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Y/N

I got up early to go buy a plan B and now was dressed ready for the day as Spencer and I just sat on the couch waiting for Jordan and serenity to come back from wherever they were. I just looked down at the marriage license. "This is crazy" I said looking down at it. "We always talked about our wedding day and this isn't what we had planned at all" I added.

"What did you two plan?" Spencer asked "hers was winter wonderland and mines was a fairytale theme with a pony" I said with a small smile as he chuckled. "A pony?" He asked "yeah what's wrong with it?" I asked then waved him off "we were ten and my future husband will love it" I expressed as he chuckled. "Yeah he will" Spencer said as I looked over at him and smiled.

"Or a beach" I added "but not no fucking Vegas" I simply said as Jordan and Serenity walked in smiling. Spencer and I stood up as "hey-" he started off "Jordan What the hell is this?" Y/N asked holding up the marriage license. "You went through our stuff?" Serenity asked "no I went to use the lotion you said I can and I unzipped your suitcase to this" I explained.

"It's a marriage license" Jordan answered "serenity and I are getting married tonight. I know it sounds crazy Alright?" He started off "sounds?!" I asked. "I thought that since we were going to be out in Vegas for coop anyway, we should get Elvis to marry us" He started off. "I mean, that's what couples do in Vegas, get married right?" Jordan asked. "Not all some they have sex" I said as Serenity just smirked at me.

"Not now" I warned then looked at Jordan "And after joking about it for a while, I don't know. It just... it didn't feel like a joke anymore." He admitted. "We both kind of stared at each other and just said..." he started off as they both answered "Why not?" They Answered. "Well, I'll give you 3 reasons... too young, too fast, too stupid." I admitted.

"Too fast" Spencer added "Believe me, Y/N/N, there's nothing that you can say that we haven't thought of already." Jordan said. "Well, I'll bet auntie Laura and Uncle billy will have plenty to say. I mean, I don't know how you pulled off Auntie's signature, but I bet if we called her, she..." I started off as serenity just looked at me.

"You would seriously do that?" Serenity asked as I looked over at Spencer "do you want to jump in here?" I asked. "Sounds like a family matter to me" Spencer said as I rolled my eyes listening to Jordan talk. "You are family Spencer" Jordan started. "And honestly I'm happy you guys found out" Jordan expressed. "Me too" serenity's said. "I mean, we really hated not telling anybody. And now we don't have to get married alone." She admitted as I just shook my head to myself.

"I mean, we really hated not telling anybody. And now we don't have to get married alone." Jordan started off. "I get to have my sister from my other mother there and my brother" he said as I just sighed. "You need your actual sister there not me" I admitted. "If I tell liv she's going to freak and tell my mom immediately no questions asked" Jordan admitted.

"And how I've been feeling about liv lately. I love her but I don't need that energy around us when we're supposed to be happy" Jordan explained.

"What do you say, Spence? Best man?" Jordan asked Spencer "no" I said as Spencer gave in "of course J" Spencer said before they dapped up. "You been my ride or die cousin forever" Jordan started off "and you my best friend this is your duty" serenity stressed as I rolled my eyes playfully. "Okay" I answered as they both came and and hugged me. "You got to help me look for shoes" Serenity said grabbing my hand as I went to get my wallet and we immediately went out the door.

We went downstairs to the lobby and soon was on the Las Vegas strip. "What happened last night between you and Spencer?" She asked with a big smile. "I just went to sleep" I lied. "Lying ass" she said staring at me as I just tucked my lips in then smiled to myself some. "You two had sex" she stated "Yeah one thing just led to another and we were making love" I admitted. "Have you two talked about last night?" She asked "no we kind of just left it alone" I admitted. "I thought I would feel shitty and bad for being out here spending time with him and even sleeping with him but it made me happier" I started.

"I got to spend actual time with him without being interrupted or and insult by Layla or Olivia being thrown out there" I admitted then smiled. "You love him" serenity said "What did you say?" I questioned "you love him" She repeated as I just looked down at my bracelet he bought me for Christmas.

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I was dressed for Jordan and serenity's elopement as I just looked at myself in the mirror that was in the living room.

I then walked out to the balcony standing there looking over Vegas. "You're wearing black?" I heard Spencer ask as I continued to look over the balcony.

"Yeah mine as well because when my aunt and Uncle finds out it'll be our funeral" I admitted as I heard him chuckle.

"You look beautiful" he said leaning on the balcony railing as I looked over at him and smiled. "Thank you" I thanked looking back over vegas. "You think we were too hard on them?" I asked "I mean we don't know how they feel and they feel like this is the best move. And I hate to be a person who stands in the way of two people loving each other" I admitted.

"Yeah I didn't like it when it was done to me so why should I do it." Spencer simply said as I looked over at him. "I didn't mean to Sleep with you last night. I think we just did it because we missed each other and-" I started off. "It's straight" he started off "I'm used to it by now with you" he admitted. "Spencer" I started off. "Nah it's cool last night was nothing" he said before walking back inside the suite.

