CHAPTER²³ [MISCARRIAGE]

RUDRAKSHA POV

Me waha se chopper me betha gya..me chopper se bahar asman ko dekh rha tha mera dill cut rha tha mujhe bohot gussa a rha tha mujhe kahi na kahi idea ho gya tha or me ab khudko prepare ker rha tha kyuki mujhe abhi kavya ko bhi sambhal na tha

Hamra chopper hospital ki trace p land hua me ab OT k bahar tha mene apni bandage kra li thi hum sab waha khade the manik ka bhi treatment chal rha tha

"Who is her husband?"

"It's me" me age badha or doctor ko dekhne lga meri heart beat bohot tez ho gai thi

"How is she?" Mene doctor se kha doctor ka face thoda wierd tha

"She is fine now but...we couldn't save their baby... sorry" doctor waha se chali gai sab sad ho gay Anika bhi ro rhi thi

Thodi der baad kavya ko ek private VIP room me shift ker diya tha mene ab khudko sambhal liya tha mujhe ab kavya ko bhi sambhal na tha me ander gya to kavya bed per leti window se bahar dekh rhi thi

"Tabiyat kesi hai ab tumhari" mene apni voice ko soft rakh ker use dekha usne kuch nhi kha or bahar dekhne lagi me uske samne ek chair per baith gya or uska hath pakad liya

"Kesa feel ker rhi ho ab..kahi pain to nhi ho rha hai" me kavya ki ankho me dekh rha tha uski ankhe bilkul Khali thi koi emotion uski ankho me nhi thi per wo chamak bhi nhi thi jo mujhe uski ankho me pasand thi

"Kavya please kuch bolo" me ab preshan ho gya tha wo ro le gussa kerle per chup na rhe

"Aap mujhe chood ke kyu gay" usne helki awaz me bola per uski awaz me bohot dard tha

"Hume dev ne ek trape me phasa diya jab tak kuch sochte ya samjhte tab tak bohot der ho gai thi" kavya ne kuch nhi kha or mera hath apni belly per rakh diya

"Kuch feel hua kiya?" Usne halki awaz me bola me ek tak uski ankho me dekh rha tha

"Nhi" mene apni nazar uske chehre se nhi hatai uske ser per pathi bandi thi uske face per kafi jagah nishan the

"Pta hai subha jab mene apni belly per hath rakha to yha ek nanhi jaan sans le rhi thi me use feel ker sekti thi per ab y jagah Khali hai". kavya ki ankho m ab Pani a gya tha

"Kavya me samjh sakta hu tum kiya feel ker rhi ho per-"

"Kese samajh sekte hai aap ,aap ko kadar hai kisi ki feelings ki aap mujhe chood ke chale gay the apne ek call mujhe nhi kiya apne mera call pick nhi Kiya 15 din rudra 15 din mene apko Roz call kiya roz apko Message Kiya per apne jawab nhi Diya rudra... apne jawab nhi Diya aap mujhe chood ker chale gay the kiya mujh pe ek baar sirf ek baar taras nhi aya kiya kabhi bhi apne mere liye kuch feel nhi kiya"

kavya gusse se bol rhi thi uske ansu beh rhe the me uska chehra dekh rha tha

"Kavya I'm sorry" mene helki awaz me bola mene Aaj Tak kabhi kisi ko sorry nhi bola tha kavya n mujhe dekha or apni ankhe band kerli

"Sorry bolne se kuch theek nhi hoga rudra mera baccha apke sorry se wapis nahi ayega"

"Wo mera bhi baccha tha or dard mujhe bhi ho rha hai"

"Acha bacche ki maa ke liye to kabhi dard nhi hua to ab kese ho rha hai aap hi kehte hai na apko kuch feel nhi hota apke pass feelings nhi hai to fir ab dard kyu ho rha hai aap mujhe jab chood ke gay the tab dard hua nhi na to ab kyu ho rha hai.... Meri ankhe red ho gai thi mujhe kafi zyada gussa or rona a rha tha me

"Kavya Tum meri baat suno or ek baar mujhe samjho please" mene kavya se request ki or uske pass Ane lga

"filhal mujhe aap se koi baat nhi kerni hai mujhe neend a rhi hai aap jay yha se or mujhe akela chood de is kaam me wese bhi aap mahir hai" kavya ki itni kadvi bate sunke me waha se khada ho gaya bahar ki side jane lga

"You gave me distance when I needed love"

Me waha se bahar a gya mujhe kabhi apni feelings express kerna nhi ata tha me hamesha bato ko adhuri chood ke chala jata tha kabhi situation fix kerna nhi ata tha

Kuch din baad kavya discharge ho gai usne bolna band ker diya tha humne use space diya per uske sath rhe sab ne bohot koshish ki use normal kerne ki per na vo hasti to or na roti thi vo bas chup rehti thi usne khud ke room me lock ker liya tha..

