55.

(April)

Spencer

"You ready?" I asked Y/N as she made a face in the camera making me chuckle. "What?" I asked "they put me in the front" she informed. "You're going to be okay" I assured. "You got three more days" I added. "Spencer you gotta stop you're making my nerves bad and It ain't even the actual day yet" She said in a small laugh. "My bad I'm just proud of you" I admitted making her smile. "Thank you baby but you're making me nervous" she admitted as we shared a small laugh.

"How's home school?" I asked jokingly "it's like they knew I was going to be out of school for a couple of days and piled homework on my ass" she explained. "Better get that work done or that ass ain't going on nobody's stage" I said as she just placed her middle finger in the camera. "The Airbnb lit from what storm is saying and showing me" she informed.

"I can't wait" I started off as I looked up seeing Olivia drinking out of a water bottle. "What's in there?" I asked "Spencer mind your business" Olivia simply said. "Hey liv!" Y/N said as Olivia purposely ignored her. "Hold on Y/N/N" I said as "just call me back later" Y/N simply said as I  looked at the screen and noticed she hung up. "What the hell is your problem?" I questioned. "You was talking to your girl right? So continue talking to her" Olivia started off grabbing her bottle.

"You wasn't worried before so don't worry now" she simply said as I snatched the bottle out of her hand smelling it as the scent of alcohol filled my nose. "Are you drunk?" I asked "worry about Y/N and stop worrying about me, that's what you been doing since she got here so continue doing it" she expressed snatching the bottle back out of my hand. "If you Have problems with me keep it with me stop bringing her into it" I expressed.

"She's apart of the problem Spencer, she IS the problem" Olivia said. "How?" I simply asked "you said you were cool with her and I and even if you weren't so fucking what!" I started off. "Olivia the reason why shit never worked out between us was because of you" I argued. " look at what you do for her vs me, Layla hell even Kia!" She expressed as I just rolled my eyes.

"Kia has no issue with Y/N so why do you and Layla have such a huge issue?" I questioned. "Because I still love you" she said trying to place her hands on my face as I moved it. "You're drunk move" I said as she just placed her hand on my cheek as we looked at each other. "You don't miss this?, miss us?" She asked as I just looked away from her. "You can't even look me in My eyes and tell me you don't miss me " Olivia said as I scrunched my brows and pulled her hand from my face.

"Olivia you're my friend and everything but I don't miss you" I truthfully said looking in her eyes. "I don't want to mess this up with Y/N" i added shaking my head some. "So everything we've been through is down the drain?" She asked. "What? Me trying to figure out why you were acting the way you was? Or me being hurt and constantly looking out for you, coming up with excuses for why you did what you did?" I asked as I stepped back from her.

"I'm telling your parents" I bluntly said. "Again?" She started off then chuckled. "Yeah" I simply said. "Funny because the reason I am like this is because of you two" she blamed "no you're like this because of yourself" I started off as she cut me off "AM I SPENCER?!" She shouted. "YES ITS ALWAYS YOU!" I shouted back as she just looked at me. "Do you even still love me?" She asked as I simply just shook my head. "Olivia no" I admitted as I seen tears come from her eyes. "Olivia you cheated on me more than once while we were together, we broke up and you kept throwing who you slept with in my face Anytime we had an argument about something. Now you want me to have sympathy for you?" I asked.

"I'm not and I won't. I am happy with who I'm with and you just have to find another way Besides drugs and alcohol to get over it. I'm not allowing you to manipulate me into thinking this is my fault" I expressed. "So that's it?" She questioned "this has been done for a while and feelings have been gone for a minute" I honestly said. "Stop using me and DO NOT use

Y/N for the reason why you are still using drugs and drinking alcohol. You're the reason why" I explained as she just looked at me shocked.

Whatever Spencer I'm not even taking any pills" she simply said "tell your parents or I will" I simply added before walking out of the kitchen. I went upstairs to my room packing a duffle for this weekend and next weekend in Coachella we were leaving Thursday night and staying until next Sunday. I tried calling Y/N back but she didn't answer. I took the phone from my ear the sighed.

There was a knock on my door as I took a deep breath "come in" I said folding a shirt and throwing it into the duffle. I then turned seeing Olivia as she closed the door behind me.

"Spencer I'm sorry" she apologized coming up to me. "It's fine" I assured. "Can you just tell them after Coachella?" She questioned "for Y/N's sake please?" She asked. "Like you I don't want anything messing up her experience or her worrying about something else." Olivia explained.

"You don't even-" I started "She's still family" Olivia said as I looked at her uneasy. "Aight but you gotta stop and don't bring that shit with you on the road" I said "I won't " she assured "okay" I said then nodded she then placed her lips on mine as I immediately stepped back. "What are you doing?!" I asked. "Spencer just go with it" she said trying to kiss my lips again but I stopped her. "Get out now" I simply said. "Bab-" she started off. "Now!" I shouted pointing to the door of the room.

She walked out slowly as I closed the door behind her pissed.

I sat on the edge of the bed placing my hand over my face.

Y/N

"Did you to talk to her?" serenity asked referring to Olivia "I've been avoiding it because I didn't want to leave Spencer but she maybe drinking and using again" I brought up "look not to be mean or anything but you got things to do this weekend you need to worry about yourself and stop worrying about Olivia." Serenity started off.

"You need to start worrying about yourself and your feelings like your therapist said" serenity added as I just sighed wiping my tears away. "You right Besides I knew the situation walking in regardless-" I started off "don't start blaming yourself Y/N" serenity said as I sighed beginning to cry "girl worry about that shit when you get home, worry about you dancing alongside Beyoncé in a couple of days" She said as I sniffled some and faintly smiled.

"Like literally alongside, like right next to her" serenity brought up as I let out a small laugh. "Yeah it's crazy" I admitted. "It is" She agreed making me smile. "How was it telling Jordan you were pregnant?" I asked. "He's avoiding me right now. But I'm okay, I'm just letting him have his space" She assured as I sucked my teeth. "You want me to talk to him?" I questioned. "No it's fine, he'll come around eventually" she said.