27: I Love You [M]

Very, very smexy times ahead. You've been warned. Highly recommend listening to the song attached above while reading this chapter. Nothing as good as a Chase Atlantic song XD Anyways, enjoy ;)

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❝ And I'm so down if you're ready, I'm floating but I'm heavy, and I'll show you if you let me girl ❞

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Ray's POV:

( thank me later :p )

She was so beautiful. And I couldn't believe she was trusting herself with me. To my every kiss, she responded with the same velocity, same eagerness, same feelings. Her arms coiled around my neck and her legs locked around my waist, she was a moaning mess, her little form barely able to not squirm and stay still.

I held her close to me. As much as I could. Impossibly closer. Our chests already glued to each other and her core occasionally grinding onto my throbbing cock. Barely able to keep it, I kissed her with my tongue, as she moaned into my mouth.

"Ray," She drawled, as I hummed, climbing up the stairs to her bedroom. "Fast, please." I was barely holding it in and she wasn't helping. I groaned, and kneaded her flesh at the back as her back arched. "The last one." She pointed at the last door down the hallway, and I walked towards it.

Pinning her against the door, my mouth travelled down her jaw to her earlobe, as she sucked in a breath. I smiled against her skin and she pulled on my hair roots, clearly communicating that I was going in the right direction.

The soft skin behind her ear was undiscovered, unexplored and lickable, as I sucked and bit on it, to leave a mark. I wanted to mark her. Everywhere. Wherever I could. I wanted to leave my love marks on her body to let everyone see, to let everyone know that I loved her.

Yes, I loved her.

I'd known that for a while and it was utterly, bitterly terrifying, but in a good way. She made me feel things I'd never felt, she made me jealous, possessive, soft and wanting to change. For her. I wanted to show her how much I loved her.

"Please," She moaned, as I gruntled and pushed open the door, locking it behind my back with a loud thud. Mouths still on each other, I gently placed her on the bed as she pulled me in between her legs. I pulled back, pushing the hair out of her face.

"Are you sure? We can still stop and have a sleepover, you know. Watch stupid rom com movies that you love and order takeout. I'm okay with th— mhm" My words were a jumble of moans as she kissed me whole.

"Shut up, and let's have sex." I raised my eyebrows. She blushed, not quite believing the words that had tumbled out of her mouth. This wild, crazy, weird but absofuckinutely beautiful girl was all mine. And she was allowing me to mark her mine in the most intimate way possible. I couldn't be more thankful.

"Shh, stop talking baby." She blushed, as my head dipped in the crook of her neck, locking and biting the sensitive skin there. My hands stopped at the hem of her shirt and I silently asked for permission as she nodded, drawing her bottom lip between her teeth. I swallowed heavily, my heart beating at an inhumane rate as I slowly pulled her t-shirt up and finally over her head.

The bleak light fighting against the window curtain shone on her upper body—nearly naked upper body—doing it wonders. She was petite, small, but curvaceous right where she should be—but regardless of her body, I loved her. Her body was just another one of her beautiful points. I was allured in every sense and snapped out of the trance I was in as she shifted beneath me, an hesitant look painted on her face.

Silly, silly girl was doubting herself again. But I would show her tonight how fucking beautiful she is, and what she does to me.

"Stop." I declared, rubbing her cheek softly as she stared up at me in confusion. Her brown, mocha eyes were almost invisible, but yet somehow visible were begging me to explain. "Stop overthinking. You are beautiful inside out, and nothing can change that." Her hand immediately pulled on my locks and I leaned in to kiss her.

"I—I'm not exactly slim and fit, you see." She stuttered, her fingers gliding over her stomach, pinching on the little to nothing belly fat she had. Anger bubbled up inside me, and not because she was hating her body in the process but because of the people who made her self conscious.

Every body is beautiful, the way it is. Every skin color is beautiful, the way it is. Every person is beautiful, the way they are. Whomsoever thinks they can express their desire for the other person to change, or degrades them can go to hell with their low life thinking.

"I see, and it does not bother me at all." I pressed my right hand over her belly as she gasped. "So what if you have belly fat? It is absolutely normal and nothing to be ashamed of. I love it." Pecking the place right where my hand had been a few seconds ago, I pressed my lips onto hers.

"Let me show you how fucking beautiful you are. Can I, June?" Hovering above her, my hand rested on the hem of her bra, as she audibly gulped and nodded.

