Chapter 134
The Exhausting Reality of Novel Transmigration
âSister, is it uncomfortable because Iâm beside you?â
Lying next to me, Alicia asked cautiously.
With her hands tightly clenching the blanket and her pupils quivering, I couldnât help but think of her as pitiful.
âIâm not uncomfortable. The bedâs big enough that I donât feel any different compared to when Iâm alone here.â
âSisterâ¦â
âBy the way, whatâs wrong? You came here to sleep beside me this late into the night.â
Alicia was smiling faintly until now, but her expression suddenly hardened as soon as she heard the casual question.
Those wide, doe eyes of hers blinked a couple of times, then she averted her gaze slightly.
ââ¦I had a nightmare. I woke up just a while ago, but I was too scared to be aloneâ¦â
A nightmare.
I was expecting it.
What she experienced at the hunting festival must have been so shocking that she must have been traumatized.
And more than anyone else, I knew just how horrifying nightmares were.
I patted Alicia on the shoulder.
Alicia glanced up at me once more.
Seeing how pale her face elicited my sympathy.
âI see. You must have been scared.â
At the quietly whispered consolation, Aliciaâs pupils trembled.
Soon, she nodded a little, then turned to lay flat on the bed. She now stared at the ceiling, her eyes wide.
At first glance, her full eyelashes, which cast long shadows beneath them, made her seem like a doll.
She just stared at the ceiling without saying a word, then she slowly closed her eyes. As she answered, her voice was as melodious as a hymn.
ââ¦Yes. I was scared.â
* * *
In the middle of the night, while everything was completely stillâ¦
Quietly, suddenlyâa rustle.
After eliciting that small noise, one person slowly sat up.
And along with that movement, that personâs hair cascaded down her shoulder, over her chest.
The shadows around her were pitch black, but her eyes and her hair, as they were buried in the darkness, shone gold.
She felt drowsy, but she couldnât close her eyes.
Her head turned to the side, looking down.
Her trembling golden eyes looked at Rosetta, the sleeping woman beside her.
Just like the full moon hanging up in the dark sky,
Her eyes, which were always as warm as the sun, were like ice on this very night.
Alicia stared at Rosetta for so long. Blankly, she opened her lips to speak.
âSister.â
Rosetta did not answer.
Alicia still stared at Rosetta without blinking.
Soon her golden eyes welled up with tears.
âSister⦠Youâre my sister, right?â
Her shaking voice echoed amid the silence.
After she said this, the corners of her lips curved up ever so slightly.
A faint sigh met with the air for but a moment.
The sleepless gaze stared at only one place like that for a long, long time.
Like the moon in the sky, until daybreak came.
Until this appearance could be concealed.
Like that.
She continued to do so.
* * *
âMilady!â
Diana approached the unexpected visitor with a smile.
Next to Diana was Ria.
Holding her older sisterâs hand tightly, Ria bowed her head in greeting.
Diana patted Riaâs head lightly.
âIâm not bothering you while you were resting, am I?â
They were at the small garden near the servantsâ quarters, and itâs meant to be a place where the servants could unwind and rest. But since the others were on the clock right now, only the two sisters were here.
Diana was currently on a long break.
âYou shouldnât have come here, Milady. If you called me, I could have come to you instead.â
âI donât have a hobby of making patients walk that far.â
âIâve recovered enough that I can return now.â
Diana answered with twinkling eyes. There was a strangely serious expression on her face as she said that, as if she really was intending to come back to work right this second.
Still, I shook my head firmly.
âYou canât come back. Rest more.â
ââ¦Yes.â
Sullen now, Diana nodded reluctantly.
Evidently enough from her reaction, Dianaâs current break was not voluntary.
I practically forced Diana to take an extended break after the hunting festival. After all, she was injured.
And the period was about a month.
Until the day before my birthday, to be precise.
I wouldnât say Iâm a terrible boss.
At the very least, Iâm not infringing upon my peopleâs human rights.
Really, thereâs nothing for Diana to do for a while, if Iâm perfectly honest.
âAh, Alicia came with me.â
âYes? Lady Alicia as well?â
I left behind Diana for a moment and looked around.
Alicia was standing over there, a little ways away. She wanted to be considerate, so she asked me to talk to Diana first.
Last night, after Alicia and I woke up, I told her that Iâd be visiting Diana this afternoon, and she asked if she could join me.
She said that sheâd like to thank Diana for all her help during the hunting festival.
âAlicia!â
I saw Alicia staring blankly into the air for a moment, but as I called to beckon her, she flinched a little and walked over here.
