One Bossy Disaster: Chapter 24
One Bossy Disaster: An Enemies to Lovers Romance
Okay, so itâs probably pretty cheesy to say Iâve never been happier in my life.
There were always little pockets of happiness before. Moments I remember. Times Iâll never forget.
But with Shepherd, itâs different.
With him, all my smiles are condensed into one long beautiful moment.
Maybe because Iâm an active participant in my own joy this time around.
Because this is the happiness Iâve chosen.
Every day I wake up and choose Shepherd Foster over and over again, and heâs standing by with a thousand reasons why.
He makes my breakfast in the morning while I make his coffee.
We go for power runs on the beach with Molly. She nibbles at his shoes if we leave her next to his feet for too long, and he always just has a kind word and the sweetest chuckle.
He even helps with her training, drilling her through command routines with a tug rope in his hand or a pile of smelly salmon treats in his pocket.
Thatâs definitely love.
I love my dog, but some of her snacks will send your gag reflex into overdrive.
Who knew stinky fish pellets could make a girlâs heart flip?
Every time I think I love him to my limit, I find out Iâm flat-out wrong.
And my heart grows a little bigger, lost in the good times with my boyfriend and Molly, the dog runs and home-cooked dinners and three-hour ecstasies in bed that take me on a tour through every tier of heaven and send me gliding back home to his arms.
Holy hell.
My boyfriend.
Iâm still getting used to that.
Once we wrap up all the police interviews and Adriana gets formally charged with the worldâs creepiest mugshot, Shepherd surprises me with a trip to Hawaii.
My familyâs place is in Kona on the Big Island, so itâs nice to bum around Maui instead. We go diving and snorkeling, then we enjoy a sunset picnic on top of Mount HaleakalÄ.
When I post snippets of my new life for my fansâwhich have exploded since the truth about our little near-disaster came outâI donât hide anything.
I just wish Shepherd was a little less scowly when I drag him into a few shots.
What can I say, heâs man candy for my lady followers. I also donât mind showing the whole world heâs mine.
I deserve one indulgence after everything weâve been through.
And I get one more when Shepherd practically drags me onto the ferry to Lanai one day for a sunset dinner overlooking a beach bursting with sea turtles.
âTheyâve been an important part of your life,â he explains, reaching over to gently finger my turtle necklace. âIf Iâve got to share you with anything that has a shell, Iâll damn well make sure youâre spending time with both of us.â
âYouâre jealous of my turtles? Really?â
One look at his gruff face leaves me in stitches.
And thereâs a lot more laughing and a few more tears as we flop down on a hill with a blanket, watching the turtles lounging under the stars, and I share everything.
I tell him how the necklace was the only thing I had left of my mom, and when the original was stolen, my stepmom jumped in to find a replacement that was just as meaningful.
You canât hold on to material symbols, no matter how rare or special they are.
Thatâs how I learned itâs the meaning behind them that lasts, the memories and feelings and soul.
And even if he doesnât know it, heâs giving me a thousand more as I rest my head on his shoulder, watching the turtles move like beautiful black animated stones on the beach.
âNever thought Iâd say it, but Iâve had my fill of turtles for one evening. Thank you again for⦠for everything. For loving me,â I whisper.
âDess, you make it too easy.â Growling, he rolls until heâs on top of me, pressing me down into the sand under the blanket. âSince youâve already got that necklace and youâll put up a fight if I mark your neck, will you settle for a kiss?â
I answer with a smile, wrapping my hands around his neck and bringing his hungry lips to mine.
Iâm just not sure if Iâll ever understand how I deserve so much love from a man overflowing with this much passion.
Itâs not all fun and games and turtle picnics ending in honey-sweet kisses, though.
Honestly, the one thing that risks throwing a wrench in what weâve built is the day when Shepherd meets my dad.
People know Cole Lancaster for his business record first and his stormy temperament second. In the coffee world, heâs somewhere between just king and king-sized jerk.
