Chapter 1368 - Despicable Person (9)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
Ning Zhiyuan was obviously shocked to run into Huo Mianâ¦
âHow have you been?â Huo Mian calmly greeted him.
âN-not⦠bad.â Ning Zhiyuan felt distant from Huo Mian. He lacked confidence and for some reason, felt guilty.
âDid you find a job?â Huo Mian knew that Ning Zhiyuan was with He Man for a while and lost a lot of money gambling. His life had been hard⦠forcing him to work at a patient-tricking clinic and live an awful life.
âI did⦠I work at a pharmacy now.â Ning Zhiyuan seemed exhausted.
A lot of the bigger pharmacies hired doctors as clinicians to better sell their products; it turns out Ning Zhiyuan had been reduced to working at a place like thatâ¦
Truth be told, Huo Mian felt a bit badâ¦
âA few days ago, Xiaoxue called me,â Huo Mian said quietly.
Upon hearing Wu Xiaoxueâs name, Ning Zhiyuanâs body shook.
âShe and the baby are doing great, Xinyue is a great girl.â
âOh⦠really?â Ning Zhiyuan felt awkward; after all, he didnât treat Wu Xiaoxue very well back then.
â¦
Therefore, he was filled with regret upon the mentioning of their childâ¦
âXiaoxue asked me to ask you somethingâ¦â Huo Mian paused.
âAsk me what?â Ning Zhiyuan looked up, but he was too scared to look into Huo Mianâs eyes.
âShe wants me to ask you if you want to move to Chicago,â Huo Mian replied faintly.
Ning Zhiyuanâs eyes widened; he didnât understand what Huo Mian was saying, so she explained herself, âShe wants you to go to the States and be with them.â
âCan⦠I?â Ning Zhiyuanâs voice was hoarse, he didnât seem to believe what he was hearing.
âI think she wants to give you one last chance for your daughterâ¦â Huo Mian looked into Ning Zhiyuanâs eyes and said, word for word.
He, on the other hand, shook his head and smiled bitterly. âI donât think I can⦠Iâm not a good husband, nor am I a good father. Iâve done them wrong, and no matter where I go, Iâm still uselessâ¦â
âDo you know what I hate about you?â Huo Mian asked him icily, and Ning Zhiyuan looked down without responding.
âI donât hate you because youâre poor and are from an ordinary family, but I hate how easily you give up on yourself and how much you deny yourself of a good life⦠You automatically assume youâre not good enough, even though you havenât even tried. Haha, in the end, youâll realize that you really canât do anything anymore⦠Zhiyuan, men are different from women. Women want a peaceful life, but men have to fight for a better future⦠Youâre still young, you have a long life waiting for you⦠If you give up on yourself, what are you going to do about Uncle and Auntie Ning, who worked so hard to raise you? Theyâre old⦠their lives are hard, and youâre their only son⦠I really hope you can stop being so selfish and think about the people who are worth loving and worth fighting forâ¦â
Then, Huo Mian took out a post-it note from her bag and wrote down a number before handing it to Ning Zhiyuan.
âThis is Xiaoxueâs Chicago number. Call her if you make a decision. Your future⦠is in your own hands.â
Huo Mian said what she needed do and sincerely hoped that Ning Zhiyuan would come to his senses, sooner rather than later.
He really shouldnât live such a pessimistic lifeâ¦
Zhu Lingling once said that Ning Zhiyuan was dealt amazing cards, but he played them all wrong.
She was right â the Wu family was prestigious and Wu Xiaoxue was so in love with him. They even had a cute daughter together.
Moreover, he was an ophthalmologist⦠how could he let himself fall so hard?
Afterward, Huo Mian went straight into the supermarket and bought a bunch of food. By the time she carried her groceries out, Ning Zhiyuan was long goneâ¦
She didnât know and didnât want to know what he was going to do.
She believed that a grownup whose brain was fully functioning should be able to choose how to live his life.
While she drove to her motherâs, Huo Mian put on her Bluetooth and called Qin Chu, âHoney⦠I think I was a little Mary Sue todayâ¦â
âWhat happened?â Qin Chu asked gently.