Chapter 2454 - 2454 A War Without Guns and Fire (5)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
2454 A War Without Guns and Fire (5)
Huo Siqian did not give Huo Mian a direct answer. Instead, he looked Huo Mian in the eye and said, âMian, do you know why the Doctor Lan, the midwife that brought you to the world, and her family is missing?â
Huo Mian did not say a word as she seemed to have known the answer.
âThey were alreadyâ¦â
âEnough. Donât say another word.â Before Huo Siqian could finish, Huo Mian brutally stopped him as she already knew what the answer was. Even so, she could not bear to hear him utter the words.
Who could take on the pressure of knowing that someone loved you so much that he was willing to kill for you?
Huo Mian was able to remain calm but she was still a moral person.
âHuo Siqian, are you trying to blame me for everything you did? Are you trying to say that Song Yishi, Jiang Linyue, and even Mo Xueâerâs deaths are all because of me? Now youâre adding Doctor Lan to the list. How miserable do you want me to feel or are you expecting me to view human life as naught?â
âI donât mean it that way. I just want you to understand me better.â
âI understand what you mean. I also put it straight with you. We will never be together. Can you just give up? Even if I didnât have Qin Chu, I would never be with you. You need to understand that I will never love a man like you.â
âA man like me? What am I like? Do you think I willingly chose this path? Mian, you need to know life pushed me in this direction. If you knew my past, if you knew what I have been through, if you knew how I suffered in my childhood, youâd understandâ¦â Huo Siqian smiled bitterly and said.
âNo. I donât want to understand. Iâm incapable of understanding how you behave like that. No one has a painless life. You arenât the only one in this world that has a sad past. At the end of the day, these are all your excuses for hurting others so they donât have any real meaning⦠I donât want to have any connections or interactions with you. I donât care what grudges you and my husband hold against each other, regardless if itâs personal or business, itâs not my problem. Also, I will always be standing on my husbandâs side so you will always be my enemy.â
Huo Mianâs ability to remain composed was respectable and frightening as she could utter the most merciless words. Whenever Huo Siqian hears Huo Mian say this kind of things to him, his heart would ache.
He remained silent. He fixed his eyes on her. It seemed like he couldnât utter a word more to her even though he had so much in mind that he wanted to express.
âDonât try to exonerate all your crimes in front of me now⦠Thereâs no way I will forgive you. No matter what you do now, I will never forget how you framed Qin Chu and separated us for four years. Even when I was giving birth, he was not able to be by my side. Thatâll always be his regret and that is all thanks to you. You say you love me but there is no way I can accept that baggage you have. Maybe you really do love me, but I canât accept it. I really canât.â
âMian, do you think Qin Chu is a trustworthy person?â
âOf course,â Huo Mian said with no hesitation.
âThen, if you were to find out now that he withheld some truth from you, will you be sad? Haha,â Huo Siqian said with an unfathomable smile.
âWhat are you trying to say?â Huo Mian looked at him with a serious face.