Chapter 1698 - Witnessing Your Happiness (19)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
âYeah, our babies are coming into the world in several months.â
When Qin Chu said that, his eyes were extremely gentle.
âSo when are you planning to go back?â Qin Ning looked at her cousin with concern.
Qin Chu turned around with a bitter smile. âWith me in my current condition, how can I go back and see her?â
âI donât think sheâll mind. If she knows that you are still alive, she would be really happy.â
âBut I mind. Iâm a man, a husband, and Iâm going to be a dad to a pair of twins. How am I supposed to take care of them like this? Plus, Huo Siqian hasnât been dealt with yet, which means heâs still a threat. If Huo Siqian is not dead, Mian is never going to live a peaceful life.â
âBut with you like this, itâs also cruel to her. I know sheâs been waiting for you.â
Qin Chu said nothing, but his conflicted feelings showed in his eyes.
âBig Brother, is it because sheâs living in Su Yuâs house, is that why youâ¦â
âNo, when Iâm not around Mian, Su Yu is actually someone who can take good care of her. I know Mianâs personality. She is definitely not happy with that either. But for the sake of the babies, she will tolerate it. As for Su Yu, I never need to worry about him. If thereâs ever a day Mian falls in love with Su Yu because heâs always by his side, then I would let her go.â
âItâs easier said than done. Do you actually feel this way in your heart? Donât you feel upset?â
âI just want my Mian to be happy.â
âBut how would she be happy without you?â asked Qin Ning with tears in her eyes.
Although she hadnât known Huo Mian for very long, she had heard of Qin Chu and Huo Mianâs love story.
She was really touched by it.
She was especially touched by Huo Mianâs admission to homicide, just so Qin Chu could go free.
This was not something that an ordinary woman could do.
âNing, men and womenâs definitions of love are different. I love her, but I want to love her with dignity. But since Iâm like this right now, Iâm not confident that I can give her happiness. The issue with Huo Siqian wasnât settled either.â
âSo⦠you donât plan on going back, not even when she gives birth?â
Qin Chu remained silent.
âOkay, I got it. After all, this is your own business. You are so smart, so for a lot of things, I donât need to say much. You definitely think more clearly than I do. But I just feel that you were apart from each other for seven years already and missed so many happy times together. I just canât believe that youâre not by her side when sheâs pregnant with the⦠Fine, Iâll stop talking and making you even more upset. I believe that you can handle everything.â
Afterward, Qin Ning turned around and left.
â Downstairs Living Room â
âNing, how did it go? What did your cousin say?â Mrs. Qin held onto Qin Ningâs arm and asked her anxiously.
âMy cousin, heâ¦â Qin Ning didnât tell them the rest but just kept shaking her head.
âStill because of what happened?â Mrs. Qin looked worried.
Qin Ning nodded. âThe location of my cousinâs wound is really sensitive. Even the top specialists cannot cure it. He is such a good doctor himself, and even he doesnât have a treatment plan. He probably thinks that heâll never recover, so he doesnât want to go back to Mian. First, he doesnât want her to worry about him. In addition, heâs also worried that he canât give her happiness.â
âSo⦠Heâs okay with Mian staying at another manâs home with my grandchildrenâ¦â
Mrs. Qin felt her heart go completely cold.