Chapter 4151 - Waiting Stubbornly for Lu Yan’s Return (1)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
âMian, did you tell the truth?â
Su Yu just couldnât believe that in the few days after they returned, the incomparably intimate relationship between Qin Chu and Huo Mian had cooled down so muchâ¦
âHow can I lie to you about this? Do you think Iâd play prank on you with something like this?â
Looking at Huo Mianâs teary eyes, Su Yu felt bad again.
âWhy? Why did you two end up like this?â
In fact, Su Yu was afraid to hear the answer.
Huo Mian looked at Su Yu silently for a while.
âI was puzzled at first. I thought he was busy or didnât want to disturb my rest⦠Later, I was afraid he was suspicious that something happened between you and me when we were alone.â
âThatâs impossible. Qin Chu isnât that kind of person; besides, you were pregnant, and Iâd never force myself on a pregnant woman no matter how desperate I was⦠That psycho Leila drugged me, but still I didnâtâ¦â
Su Yu paused; if he continued, theyâd be embarrassed.
âYeah. So I ruled out this possibility, which left only one possibility. Qin Chu⦠is cold to me because I didnât keep our baby safeâ¦â
Hearing this sentence, Su Yu felt his head explode.
This was the thing he feared the most; it was why he had avoided Huo Mian for the last couple of days.
Now hearing it from Huo Mianâs mouth, Su Yu felt his chest explode like a bomb.
Seeing the strange look on his face, Huo Mian paused and asked, âSu Yu, are you okay?â
Su Yuâs eyes were red-rimmed when he looked up at Huo Mian. He said, âMian, if I could reverse time and return to that day, I would be the one to grab the bomb from you and die with those bastards⦠Then I wouldnât have to suffer like this. To be honest, after the baby was lost, you and Qin Chu were the most devastated, but you donât know how I feel. I feel 100 times worse than you do. These words might sound false to your ears since I canât change what happened, but if I could, Iâd rather die in exchange for the babyâs safety.â
The big guy was reduced to a weeping child by Huo Mianâs words.
He had never done this before.
Probably realizing she was being cruel to him, Huo Mian changed her tone and comforted him gently, âSu Yu, I didnât say itâs your fault. I donât blame you. Please donât say that. If I could do it again, Iâd still choose to rescue you. I donât regret my decision⦠I donât care, Qin Chu doesnât understand me⦠The important thing is that you understand me. Truly, I only care about your feelings now.â
Then she reached out and placed her hand on the back of Su Yuâs hand.
Instead of feeling warmth from her palm, he felt an icy chillâ¦
Still, Su Yu was stunned by her act.
He trembled even though he knew she was doing it to comfort him.
What did Huo Mian mean by saying âI donât care Qin Chu doesnât understand me⦠The important thing is that you understand me. Truly, I only care about your feelings nowâ?
Why did she say that?
Su Yuâs brain went blank and couldnât think, struck dumb by her words and behavior.
âSu Yu, if I get a divorce, will you still want me?â