To me, heâs always been a softie who never gets tired of hearing me joke about the grey in his hair and the way he moons over Eliza.
But Iâve never brought a boy home before.
Certainly not a man whoâs almost twice my age, and closer to Dadâs.
When I was a kid, he used to have conniption fits over the distant possibility that anyone would want to date me someday.
Iâm not a flighty teenager anymore, but somehow his overprotective dad side still hasnât gotten the message.
And even though Shepherd is ready to be perfectly diplomatic the second we walk through Dadâs door, I know heâs guarded in his own way while Iâm drowning in nerves.
Hey, itâs not like I left everything to chance.
I gave Dad a heads-up about what to expect.
I mean, the fact that the rumors were kind of true and Iâm really dating Shepherd now got this off to a rocky start from day one.
Not an excellent sign.
At least they made it through one phone call without breaking into a screaming match, though. Iâd like to think that the whole saving my life thing bought Shepherd a crumb of goodwillâor at least a teeny-tiny chance to explain himself in front of a one-man firing squad.
Iâm expecting Eliza to fling the door open with a sunny hug and a dozen questions, but it doesnât happen.
Itâs just Dad who bellows âcomeâ the second he sees us step up to the door.
Heâs waiting for us in the hall, arms folded in a white button-down with his sleeves rolled up.
For the longest second of my life, he raises his head and looks at us.
And looks.
Well, crap.
Maybe this meeting was doomed from the start, no matter how much Shepherd paid his good karma forward.
Still, he sticks out his hand and approaches my father, fearless and undaunted.
âMr. Lancaster.â
âFoster,â Dad clips.
The way they shake hands looks more like two bears fighting over a salmon.
Dad never once looks away from Shepherd, his eyes flashing like gunmetal.
Oof, this is bad.
As far as Dadâs concerned, Iâll be his little girl until the day he dies. Heâs an open-minded guy and not a complete Neanderthal, but I worry heâll never get over the age gap.
Itâs hard not to cringe, just imagining what kind of cradle-robbing sex fiend he imagines Shepherd to be.
A squeal from upstairs saves us just in time.
Eliza sails through the door with my little brother, Elijah, her airy perfume swirling around her. The wide smile on her face could tame a hurricane.
âShepherd! The man of the hour,â she gushes.
The way Dadâs evil eye softens ever so slightly tells me that we just might survive this. Thank God for his wife.
If Eliza decided sheâs giving Shepherd a fair shake, thereâs no freaking way Dad will pull out a loaded shotgun.
Heâll never admit it, but he can never hold out against her, and itâs comically adorable.
Shepherdâs face relaxes into a smile as Eliza embraces him warmly.
I grab his hand, lacing my fingers through his. I squeeze like Iâm hoping I can transfer every bit of goodwill in my bones.
âSomething smells tasty,â I say, sniffing the air. âWhat did you make us this time, Eliza? New drink?â
âLet her show you. Sheâs only been fussing over it all week,â Dad grumps, leading us inside.
He leads us to the great room with a palace-worthy fireplace and mantle while Eliza disappears into the cave-sized kitchen.
I sit beside Shepherd and my knee knocks against his.
Dad notices the contact like an owl spotting a field mouse. I can practically feel his brain blowing a fuse at the mere thought that we ever do more than hold hands like Amish kids.
Nope, he doesnât like that.
Or the rumors, the pictures.
Oh, God, has he seen the pictures?
I swallow, smothering the awkward cough.
âI heard Miss Cerva already accepted a plea deal,â Dad says, choosing each word carefully.
Shepherd nods. âDidnât have much choice. I put my best guys on the case, but she threw herself on the mercy of the court. Still, donât think sheâll get up to much trouble if sheâs let out on parole in thirty years, totally bankrupt.â
âNot a bad outcome, especially for this judicial district. I looked at your legal team. Impressive credentials,â Dad admits.
Oh, boy, so heâs decided to be all business.
