Chapter 7: Her face
Introspection.
We walked side by side on the way to our building, her arm just brushes mine from time to time. Hindi niya ako sinusubukang yakapin o hawakan ang kamay ko gaya ng gusto kong mangyari. When she is this close, I crave her to be closer, to touch me. She doesn't seem the kind of girl who shows public affection, or even enjoys holding someone's hand.
"So;" Maxine breaks the silence. "The guys you were with tonight are your classmates?"
"hm yea, kasama sila sa classes ko, yung babae kanina, babae mo?
"She is not my girl; I was just talking to her because your ate col was a bit interested in her friend."
grabe naman si col, kala ko ba loyal kay mila?
"Oh, so you used the good friend's excuse card for tonight?"
"Huh? Wdym?" she said opening the front door of our
building and letting me go inside.
The club is even closer to our place than the campus is. We arrived in just five minutes.
"I mean, you flirted with the girl because you wanted to flirt with her. And you look like someone that is always flirting, so there is no need to use any excuses." I said going inside the elevator and holding the door for her, who is moving slowly watching me amused with his bottom lip between his teeth.
"So, what about you, what is your excuse?" She asked, caging me against the elevator wall, with one hand on each side of my head and his face facing mine amused.
"Anong ibig mo sabihin?" I said breathless, her scent is getting me addicted and tizzy at the same time. She is so close to me I can feel the heat from her body.
"Your friend, with who you were flirting. You shouldn't let him think he has a chance with you!" I stare at her trying to take him seriously. It is difficult to focus when she is so close to me.
"And what makes you think na wala siyang chance? He is an interesting guy, I had fun with him tonight." The elevator arrives on our floor, but Max keeps me caged, she is now glaring at me, her sexual demeanor has changed to an angry one.
"You wouldn't dare. Galit na nga ang kapatid mo ngaun, I will have to tell him the guy asked your number and you gave it to him."
"Are you fvcking kidding me?" I screamed while pushing her to the side to be able to get out of the elevator.
"Sa tingin mo ba bata ako? Na kaya mong i threaten na magsusumbong ka sa kapatid ko?? Sino ka ba ha??" I start to open my door now; I'm fucking furious with her. "I'm a free woman, I'm single, and I will enjoy my life in the way I want, and it is not you or my sibling who will stop me," I screamed at her and then hit my door on his face.
Pag dating ko sa aking kwarto, Tinignan ko ang sarili ko sa salamin, Pulang pula ako dahil sa galit wtf. I know I had some drinks tonight, but even when I'm sober my body reacts excessively to anything Maxine does. I feel every time I'm around him I'm angry or aroused.
I just take a quick shower and go directly to bed. It is already one am and I have classes tomorrow morning.
The next day passes painfully slow. I was feeling so tired, I couldn't think, it was impossible to concentrate on any of my afternoon classes.
I felt relieved of arriving home and hearing my keys opening the door. Entering the apartment, I find Mila standing close to the entrance with a big grin on her face. She has the exact same expression as a five-year-old girl who just had her ice cream.
"AY QUINN!!!!! you just missed something incredible!!!! A whole fvcking scene" she tells me cheering me with a hug and then clapping her hands.
[Contains Spg words hihi]
"Ano?" I ask going in the direction of the couch, I need to sit down, for my legs' sake.
"So, Asa bahay ako non tapos I heard some voices in the hall, Napag desisyonan ko na, you know for public security, check who was talking." Yeah public security alright, then she continues. "Si maxine yon and a girl, looks like she succeeds in entering the building just after her without her seeing her like she was following her, that is already weird and desperate right?"
"Yeah, but we never know, malay natin, may ninakaw pala ung babaeng yon sa girl, and she just wanted it back!" I said almost screaming indignation; "She looks exactly like this type of girl." Alam ko kasi she did it to me.
"No! In fact, she slept with her, and then right after she slept with her fucking roommate."
Wtf.
"Wow, that looks like her too."Maxine
"But that's not the best part." She said, now speaking slowly to give emotion to her story.
Meron pa?
"The best part is she is desperate to sleep with her again, even after she slept with her roommate, she is so desperate that she offers to do basically anything even propose a threesome with her roommate! sabi pa nga niya MAX KAMAHIN MO KO ULIT! I'LL DO ANYTHING !"
I was speechless, what makes a girl so desperate? C'mon, there are so many guys/girls available. I keep watching her, waiting in case she would deliver more information.
"Don't you see it quinn? The girl is fucking good in bed! she has a golden dick! Quinn you have to sleep with her!" She says while moving her arms in excitement, you would say she has just discovered a gold mine, but no, it was a golden dick. C'mon
Wait wait wait, SHE HAS A DICK????
"Whaaat? Have you completely lost your mind? Haven't you heard the whole story? She slept with her roommate just after he had slept with her, and wdym dick? may tite siya? parang ganun kay col?"
"Quinn that is not the point! Firstly, you know I would never do that to you, I'm not even interested in the girl. The important thing is everything she can do and show you; you own that to your vagina after years of no sx. You must discover what is out there, the best of it. And from what I heard today this guy can provide you with just that! And also Yes may lawit si ate mew even better right?" She affirms pointing to the door.
"Are you serious?" I can't believe she is proposing to me to sleep with her. I know it makes sense in her crazy way of thinking and I have to admit I'm very, very attracted to her. To add to it, the streets are now saying she is really good in bed. However, I still don't know, I'm not sure it would be a smart choice. I want at least to sleep with someone who respects me, she doesn't seem to be this someone.
"quinn, sabi mo nung isang araw na you want to have a fling, diba? Ayaw mo munang magkaroon ng relasyon diba? Do you meant it?"
"Yes, I mean it mils." It's true I'm not wanting to be exclusive with anyone, especially not to have a serious girl/boyfriend, someone I should give my full attention to.
"So, be a smart girl, instead of letting her use you, siya ang gamitin mo! Or for both sakes, gamitin niyo ang isa't isa!!" After a little pause, she continues.
"Halata na man na interesado siya sayo quinn, just keep in your mind you can't ever be attracted to her, but that she will provide you a lot of pleasure." She continued, and I'm trying to follow her line of thinking.
"When you will be tired of her or about the situation, you can go and date other guys/girls. It's a good deal, you will just have to knock next door to have mind-blowing sx."
Mila and I have always discussed everything, it includes our sex life. She was always frustrated about mine though, saying I could and should have so much more. I, on the other side, couldn't deny I have envy of hers sometimes. I felt sexually frustrated, I wanted to try other things, to feel sexy. Remy never provided me that, it was not his fault maybe we just didn't have chemistry in bed talaga. It is just, it kills my mood each time he called me princess and I felt like a little girl instead of the sexy woman I would like to feel in bed.
"Because let's face it Quinn, Remy is an abusive son of a bitch, and an asshole he had shown you nothing in bed, and it is already time for you to experience it."
She is right, I should take this opportunity, and from the look on her face yesterday I would think she is also interested in sleeping with me.
Let's face it, gustong gusto ko din.
Well, I guess I just set my mind on having sex with miss golden dick.
_______________________________________
HIII SORRY SA MABAGAL NA UD HEHE
Lagi kasi kaming may training and d nako masyadong nakakasulat athlete aku guys hihi, kakatapos lang ng meet and we brought home 6 medals, sa track n field palang yan ah. ð¥³
anyways, malapit-lapit na tayo sa exciting part ð BYE