Y/N
I got out the shower and changed into a top and a skirt
as I got a phone call not too long ago my mother was outside downstairs waiting for me so she can take me with her. I curled my bob some refreshing the curls from earlier
then slipped on a pair of slides getting my suitcase. I said bye to my roommates and started heading downstairs to the lobby.
I was waiting for the elevator as I seen Beyoncé herself with her body guards. She immediately smiled at me "you did so good tonight" she started off as she hugged me and I smiled "thank you for allowing me to do this it was such a fun experience" I admitted.
"I looked at you from time to time on stage and looked at you in awe because you're only seventeen and I remember being seventeen performing in front of thousands and how nervous it was" she admitted as I was a little taken back because I didn't even know she paid me any attention like that.
"Ashley told me you were nervous and I didn't get to speak to you before The show had started but you're such a talented, beautiful girl and you need to continue doing what you do because it's a gift" she stressed "especially the background of you not attending any type of dance school when you were younger. That is definitely a gift from God" she assured causing me to smile as she smiled and gave me a hug.
"Can I get a picture with you?" I asked as she smiled and took my phone as we took a picture with each other. I thanked her as she smiled "we'll keep in touch" she assured "be safe" she added. "You too thank you" I thanked. I walked into the elevator as I pressed the floor button. I looked at my phone as she took a burst photo and I don't even think she meant to do it. I just laughed to myself then walked out the elevator seeing the car my mother was in as I placed my suitcase in
The trunk and got in the passengers seat.
"I'm so proud of you!" She squealed hugging me as she brought me in for a hug. I just smiled soon feeling tears fall from my eyes. We pulled away as I hurried and wiped them. "Ma I'm starving we got to eat somewhere" I said as she chuckled "okay baby we got food at the house" she assured as about fifteen minutes we pulled up in front of the house.
I got out and took my suitcase out of the car rolling it to the front door. She just walked in as I walked in after her "they all sleep or something?" I asked as she turned on the light and I seen hella balloons on the floor along with a congratulations banner. "You did so great!" Laura said coming up to me as she hugged me and I hugged back feeling her kiss my head.
"You did so good" Patience said hugging me as I hugged her back. I then felt my suit case be taken away from me as I looked over seeing Spencer take it upstairs. Coop started mimicking one of the dances as I just laughed before we hugged each other. "It was fye" she admitted. I then looked at serenity as she just smiled at me. "I am so proud of you" she admitted before we hugged each other and I immediately felt myself about to cry but she pulled away.
"Don't do it because then you're going to make me cry" she said as we shared a small laugh. "How are you feeling?" Uncle billy asked. "I am hungry and tired" I admitted. "Come eat" my mother said as I walked into the kitchen with her.
There was hella boxes of pizza hut pizza stacked on each other as she made me a plate and I thanked her. I looked at serenity and nodded my head towards the backyard as she followed me. She closed the door as I looked at the backyard.
"Storm wasn't joking this is nice" I expressed looking around. "Oh my Gosh did you get some pictures with bey?" She asked as I laughed. "Yeah like literally as I was leaving out the hotel to come here" I said showing her the pictures. "She's so pretty bro" serenity stressed as I agreed. "What's going on? because you wanted to talk to me privately" she asked as I faintly smiled taking a bite of my pizza.
"As I was getting ready for the show Olivia called my phone saying how her and Spencer kissed the other night" I said as serenity's mouth dropped some. "Wait are you okay?" She asked. " I don't know. I want to talk to her and him but then I also just want to leave it alone" I admitted. "If you leave it alone it's only going to make it worse" serenity said as I just shook my head. "I know" I agreed "but why the fuck would she tell you that before you about to go on stage?!" Serenity asked.
"I don't know and I asked her that she's saying she just wanted to let me to know" I explained. "I don't know something don't sound right" serenity said. "Serenity if she's using again I don't know what to do" I admitted. "You don't do anything, that's her. You have to worry about you and what you got going on" serenity said. The door to the back door then opened as I seen Olivia. "You can't keep avoiding it" serenity said before getting up as olivia sat by me.
"Can we talk?" She asked as I just simply nodded continuing to eat my pizza serenity finally went inside the house. "What is your issue dead ass Olivia?" I simply asked. "Y/N you literally since day one had Spencer's eye" she started off. "Are you using again?" I simply asked. "No I just had some alcohol" she admitted as I just shook my head. "I thought you said you were leaving it alone?" I questioned. "I was and then you and Spencer became a thing" she admitted as I just looked away from her.
