Chapter 1738 - Retired After Winning Merit, Honourable Although Defeated (9)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
âI did, Qin Zhaozhao and Qin Mumu. Their nicknames are Pudding and Little Bean.â
âWow, the names are so lovely. Did you choose them?â
âYes.â Huo Mian nodded.
âI really look up to you⦠you can do everything on your own⦠If you let me choose their names, Iâd have only chosen Little Flower or Little Grass or something along those lines, haha.â
When Xixi laughed, she looked so pure and innocent.
She had been carefree probably because she came from a well-off family and had no pressures in life.
Rick was her second boyfriend. She broke up with her first boyfriend because he moved to another city.
To tell the truth, Xixi and Huo Mian were similar, in that men didnât fall for them at first sight.
But they had a unique charm that was really attractive, and the feelings would grow on you.
Otherwise, how could Rick, someone so indifferent, someone who didnât like to make friends or talk to people, fall into her land of warmth and tendernessâ¦
âMian⦠Actually, Iâm here today⦠to apologize to you. I wanted to say sorry.â
Xixi looked at Huo Mian apologeticallyâ¦
âWhat are you talking about? Why are you apologizing to me?â Huo Mian was a little shocked.
âIt was my fault that you got hurt last time⦠I didnât think of the bigger picture. I knew people were hunting you, but I still asked you to come see Rick⦠you got hurt because of me. Iâm so glad you and the babies are okay, or else I would never have been able to forgive myself.â
âDonât say that, Xixi. You didnât do it on purpose⦠Even I didnât anticipate the attack, nor did I think it would be so dangerous⦠To be honest, I was really scared, but I know youâre not a traitor⦠You were just used by someoneâ¦â
âRick was right to scold me. I was too careless, and I brought upon trouble for everyoneâ¦â
At the mention of Rick, Xixiâs eyes were filled with sadnessâ¦
She and Rick had broken up more than three months ago⦠During this time, he never called, not even once.
She had been waiting, holding onto her cell phone every day, even when she was sleeping.
But he never called, nor did he message her on WeChat.
There were so many times that she couldnât help but think about going to Seductive Fox to see him. She wanted to ask him why he really broke up with her.
But her pride quickly snuck up on herâ¦
She felt heartbroken whenever she thought back at that night, when Rick pointed a gun at her head.
âXixi⦠Did you ever think about why Rick wanted to break up with you? Maybe itâs not because he suspected youâ¦â
âWhatever the reason, he was cruel enough to leave me⦠Mian⦠I always thought that he was a very reliable person, so I relied on him very much⦠Heâs like a person who gives you candy every day, no matter if itâs rainy and windy. Having candy to eat every day is an amazing feeling, but suddenly, he stopped giving you candy and even threatened to kill you. Can you understand that feeling? I was so sad. He didnât believe me⦠So, he broke up with me so heartlessly that he hadnât even tried to come and see me. Iâve been thinking that even if he impulsively pointed a gun at my head, as long as he was willing to take the initiative to see me, I would still give him a way out⦠But he hasnât.â
âXixi⦠Rick isnât someone good with his words⦠To hear sweet words from him would be harder than climbing to heaven⦠My husband, Qin Chu, was the same way. When we were teenagers, I felt like we were in a long-distance relationship even though we were living in the same city. However, it did not mean that he did not love or care about meâ¦â Huo Mian comforted her.
âI understand, I really do⦠But now⦠Just let it be. I think we were not meant to be.â
âBut Xixi, are you really willing to give up? Is that what your heart wants?â Huo Mian asked.