Chapter 1868 - I Am Willing to Accompany You in Acting (9)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
âTell him to come in and ask one of the other assistants to make us two cups of coffee.â Su Yu put down his work and stood up.
âWill do.â An nodded.
Wei Liao came in with his car key in handâ¦
âWhatâs wrong, Young Master Wei? Donât tell me youâre here this early to grab a drink with me,â Su Yu said with a smile.
âI definitely didnât have that in mind⦠Iâve been crazy busy recently⦠Wei Yunchu had a fever last night and was hospitalized again. Xiaowei and I barely slept last night taking care of him.â
âWhat happened to Yunchu?â
âHe got the flu⦠and his fever wonât go down⦠Right now heâs still at the hospital.â
âItâs not easy raising a childâ¦â Su Yu sighed.
At this time, a female assistant brought in two cups of coffee. Su Yu and Wei Liao sat on the sofa and chatted.
âWhereâs Young Master Tang these days? Did he leave the country to pick up girls again?â Su Yu wondered.
âNo⦠His familyâs been giving him a headache recently. Theyâve been trying to get him to get married, he doesnât have the time to come out⦠His dad took away all five of his cars and froze his bank account.â
âWow⦠They are serious⦠Young Master Tang sure lives an exciting life.â Su Yu smiled.
âWhat about you?â Wei Liao looked at Su Yu and asked.
âWhat do you mean?â Su Yu pretended to be clueless.
âWhat do you think I mean?â Wei Liao gave him a supercilious look.
âYouâre talking about my relationship?â
âYes.â
âThereâs nothing worth saying. Donât you know me after all these years?â Su Yu smiled and leaned back heavily on his sofa.
âYou are so right. I really donât know you after all these years⦠What in the world is going on in that brain of yours? Whatâs going on with you and Jian Tong? I know you needed cannon fodder, but you still shouldnât have asked her.â Wei Liao was a little angry.
âIsnât it good to use my own employee? I donât have the time to look for someone new and coax them into dating me.â
âYou did this so Huo Mian would stop feeling guilty and be able to live happily ever after with her family, didnât you?â
Su Yu was silent for a whileâ¦
Then, he quietly said, âYes.â
Wei Liao became very angry. âThatâs ridiculous. How can you sacrifice your own happiness just to make her happyâ
Su Yu licked his dry and cracked lips and looked up sadly at Wei Liao.
âFrom the moment I lost her⦠I lost the right to be happy.â
Wei Liao was shocked, as he didnât seem to expect Su Yu to say this.
âNoâ¦Â I canât say that I lost her⦠I never even had her, haha, Iâm an idiot.â Su Yu smiled bitterly.
âI donât want to talk you out of your feelings for Huo Mian anymore. I was there when you fell for her, bit by bit, but I never stopped you. Youâre my friend, so I hate seeing you like this. Huo Mian went from being a nurse at South Side to being a doctor, she got married and had children⦠itâs been years, and not only are you refusing to wake up, but youâve also sunk deeper and deeper into her spell. Back then, when I thought Qin Chu had really died, I really thought Huo Mian might agree to date you out of gratitude. The fact that he came back was really brutal for you, but think about it⦠Life itself is brutal. Youâre jealous of how much Huo Mian loves Qin Chu, but Qin Chuâs jealous that you got to be with Huo Mian during her pregnancyâ¦â
âIndeed⦠Qin Chu is always burdened with countless concerns, making him helpless. He loves Mian so much, but they wasted 11 years when they couldâve been together. If I were him, Iâd rather die than be apart from Mian for even a year,â Su Yu sighed.
âHow can one man be the same as another? We canât say that Qin Chu doesnât love deeply enough because heâs a quiet man. There are so many ties between them â theyâve been together ever since high school. I think that kind of feeling has gone far beyond the feelings of ordinary men and women. It has become an inseparable affection. In a situation like this, you were losing from the start⦠So, you should have had no future expectations.â
âYouâre right. I should⦠not have fantasized about being with Mian, and I can only blame myself for this situation Iâm in. Iâve never blamed Huo Mian, but⦠I just canât convince myself to give up. Wei Liao, what should I do? Sometimes I feel like⦠the pain in my heart will kill me.â Su Yu lowered his head and covered his chest with one hand, feeling his heart aching faintly.