CHAPTER⁸ [FORCED MARRIAGE]

Me car se kavya ko utarta hu or uske sath mandir ki stairs chadhne lagta hu

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"Kavya....kavya nhi tum y shadi nhi karongi kavya nhi ruko tum y shadi nhi karongi kavya I will kill you I will ruin you bitch"

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Dev ki baat mere kaano m lava ki tarah thi me piche mudha or ek bullet dev k arm p maar di

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"Aaaaaaa..... rudraksha thakur me...me tujhe chodunga nhi me...ise bhi tujhse door ker dunga"

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"Ahh rudra ji"

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{ Kavya use dekh k cheekhi }

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"Tu is baar esa kuch krega dev 2 saal pehle Jo tune kiya uske badla hai ye or ab m tujhse ek ek kerke sab kuch cheen lunga"

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Mene kavya ka hath pakda or use leke mandir k ander chala gya

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"Pandit ji shadi shuru karo"

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"Rudra ji ek baar or soch lo kiya aap y sach me krenge??"

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"Han....Shanti se shadi Karo"

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"Mat kro Rudra ji"

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"Kyu tumhe dev shadi kerni hai isliye"

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Kavya n kuch nhi kha pandit ji n mantra pedne shuru ker diye the

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"Ab war wadhu varmala k liye khade ho"

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"Nhi...nhi rudraksha tu kavya se shadi nhi ker sekta"

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Mene kavya ko warmala pehna di

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{Kavya n rudraksha ko dekha or apna sir na m hila diya}

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Kavya apne kadam piche lene lgi mene uska hath pakda or varmala pehen li

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Pandit ji wapas se mantra pedne lge

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"Kanya daan k liye wadhu k ghar wale ay"

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"me anath hu mera is duniya m koi nahi hai jo mera"

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"M Karunga Kanya daan"

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"Or me bhi"

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Yash or chachu age ate hai or Kanya daan k ritual kerne lagte hai

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"Ab war wadhu phero k liye khade ho jay"

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"Nooo....kavyaaaaa... noooooo"

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Me uthta hu or kavya ko bhi hat deke uthta hu me phere k liye age badhta hu per kavya apni jagah khadi rehti hai mene piche turne liye and I lifted her in my arms

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Kavya mujhe bhi dekh rhi thi uski ankho m dard tha per ek chamak bhi thi

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______PEHLA PHERA________

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*ME IS AGNI KO SAKSHI MAN K WACHAN LETA HU*

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"ME TUMSE HAR US ZAKHAM K BADLA LUNGA JO MUJHE TUMHARI WAJHE SE MILE HAI"

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→→→→→→DUSRA PHERA←←←←←←←←

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*ME WACHAN LETA HU TUMHE DARD OR ANSU DENE M KOI KAMI NHI CHODUNGA*

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~~~~~~~~~TESRA PHERA~~~~~~~~~

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*ME WACHAN LETA HU ME TUMSE MOT KI BHEEK KI MANGWAUNGA PER MERNE BHI NHI DUNGA*

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>>>>>>>>>

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*ME TUMHE KABHI BHI MAAF NHI KARUNGA ME TUMHE TUMHARE HAR GUNAH KI SAZA DUNGA*

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•••••••••••••••PANCHWA PHERA••••••••••••

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"ME IS AGNI KO SAKSHI MAN K WACHAN LETI HU"

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*ME SARI ZINDAGI APKA SATH DUNGI PER APNE ATAM SAMMAN P EK THES BHI NHI ANE DUNGI*

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≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈CHATA PHERA≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈≈

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*ME WACHAN LETI HU AAP MERE PATI HAI AAP MUJHSE PIYAR KRE Y NA KRE MERE WAFADAR RHE Y NA RHE ME HAMESHA APKI WAFADAR RAHUNGI*

