Chapter 3357 - Second-hand Women Aren't Valuable 1
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
âIf you want to die, why donât you smash your head against a wall?â Huo Mian said calmly.
âBecause I want to die in your handsâ¦â Huo Siqian smiled warmly as if he didnât think he was saying something cruel.
âYou donât just want to die at my hands. You want to make me feel guilty and then torture me emotionally. You want this cruel memory to stand between me and Qin Chu, right?â
Huo Siqian looked up at her in surprise.
âHuo Siqian, arenât you tired after all the things youâve done over all these years?â
âMianâ¦â Each time he said her name, his tone couldnât be more gentle.
âIf youâre not tired, I must tell you Iâm tired⦠No matter what you had been through, no matter what feelings you have for me, I can tell you there has been nothing between you and me⦠Even though you think youâve loved me for so many years, I canât accept the way you love me. You bring me and my family nothing but severe damage and harm. After so many things happened, you still canât stop⦠If you really want to die, you can kill yourself by smashing your head against a wall, and no one can stop you. Whatâs your real purpose by making yourself look so pathetic? You did it just to force me to see you? You knew Iâd come to see you when I heard about your pathetic state, right?â
âMian, I justâ¦â
âShut up. Iâm not finished yet. Huo Siqian, you claim that Qin Chu and Su Yu are scheming guys who used all kinds of tricks to win my heart. Is your love so innocent and pure? Donât you think your actions are very scheming? What do you think of this drama? You know very well that I wonât kill you, but you said those words just to make me feel bad, right? In other words, even if I killed you, you know Iâd feel guilty for the rest of my life. So⦠with all your tricks, how can you call your love pure and innocent? All these years, no matter what Qin Chu went through, he has never played tricks on me like this. You said youâre not scheming, but you make all kinds of plans just to leave deep wounds in my heart⦠What do you say about that?â
âMian, I didnât know⦠you think of me in this wayâ¦â Huo Siqian lowered his head as if he was disturbed by her words.
âWhat do you think then? Do you think I regard you as a saint?â Huo Mian was a bit agitated.
â In the interrogation room outside â
âChief Gao, shall we end their conversation? I think Mrs. Qin is a bit emotionalâ¦â
âWait a moment.â Gao Ran was also worried about Huo Mian; after all, she was pregnant, and if something happened to the baby due to her agitation, Qin Chu would never forgive him.
But on second thought, he knew Huo Mian wasnât an ordinary woman and wouldnât be so fragile, so he decided to wait for a bit more.
âMaybe youâre right; maybe Iâm not as noble as I claimed. My love for you is selfish⦠But what then? You said I hurt you, but didnât Qin Chu hurt you too? He vanished for seven years and then forced you to marry him when he returned. Did you forget that? You said Iâm scheming, but what about Su Yu? While Qin Chu was abroad, Su Yu stayed with you and your daughters to be their loving father; didnât he do it to get you? They are no better than me; why canât you accept me? Why?â Huo Siqian was getting emotional, and the chains on his wrists clanked as his hands shook, making ear-grating noises in the quiet interrogation room.