I guess thatâs better than yelling.
Still, I roll my eyes.
If theyâre going to talk status the whole time, weâre never getting anywhere.
âYes, guys. The wicked witch is gone and even Meghan got a happy ending. Sheâs rebranded to show off her healing, talking through her problems and her experiences with therapy, hoping itâll help other folks with abusive situations. Iâm proud of her. But can we get off the big bad? Like, why donât we talk about the fact that weâre dating?â I say brightly.
âDating,â Dad spits.
His face tightens like a lionâs, trying to decide if that pesky hyena is worth the mauling.
I barely refrain from reminding him Iâm a grown woman, totally capable of making my own decisionsâand choosing who to date, with no shotgun approval from my father necessary.
âItâs good to finally meet you,â Shepherd says, still formal. Still wary.
When he said he knew it would go well and that he didnât need my dadâs permission, I didnât believe him.
This is way more intense than I expected. Iâm practically sweating, even if Iâm the one egging them on.
âItâs not good,â Dad growls.
My heart stops. I fight the urge to pinch my eyes shut, bracing for impact.
Oh, yup, here we goâ¦
âYou saved my daughter,â Dad says abruptly. âShe told me everything that happened on the yacht. After I got past the urge to dismember Miss Cerva with my bare hands, and then Destiny herself for lying to me while she was trapped on a sinking ship, I decided I wanted you a little less dead, Foster. You saved her life.â
What what?
Thatâsânot what I expected.
My heart flutters hopefully.
âHe did,â I manage. âWithout Shepherd, I wouldâve been fish food for sure.â
âIâm glad to hear you can tolerate me breathing, Mr. Lancaster. However, even if you planned to throw me off Mount Rainier one bloody chunk at a time, Iâd have saved her anyway. Thereâs no way Iâd ever let anything happen,â Shepherd says, glancing at me and squeezing my hand so tightly.
Thereâs a glimmer in his glacial-blue eyes like spring, and his mouth curls up very slightly.
Itâs the kind of smile he only ever gives me.
Our secret smile, and I love it.
Dad just watches us, steely at first, but then his face slowly relaxes.
âWe have that in common, I suppose,â he says. âRescuing women from maniacs in the worst storms to hit Washington in the last fifty years.â
âYes, sir.â Shepherd nods slowly. âI heard about your situation. Not an experience Iâd ever recommend.â
âWasnât my favorite time,â Dad agrees.
âBut we got through it, didnât we?â Itâs my turn to squeeze his hand.
His thumb traces over the back of my palm.
Even with all this tension, he makes me tingle.
God, I love him.
Love him.
Like, weâre not even at the six-months together mark, but in this small, tucked-away part of me, I already know this is forever.
A forever I could never experience with anyone else.
âCole, let me be frank,â Shepherd says, going straight for the first name. Risky. âI donât need your blessing to date your daughter, but Iâd like it. I respect you for raising an angel whoâs only thirty percent brat.â
I dart him a dirty look.
Dadâs eyes narrow and his lips thin.
Yeah, thereâs no way heâs happy about this. I just hope he can respect another man who shoots straight.
Please be cool. Be reasonable. Be fair, I plead silently. Dad, donât embarrass me.
âDamn. Thereâs no disputing the fact you saved my Destiny,â Dad says after the worldâs longest silence. âWhatever, Shepherd, you get one chance. One. Donât fuck it up and make me regret giving you a green light.â
Holy hell.
Another grim silence.
Shepherd weighs his words. I donât know how to tell him that coming from Dad, this is basically the most generous thing ever.
Thankfully, he doesnât need the memo.
âYou wonât be disappointed, Cole. Thank you.â
âSee that Iâm not.â Dadâs eyes rake Shepherd again before he stands and extends a hand.
They shake hands again, and this time itâs a little less like two snapping bears.
Fortunately, Eliza walks back into this weird-ass manly ritual with a tray full of steaming coffee mugs, banishing the awkwardness.
