Chapter 2245 - Ni Yang’s Grand Wedding (16)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translations  Editor: Noodletown Translations
When Xixi heard that Rick had to leave, she grabbed onto Rickâs clothes tightly.
âXixiâ¦â Rick wanted to say something but he stopped himself.
âCan you⦠not leave?â Xixi didnât know she could be so pathetic. Her original intention was to yell at him but the very moment she laid eyes on Rick, she forgot all about that. All she wanted to do was hug him tightly.
Even Rick, who was stone cold, could not bear to see Xixi like that. Her âCan you not leave?â had wavered his determinationâ¦
âGodfather, we donât have much timeâ¦â his subordinate rushed Rick once again.
Rick became furious. He took out his gun and pointed it at that subordinate.
âShut up,â he said.
His subordinates and bodyguards were so scared that they did not dare to move.
Xixi reached out and pulled Rickâs gun to point at her chest.
âRick, kill me⦠Iâm in so much pain. Shoot me and end all this⦠For the past three years, Iâve been like a living zombie, living a life without meaning. Nothing brings me joy anymore. Without you, I am nothing. Itâs so pathetic of me⦠Thereâs no purpose for me to live anymore⦠Iâm probably a failure. I know that even if I can keep you here with me for the short-term, I will not be able to keep you with me forever. If thereâs no way for me to make you stay with me, then at the very least, kill me with your own hands. Please fulfill my last wishâ¦â Xixi said with emotional infliction.
When Rick heard her words, his heart was also torn to a million pieces.
âXixi, please donât be like thisâ¦â Rick normally did not say much and now, he did not know what to say. He didnât dare to see Xixi not because he was afraid sheâd linger by him, but rather because he loved her too deeply. His way of controlling his emotions was to not see her, not talk to her, and not give her any hope. He had to escape from her. Now though, he deeply regretted making such a decision. He was now a godfather of a gang and he could not guarantee Xixi peaceful happiness. He was always engaged in warfare and his life was always in danger. He could not bring Xixi into such a brutal world.
However, Xixi was standing in front of him right now, begging him to kill her.
This pain was worse than death.
When Huo Mian saw this, her face turned pale and she wanted to rush out but Qin Chu stopped her.
âHoney, itâs their problem. Let them solve it themselves. We canât help.â
Qin Chu understood how tormented Rick felt.
âHoneyâ¦â Huo Mian said softly.
âYes?â
âIf you were Rick and I was Xixi right now, would you treat me like this?â Huo Mian suddenly became very pessimistic and sad and asked such a hypothetical question.
Qin Chu hugged her by her waist and whispered into her ears, âYou are my world so no matter what, I wonât leave youâ¦â
âThen why did youâ¦â Before Huo Mian could finish her sentence, Qin Chu said, âI left you before so we could have a better future together down the road. Rick, however, left Xixi because he wanted her to be safe. Thatâs why he wants to leave her foreverâ¦â
âBut thatâs so cruel to Xixiâ¦â Huo Mian exclaimed after listening to Qin Chuâs words.
âNo. I think Rickâs the saddest person in this situation. He has to keep all his pain locked up to himselfâ¦â Qin Chu and Huo Mianâs opinions differed on this topic.
Just when the two continued their conversation, the sound of a pulled trigger resonated in the silent night sky.
Huo Mian and Qin Chu immediately pushed the door open and ran outside.
They saw Xixi holding onto Rickâs hand and pulling the trigger herself.
The bullet from Rickâs black gun shot through Xixiâs chest and blood started flowing outâ¦
âXixiâ¦â Rick was devastated.
Xixi slowly fell onto Rickâs chestâ¦