Chapter 473
Accidental Surrogate
Alpha Academy Ella The door opens then, Roger and Sinclair coming through.
âNo!â Cora calls, pulling the pillow out from behind her back and flinging it at Roger. âNot you, who did this to me! The source of my misery!â Roger just grins as he snatches the pillow out of the air. âAnd how is my gorgeous mate, mother of my child and heir?â he murmurs, quickly crossing to her and wrapping her in his arms.
âVillain,â she growls, grabbing him by the shirt and pulling him closer, pretending to be mad but unable to hide her smile. âYouâre going to pay for this!â Roger just snarls and pulls Cora closer, covering her face and head with kisses that make her shriek and swat at him, laughing.
I grin as Sinclair comes over to me, leaning over to look down at me and Rafe.
Rafe squeals happily when he sees his papa, reaching his arms out and asking to be picked up. Sinclair beams as he lifts his baby and swings him into the air, which makes Rafe laugh wildly.
I grin, happiness racing through me as I watch them, and then as I look over at Cora and Roger, who are smiling happily now with him tucked close to her on the bed, asking how sheâs feeling. Cora laughs as she lists her bodily complains, and Roger listens to every one of them, nodding and murmuring his consolations.
âSo,â I say, sitting up and curling my legs beneath me, beaming at my mate with his little baby â the tiny mirror image of him â in his arms. âAny news from the war front?â âSome good things,â Sinclair says, sitting down on the bed facing Cora and Roger so that we can all talk â if Roger and Cora ever remember that weâre here- and putting an arm around my shoulders to tug me close. âWeâre making good progress with some of our more ambitious plans.â âLike what?â Cora asks as Sinclair extends a leg across the bed and places Rafe down so he can crawl. Without a word, and perhaps without even realizing that heâs doing it, Roger extends a leg along the other side of the bed, ensuring that Rafe canât fall off in either direction. I grin, looking between the Sinclair brothers, so pleased to see them become such dads.
âWe officially got the vote to fund and start the Alpha Academy,â Roger says, grinning at Cora.
âOh?â she says, her eyebrows going up as she looks around. âWow that... incredible...â Sinclair grins at Coraâs false enthusiasm.
âWhat?â he says, leaning forward to her. âYou donât like the idea?â âWell, it may just be that Iâm about to become a mom to a little boy,â she says, her hand again stroking over her stomach as she speaks her mind. âBut yeah â it gives me a little bit of anxiety to think of an academy that takes young men and trains them to be on the front line of the war.â âThe military takes men as young as eighteen,â Roger says, his voice careful to let her know that he considers her point even as he counters it. âThe Alpha Academy starts recruiting at age twenty, and many of the recruits will be as old as twenty-five.â âPlus,â Sinclair softly points out, â
wolves reach their majority at age sixteen.â My eyes immediately snap to Rafe, who just seems to be growing so fast. Less than fifteen years and heâll be grown in wolf culture. My stomach turns over at the thought.
âI mean, I get it,â Cora says, looking down at her belly with a shrug. âI just... I hate the idea of Rafe and the baby growing up in a world where theyâre trained to put their lives on the line.â âIt will be their choice,â Sinclair says quietly. âNo one would make them go.â âYeah,â Cora says, her eyes a little colder now. âBut in this family, with all these big tough Alphas swaggering around? And growing up in a nation at war? I doubt theyâre going to choose to be poets.â âYou never know,â Roger says, tipping his head so that it rests against hers.
âThey may surprise us.â âWe wonât take boys into the Academy to teach them how to sacrifice themselves, Cora,â Sinclair says quietly, his voice heavy with responsibility. âWe would teach them to fight, and to survive.â Cora nods, understanding, but still clearly displeased. âWhat about girls?â I ask suddenly, frowning a little.
âWhat?â Sinclair asks, turning to me.
âGirls,â I say, looking between him and Roger. âCan girls go to the Academy too?â Their hesitation tells me everything I need to know.
âThatâs so sexist!â I protest, throwing my hands up in the air.
âSeriously, Ella?â Roger says, leaning forward to look at me with eyes full of doubt. âYouâre telling me that if you had a beautiful little girl with rose-gold hair and a sweet little angel face, youâd want to ship her away to a military academy?â I hesitate, because I know that if I had a little girl... Well. My instincts would probably be to tie her to my side before I let her do that.
But then I look at Rafe and consider â why should it be any different? Why should I have different standards of safety for him, than for a girl?
âFemale wolves have different bodily strengths, Ella,â Sinclair says, his voice careful.
âOh, thatâs such crap,â I say, rolling my eyes and turning to him. âIâve seen my wolf-sheâs bigger and more powerful than plenty of menâs wolves out there -â âNo oneâs doubting you -â âBut youâre saying girls canât go to Alpha Academy because our wolves are weaker?â Sinclair presses his mouth into a line as he looks at me, lowering his brows. â I can concede that point, Ella,â he says softly, his voice hard, âand still insist that the Academy only accept male cadets. At least for now. Youâre fighting hundreds of years of male-only wolf military tradition, and while you may be right that we need to ask questions about those traditions, wartime is not the right time for that. No girls.â I scowl at him, narrowing my eyes, but I back off.
âOkay,â Cora murmurs, leaning forward and clearly preparing to get up. âAs pleasant as this incredibly tense dead-end conversation is, I want to go home and lay in my bed.â âOh,â I say, my face falling as I turn to look at her. âIâm sorry â youâre right, I shouldnât pick a fight. Stay! We can have dinner here.â âNo,â she says as Roger stands up. Cora takes his offered hand and accepts his help getting to her feet. âItâs not your fault, Ells â Iâm just...very tired and sore and grumpy and hungry and âThe list goes on,â Roger says, smiling down at her.
âYes,â she says, looking up at him. â And youâre going to spend all night hearing about it.â âGood,â he replies, tilting up her chin and pressing a kiss to her mouth.
I sigh but get up, letting Sinclair catch the baby as he begins to crawl away. My mate playfully scolds our child as I hug my sister goodbye.
âYouâll call me?â I say, looking down at her stomach. âIf anything happens?â âYou know I will,â she says, giving me a small smile that falls from her face, replaced by a sigh. âBut I think Iâve still got some time left on this one.â âMy phone is on regardless,â I say, pointing to it on my bedside. âYou call.â Cora agrees and she and Roger walk out of the room, him already pressing a firm hand to the small of her back where he knows sheâs hurting.
When the door closes behind them, my mate comes and stands next to me, Rafe in his arms.
âAre you mad?â he asks, looking down at me, ready to hear me out if I am.
âNo,â I reply, looking up at him and raising a hand to brush my fingers against his cheek. âItâs just all very difficult, isnât it? And I shouldnât pick fights about problems we donât have right now. All of that â Rafe training to be a warrior, potential daughters thatâs all years down the line.â âI worry about it too, you know,â he murmurs, pulling me close.
âYou do?â I ask, my eyes going wide. And suddenly I feel a little guilty â because heâs already got so much on his plate to worry about. He should leave worrying about Rafeâs future to me, let alone non-existent potential future children.
âOf course I do,â he says with a smile. âBut...â he shifts Rafe to the side so that he can pull me flush against him, his face growing wicked and hungry as he looks down at me. âI can maybe think of a thing or two that we can do to get our minds off of it.
Even just for a little bit.â âOh, yes, Alpha,â I murmur, smirking and standing on my toes to bring my face closer to his. âTell me precisely what youâre thinking.â But my mate? He doesnât. Instead, he presses his mouth to mine, parting my lips with his, and languidly kisses me, leaving words behind and showing me what heâs thinking instead.