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Spencer and I was on the bus on our way to Crenshaw and i honestly missed getting on the bus. Im grateful for what I got but I missed getting on the buses and trains. I looked out the window as Spencer did the same. He finally looked at me.

"You aight, I know it's not a Benz or nothing" he joked.

"Boy" I started off as he laughed "you know damn well I'm not like that" I said as he chuckled making him chuckle.

"I miss taking the buses and trains" I honestly said. "You do?" He asked looking over at me. "Yes and no because you got to wait for it but I seen some shit riding Metro" I admitted causing him to chuckle. "But taking the bus makes me feel normal and like my old self again" I said while looking out the window.

"I know exactly how you feel" he admitted looking over at me. "Did you tell your mother about the whole Coachella thing?" Spencer asked. "Yeah and you know she's dramatic so she started crying" I started off "her baby is dancing for Beyoncé you have to let her cry" Spencer said in a laugh. "No but then she proceeded to try and put it on Facebook and I had to stop her before she messes up my bag" I explained.

"We then had a long talk about me growing up and then it slowly went to sex and babies-it was all over the place" I said causing Spencer to laugh.

"She's just excited and making sure you don't get pregnant early" Spencer explained. "Uh she doesn't have to worry about that anytime soon I got too much things to do before that happens" I admitted. "You want a family?" Spencer asked.

"Yeah I want a husband, a boy, a girl and a dog" I said causing Spencer to smile. "You want the white picket fence too?" He asked as I laughed "yeah with a pool" I added as he chuckled.

"But I want all of that especially kids when I'm in a good position so I ain't getting pregnant or having them anytime soon" I assured.

"I haven't actually sat back and thought about a family" he admitted "yeah and don't. just keep thinking about college and the NFL, think about that after when your career is established" I explained.  "Right now just focus on bettering yourself so when the time comes you're good mentally, physically and financially to start having a family. That's how I look at it" I said as we shared a smile as the bus came to a stop and we go off.

He immediately took my duffle holding it. "I got it" I started off about to reach for it. "It's fine, I got it" he said as I just smiled to myself. We walked down a couple of blocks as we made it to his front door and he unlocked it. We walked in as Dillon peeked from out him room then ran to Spencer dapping him up. "What's up with you?" He asked looking me up and down as I just laughed. "I'm good,thanks for asking" I said.

"She staying over with us" Spencer informed "you can stay with me in my room" Dillon brought up. "Uh no I'll be on the couch" I corrected. "Nah you'll be in my bed and I'll take the couch for tonight" Spencer said coming out of the kitchen as I just looked at him. "We'll talk about sleeping situations later" I said eyeing Spencer as he just smiled and looked down.

"What you been up too?" Spencer asked Dillon as we sat down on the couches. "I have this lego set I've been doing and I've playing my Xbox" he said. "So you don't even really want us around right now, is what I'm hearing?" Spencer asked. "Eh" Dillon said as I touched my chest. "Well excuse me" I playfully said. "Oh no you can watch me play Fortnite baby" he said as Spencer and I started laughing. "Just Go in your room and play your game." Spencer said hitting Dillon with a pillow softly as Dillon chuckled and got up.

About an hour later Coop and Patience came over with bags of snacks. "Patience wanted have a gingerbread house competition so" coop started off placing the things stuff out on the counter. "It's the day AFTER Christmas" I brought up. "That's what I said" Coop added looking at Patience as I just smiled taking the ginger bread box kit out of Spencer's hand.

"We still in the holiday spirit over here" Patience said as I agreed and we all washed our hands.

We sat down as Spencer and I started making our gingerbread house. "You look cute" Patience said to me as I looked down at my outfit.

"Don't start" I warned "don't she look cute Spencer?" She asked as I just sighed. "Yeah she always look cute" he said placing some icing on the houses sticking them together. "Miss. Grace know she staying the night?" Coop asked "yeah she was cool with it" Spencer assured as I was eating some of the M&M's that's supposed to go on the ginger bread houses.

"Now when all the M&M's are gone" Spencer started off as I just placed my middle finger up and placed the bowl back on the table hearing them chuckle.

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It was midnight and it was a good day, we made gingerbread houses, played uno, watched some movies and then Patience and Coop left. Dillon was mostly in his room all day playing with the things he got for Christmas like most kids so we wasn't going to bother him.

I was cleaning up in the kitchen from all the gingerbread mess, food and snacks. It wasn't a big Mess but it was messy and I'm not about to allow Miss. Grace to come to something that wasn't there when she left. I heard a door close as I wiped down the table and counters. "He is knocked out" I heard Spencer express as I let out a small laugh. "Really? He could just be fuckin' with you" I said as Spencer came into the kitchen helping me.

