Chapter 1277 - Huo Mian, I Love You (8)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
Huo Mian knew Ni Yang couldnât withstand so much pressure at once, but she still wanted to try her luck, to see if he could release himself from his emotional shackles.
His reaction today would determine whether he would forgive his mother, so she had to try her bestâ¦
âNo, she doesnât love me, she never cared about me! All she cares about is that other son of hers, she only loves him,â Ni Yang sobbed as he placed his hands over his head, deep in denialâ¦
Huo Mian slowly walked up to Ni Yang and bent down before him. Then, she patted his back gently, as if she was consoling a young child. âShuai Shuai is an innocent little boy, just like you. It wasnât his choice to come into this world, but all he wants to do is to live his life in peace. Just like you, he grew up with just one parent⦠Aside from your mom, heâs also the only person left who is related to you by blood⦠I hope you can think about things from a different perspective.â
Ni Yang was crying so hard that he couldnât get any words out of his mouthâ¦
Huo Mian continued, âYou probably know this saying, âwhen the tree wants peace, but the wind wonât allow it, and when the son wants to display filial piety, maybe his parents will no longer be thereâ. I donât want you to suddenly come to your senses one day, just to realize that you donât have any family left. If that happens, you will regret it, but you wonât be able to do anything about it. The truth is⦠our lives are short, and we will all have friends, family, and a lover. It doesnât matter if you love them or hate them, but after this life, youâll never see them again. Perhaps you get to be her son in this life, but in the next life, you might be just strangers⦠Thatâs why I hope you can let go of your past and start over. Give yourself a way out and your family a chance to get close to youâ¦â
Human emotions are magnified when one is drunkâ¦
Ni Yang had so much to drink and since his emotions were complicated to begin with, he became more emotional than ever upon hearing what Huo Mian said.
Still, he heard every single word she said, and the phrase, âwhen the son wants to display filial piety, but maybe his parents will no longer be thereâ especially touched him. Maybe one day, decades from now, he will finally forgive his mother. But what would he do if she was no longer on this earth?
At that thought, Ni Yang felt a change of heart. He slowly stood up, wiped off his tears, and turned to face Xie Juan.
Staring into her eyes, he asked, âWhy did you help me?â
âBecause⦠youâre my child.â Xie Juan wasnât extremely articulate, so her words were plain and to-the-point. However, those simple words created a hurricane in Ni Yangâs heartâ¦
âThen why did you never come looking for me?â
âMy life wasnât good when your life wasnât, and my life still wasnât good when your life was⦠I donât have the face to go looking for you⦠If Shuai Shuai wasnât dying from kidney failure, I would have never asked you for money at that time. Yang⦠Iâm sorry, Iâm not fit to be your mother.â
Once again, Xie Juan broke into tearsâ¦
Yes, it wasnât easy for her to raise Shuai Shuai alone, but she knew it was even harder for Ni Yang to grow up alone.
No one lived an easy life in this brutal worldâ¦
Ni Yang looked at her as tears streamed down his face. Finally, he fell to his knees and shouted, âMomâ¦â
Xie Juanâs body froze for a second before running up to Ni Yang. She knelt down too and hugged him as tightly as she could as they both burst into tearsâ¦
âYang⦠Iâm sorry for all that youâve been through.â
Huo Mian wasnât someone who liked to cry, so she rarely shed tears.
Yet, she became extremely emotional by the scene in front of her and couldnât help but quietly wipe tears off her face.
She was so happy that after all these years, Ni Yang could forgive Xie Juan.
She completely forgot about calling Qin Chu until she left Southern Ocean Pavilion and felt the icy chill of winter on her faceâ¦
She picked up her phone and was just about to dial when a Rolls-Royce slowly stopped in front of her.
The window of the car was rolled down, and Huo Siqian smiled at Huo Mian. âWhere are you going? Do you need a ride?â
âNo thanks,â Huo Mian refused.
âDonât you want to go see the old man? Heâs dyingâ¦â He then said, leaving Huo Mian surprised.