"I thought you said you were okay with this?" I started off as she interrupted me. "Why would I be okay with my cousin dating my ex boyfriend Y/N?! You breaking all types of girl code" she argued. "Olivia I ain't come out here to argue with you" I warned. "And I damn sure ain't about to argue over no boy. I don't know what the fuck you and Layla think this is but I refuse to be caught up like you two" I honestly said.
"What the hell do you mean caught up? He's my ex and I still love him why do you think we kissed?" She asked looking at me as I just looked over at her. "You are so emotionally manipulative it's not even funny" I said getting up as she got up also. "How? He was my boyfriend first and things were being talked about before you even got here." She started. "YOU Broke girl code, YOU sat there and got with him knowing he was your cousins ex, YOU are the reason why I'm drinking. Y/N if you had of just stayed where you were, none of this would be going on. I love you but I hate you being here" she honestly said.
"Olivia you don't love me. You loved me when it was convenient to get information out about Spencer and I. Love wouldn't have you sitting there talking about me to your best friend trying to plot on me. Thanksgiving and Christmas was a plot" I started off as she looked at me so guilty.
"Love wouldn't have you acting the way that you acted towards me. I was rooting for you whether we were on speaking terms or not because I Love you. That was love" I explained as she cut me off.
"Then why'd you get with him if you love me so much?" She asked. "Olivia if you want him so much you can have him. I don't want to keep going through this with you or Layla it's exhausting and I am tired." I stressed. "You can have Spencer all to yourself or you two can share him I don't even care at this point" I admitted as I wiped my tears away.
"And stop going around putting on a fake facade stating you love me when you don't even like me. I've been lenient because you are my cousin but no more with you or Layla. fuck you and Goodnight" I simply said walking away into the house. I went inside the house as Patience, Coop, Jordan, Storm, Darnell and serenity were sitting on the couch laughing about something.
"You trying to play a game of uno?" Darnell asked "no thank you. Storm which room is ours?" I simply asked "the first one to the left" she answered as I started heading upstairs. I was about to go into our room as I felt someone grab my arm softly. "Hey" Spencer said as I turned and looked at him.
"Did you kiss Olivia?" I asked "did she tell you that?!" He asked. "Yes or no Spencer because i am so done" I admitted as he walked into the room and closed the door behind him.
"We didn't kiss. She kissed me while drunk and I shut it down. You know I'm not about to jeopardize my relationship with you" Spencer said as I just shook my head. "Yeah but it's too much drama constantly between her and Layla. Why?" I asked as he just sighed. "They didn't get like this until you were here" he admitted. "So then maybe it's best I leave you alone" I suggested as he tried to grab my hand.
"Baby" he started off as I shook my head and took my hand from his. "No I'm the reason why she's relapsing, she's hurt because of me Spencer, she just told me she hates the fact that I'm even here" I said feeling tears fall down my face. "I am the reason why she's hurting herself" I cried. "I can't even be happy with you without either Layla saying something or Olivia hurting herself. So I'm just going to step back and worry about me" I admitted as Spencer just stood there as his eyes watered some.
"Two months, literally today makes two months and you're going to hit me with this?!" he asked "Spencer what do you want me to do?" I asked "I want you to not act out of emotion everytime something happens that involves us" he said as I just looked away from him. "She's hurting herself and there's clearly still feelings there. I cannot come in between something you two clearly didn't end" I expressed.
"Y/N I have no love nor no feelings for Olivia that is done" he said looking me in my eyes. "I want you and I've been wanting you but any chance we get at being with each other you leave" he said as I frowned. "Spencer We're breaking up but I'm not leaving you. I would never leave you" I honestly said. "But that's exactly what you're doing. I don't get the chance to be with you but another guy gets too?" He asked "all because of Layla and Olivia?!" He questioned. "You don't think it's vice versa?!" I asked. "So tell me when we get to do this happiness shit with each other because it doesn't seem like we'll get passed Olivia and Layla" he said as I just looked at him. "I don't know" I honestly said as he just looked down.
"Alright well good night" he said before kissing my head as I looked down and he walked out the room closing the door behind him. I just laid in the bed and begun to cry to myself.