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----SATWA OR AKHRI PHERA---

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*ME WACHAN LETI HU AGER BAAT MERE SWABHIMAN MERI IZZAT PE AI TO ME APKO JAAN SE MAAR DUNGI ME APNI RAKSHA KHUD KARUNGI FIR AGER MUJHE ISKE LIYE VIDVA BHI HONA PADHE TO BHI ME PICHE NHI HATUNGI*

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"Ab war wadhu ko Mangal Sutra pehnaynge"

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Mene mangalsutra uthaya or ek nazar dev ko dekha jiske hath se khoon nikal rha tha or ab vo behosh hone wala tha

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*Mene kavya ko dekha or use mangalsutra pehna diya*

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"Ab war wadhu ki maang me sindoor bharega"

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Mene sindoor ki dabbi se thoda sa sindoor liya

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"Nooo..noooo rudraksha nooo"

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mene uski mang bhar di kavya n sindoor bharte waqt apni ankhe band kerli mene thoda or sindoor liya or fir se uski mang bhar di thoda sa sindoor uski nose p bhi gir gya tha

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"VIVAH SAMPANN HUA AAJ SE AAP DONO PATI PATNI HO"

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KAVYA POV

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Pandit ji n kha ki hmara vivah sampann hua mujhe lga meri zindagi khatam ho gai

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Nhi pta y safar kesa hoga nhi pta aap kese honge per mujhe lga me apna swabhiman haar ai hu me itti kamzor nikli me apne liye kuch nhi ker saki pehle m dev se darti rhi or ab rudraksha se me apne liye kuch nhi ker saki me apni swabhiman ki ldai m haar gai........

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Rudra ji waha se uthe or mera hath pakad ker chacha ji k pass Jake ashirwad lene lge

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Mujhe bilkul bura nhi lga jo kuch dev k sath hua usne 2 saal mujhe preshan kiya hai uske sath yhi hona chahiye belki isse bhi bura

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Hum dono mandir ki stairs utarne lge samne ki side kafi sari car's thi or bohot sare guard's ne us puri jagah ko gher rkha tha un sab guard's ki dress p RR k logo tha wo sab rudra ji k guard's the is waqt andhera bhi ho chuka tha

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"Mujhe Durga maa k mandir Jana hai"

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"Why"

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"Mandir kyu jate hai"

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"Sidhe swal k sidha jawab diya kro samjhi"

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"Aap swal sidha pucha Karo"

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"Ughhhh.....Jay durga maa k mandir chalo"

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Hum sab waha se sidha Durga maa k mandir chale gay

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"Aap nhi chalenge"

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"Nhi tum jao"

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Me waha se upar chali gai raat k waqt tha mandir bilkul Khali tha bas waha pujari ji the mere sath mere piche Reyansh or Yash bhi ay the

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"Are kavya beta tum yha or tumne shadi kerli" pandit ji jo apna saman rakh rhe the mujhe dekh ke uthe

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"Ji pandit ji"

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"Acha sada suhagan rho kon h tumhara pati y hai kiya"

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Unhe lga ki Reyansh mera pati hai

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"Me hu"

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Piche se ek bohot cold or rude voice ai sab piche mude per mujhe pta tha ki piche kon hai

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"Ohh acha ye hai tumhare pati sada suhagan rho beta"

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"Pandit ji mujhe arti kerni hai"

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"Acha beta ruko m aarti ki thaal Lata hu

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Pandit ji arti thal jalane lge

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Lo betha arti kerlo

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Mene kuch nhi kha or waha se age ki taraf ek chote kamre m chali gai waha se me y me dusri aarti le ai...

