Chapter 819 - Rubbing Salt Into Her Wound (10)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translated  Editor: Noodletown Translated
âNoâ¦â Xie Juan lowered her head in shame upon hearing Ni Yangâs name.
âNi Yang is very outstanding⦠He built up a fanbase through his own hard work. When he was a trainee in South Korea, he kept on dancing even when he had broken bones, he kept performing even though he had a fever, and he even tried his hardest on variety shows⦠It was hard for him to be by himself in a country where he didnât speak the language, and Iâm glad that his hard work didnât go to waste⦠Ni Yang deserves to be a bright and outgoing boy, and he also deserves to be loved by many more people.â
After hearing that, Xie Juan licked her lips, as if she didnât know what to say.
It was true that she cared very little for Ni Yang, even to the point where she completely ignored himâ¦
Because she gave all her attention and energy to Shuai Shuai.
âTo be honest, donât be surprised that Ni Yang hates you. If it was me, I would hate godâs unfairness too⦠They are both your sons, and you carried both of them for nine months, but why are their lives so different? Although Shuai Shuaiâs health isnât great, he got all your love. As for Ni Yang, no matter how much money he has, it still canât fill the void you left in his heart⦠You might not understand how sad he is living alone in a several-hundred-square-meter house, you might not know how lonely he is eating by himself despite having countless fans, and you might not even know how many times he came home with an award but had no one to share it with⦠Celebrities are people too, once their halo is off, theyâre actually more fragile and needs more attention and care than a normal person⦠Ni Yang is still a child; heâs a child who grew up alone, with no one to care for him.â
Upon hearing what Huo Mian said, Xie Juan couldnât take it anymoreâ¦
Finally, she knelt on the ground and bawledâ¦
âYeah, heâs my son too⦠Why did I have to treat him like that?â Xie Juan murmured to herself.
Huo Mian took out her phone from the pocket of her lab coat and opened a streaming site.
âHe has a concert in A City today, a hundred thousand people are attending and you can stream it online, take a look.â
While speaking, Huo Mian handed her phone overâ¦
Xie Juanâs hands shook as she took the phone and looked at the boy in the center of that stage.
He didnât have a flamboyant getup like the other stars, and he didnât have eyeball-grabbing makeup on.
He was so quiet, wearing a black jacket and jeans, and sitting on a barstool.
With a microphone in one hand, he just quietly sat thereâ¦
The lights dimmed with only a ray of light shining on himâ¦
The hundred thousand people attending all held their breathsâ¦
This was the last song of Ni Yangâs concertâ¦
Apparently, he wrote it himself but never published it.
âThis song⦠is called The Lonely Bird .â
Then, the music startedâ¦
Ni Yang held the mic, and with his unique voice, he sang like a hurt child.
âI once saw a bird fly through a blue sky by itself,â
I asked where its home was, it replied with panic.
It thought that its destination was somewhere far away,
But it didnât know that someday, itâs bound to return home,
Though nobody was waiting for it,
It had to be brave,
Not everyone was born graced by the light of a motherâs love,
It was just a hurt child,
In extreme pain, it licked its feathers, alone and sadâ¦
It was just an orphan forgotten by God,
Even if it flew to the top, nobody would clap for it,
It didnât know how long it could last,
When it was tired of flying, it stopped in its steps,
It didnât know how many more places it could go,
If someday its life ended, no new chapters could be written,
Lonely bird, do whatever you wish,
Nobody cared about the sound of your song,
Lonely bird, your heart is already cold,
Letâs fly together, fly to somewhere that only belongs to the two of usâ¦â
As he sang the last line, Ni Yang slowly opened his eyes.
In his beautiful eyes were light bouncing off his welled up tearsâ¦
After ten or so seconds of silence, the venue was filled with thunderous applauseâ¦
âI love you Ni Yang, go Ni Yangâ¦â
âNi Yang, Ni Yang, youâre the best! The Sun will always by your side!â That was his fan slogan.
Ni Yangâs fanbase was called âthe Sunâ and consisted of a bunch of girls with big dreams.
To be honest, this was the first time Huo Mian heard the song, but her heart was moved once againâ¦
His lyrics were simple and the melody was sad, those who heard it could almost feel his life-ending pain and sadnessâ¦
Xie Juan held the phone, tears already streaming down her faceâ¦
Her son was already standing on a stage in front of a hundred thousand people, but he was still so unhappyâ¦
âIf you could go back in time, would you still abandon Ni Yang?â Huo Mian asked softly.