âItâs sweet, itâs steamy, and itâs full of blueberry goodness straight from Alaska! Come try my latest creation,â she sings, pressing a mug into everyoneâs hands.
Her eyes twinkle and she gives me a wink.
Heâs hot, she mouths.
I have to agree.
Shepherd is a meteorite, scorching and fallen and brilliant, all blaze in body, mind, and soul.
Iâm not sure if Iâll ever fully get used to how he loves me, though.
Iâm still smiling into my first sip of the new blueberry brew. Eliza has a real 80-20 thing going on with her coffee creations, but this oneâs an instant winner.
I canât tell if itâs the sweetness of the drink that makes me so giddy or the fact that the two men in my life can finally make eye contact without looking like itâs pistols at dawn.
After another hour of polite coffee talk with them, we make our escape.
I rest my head on Shepherdâs arm as we walk the gardens stretching down to the water behind the house, hand in hand.
âThat went well!â
âDid it? Sweetheart, you canât ever cry again in front of Cole. Not even happy tears. Heâll put my head on the wall.â
I giggle. âAw, heâs not so bad. He didnât start brandishing his Navy knife or anything.â
âNot yet,â he says dryly.
âShepherd, he gave you his freaking blessing. Thatâs massive.â
He glances down at the top of my head and studies me. âIs he always like this?â
âWanting to skin my boyfriends alive? Yeah, pretty much. And youâre the first one Iâve ever brought home.â
Honestly, my other dates were only that. Never boyfriends.
Boyfriend, boyfriend, boyfriend.
The word feels equally alien and spectacular when I just want it to feel real.
Somehow, though, it also doesnât quite feel permanent.
Will boyfriend always be enough to contain what he means to me?
This is so much more than a fickle high school relationship or a steady college guy with an expiration date.
Itâs bound by real emotion, tears and tragedy and drama and even a little blood.
Itâs like calling an old giant sequoia tree a shoot.
Still, I love how his hand tightens around mine, and his thumb does that thing again, caressing my skin.
Tingles.
The man makes me a human lightning rod, and heâs the only storm Iâll ever need.
I havenât told him how much I like it, how much it makes my stomach swoop, but Iâm sure he knows.
And I wouldnât change anything about it for the world.
âIt went well,â I repeat again, papering over the moment just in case he feels as weird about âboyfriendâ as I do. âTrust me. Give it a few months and youâll be best friends.â
âYouâre full of it.â Shepherd snorts. âHe doesnât even like me.â
I hold up a finger. âDoesnât like you yet. But he doesnât hate you. You have to do something really atrocious to lose Dadâs trust. Once youâre in, youâre in. Plus, Iâm sure this is only a conversation youâll ever need to have once. He basically said youâve got the green light to go ahead and mââ I stop right there.
I wasnât really about to say marry me, right?
Because that would be preposterous.
Totally. Bonkers.
Weâre just easing into the reality of us with all its quirks and kisses and little spats over where to go for dinner. I should not be imagining myself in a white dress right now.
I should definitely not be imagining Shepherd in a tux, casting his eyes down like heâll spend the rest of his natural life devouring me.
Oh, God.
He looks good enough to eat even in this goofy fantasy.
My phone chimes with an alert. I pull it out and see a link from Meghan with her latest video.
The therapy is helping her a ton, I think, and sharing her journey banishes the pain faster.
I wait until after dinner with the fam to play it while weâre on the way back to Shepherdâs place.
âHey, guys, sorry for the radio silence,â Meghan says. Sheâs abandoned her usual sassy, bold look for soft pastel sweaters and a fresh face not plastered with makeup. Honestly, it makes her look younger and infinitely more real.
I smile at the screen.
Weâve kept trading messages over the past couple months. I think weâre moving past that phase where she keeps apologizing while I insist she doesnât need to.
Weâre slowly becoming real friends.
