Chapter 1944 - The Twins Went Missing (15)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
âOh, she went back?â When Rick talked about Xixi, he obviously lacked confidence.
Through his eyes, Huo Mian could see that a lot was on his mind.
âDid you really forget about her?â Huo Mian asked.
âSo what if I didnât?â Rick smiled bitterly.
âRick. My sixth sense is usually accurate and Iâm pretty good at reading people⦠I think you still like Xixi.â
âYes, I like Xixi.â When Rick uttered Xixiâs name, his eyes gave out a rare, soft light.
Huo Mian remained silent.
âBut with relationships, just love isnât enough. There are many other things that come into playâ¦â
âLike what?â Huo Mian frowned.
âA personâs background,â Rick slowly uttered.
âYou donât like her because she came from an ordinary background?â Huo Mian seemed surprised.
âNo. Iâm disgusted by myself. Xixiâs from a normal family but Iâm not.â Then, he looked at Huo Mian and continued to say, âQin Chu probably told you what I do for a living.â
âYouâre the head of Americaâs largest gang,â Huo Mian said calmly.
âYes.â Rick nodded.
âIsnât your brother in charge? Werenât you doing fine in China before?â Huo Mian was rather confused.
âThat was before but three years ago, my brother got into a car accident and heâs disabled now⦠He can only move in a wheelchair.â
Huo Mian was shocked by the response.
âThatâs why you didnât look for Xixi over the last three years.â
Huo Mian finally figured out the mystery she had been trying to solve for the past three years.
She spoke to Rick during the twinâs one month birthday.
He seemed to understand what Huo Mian meant, and the latter assumed that Rick would go look for Xixi. She believed that two lovers who deeply loved each other would end up together.
It was such a pityâ¦
Later, she heard that Xixi went to study abroad while Rick went back to the States. Since then, she didnât hear from them at all.
She felt it was rather strange but did not know what had happened. She also wondered why Rick would suddenly leave.
She finally found out that something serious had happened in Rickâs family.
Rick gave out a sigh and said, âThree years ago, when I left your place, I wanted to go look for Xixi right away. However, I got a call from my family saying my brother got in a car accident. I left everything behind and came home to take care of my brother. Unfortunately, he did not recover and he is now disabled⦠I was the only one left to support my family⦠I couldnât bear to watch the work of generations crumble to pieces⦠If I didnât take over, I would also be wasting my brotherâs effortsâ¦â
Then, Rick paused.
âSo you have replaced your brother to become the new head of your familyâs mafia.â
She had remembered the dark, deadly aura that Rick let emanated when he stepped out of the helicopter.
He shot the gangster to death without even a blink of an eye. Most likely, he had killed many over these years.
âYes⦠I donât think I can bring happiness into Xixiâs life⦠I donât even know if I will live until tomorrowâ¦â
âYou donât have to be so pessimisticâ¦â Huo Mian suddenly began feeling a bit sorry for Rick.
Even though he seemed like an icy cold man, at his core, he was just a man that kept everything to himself.
âHuo Mian⦠I sent countless lives to hell⦠I donât care if they deserved it or not, in the end, I killed them⦠Thereâs no turning back. I canât choose my family but Xixi can still choose her own future⦠Sheâs only an ordinary girl. She graduated from university, went abroad to further her studies, and now sheâs back in China to work. She can find a boyfriend that loves her and they can get married and start a family. They can live a peaceful, happy life together. I canât give her any of these thingsâ¦â
âSo youâre refusing to reach out to her because you love her, and you think thatâs for the best for her?â Huo Mian asked.