Chapter 17: Personal
Introspection.
Maxine enters the apartment, heading to the couch with the Chinese food bags in her hands.
Instead of setting them on the dinner table, she placed them on our coffee table.
She then moves the coffee table closer to the couch, after sitting on it she starts opening the bags and placing the boxes with food on the table, pausing when she notices I haven't moved since her arrival.
I haven't noticed either. I stayed at the entrance observing her. She is acting as if she is in her habitat, comfortable at home.
"Aren't you hungry? come join me." She asks, raising her eyebrows.
"Yeah sure" I just realized I should join her, and not keep admiring her as a creep. She is so genuine sometimes.
I sit on the couch and help her open the boxes.
"I'll get us a couple of forks and knives," I said, getting up, "and glasses," I add as I see she has brought a bottle of wine as well.
I head to the kitchen, I'm still feeling uncomfortable around her, i have to know kung pano ako aasta!! i can't understand her!
Are we friends? Are we lovers? Something between that, probably. I'm not even sure na magkaibigan kami.
I take the cutlery, and then I tiptoe stretching my hand and trying to reach the top cabinet which contains our wine glasses.
Before I could reach for them, I felt someone on my back, reaching for the glasses before me.
Maxine places the glasses on the kitchen counter and then puts her hands on my waist as she turns me around, obliging me to face her.
I raise my eyes to hers as she places one lock of hair behind my ear. She is so poganda. When she is being sweet like this, I forget how annoying she can be. I just get lost in her eyes. She keeps her stare on me, and my breath starts to be uneven. Her presence has such an effect on me. It drives me so nervous, but somehow, I love it. It's so new and exciting.
She tightens her fingers on my waist, and I close my eyes for a second as my body reacts to it.
When I open my eyes again, I see pure lust in hers. She is ready to attack.
It is me who does, though. In seconds I place my hand on her neck and bring her lips to mine.
Her taste of mint invades my mouth and nostrils. I'm moving my lips fast against hers, sucking and nibbling her lips each time I can. I drive my tongue inside her mouth, and she lets me. She is allowing me to lead this time, do as I want.
She embraces me, bringing me closer to her. I set my arms around her neck. Our kiss is so wild, it is not gentle. We are devouring each other, showing how much we want each other. My tongue is having the most arousing dance with hers. I believe I'm already as aroused as I can be; she awakens all my senses. It is like someone presses a button, and my surroundings are turned off, and my mind is only on us, on her.
She puts me on the kitchen counter and places herself between my legs, pulling me even closer to her. My breasts are touching her chest, and my nipples are hard against her.
One of my hands is now on her hair; I realized it when I pulled it, making her gasp and directing my lips to her neck, getting closer to her ear and biting her earlobe.
"You better stop that, Quinn, unless you want me to fuck you right here and right now."
I don't know why I stop; I want her to fvck me right here and right now. But the way she said it kind of stirred me out of the trance.
She picks me up from the counter and positions me back on the floor. "We better eat the food before it gets cold," she tells me, moving back to the couch with glasses and the wine opener in her hands.
I take the forks and knives with me and sit with her while she is opening the bottle. She pours it into our glasses and then gives me one. We clink our glasses before tasting the white wine she brought.
She has chosen a light wine; it doesn't contain a lot of alcohol. I feel the slight mineral and fruity taste in it that stays in my mouth.
"Do you like it?" Maxine asked me. She was watching me drinking it.
"Yup, it is quite good," I respond, passing my tongue on my lips to clean the wine. Her eyes followed it, and her tongue copied my move. I can't avoid wondering how good her lips would be with wine on them.
We start eating the food directly from the boxes. She brought a variety of Chinese food. I chose a box and started eating it.
"I thought we could enjoy this moment to know each other better."
I raise my eyebrow at her proposition while I'm taking a bite of my food. I surely was not expecting this from her. I never considered she would like to know more about me and certainly not want to share more about herself. She surprises me positively with this suggestion.
"Yeah." I agree with it, taking my glass of wine for another drink. It is, in fact, a good proposition. I'm interested in knowing better the person I'm screwing with.
And the fact is, I know nothing about her.
I have a lot of questions.
I look at her with interest while drinking and am amazed by her thoughtful action.
"So, what is your favorite position?" She asks me, chewing her food, as if she is asking about my favorite color.
I spit the wine I had in my mouth. I should have been prepared for this. But I wasn't. Why did I think she was a mature, thoughtful woman? Why? I should have known better by now.
tanginang tanong yan
"Well, Di ko alam." I honestly replied.
I have no idea which is my favorite position in bed. What should I have said? I don't even know the names of each one. If I continue this thing with her, I have to add the Kama sutra to my reading list.
"Cool, I will make you discover then. Maybe it should be our first experiment." She said, smiling with a playful sparkle in her eyes.
"Have you ever tried anal sex?"
could it be more personal? I got uncomfortable with her questions. She talks about it as if she is discussing trying different types of food and not sex. And I can barely reply to it. I'm not even considering asking her about any of this. It has become her inquisition.
"Nope" I replied, hiding how red I was growing with my glass of wine.
"Are you willing to try?"
"I don't know. I never really thought about it."
"You will be willing to try it with me, I just know it." I watch her astonished. I see she hasn't changed since the last time we saw each other. She is still wrapped in a large layer of smugness.
too full of herself
"What do you think about oral sex?"
I gasp, really? kailan ba âto matatapos?
I had never expected discussing things like these with Maxine would be less comfortable than sleeping with her.
Again, what should I reply to? I was never a big fan of it. When Jeremy was doing it, I just let him do it, pretending I was enjoying it. Was I? Oh no. And then I repaid the favor to remy. He seems to enjoy it though. Maybe it is something guys enjoy and not girls.
"Well, I think it is overrated."
Now it was her time to gasp.
"Overrated? Really??"
"That's my opinion" I replied, finishing my glass of wine right after.
"Well, I've never heard that." She seemed shocked by my answer; "Forget about the position experiment. I need first to change your mind about oral sex." She said seriously, shaking her head.
She finishes her glass of wine in one gulp and gets up, taking my hand and pulling me up with her. She drives us out of the living room and into the bedroom area.
"What are you doing?" I ask her, trying to keep up her pace. She walks fast.
"Isn't it obvious? I'm going to change your mind."
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Hi guysss!!
sorry na agad for grammatical errors ð¥²
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will release the next chapter tomorrow or later