"No he's gone" Spencer said as We went and peeked in his room as he was knocked the hell out. "You could've at least fixed him, he hanging half off the bed" I said to Spencer as Spencer chuckled and went to fix Dillon. I turned the light out as Spencer closed the door. "I'm going to take a shower" I started off about to walk off as I felt him grab the back of my leggings bringing my back to his chest as I just smiled.

"You want to take one together?" He asked in my ear as I felt a kiss on my ear. I finally turned some and looked at him. "not in your momma's house" I simply said pushing him off with my butt and walking away to the bathroom.

I was in the shower for about twenty minutes then got out placing lotion on my body then placed on what I was wearing tonight for bed.

I walked out the bathroom placing my clothes in my duffle bag then took my hair down out of its ponytail letting my curls fall. I brushed it out some as they were now fluffy. I then started hearing "I care 4 U" come from the living room. I paused what I was doing for a moment then placed my brush in my bag then walked out the room.

"You're going to wake him up" I brought up as he chuckled "I'm not once he's sleep, he's sleep" he assured. "So this is our song now huh?" I asked as he chuckled "I mean this was playing when we had our first kiss" he brought up as I just smiled and shook my head. He just looked me up and down. "Come here" he said as I smirked. "No you come here" I said as he just smiled.

He then started walking towards me as he closed the door behind him and smashed his lips on mine. I kissed back softly as he pulled my jacket that I had on off as I placed my hand on his cheek, deepening the kiss. He pulled away beginning to kiss my neck then kissed my chest looking up at me before he picked me up.

I wrapped my legs around him as our lips met once again. He walked us towards the bed, not breaking the kiss then he laid me on the bed. I pulled my lips away "as much as I really want to do this" I started off " I don't want to do it in your mothers house" I said as he took his shirt off and I just looked between his face and his chest. "She said as long as I'm not doing it while she's in the house I'm okay" he said as he took my pants off and before I could get a word out he grabbed me by my thighs and pulled me to him.

He smirked up at me and placed his lips on my clit beginning to swirl his tongue slowly. My eyes just rolled back as I placed my hand on the top of his head. I can honestly say with everything that's been going on between us there was a lot of sexual tension built up.  He begun to suck as I started moving my hips against his tongue.

I rubbed his head and looked down as he went deeper placing my thigh over his shoulders. He then grabbed my thighs pulling me closer causing me to grow wetter. I bit down on my bottom lip to refrain from moaning but all it did was turn into a low whine. He started slurp as I closed my eyes and tucked my lips in.

"Shit Spencer" I quietly moaned out because I didn't want to wake Dillon up. "Fuck" I moaned feeling my stomach cave in along with my legs beginning to shake. "Spenc-" I started off but immediately moaned and arched my back off the bed. I felt  a feeling in my stomach as I then came and he continued going. I just squeezed his shoulder softly as he pulled away and my breathing was uneven.

He stood up unbuckling his pants as I looked up and tucked my lips in. "You can look" he said in a chuckle as I looked and wished I hadn't. "Not to be funny" I started off as he chuckled ripping a condom open. "What?" He asked. "I can see why Layla wants you back so badly" I said as he laughed. "Don't fuck up the mood" he said as I laughed. "I'm sorry" I apologized as he grabbed my thighs and placed them up to my chest as my legs went over his shoulders.

"Let me know if it hurts" he said against my lips as I nodded and grabbed his face beginning to kiss his lips. I felt him slide in as I gripped his back continuing to kiss his lips. He immediately found my spot which caused me to pull away from his lips and let out a moan. It still hurt but not as bad as the first time and this time I felt more pleasure out of it than the first time.

"You smell good" Spencer groaned against my neck as I snickered some and we both started to laugh. "You smell good too" I admitted before giving him a kiss making him chuckle. He went a little deeper as my hand went to his lower ab. I looked down watching myself cream all over him as he kept going and I didn't mind.

"Look at me" he groaned as I looked up at him and bit down on my bottom lip. He looked me in my eyes doing long slow strokes as my mouth fell and I moaned semi loudly. "Right there" I moaned feeling him go deeper as he placed his forehead on mine talking to me softly. "Take it" he softly said placing all his inches in as I arched my back and gripped his arm. "There you go" he said in my ear beginning to kiss my neck.

"Keep looking at me with those pretty eyes" he said as I whined "fuck Spencer" I whined. "Keep your eyes on mine" he encouraged as my mouth was hung open but nothing came out. My toes curled as I'm sure there was some type of scratches that I left on his back. Ain't no way he's seventeen fucking like this. I felt myself cum again as he let out a throaty groan. He pulled out as I laid there out of breath with my eyes closed.