me. I tried to hide
my unease, keeping up the facade of composure. âSure, lead the way,â I replied coolly.
However, as the car veered toward an unfamiliar direction, a knot formed in my stomach. I couldnât
shake the feeling that I was being led into the unknown, into something far more dangerous than I
could anticipate.
The surroundings grew increasingly desolate, the night enveloping us in an eerie silence. I stole a
glance at Bruce, but his expression revealed nothing.
âWhere are we going?â I finally asked.
Bruceâs smirk widened slightly, a gleam in his eyes that sent alarm bells ringing in my mind. âTrust me,
itâll be an enlightening experience,â he replied cryptically.