Chapter 942 - The Mother-in-Law Rubbing in the Wound (4)
My Youth Began With Him-Webnovel
Translator: Noodletown Translated  Editor: Noodletown Translated
âI do,â Huo Mian replied immediately.
âI feel like destiny played me over⦠Haha, others think that Iâm too outstanding, so theyâre envious of me. Some even said that I saved the universe my last life and stuff like that. But I know that aside from materialistic things, Iâm just an ordinary man. I thought I was favored by God and therefore reborn into a great family, but now I realize that God was just giving me a taste of sweetness before playing me to death.â
Huo Mian didnât reply, because she didnât know what to say.
Su Yu continued, âI never thought that I, Su Yu, would one day want something that I canât have. Did you know? Ever since I was young, I could always get what I wanted. Therefore, I didnât care about anything. But one day, I met someone great, but sheâs not mine. I felt depressed as ever⦠in other words, I may never have you, and that feeling is tearing me up inside⦠itâs killing me.â
Every time the Qin couple flaunted their love, Su Yu would feel crippled.
However, he kept looking for trouble. Wherever Huo Mian went, he would go as well.
To him, as long as he didnât make Huo Mianâs life harder, everything was worth it.
However, missing her, and the pain of not being able to have her, accompanied him all the time.
âIf you know that she doesnât belong to you, then why not give up? Sometimes determination isnât a good thing,â Huo Mian tried to console Su Yuâ¦
The truth was, she hoped that Su Yu would let her goâ¦
After all, only then will her heart not feel burdened anymore.
She never thought that one day she would marry Qin Chu, the man she loved since she was a young girl.
Since they were already married, she had no intention of leaving him. Forget Su Yu; even if someone even better than him appeared, Huo Mian still wouldnât do anything about it.
Perhaps Su Yu may think she was overly indifferent, but she lived by her principles.
If something wasnât hers, she didnât want it. If something was hers, she would do everything to get it.
âHaha⦠you make it sound so easy. How can I let go? Did you think itâs as simple as going to the market? That I can buy carrots if there werenât any cucumbers left?â Su Yu smiled bitterlyâ¦
Huo Mian fell silentâ¦
âThatâs why Iâm saying that God is playing with me. If you believe in destiny, then you should know that in this life, weâre only paying back the debt we incurred in our last life. The Buddha said that people meet because they owed each other. I think⦠I mightâve owed you too much from my last life, and thatâs why Iâm doomed in this life. You exist on this world to put me in gut-wrenching pain.â
âSu Yu⦠the truth is⦠I donât know how to say this, but Iâm not someone who likes loose ends. If I donât like you, I donât like you. Even if I didnât meet Qin Chu, I still wouldnât like you. Love isnât that simple; two people have to be attracted to each other, but Iâm not attracted to you. Youâre not going through what youâre going through because you met me a little later than Qin Chu did. The truth is, even if I didnât marry Qin Chu, we still wouldnât be together. Thatâs our destiny.â
Huo Mian knew how much pain she put Su Yu in every time she said ruthless things to him.
However, if she didnât make things clear and instead spared his feelings, he would never let her go and will continue obsessing over herâ¦
In this life, she only wanted Qin Chu to obsess over her⦠not anyone elseâ¦
âYou damned girl⦠I know what youâre saying. The truth is, I donât want you to be mine anymore. After all, compared to Qin Chu, I barely did anything for you. Sometimes I was just thinking if I would ever get the chance to take care of you, even for a day⦠However, I know that some things are impossible⦠never mind, go to bed; donât listen to me drone on and on. Oh, and⦠thank you for helping me that other time, you sure are an iron-lady⦠you never back down when faced with danger. If you were a man, I would make you my sworn brother.â
Huo Mian smiled, but she didnât reply. To her, the less she spoke with Su Yu, the better.
She had to take Qin Chuâs anger this time into account. After all, everyone knew how Su Yu felt about herâ¦
Anyone would be annoyed if this happened to them; Mr. Qin was generous enough.
He already spoiled her to no endâ¦
The next day was Saturday, so Huo Mian slept in.
During breakfast, the headlines of the newspaper once again drew her attention.
The front page of the Saturday newspaper was of Song Yishi, along with a giant photo.
The title was, âIt was a Complete Misunderstanding. The Mysterious Woman is Mrs. Qinâs Close Friend.â
Huo Mian felt speechless after she read what it said.
That woman, Song Yishi, really had her waysâ¦