"Words, June. I need to know you are okay with it." She mumbled a croacked yes and I slipped the straps of her bra down, finally removing it and throwing it away below. My breath got stuck in my throat as I took in her bare upper body. I had been with so many girls before her, boys too, had meaningless sex with them, but none like this.

My heart didn't beat like it was about to burst out like this. I wasn't nervous about sex like this. This—this was all so very different. I wanted to do so many things and not wanted to do so many things at the same time. Finding myself in a dire situation like this, I still couldn't stop thinking how much I wanted this. Right now. And again, if I could. I wanted to paint her, her beautiful body, her wild locks and her brown eyes. Only if she would let me, though.

"Ray, please," She mumbled, making me aware that she was left untended to. I was so lost in my thoughts. Slowly inchimg my hand upwards, I squeezed her breast which fit perfectly in my hand, simultaneously pulling on the nipple of the other. Her back arched, giving me access to her neck as I sucked. She whimpered, her hands tangling in my locks. How I loved it when she touched my hair. I loved it when she touched me, period.

"Get this shirt off you." She started to pull on the flimsy material sticking to my body due to the sweat. Straddling her waist, I raised my arms above my head and flicked off the sweaty material over my body. As my gaze moved down to her, pride swelled inside of me as I watched her eyes soak in every inch of my chest, her mouth forming a mesmerizing shape of o.

"Like what you see?" I smirked as red crept up her face and she bit her, making my dick twinge in delight at the beautiful sight. Slowly, hesitantly as if she was scared to burn me with her touch, she raised her arm and her index finger traced the tattoos covering my chest. My eyelids fluttered shut at the orgasmic, blissful feeling of her touch and I sighed.

"I could do this all day." Mumbling, her eyes settled on my lips and I leaned in, mashing her lips with mine. Our chests collided, her perked up nipples scratching my chest, sending tingles down my spine. I pulled back, boring into her mocha eyes as she stared back. Licking her jaw, I continued the journey down, leaving a line of saliva along her neck, and finally reaching her breast.

Taking her nipple in my mouth, I sucked, bit and kneaded the other at the same time as she moaned—the sound beautiful to my ears. "Mhmh," The voice left her mouth, incoherent words leaving next. "You like that, hmm?" My voice dropped down a tone and she whimpered, squirming beneath me. I moved to the other, and started to grind my hips into hers as she picked up and matched my pace.

"O—OH my god." A scream almost left her voice, as my hand travelled down and tickled her inner thigh a little as my mouth continued to suck on her breast. "I—I can't!" She pleaded, driving her nails deep in my shoulder. "Please, just—" Her remaining sentence got tangled up in her throat as she rolled her eyes back. "Please what?" I hummed, continuing to suck.

"Just fuck me!" She lashed out, pulling on my locks. "I need you, Ray. Please." My eyes widened at her crude language and I left a soft peck on her lips.

"I didn't mean to tease you, baby. It's your first time, and I need to get you as aroused as possible, so it will hurt less. That was my only intention babygirl." She blushed, and I smiled at her reaction to me calling her pet names. How could someone be so adorable yet so fucking hot at the same time?

"O—Okay," Moving a little beneath me, she traced my nose bridge. "I'm ready now, please just—please." Gulping, her eyes moved down and settled on my crotch. As if I couldn't harden anymore, her words did something to me. In a moment I had removed her shorts and panties, and she had disposed my jeans and boxers.

Her eyes widened at the sight of my erect, pre-cum dripping cock, her teeth drawing blood out of her lips. Leaning down, I clenched my jaw as our most private parts touched each other and she moaned. My thumb caressed her bottom lip, and what happened next left me dumb founded.

Her tongue came out and licked my thumb, and I unknowingly slipped it inside her mouth, her tongue licking and sucking on it. This—this was oh so very dangerous. She, fuck, she was doing things to me. This wasn't vanilla, this was kinky and she just proved to me she was kinky. She didn't look embarrassed at what she did, rather a small smirk coated her lips.

My eyes darkened. I imagined doing things with her—things that were very much not vanilla. They were all dark chocolate.

"You are treading the dark waters, baby." She smiled and nodded. "So what?" Her counter question left me at a loss of words.

"As much as I'm happy we have the same likes, today is going to be all about you. I am going to go slow and try to make you feel as comfortable as possible, yeah?" She smiled and pulled me in for a kiss.

