Chapter 15
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translated  Editor: Noodletown Translated
Then, she turned to look out the window with a complicated expression on her face. It was a while before she finally responded, âWhat does it matter if I love him or not? Things happened. Thereâs no taking them back, and thereâs no changing how things turned out.â
Zhu Lingling heard a heavy melancholy in Huo Mianâs voice. She felt a genuine pang of heartache for her friend.
âMian, when we were in high school, the fact that you and Qin Chu got together was what made me believe that fairy tales can be real. You were both such outstanding people ⦠how did it ever get to where it is today? Itâs such a pity. Iâm going to say something, but you canât get mad. Iâve always felt like Ning Zhiyuan wasnât good enough for you. I mean, back in school, you wereâ¦â
Huo Mian cut Zhu Lingling short before she could finish.
âLingling, stop. Itâs all in the past. No matter how I feel about Qin Chu, thereâs no way we can ever be together again. You know what happened, that incident seven years ago, and what it did to me. Iâve already lost my family. What could be worse than that? I really wish that I was the one who died back then.â
At this point, Huo Mianâs voice caught in her throat.
Zhu Lingling was aware of what happened. It was that incident which made Huo Mian hide away her radiant aura, resigning to become a hobbling member of the common masses.
Zhu Lingling placed a hand on Huo Mianâs shoulder and comforted, âMian, listen to me. Itâs been so long so stop blaming yourself. Havenât you been trying to make up for it all these years? I donât think you can place all the blame on Qin Chu either. You know very well that he had been out of the country for years. Considering how he felt about you, I donât think thereâs any way he could have known about what happened.â
âSo what? Heâs still a member of the Qin Family, isnât he? Can he really shake off all the blame for what his family did?â Huo Mianâs eyes were red as she demanded.
âMianâ¦â Zhu Lingling seemed to want to say more.
However, she was cut short when she saw Huo Mian raise a hand. âLingling, you donât have to say anything else. Youâre my best friend, and I know that youâre just telling me what you think is best for me, but⦠you canât possibly understand the things Iâve experienced. Let me make up my own mind about this, okay?â
âAlright, I just hope that, whatever you decide, you donât wrong yourself. Iâve seen how hard the past few years have been for you. I really wish that you could return to being the high-and-mighty Huo Mian from before, the one who wouldnât let anyone else influence her.â
Huo Mian smiled bitterly but didnât reply.
All she wanted was to have a good time eating pork trotters. However, with the heavy subject of Qin Chu hanging in the air, she no longer had an appetite.
She barely touched the food before quickly leaving her friendâs place.
On her way back, she wondered if she should call Ning Zhiyuan again. After all, she was in the wrong first.
Just as she pulled out her phone and was about to dial, it rang.
The caller ID displayed her little brotherâs number.
She picked up immediately, âZhixin.â
âSis, hurry. You need to come to the hospital. Mom collapsed.â On the other end, Jing Zhixinâs voice was wrought with anxiety.
âWhat? Mom collapsed? How? Which hospital? Iâll head over right now.â
âWeâre at the Fourth Peopleâs Hospital, the one near home. Come to the seventh floor, room 709.â
âOkay, Iâll be right there.â
Hanging up, Huo Mianâs expression was distressed. âSir, please turn around and go to the Fourth Peopleâs Hospital!â
Twenty minutes later-
Huo Mian rushed up the stairs and barged through the doors of a hospital room.
Her mother was lying on a bed, still unconscious. Her face was pale, and she was wearing an oxygen mask.
Beside her was a boy in his late teens wearing a black Nike tracksuit. His hair was a bit long and his facial features were rather delicate.
He was Huo Mianâs half-brother, Jing Zhixin, and they were related on their motherâs side.
âSis, youâre here.â
âZhixin, what happened to mom? Werenât you at school? Why are you at the hospital?â