Chapter 368
Tattooed Luna Novel
Chapter 0368 âWith all due respect, that was a low blow, Luna.â Jacob looked at me.
âI know. I didnât mean it as soon as it was out of my mouth but tell me Iâm wrong Jacob. Tell me that Alec didnât do absolutely everything he should have and she still got kidnapped? Tell me that with all the protection and limitations he put on her, how she still got taken? Iâm not Kristen, Jacob. Iâm not a fighter. I donât know how to throw a punch. I-I make phone calls and organize parties. I build centers to help the development of children m entally and academically. Kristen was able to fight back. What will I even be able to do? I donât stand a chance fighting back. Kristen got kidnapped twice and wasnât pregnant. I am. Iâm pregnant and I canât fight.â
âShhh, come here.â Jacob walked towards me with his arms open wide.
I didnât realize I was rambling with tears running down my face. All my fears and concerns were brought to the surface. âIâm sorry.â
âLuna, not everyone is meant to know all this stuff. Why do you think we keep this secret? We all grew up knowing all the danger that was around us. You didnât. There is nothing wrong with you not wanting to be apart of it.â âI need to be. Our kids will need to be taught and what if something happens to Colt? I will have to take over until they are old enough, which means knowing all this.â âYou have only been Luna for a short time.â Jacob stepped back but kept his hands on my arms. He leaned down and looked at me as I cleaned away the tears. âNo one and I mean no one is immune to the hardship. F uck, look at me and Sherry.
You saw me lose my s hit over her. You saw the bruises Colt and Alec sported on their stomachs.
has an exterior like... well ice. She learned that but on the inside, she was not okay. Ice cries in the shower or when she thinks we canât hear but she does. Do you know how many times I have sat outside her bedroom door, listening to her cry or just making sure that she didnât do something st upid? Some people do handle it better than others but no one is immune. I can guarantee that Ice was scared the entire time she was kidnapped.â
âColt seems to be taken everything in strides, like itâs nothing.â It felt good to get that off my chest. Tell someone about it.
âLuna, you donât see him at training. He has pushed our men harder than we ever have before. He has increased security and really got the new warriors straightened out. I think Colt is trying to keep you calm.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, you are pregnant and getting stressed out isnât going to help anything. Plus, he knows this isnât something you grew up around so itâs much more scary to you than it is for us. Plus, there hasnât actually been a threat made on your life. Other than Zac sending girls and Tanya running her mouth, we donât actually KNOW anything. So far, all this is just speculation. Why are you working yourself up over something that we donât even know is a real threat?â
âIâm trying to stay strong but itâs hard.â
âLuna, I truly do get that. I am all for you breaking down and working through your emotions. However, you got to find a way to stay strong. Not only for your babies but to keep Colt sane. Your luna legacy doesnât have to be about fighting or war. It can be about education and helping those. You can be known as the sweet luna, the kind luna that everyone came come to if needed.
You also need to be strong. for those who are hurting. You need to be level headed and be able to Sabres need you to stay strong down youred to and not need do priy sharine but donât forget to keep your head and Kugati â