Shepherd scrubbed the drone pics from the web as much as he could, though they occasionally resurface. When they do, theyâre no longer a scandal worth circulating.
Just half-dead rumors drained of their dark energy.
While I watch Meghanâs latest video, I wonder if this might be the thing that ends them once and for all. I know sheâs been building up to this for a while, and sheâs decided that today is the day.
âAs some of you know, Iâve had a mountain of family drama,â Meghan says calmly. âI donât want to rehash the deetsâwatch my other videos for thatâbut as bad as my mom was⦠I have some things to own up to.â
She pauses and clears her throat just as we pull into the driveway.
Shepherd stops the car and watches with me.
âFirst, I want to reiterate that all of the allegations I made against Destiny Lancaster and Shepherd Foster were completely false. Mom wrote the scripts and coached me on lines with her brand consultant, but I was the mouthpiece. I made them viral. I took the videos down the instant I came to my senses so I wouldnât perpetuate those hurtful lies any longer, but youâve probably heard of them and wondered. Maybe you read the news and put two and two together, but that isnât enough. I told the whole world Destiny slept with Shepherd Foster, CEO of Home Shepherd, purely to get her Young Influencers position. That was toxic and inexcusable.â
My throat tightens at the way her eyes fill with tears.
She really means this, making amends.
All her apologies, her regrets, feel so sincere it makes my heart bleed.
Meghan stares at the camera. âI was manipulated into saying it, yes, but I never should have. My courage came too late, and the lies my mother made me spread hurt people. Iâm deeply ashamed, and I wonât ever let it happen again.â
âBrave girl,â Shepherd growls sincerely, glancing at me with his usual intensity.
I nod.
âHave you reached out yet?â he asks.
âI will in a second. She just posted a few hours ago. Iâll comment on the video, too, when I can think of something to say. Just so everyone knows there are no hard feelings.â
As Meghan continues talking about her struggle, we head inside. Molly jumps up from a nap and licks my hand, and I walk over to the back door to let her out.
Outside, itâs blue as far as you can see, sky and water and crisp fall air mingling together.
One day, Iâll get back on Shepherdâs yacht and enjoy a closer lookâthis time without any worries about an untimely date with the crabs. Heâs just had the ship repaired.
But not today.
Not yet.
âI also wanted to let you guys know something importantâ¦â Meghan continues. âAfter I finish sharing my Journey with Tea, Iâve made the hard decision to retire. The content will stay up.â
I actually gasp.
âI know, I know,â she goes on. âMaybe you think this is a huge mistake, but⦠Iâve realized itâs time to step back and reassess whatâs really important to me. Destiny taught me that.â Her smile, despite the tear tracks down her face, is huge. âIâm going to take some time off and find myself outside the public eye. Maybe Iâll volunteer for a bird rescue or something since Mom never let me have a parrot. Itâs something Iâve always wanted, and I know I still have a ton of work to do, but⦠this is my moment. My life. And Iâd like to thank you for sharing so many moments with me, and I hope my final videos over the next few months will help bring everybody out there some peace. I owe you one, Dessy, for helping me give myself a second chance.â
Damn.
Sheâs so sweet it breaks my heart.
Oh, and sheâs not finished.
âBy the way, guys, in case you donât know, Destinyâs passion for wildlife conservation is legendary. Sheâs brave and feisty and so, so smart. Since sheâs been a big part of inspiring me to get my crap together, go check out her stuff. Itâs not all about the cute animals. Check her stuff out and take this opportunity to see what difference you can make in the world.â
I lean over, beaming at Shepherd. âYou know, that gives me an idea to celebrateâ¦â
He groans. âNo. Weâre not getting involved with birds. I already funded one big search effort, and youâre stuck with Molly and your otters.â
A slightly harassed man in a blazer and rumpled suit checks my mic, making sure itâs attached securely and ready.
Shepherd, beside me, wears one of his customary charcoal suits. Classy and gorgeous and decently intimidating.
âYou canât scowl at her the whole time,â I say.
