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I walked out the party as I heard Spencer rush after me but I tried calling Jamal because he was my ride. "Hey you good?" Spencer asked "y-yeah Jamal's not answering and I want to go home" I said about to start crying. "I'll go get him" Spencer said jogging back into the house as I tried call Jamal twice but he didn't answer. I just waited by his car and pinched the bridge of my nose.

"Y/N you okay?!" I heard Jamal ask running up to me "yeah I just want to go home" I admitted "okay" he said as Spencer opened the door for me and I got into the car. I just looked out the window feeling tears roll down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them and sniffled.

"Y/N what the hell happened?!" Jamal asked beginning to drive as I was just silent. "Give her a minute" I heard Spencer say as I felt him look over at me. I just continued to look out the window as we finally made it to the house. Jamal parked the car as I wiped any tears that was falling. "You know we can go to the police and press charges" Spencer brought up as I just simply shook my head. "He was drunk and I just want to leave it alone" I said before getting out of the car.

I walked into the house as I seen my mother on the couch sleep. "Hey momma" I said before kissing her head as she woke up some. "Hey baby how was the party?" She asked as I faintly smiled. "Fine. Go upstairs and get in the bed" I said as she sat up and started heading upstairs. I turned around seeing Jamal and Spencer walk in.

"I'm fine, I don't really want to talk about it" I assured heading towards the kitchen "you want me to sleep over?" Jamal asked. "I'm fine" I said with a faint smile. "You should get back home before your parents trip" I said as he frowned some "I'm going to miss you" he said as we hugged each other.

"I'll see you next summer" I said as we pulled away and he poked out his bottom lip making me frown. "Don't do that" I said as he chuckled "call me when you land" he said as I smiled . "I will" I assured as he walked out the house and closed the door. "You need me to take you home my mom doesn't mind if I drive down the block or two" I said to Spencer.

"Nah I'm kind of avoiding certain people right now, you want to watch a movie or something?" Spencer asked as I sighed and looked at Spencer "Nightmare on elm street" he suggested as I just smiled. "See I remembered" he boasted as I continued to smile then shook my head. "Don't be doing anything you  have no business doing while watching Nightmare on Elm Street" we heard my mother from upstairs as I just placed my hand on my face.

"Ma really?" I questioned "yeah" She answered "we're just friends" I assured back to her. "So? Friend fuck too" she said bluntly as I just placed my hand to my face again. "Oh my Gosh" I said as Spencer chuckled. "yes Ma'am" Spencer said as we shook our heads. I went into the kitchen making some popcorn in the microwave as Spencer sat at the island watching me. "What?" I asked in a small laugh. "You straight?" He asked. "Yeah, you straight. You looked a little pissed with Cam" i brought up.

"Yeah I was Already upset prior to that It was just the icing on the cake." He admitted. "What's up with you?" I asked getting a pack of m&m's. "Nothing just Layla being Layla" he answered. "I'm sure you two will be fine once I leave" I said as he chuckled. "You're still going?" He questioned "yeah" I answered as the popcorn soon stopped and I took it out the microwave. I poured the popcorn into a bowl before sliding Spencer a water bottle.

"Thanks" he thanked as we just decided to watch the movie in the living room. We were About thirty minutes into the movie As Spencer was bringing up how I was laughing at Freddy. "Freddy isn't even scary he's actually funny as hell" I admitted hearing Spencer chuckle "which is why he'll never be in your dreams" Spencer said which was true I'd probably laugh right then and there. ""IT" is good too" Spencer added. "The old one or the remake?" I asked. "The remake" he answered "I've never seen the remake" I admitted as he looked at me.

"And we're watching Nightmare on Elm street?" He questioned. "Yeah because it's Freddy" I said as he just shook his head and chuckled. "Thanks for earlier" I thanked as we looked at each other "you good he shouldn't be touching on you like that without your consent anyway" Spencer expressed looking back at the TV. "I kept saying no but he wasn't trying to hear none of that then on top of that I was afraid of really rejecting him" I expressed.

"Why?" He asked "men be really out here trying to harm us because of rejection and I am not trying to die this young" I explained. "Well as long as I'm around reject as many guys as you want and I'll handle it" Spencer explained as we shared a small laugh. "I just realized you got to see all that free ass when we were at the dance studio earlier." I joked. "And I enjoyed every last second" he expressed as we shared a laugh. "You ain't shit"  I joked "nah I'm just messing with you, but you ain't tell me you can dance like that" he expressed.

"No that dance was tight for real" I said to him as we agreed. "The instructor actually wants me to keep going back there she said she enjoyed me" I brought up. "I did too" Spencer said as we just shared a confused look "not like that you know but I did enjoy you" he tried to repeat correctly but failed. We just shared a laugh. "It's okay, I get it" I assured feeling my phone vibrate.

"We should do it again" he suggested "yeah we should most definitely do it again where I dance and you sit and watch" I said playfully as we shared a laugh. In the midst of me laughing I saw I received a text message from serenity then started getting hella messages from other friends and family members.

I clicked open her message seeing a news article attachment. Then seen her apologizing for my lost. "What the hell" I said to myself sitting up some. "What's up?" Spencer asked pausing the movie and looking over at me. I clicked on the article immediately seeing a picture of my father and started scrolling down reading that he was gunned down right in Brooklyn. They currently had the suspects in custody and he was pronounced dead at the hospital.

"Ain't no way" I said to myself watching the news clip, I seen his face and immediately felt like my heart was ripped out of my chest. I just dropped my phone on the couch. "What's wrong?" Spencer asked "my father passed away" I said before I placed my face in my hands immediately feeling Spencer wrap his arms around me. I started crying like a baby and couldn't stop.

I felt him rub my back as I continued to cry. My phone started ringing as I ignored it. Then saw the lights to the Living room was cut on. I looked up seeing my mother on the last step looking at me. She immediately rushed over to me trading places with Spencer. "Thank you. I got her, go home" my mother said sweetly to Spencer as he just rubbed my back before walking out. I cried harder as my mother continued to rub my back.

"Baby it's okay" I heard my mother whisper before kissing my head repeatedly and holding onto me.