"Can I?" I mumbled. She didn't reply for a while, visibly nervous. "We don't have to do anything if you are not comfortable okay? We can sto—" I couldn't complete my sentence because she had hushed me with a soft no.

"I'm ready. I really am. I want this." I nodded and slowly slipped my hand between her legs. She held her breath, and I kept watching her squirming and whimpering. My fingers separated the lips and moved in circles, coating them with her wetness. She was so fucking wet.

Increasing the pace, my thumb found her clit, while my middle finger stopped at her entrance. "It will hurt a little bit, okay? But ill go slow." She shook her head as I furrowed my brow.

"I—I've, uhm, fingered myself." She snapped her gaze away from me as she blushed yet again and I smiled. Leaning down and kissing her, her eyes settled on mine.

"That's okay. That's normal. There's no wrong in pleasing yourself okay?" Her eyes glazed at my words.

"Sometimes, I forget how it's okay to do these things. You make me feel normal. You make me feel okay. Thank you." I shook my head and instead kissed her, our lips swollen by now.

"Shut up, you deserve everything. Okay?" She smiled but in an instant the smile was erased off her face and instead she moaned so loud. I had slipped two fingers in her which were now moving at steady rate.

"R—Ray, fuck!" I took a nipple in my mouth and she arched her back, her head moving side to side. "P—Please, oh my god!" I had added an third, to make her ready for my dick. The speed had increased, and she was so tight; my cock twitching and begging to be buried inside her. "I'm close!" She screamed, and I hummed.

"Come for me, baby." And she did, spasming and whimpering. Leaving soft kisses all over her face, I stood up and walked over to my hastily thrown away jeans, opening my wallet for a condom. I always kept one, but hadn't had the chance to use it for about a few months now. And I didn't feel like it, except now.

I turned and handed her the packet as she shyly tore it. Sitting up, she gulped and flicked her gaze from the rubber to my manhood.

"It's okay if you don't want to do that." I smiled and tried to take the condom from her hand but she kept it with her.

"I—I want to." In a small voice, she muttered, moving forwards and took my dick in her hand. An electric jolt passed through my body as I clenched my jaw and fists, controlling the urge to come right there and then. Her touch was so fucking dangerous. She could do nothing but touch me and I would surrender. She carefully slipped the rubber down my length and then laid on her back, her eyes the colour of black coffee now.

Climbing over the edge of the bed, I hovered above her, both of us beyond nervous and clammy. While she was nervous about the whole ordeal, I was nervous about satisfying her and making her first time a good memory.

Swiping the head of my dick over her entrance, I craddled her face in my hands. "It will hurt a bit at first, but it should subside eventually, yeah?" She nodded, coiling her hands around my neck. "Are you ready? Are you sure?" I decided to ask her once again, because she shouldn't be forced to do anything she isn't comfortable with. Sex can wait.

"Yes, please just—" I pushed in a little bit as she winced, her eyes pried shut tightly. My jaw clenched, as I pushed in halfway, almost gasping at how fucking tight she was. "Keep going," She mumbled after I'd stopped moving to let her get used to the feeling. Pushing in completely, I moved away the hair that had stuck to her face due to the sweat.

"Open your eyes." She did as asked, and I kissed her nose. "Keep looking at me, yeah?" She timidly nodded as I started moving, thrust by thrust. Her whimpers had now turned into moans and she was holding onto me for dear life. Our eyes stayed on each other, our faces mere inches apart, hot breath fanning each others faces. Picking up the pace, I started moving a little faster, only after making sure she was okay with it.

Moving back, I lifted her left leg and swung it over my left shoulder as she gasped at the angle. "R—Right there, oh fuck!" She screamed as I hit her g spot. Bingo, found it. Thrusting at a faster pace, bodies slapping and making an sultry sound, sweat dripping down every inch of our skin, eyes on each other and two bodies mashed into one, I realized how much I loved this girl.

The changes I went through these last few months were very shocking, but in a good way. She had changed me, made me and moulded me to be even better. Life seemed bearable with her on my side.

"I—I'm c—close, faster please!" She pleaded, as I drove in even fast, making her roll her eyes. Her back arched and her fingers clutched the sheets around them, beads of sweat dripping down my forehead. I was so close as well.