âI donât scowl in court.â His brows inch down even lower.
âCâmon, Captain McSnarly, thatâs your favorite expression, and this is the court of public opinion.â I preen at him.
Miracle of miracles, he laughs.
âPlease try to look friendly,â I tell him. âBe approachable.â
He snorts. âThe fact youâre doubting my ability to do either of those things is insulting.â
âNope, itâs realistic.â I adjust his tie, though it doesnât need me to. Heâs handsome and polished, as always. âI know you, mister.â
âGood. Then youâll know Iâm perfectly capable of being politeâwhen the occasion demands it.â
Right.
His version of polite is shooting death rays from his eyes.
Vanessa Dumas, of course, likely knows what to expect.
I imagine he was that version of polite with her once, too, back when they were together.
Not together, though.
Not really, I remind myself.
But when he took her places and behaved like they were more than friends, he probably had his professional mask clenched tight.
Itâs an attractive mask, for sure, but thereâs no way she mistook his professional façade for any sort of feelings. Or even the hint of attraction.
I know him too well by now.
Well enough to be here while we tie up the last loose end in a nice little bow.
I have to search his face for the softness I adore, somewhere behind the steely blue eyes and the hard, handsome face thatâs chiseled by life.
Just for me, he cracks another almost-smile and his hand finds mine.
âLetâs get this over with. You ready?â
âOn a scale of one to ten, how bad will it be?â
His grip on my fingers tighten.
Bad, then.
âWeâll live,â he says casually. âItâs a decent improvement over surviving a near drowning and convincing your dad I have a right to breathe in your presence.â
Liar. Now heâs just being sweet.
âWhatever happens, Iâm here, Shepherd,â I whisper.
Iâm not nervous.
We havenât been hiding our relationship from the cameras or anyone, really.
Iâve deliberately put him in a ton of my stuff on Insta and TikTok.
Whenever anyone asks, we admit the truth, and weâve been seen in public by people who like to talk plenty of times.
For Shepherd, heâs actually been out a lot. Another big change. His life doesnât revolve around the office anymore.
So, why are my palms so sweaty I can barely cling to him?
âSorry.â I look up at him and grimace.
âWe donât need to do this, Dess,â he whispers. âWe can still back out.â
âNo way! Hannah assured me it was the best way to put this to bed. So, yeah. Letâs get it done.â
The harassed guy holds up five fingers and gestures at us.
Five minutes until showtime.
A muscle tics in his jaw.
The reason weâre here isnât to rub salt in the wound that is Vanessa Dumasâ failed attempts to get with Shepherd. Or even to trumpet our relationship to the entire worldâthough thatâs exactly what weâll be doing in practice.
No, the real reason weâre here is to prove her wrong.
To clear Shepherdâs name and make people understand what a decent human being he really is.
No freaking way Iâd ever back away from that.
âHow are you feeling?â
âLike the luckiest man on Earth.â Heâs totally deadpan, looking at me with nothing except the barest flicker of amusement he tries to hide.
âDick.â
âWeâll have to hope they donât get that on camera.â
I pinch his arm, but his teasing helps settle my jitters.
Itâs certainly not my first time being in front of an audience. But given everything thatâs happened, I know the stakes, and I want to get this right.
So we wait quietly, still holding hands, until weâre given the signal to move to the staging area where the red couches are waiting.
Vanessa already had her chance to deliver her side of the storyâpretty much the same version she spat out months ago.
Shepherd used her for sex, promised her marriage, and dumped her.
And with our whole fiasco, sheâs used it to cement her position, even as sheâs fallen out of the spotlight.
Shepherd is the bad guy.
But not after today.
As we walk onto that stage, though, her eyes widen when she sees us holding hands.
I know right then weâve got her.
She never expected us to be together. Not for real.
She thought the rumors were as flimsy as the lies sheâs been parroting ever since Shepherd rejected her. And the fact that weâre still so clearly together obviously stings.