âGood afternoon, Your Ladyship.â
As Diana bowed deeply, Alicia waved her arms.
âOh, no, youâre not feeling well. You donât have to greet me that way. Iâm the one whoâs come to see youâ¦â
âYes?â
After hearing Aliciaâs gentle dissuasion, Diana raised her head and blinked.
Alicia took Dianaâs hands into her own and continued.
âUm, thank you for helping me during the hunting festival. You even got hurt while protecting me, but itâs been bothering me that I havenât thanked you properly until now.
âIt was my duty, Your Ladyship.â
âStill, itâs thanks to you that Iâm completely unharmed. Thank you very much, Miss Diana.â
Alicia bowed to Diana.
âYâ¦You donât have to do this, Lady Alicia!â
This time, it was Diana whoâs waving her arms to dissuade the other.
Itâs not very common for a noble to bow before a commoner, to say the least.
I didnât intervene.
Diana glanced at me, silently asking for help, but I merely turned away as if I didnât see her.
I laughed gratuitously.
Itâs so peaceful for the first time in a long while. It didnât feel so bad.
Soon, the two of them were finished with their back and forth.
âUmâ¦â
And the silence brought forth a small voice.
The owner of that voice was Ria, who was hiding behind Dianaâs legs, looking around her.
âAh, Ria!â
Diana had momentarily forgotten that her little sister was here because of the sudden situation. She leaned down, cupped her hand to Riaâs ear, then whispered.
âCome on, say hello.â
Clutching Dianaâs sleeve tightly, Ria glanced up at Alicia.
And, she bowed her head.
âHâ¦Hello.â
Aliciaâs eyes widened.
It must be her first time meeting a child since she lived most of her life trapped in this residence.
A smile bubbled up on her lips, which she couldnât hide.
Indeed. Alicia naturally liked cute things, and Ria was a really cute kid.
Alicia leaned down and made eye contact with Ria.
And, she gently patted the childâs head, greeting her face to face.
âItâs nice to meet you. Iâm Alicia.â
Ria blinked with her wide, doe eyes.
Aliciaâs similarly wide, doe eyes also blinked.
With two cute people together like this, it felt as if the atmosphere instantly brightened up.
Ria mumbled, answering cautiously.
âUm⦠Are you, um, a princess?â
That one word from the child made everyone around her freeze.
Itâs certainly unexpected that the word âprincessâ would be said here.
âOh my, Ria. What⦠What are you saying.â
Dianaâs face turned pale at once, and she tried to stop Ria from saying more. Still, Aliciaâs cheeks turned bright red as she didnât know what to do.
Ria looked around her quizzically.
Then, her big eyes quickly brimmed with tears.
Even though sheâs still a child, Ria was certainly quick at reading the room.
The atmosphere suddenly turned awkward because of what she said, so she must be wondering if she had done something wrong.
âSâ¦Sorrâ¦â
âYouâre right. Sheâs a princess.â
I spoke up before she could finish saying sorry.
The three other people here turned to me in unison.
Regardless, I faced them nonchalantly.
âSister?â
Alicia whispered to me, but I answered with only a wink.
Somehow, Aliciaâs cheeks became even redder.
Oh my, you canât do that.
Anyway.
Shrugging lightly, I strode over to Ria and leaned down, then I tapped her cheek with an index finger.
âYou want to play together with our dear princess, donât you?â
ââ¦Yes!â
Ria hesitated for a second there, but soon answered with sparkling eyes.
To children, princesses were a thing of fantasy.
To adults though, dreaming of becoming one was like dreaming of winning the lottery.
I smiled at Ria, then I pulled Alicia closer to me and whispered.
âAlicia, is it okay if you play together with Ria?â
âHuh? Me?â
Cheeks still flushed, Alicia asked back in surprise.
I nodded in response.
âIâm going to the clinic with Diana for a little while. I have to check on Ria, Diana and Maxwellâs medicine.â
Of course, it didnât matter if Ria and Alicia would come as well.
However, when I saw how Aliciaâs expression brightened as she looked at Ria, I figured I should let these two people spend some time together.
Forget everything. You can go back to your childhood and have a fun time.
She couldnât sleep last night either, and her expression remained dark the whole time.
But as soon as she talked to Ria, didnât her face brighten up for a moment?
If she could play with a child without having to think, perhaps she could forget about whatâs making her nervous, even a little.
Aliciaâs pupils quivered briefly, but she nodded.
âIf so⦠Alright, Iâll take care of her. You can go ahead.â
Fortunately, it didnât look like sheâs forcing herself.