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Mene pandit ji ki thaal se diya uthaya or ek ker kerke sare jot jalane lag gai

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"Kavya y bohot bhari h tumhare hath jal jayga"

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Men rudra ki ki baat ka koi jawab nhi Diya or arti kerna shuru ker diya

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{ जय अम्बे गौरी, मैया जय श्यामा गौरी। तुमको निशिदिन ध्यावत, हरि ब्रह्मा शिवरी ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी माँग सिन्दूर विराजत, टीको मृगमद को। उज्जवल से दोउ नैना, चन्द्रवदन नीको ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी }

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"Hai ambe maa me aaj apna swabhiman haar ai hu mene ladna chaha per m nhi lad saki me haar gai maa me haar gai"

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{ कनक समान कलेवर, रक्ताम्बर राजै। रक्तपुष्प गल माला, कण्ठन पर साजै ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी केहरि वाहन राजत, खड्ग खप्परधारी। सुर-नर-मुनि-जन सेवत, तिनके दुखहारी ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी }

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"Me kisi se nhi lad saki me sabse haar gai hu mujhe sabne Hara Diya sabne mera fayda uthaya hai maa sabne mere sath galat kiya hai"

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कानन कुण्डल शोभित, नासाग्रे मोती। कोटिक चन्द्र दिवाकर, सम राजत ज्योति ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी शुम्भ-निशुम्भ बिदारे, महिषासुर घाती। धूम्र विलोचन नैना, निशिदिन मदमाती ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी

"Kisi n mera sath nhi diya jisne Diya unhe mujhse Cheena liya gya......

Mere maa baap ko mujhse Cheena liya gya........

unke baad mera sath Avni dii n diya to unhe mujhse Cheena liya....

Ab mere pass unke baad sirf annu bachi hai use bhi sab mere khilaaf istemaal kerte hai......"

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चण्ड-मुण्ड संहारे, शोणित बीज हरे। मधु-कैटभ दोउ मारे, सुर भयहीन करे॥ जय अम्बे गौरी ब्रहमाणी रुद्राणी तुम कमला रानी। आगम-निगम-बखानी, तुम शिव पटरानी ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी

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"Mera pass mera sath dene wala koi nhi hai me use khone se darti hu isliye sirf isiliye m sabki sun leti hu maa sabki baat maan jati hu per sab is cheez ka galat fayda uthate hai"

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{ Meri ankho se ansu gir rhe the meri ankho m jot ki jawala thi me aaj toot gai thi }

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चौंसठ योगिनी मंगल गावत, नृत्य करत भैरूँ। बाजत ताल मृदंगा, अरु बाजत डमरु ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी तुम ही जग की माता, तुम ही हो भरता। भक्तन की दुःख हरता, सुख सम्पत्ति करता ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी

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"Mera sath dene wala koi nhi hai kiya mere liye mera sath dene wala mere sath khada hone wala mere pass rehne wala mera dard samjhne wala use khatam kerne k liya kiya mera koi nhi hai maa"

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{ Aarti k garam hone ki wajah se mera hath jalne lag gya tha mere hath se aarti girne hi wali thi tabhi kisi n use or mere hath ko thaam liya mene side m dekha to Rudra ji aarti ko pakde mere sath aati ker rhe the mene fir se arti start kerdi or unke sath arti kerne lagi}

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भुजा चार अति शोभित, वर-मुद्रा धारी। मनवान्छित फल पावत, सेवत नर-नारी ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी कन्चन थाल विराजत, अगर कपूर बाती। श्रीमालकेतु में राजत, कोटि रतन ज्योति ॥ जय अम्बे गौरी

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"Mene har baar saha hai maa har baar me shant rhi hu sabne mere sath galat kerna chaha tumne har baar bachaya hai mujhe nhi pta y bhi dev ki tarah janwar hai ya nhi per meri izzat ko lootne mat dena maa"

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श्री अम्बेजी की आरती, जो कोई नर गावै। कहत शिवानन्द स्वामी, सुख सम्पत्ति पावै॥ जय अम्बे गौरी ऐप पर पढ़ें

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"Maa mere sath rehna mujhe is jang m akela mat chodna maa mujhe akela mat chodna ager y bhi ek rakshas h to mujhe bhi Inka wadh kerne ki shakti dena"

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ॐ जय अम्बे गौरी.. ॥

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