Good.
The host greets us with a wide smile. Cameras swing in our direction and I have to fight not to acknowledge them. Shepherd, typically, doesnât bat an eye.
âMr. Foster,â she says in her cheery mom voice. I swear, these morning human interest hosts all sound the same. âMiss Lancaster. Iâm thrilled you could both make it.â
Applause rolls through the live audience.
Iâm pretty sure someone screams my name and itâs hard not to be surprised.
Oof. The audience factor makes this a little more difficult, but I pin on my bravest grin.
Shepherd smiles pleasantly at the host, Tiffany. Her lipstick is such a vivid blood-red, it makes the other colors in this place seem faded by comparison.
âCall me Shepherd,â he says.
âThanks so much for having us, Tiff.â I beam.
âYes, yes, and wonât it be so good to hear your side of the story.â Her eyes flick between Shepherd and me. âDoes this mean youâre dating?â
âWe totally are,â I confirm.
Damn, that feels good.
Shepherd turns his smile on me and whatever cold nerves I had melt away.
Yep. I would sell my kidneys for this man.
Vanessa snorts so loudly it sounds more like a cough. Iâm almost certain sheâs hurt herself.
âOh, whatevs. So phony. Theyâll be over tomorrow,â she whispers, her sympathy as fake as her overdone hair extensions.
Shepherd turns to her. âVanessa, can we talk?â
I canât tell if thatâs a smile or a silent snarl she throws back.
âUm, yeah. I wish youâd done that earlier. We couldâve avoided a big ugly mess.â Her eyes fill with the cheesiest tears. âInstead of you leaving me likeâlike you didâ¦â
God, people eat this stuff up?
Itâs bad acting at its finest. Like Z-level stuff.
âEnough is enough.â He sighs impatiently. âLook, we both know that what youâre doing isnât fair to me and it isnât fair to you either. Do you want to be remembered as the girl I didnât want? Is that what you think will send your career into the stratosphere?â
Her mouth drops.
I donât think sheâs expecting a direct hit.
He turns and speaks to the camera now.
âMiss Dumas has claimed for months that I did the same thing to her as to Destiny Lancaster, but while Dess and I are together now, we never met before my assistant hired her as part of the Young Influencer program. Meghan Cerva has publicly retracted her allegations, on record.â
âYes,â Tiff chimes in, pausing as the big screen next to us displays a bullet summary of the drama. âQuite a wild ride for our happy couple lately. But tell me, Shepherd, at the end of the day, weâre still left with a lot of uncertainty about your relationship with Vanessa, arenât we? So much âhe said, she saidâ it could choke a horse.â
The audience jeers. A few people clap and laugh obnoxiously.
Torture.
âYou paid them off,â Vanessa snapsâbut she sounds unsure.
Tiffany whips toward her and waves a hand. âNow, now. Shepherd and Destinyâs relationship really isnât in question when thereâs a pile of legal records and witness testimony to back it up. Adriana Cerva, as youâll recall, is just beginning to serve her sentence.â
Vanessaâs face whitens behind the red.
âBack to your point, I want to come clean,â Shepherd cuts in. âYes, Vanessa and I had an agreement once. I was tired of dating and being swarmed all the time afterââ He pauses and inhales deeply. âAfter Serena.â
âYour ex-wife?â Tiff leans forward in her chair intently.
âYes. Your viewers might not know she was killed suddenly. I surprised her in bed with her lover, we had words, and the guy pulled a gun on me.â
Loud murmurs roll through the audience until Tiffany quiets them down.
I look at Shepherd, my eyes big and pleading.
Stay strong. Youâre doing amazing.
âWhat Iâm trying to say is, Vanessa was a stand-in woman. A mistake I made so I didnât have to face reality. It was a stupid idea. When she wanted more and I turned her down, she ran with stories about us being madly in love. And while she mightâve ran with those fables, Iâm the one who tried to run away. All I did was flee from my pastâuntil I met Destiny.â
His eyes meet mine.