"Bhai kuch kijiye yrr bhabhi kab tak esi rahengi aaj 1 mahina ho gya hai unhe"

"Vo jeldi theek ho jaygi tum fiker mat kero"

"Rudraksha use teri zarurat hai tu uske pass beth uske sath rhe use hum sab ki nhi sirf tere piyar ki zarurat hai please rudraksha uski care ker I request you Bhai" Yash mujhse request ker rha tha me khud kavya ke liye preshan tha

"To mujhe kiya kerna chahiye fir" me bohot confuse tha ki akhir me karu to kya karu

"Bhai sun me tujhe ek romentic novel send kerta hu usme hero apni depressed girlfriend ko ek new life deta hai tu upar ja me tujhe uski pdf send kerta hu" manik mere shoulder per hath rakhke kehta hai in logon ki bate mujhe kafi bore ker rhi thi per ager inse kavya theek ho sekti hai to me vo sab ker sekta hu

"Okay fine per ager iska koi asar nhi padha to mujhse bura koi nhi hoga"

Me waha se upar study me a jata hu me apni chair per betha kavya ke bare me hi soch rha tha hum sab ne itne time me har tarah se use theek kerne ki koshish ki thi per wo normal nhi ho rhi thi tabhi mere phone per ek notification ata hai me dekhta hu to manik n ek novel ki pdf bheji thi me use open kerta hu or padhne lagta hu

novel lines:

"Alex Rose ko kiss ker raha tha Alex ne rose ke clothes remove kre or use leke bed per a gya"

"Don't worry baby I'll be 'gentle'"

"NO, I want a man to pin me..

Down by my wrist..

Be rough and take control over me...

My personality is so dominant that's my secret is being submissive...."

"Good girl" "you're taking it so good" "you make me so proud" "this is only for you" make me so weak"

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Meri ankhe shock se badi ho gai age bhi kafi kuch tha per mujhme or padhne ki to bilkul himmat nhi thi mera face red ho gya tha me waha se utha or niche hall me a gya manik samne betha sabse baat ker rha tha me uske samne gya or use punch kerne lga

"Tu sale kutte kamine tune ye kesi book di hai padhne ko" me gusse se cheekha ager mere phone me kisi ne dekh Liya to kiya hoga

"Rudraksha kiya hua yrr chill ker bro" yash ne mujhe bithaya or Pani Dene lga

"Tune konsa part padha tha"manik halke dard se bola

"Chapter 28" me abhi bhi usse naraz or gussa tha

"Abe to kisne kha tha waha tak pohoch ne ko 1st chapter se start kerta na mujhe itna maar diya chal ja jake shuru se padh"

"Me ye ghatiya novel nhi padhunga samjha tu" mene gusse se kha or waha se apne room me a gya

Me room me aya to kavya mirror ke samne khadi hoke apne baal bandh rhi thi

"Kyu band rhi ho inhe?" Me use dekhta hua uske samne wall ke sath khada ho gya

"Kyu nhi bandhu inhe?" Kavya ka face bilkul serious tha uski ankho ki chamak ab bilkul gayab ho gai thi

"Mat bando chod do inhe ese hi inhe dekh ke mujhe sakoon milta hai" wo aaj bohot din baad muskurai thi

"Acha or wo kese" me uske piche gya or uske baalo ko kholke uske shoulder per daal diya or use back hug ker liya

"Umm..kyuki apki ye lambi zulfein mujhe bohot pasand hai jab ye tumhare chehre par ati hai or tum inhe phook maar ke piche kerti ho to mujhe tum bohot piyari lagti ho or jaab raat ko sote waqt tumhari zulfein tumhare be daag chehre per ati hai to inse ishq hota hai"

Me mirror se kavya ko dekh rha tha kavya bhi mujhe dekh rhi thi meri ankho me mohabbat thi per uski ankho me dard or takleef thi

"I miss you kavya" mene apni helki voice me kaha

"Miss? per kyu me to yahi hu or aap bhi yahi hai"

"Nhi me kavya ko Miss ker rha hu me janta hu kavya ki tumhara zakhm bohot gehra hai per aab ise recover ker lo yrr ab mujhse or nhi dekha jata"

Kavya ne apni nazre jhuka li or uski ankho se ek ansu bhi gir gaya mene use apni side turn kiya or uska face ko apne hath se pakad liya

"Please kavya mere liye apne rudra ke liye wapas pehle jesi ho jao"

"Kiya me aaj apko hug kerke ro sekti hu mujhe rona hai bohot Sara rona hai rudra mere andar bohot dard hai me bachpan se akeli rhi hu mera koi nhi tha baby ke Ane se laga ki ab mera bhi koi hoga ab meri bhi ek family hogi per use bhi humse cheen liya gya rudra"

"Me tumhe rote hue nhi dekh sekta hu kavya mujhe tumhari ankho me ansu nhi pasand hai tumhare ansu mere dill per acid ki tarah girte hai"

"Sirf aaj raat please" uski ankho me kuch tha mene use uthaya or sofe per beth gya kavya meri lap per bethi thi usne mujhe kafi tightly hug ker rkha tha uske ansu mujhe feel ho rhe the kavya bohot der tak roti rahi or fir wo so gai mene use uthaya or bed per le gya or use hug kerke so gya

Next morning

KAVYA POV

Me subha subha uthti hu or apne side me dekhti hu to waha koi nhi hota per pure roomme kafi achi smell a rhi thi me apni ankhe puri tarah se kholti hu or room ko dekh ke mera dill khushi se jhoom jata hai pure room me fresh red roses the room red balloons se decorative tha

Me bed se uthi or sare Ross's ko smell kerne lagi itne fresh smell se me bohot acha feel ker rhi thi y sab mujhe ek dream lag rha tha me pore room me khushi se uchal rhi thi y sab mujhe fairytale wali feeling de rha tha me ek Ross's ka bouquet Leke bed per beth gai or use smell kerne lagi thodi der baad gate open hua or samne dekh ke meri ankhe bhar ai

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