"Come with me, baby." And we both moaned, more like screamed, as she let go, clenching around my dick as I shivered, releasing my liquids in the rubber. I moved back, removing myself from her, and threw the used condom into the bin beside her desk as she groaned at the loss of contact. The wet juices dribbled down her inner thigh and my mouth watered at the sight. And before I could control my words, I had said it.

"Can I taste you?" She looked taken aback, and I mentally slapped myself at the stupid, idiotic question. "Yeah, I would like that." Was her reply and it was my turn to be stunned. Moving between her legs, I knelt down, the smell of her driving me insane.

Starting from her inner thigh, I licked the juices and paved the way upwards, holding her in place because she was squirming irresistibly. "Shh, stay put." I said, and she moaned. My mouth was in front of her wet, wet pussy. I blew a breath over it and she choked, her legs trying to shut themselves on their own accord.

I held them down tightly, and her hand gripped my locks. Cutting to the chase, my tongue swiped over her lips and she let out a loud moan. "O—Oh, that feels nice." Her back arched, eyes shut, an euphoric feeling settled over her face—June was a beautiful sight for the naked eye, and most importantly, she was all mine.

"Sure it does." I hummed, the vibrations making her whimper. My tongue flicked and licked the wet reverie, while my thumb circled over her clit. Her grip over my hair tightened as she started to push my face closer than even possible. Separating the lips of her womanhood, my tongue plunged into her hole, and she screamed. "Ray!" Oh, my girl was a screamer.

"That's it baby, scream out my name." And she did yet again, as I knew no mercy and gave her everything I could. She was salty but sweet at the same time and I fucking loved that. Her taste was always going to linger on my tongue from now on. She was irresistible in every sense.

"I'm g—going to c—come!" And with that, I increased my pace, while adding a finger to her hole and she screamed yet again. "RAY! P—Please, I can't, I'm too s—sensitive!" I did nothing but hum, pretty sure she was going to orgasm again. I only hummed, and she moaned.

She clenched around her finger and I covered her whole with my mouth, as she released the juices, which I happily lapped up. Whimpering and spasming, she looked down, blushing at the sight of me between her legs. Kissing her clit, I leaned up and kissed her, tongue against tongue, making her taste her taste. "Like your taste?" She blushed and nodded.

So fucking adorable. Fuck, my heart was a melted mess. "C'mere," I laid down on my back and she snuggled up next to me, after grabbing a towel off the chair beside the bed. I took it from her and cleaned her up, as she was still sensitive.

"Was it good?" My heart was beating at the question, as she buried her face in the crook of my neck. It was wonderful for me. It was everything for me.

"Hmm." Was her only reply and I stroked her hair. She looked up, those brown beautiful mocha eyes boring into mine. "Did I—uh, did I, you know, satisfy you?" A nervous expression glazed over her face.

"Listen to me very carefully." I grabbed her face in my hand. "It was everything for me. It was more than what I wanted and fantabulous that what I imagined it to be like. You can make me come with a single touch, you know that?" She lowered her gaze but I made her face me again. "You—You can never do anything wrong. Everything you do becomes special for me. Because, you are you—and because," I paused, gulping because I was about to say something which I was scared of, but which felt so right with her. Her doe eyes were eager and I cleared my throat.

"And because I love you." She gasped, we both silent for a good two minutes.

"I know it's too early, and too sudden, and very weird thing to say just when we've made love, but I love you, okay? I truly do." I was rambling. For fucks sake, what was wrong with me?

She giggled, as she traced imaginary shapes on my cheek. She looked me straight in the eye as I held my breath.

"I love you too, idiot." She smiled and my heart burst. So fucking cheesy, but she did that to me. Kissing with lips as swollen as ever, we smiled through it and laughed. She sighed and I pulled her closer to me, thanking God for this beautiful, strong and kind girl he had gifted to me. I couldn't be more lucky and she couldn't be more perfect.

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sooooooo that's it for the 3500 + worded long ass, sexy chapter in Ray's POV 🤡 did y'all like it? for her first time, i thought, making her comfortable would be the best thing. also i mean, uhm, its quite hot in here isn't it 😳

A quick question: in the further smut scenes, would y'all like kinky sex? i feel Ray's character would suit that, but im not too sure. leave a comment about what you would like. we don't judge over here <3

+ please leave a vote if you liked the chap! would mean a lot to me <3