I canât bring myself to care that weâre on live TV.
I walk over, lean down, and kiss him deeply.
The audience goes absolutely ballistic. Theyâre still shouting and talking loudly as the show pauses for a commercial break.
Next, once weâre back on, Tiffany video calls a few people who met Vanessa while she was on Shepherdâs arm. We were practically buried in requests from people volunteering to corroborate the truth after they found out about Adriana.
And the two people Tiffany pulls up both say the same thingâthere was never any indication that they were dating.
No ring.
No stolen kisses.
No secret smiles I know too well.
Tiffany finally turns to me, the smile on her face undaunted by Vanessa steadily deflating.
âTell us your story,â she says. âHow do you feel about these allegations?â
âWell, I know they arenât true, for one. Anyone as work-focused as Shepherd doesnât have time for a relationship. And trust me, he needs some serious persuading to relax.â
The easy laughter that follows is sudden.
I prod his leg. âBut heâs very sweet about it. We didnât plan this. It just sorta happened, like love always does.â
âHow did you two get together?â Tiffany asks.
âUm. Otters?â And I tell them the story of our camping trip, taking Shepherdâs hand as I recount how we couldnât stand each other until that weekend.
âBut even then, we still had our doubts. We needed everything that happened with Adriana Cerva to see the truth.â I give Shepherd a soft smile. âPlus, he gets major points for loving my dog.â
âWell, what more can a man do?â Tiffany laughs. âSo your relationship happened after the allegations?â
âI had a crush on him almost from the beginning,â I say. âWho wouldnât? I think he took a little longer to come around, but in the end, he did.â
âSo you pursued him?â
I cock my head as I look at Shepherd thoughtfully. âNo. I think we both came together when the time was right.â
Tiffany turns to Shepherd. âAnd no ring this time?â
âNot yet,â he says after a moment. My heart races as he continues, âIâm here today because Iâm ready to get on with my life, and I think, deep down, Miss Dumas is too. Iâm willing to drop all defamation charges if sheâll agree to let this go.â
Tiffany turns back to her. âVanessa? What do you say?â
The silence is deafening.
I think she knows sheâs cooked. The evidence is crystal clear, and with Adriana going down and Meghanâs statement, she has even less of a leg to stand on with her lies.
She knows it and so does the world.
So does Tiffany, whose smile is steady and unrelenting.
The next question is going to be devastating.
âIs there any particular reason why you claimed Shepherd Foster pursued a sexual relationship with you? And if there isnât, why not just take the olive branch?â
âI⦠I didnât come here for this. The nerve of this man, cornering me like this after everything, afterâI simply wonât be put on the spot!â Vanessaâs expression falls as she stands unsteadily.
I find Shepherdâs hand.
After so much misery, it should feel good to see her humiliated like this.
It actually doesnât.
I feel sick.
Her hands ball into fists as she storms off stage, wiping at real tears. The cameras follow her.
It may be what she deserves.
But I donât have that smug sense of satisfaction or victory I expected.
âTiff, hereâs her reason. People do stupid things when theyâre hurt,â Shepherd says. His hand is so warm and steady around mine. âShe had illusions about us falling in love, and I tried to talk her down. I donât suppose she ever thought it would come to this. Donât suppose she wanted it to, either.â
I nod. âItâs not something I hold against her.â
âWell, thatâs that, folks. Itâs all up to the lawyers now, but I think we know where this is going. Iâm wishing you both the best, and thanks so much for joining us today to clear the air,â Tiffany says, looking between us like she doesnât understand what just happened either.
I know I donât.
Not until two days later, when Shepherdâs lawyer gets a note that says Vanessa is retracting her claims, effective immediately.
It feels like the end of the beginning as I drop my phone and leap into his arms the second he walks through the door.
The whole time we kiss, Molly wags her tail, thumping the nearby chair like our little celebration has its own rhythm.