I felt like if I told him how I really felt so much drama would be unfolded but now me not saying Anything is really getting to the both of us. Everytime I want to say something it's like I start thinking and I can't say how I actually feel and it's annoying.

We made our way to the chapel Jordan and serenity were getting married at. We walked in as serenity's immediately smiled at me. "You look beautiful" I said as we hugged each other. "If this is what you two want, we'll be there by you guys side" Spencer said as I nodded my head.

We went through the motions of an actual wedding with just the four of us as I just held Serenity's flowers and smiled at Jordan and her.

Jordan started his vows as I just listened and smiled I felt my eyes water some. I loved how they maintained their relationship. How she knew what she wanted and got with him. She didn't over think anything, had anybody try and bash her for feeling the way she felt about him and now they were getting married and had a baby due any day now.

I then felt Spencer look over at me as I continued to smile at Jordan and Serenity. Serenity then started to say her vows as I just listened.

Jordan, when I first met you, my life, it was a mess. And I never felt so alone." She started as I felt my eyes get a little glossy. "But once I let you into my life, I had never felt so safe and so loved." She said as I started thinking about Spencer. I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I wiped it continuing to smile then looked over at Spencer.

"And you probably don't know this, but being with you, it saved my life." She admitted as I continued to look over at Spencer thinking about everything we've been through. He turned as we finally locked eyes. His eyes looked glossy as we then heard the marriage officiant.

"The rings?" He asked as Spencer and I broke our eye contact looking at Jordan feel around for the rings.

Spencer

I was listening to Jordan as he started his Vows

"There are always gonna be people who ask why we got married so young. And my answer will always be the same. When you know, you know" Jordan started as I looked over at Y/N. She looked so beautiful and every time I see her I just feel like my feelings for her get stronger and stronger. The more we push away the stronger the connection gets when we see each other.

"I know because I'm a different man around you, Serenity . A better man, the man I've always wanted to be." He said as I continued to look at Y/N as she stood there smiling at them. I felt my eyes water some hearing Jordan continue.

"I know because I think about you even when you're not around. And I know that you'll always love me, even at my worst." He said as I thought about the night I was shot and how she was there for me.

"Baby She stayed til 5 AM when everybody else left she was still here, Starving and all" I remembered my mother say.

"You're the one for me, Serenity . I know that." Jordan assured as I looked down and looked back at Serenity and Jordan. Serenity then started her vows as when she was half way through I seen a tear roll down Y/N's cheek as she quickly wiped it continuing to smile. I looked back at serenity as I felt Y/N look at me. I finally looked back as we stared at each other for a moment until we heard the marriage officiant ask for the rings.

They did the rings as Jordan wanted to speed up the process.

"You may now kiss the bride" the marriage officiant said as they begun kissing and I looked over at Y/N seeing her look down wiping her tears. She then placed a smile on her face as she looked back up at them. They continued to celebrate as I watched and looked back to my side noticing Y/N left out.

Jordan and Serenity went to go celebrate to eat as I decided to go back to the hotel before Y/N left. I walked into the suite seeing her pack up her make up. "I'm sorry I slipped out, I had to make a stop" she apologized continuing to pack it up. "You going somewhere" I asked walking in further.

"Coming here was a mistake" she admitted as I seen a tear roll down her cheek. "I wanted you here" I started off "that's why I called" I admitted. "The psychic was right about one thing" I brought up "I needed clarity" I admitted as she nodded "I got it now" I said "Spencer." She said looking over at me.

"I love you." I admitted feeling my eyes water. as she looked at me with tears in her eyes as I held her hand. "I ain't even sure when it happened" I started off. "Maybe it was the night I got shot or watching movies and going places with you last summer or maybe it's been since our first day meeting each other and I just ain't realized it, but I know now." I assured as she just looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"I'm in love with you" I honestly said looking her in her eyes as she looked me back in my eyes.

She then started to shake her head "we can't" she said pulling her hand out of mine. "What about Layla and Olivia?" She asked. "Oh, I know. I know. I know. I care about Layla and Olivia. I do." I started off. "But there's a reason you're here with me now, okay?" I said grabbing her hand again.

"There's a reason we're together." I assured "look at Jordan and Serenity" I brought up. "If today told me anything, it clarified for me that if you got a chance at real happiness, you got to take it" I started off as I shook my head "no matter what" I added looking her in her eyes.

"I'm sorry, Spencer" she apologized before zipping her suitcase up and grabbing her purse heading out the door as I just stood there and stopped her "just don't leave things like this" I said as she looked back at me wiping her falling tears. She then turned back and walked out.

I just thought to myself for a moment before calling her as she didn't answer so I left a message. "Listen to me. You coming here was not a mistake, me kissing you was not a mistake and us last night wasn't a mistake" I admitted.

"Us being together would not be a mistake" I stated "so please don't leave things like this Y/N?" I asked before hanging up as I heard a knock on my room door.