Virgin

RORY

His teeth graze my neck, my heart racing a thousand beats a minute and my breath hard and shallow.

He waits, asking for permission.

I can’t even get any words out, so I bare my neck further for him, wanting him to do it, to get it over with. It’ll hurt, I know it will. But I need him. I need him to complete me, to make us whole.

All I’ve ever wanted is to belong, to fit in somewhere, to have a real home. And as much as Mama tried, I just didn’t belong there. I thought I wouldn’t belong here either. But I was wrong. This is my home.

He’s my home.

His teeth dig into my neck, making me let out a pained screech before sinking into delirious bliss. He moans, and the sound fills me with ecstasy. I feel like I’m floating.

“Are you okay?” he asks, stroking my cheek and breathing in my scent.

“I’m amazing,” I tell him, reaching for the buttons of his shirt and peeling it off his muscled chest.

He helps me, tossing it across the room, over the Rory-proofing cushions.

I’m a virgin. It’s pretty obvious to everyone, somehow. But I am.

And by tomorrow morning, I won’t be.

But I won’t lose it to just my first love. I’ll lose my virginity to my first, my last, and my only love. He’s my mate. Plus, I don’t know how long I’ll live with this impending doom.

I thought I would lose it to Eddie, after maybe a lot more months of dating, and then I would go to college and have normal human college experiences.

I still want to go to college. Although, I guess being Luna, that’s not possible anymore.

“You have no idea how much I love you,” he growls, sliding my top over my head and then throwing it across the room too.

He’s seen me without my shirt on a couple of times. But he’s never touched me. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to mark me, and he didn’t want to use me and then leave me. But he wants me now. He loves me.

“Tell me to stop, and I’ll stop.”

“I don’t want you to stop. I want you. All of you,” I tell him, giving him my permission to go all the way.

I reach around to unsnap my bra, which makes his breath hitch. He snatches it from me and just stares at my body.

“Fuck, you’re so fucking beautiful,” he mutters.

He undresses my bottom half, sliding off my panties slowly and intensely. And he removes his pants too, along with his briefs.

Being a virgin, and a real pure virgin who hasn’t done anything other than kiss someone, I’ve never seen a…penis. What do I even do? Is that meant to go inside of me?

I didn’t think it would be so big. And long. And…I don’t know. I almost want to laugh, but I stifle it into a smile, which confuses him and makes him feel awkward. I can feel what he feels, with his mark on me.

“I’m sorry. I just... I’ve never seen one before,” I say innocently.

“Oh, and it’s funny, huh?” he replies with a smirk, taking my hand and placing it on his penis.

It feels... strange. But good strange. And he certainly likes it because his low groans fill my ears as I wrap my hand around it.

“Oh, fuck. Keep doing that and I’m gonna cum right now.” He grabs my hands and plasters them to my side.

Then he presses my legs open, his breath on my private parts. “I love you, little one. You’re amusing and adorable. You’ve never had someone touch you, have you?”

I shake my head, then bite my lip when his tongue touches me.

“Don’t do that. Moan. And loudly. I want you screaming,” he says, reaching up and removing my bottom lip from my teeth. “And you’ll call me Alpha when we’re doing this, hmm?”

“Yes, Alpha,” I hum as his tongue moves back down between my folds, quickening in pace and building me up.

It’s such a strange feeling. I like it. It’s... different, and good. And I want more. His tongue swirls around and licks and sucks.

My whole body sparks, as though a match is being lit in every part of my body. My legs spasm, but he holds them down, pressed to the mattress.

That’s when he slips a finger inside of me. And I gasp. And he chuckles. And I think I’m losing my mind here. I can barely think anymore. It’s just him and me, and what we have together.

The finger starts to move, pumping in and out of me slowly, curling inside, whilst he continues to lick me. And I do just as he says, moaning loudly, not even in obedience but because I can’t help it.

I’m at the edge. And I feel safe to fall off with Everett. Then he enters another finger, shocking my entire system and bringing me to the brink.

His fingers stretch my hole out, creating an uncomfortable feeling, but he makes up for it.

But then he just removes them. And I whine loudly at him. He chuckles, bringing his head up from between my legs to my face and pressing his lips to mine.

His penis pushes against my thigh, making liquid leak from me.

“This is gonna hurt, little one. You can tell me to stop and I won’t be mad,” he tells me sincerely, stroking my cheek with his hand.

“I don’t want you to stop, Alpha,” I reply.

“I’ll be as gentle as I can, Aurora.”

With that, he positions his penis before pushing his tip in slightly, easing it in as I whimper.

I try to silently squeak because I know he hates seeing me in pain, but he can feel it anyway, with the mark connecting us. I just hold on to his arms and squeeze to relieve a bit of the pain.

“I don’t have to keep doing this, Aurora. I don’t like hurting you.”

“Don’t stop. Please,” I tell him, breathing through the pain.

He pushes in further, watching my face, wincing every so often as he does, but also growling in pleasure. Soon enough, I am too, moaning from the feeling of him inside of me.

“Ah... Alpha...” I start panting as he moves faster, sliding with the help of the liquid pouring out of me.

“You feel so good, Aurora... fuck... I fucking love you,” he groans, his hands pushing up my legs and hugging them to his sides as he thrusts.

I can’t even explain this feeling. It dulls any pain I once felt. It connects me to him, like we belong together forever, like the only place I should be is with him, as close to him as I can get.

It’s just me and him. Our sweat, our bare skin, our bodies becoming one.

Is mating like marriage? I never paid attention when people told me about mates growing up. I thought I would never have one. And now I do. And I’m not sure what all of this means.

But I do know that he loves me, and I love him, and this is both of us accepting each other into our lives forever. That should seem daunting, but it’s not. It’s... perfect.

I’m almost at the edge, at a climax higher than before, and I know he is too. I can feel it. And his growls get louder and lower and fiercer.

Tingles ripple throughout my body, a feeling between numbness and transcendence. My eyes widen and my lips form an ~o~ shape as I ride the feeling out, staring up at Everett and knowing all of this will change everything.

And I feel warm liquid squirt inside of me. I make a face at him, although it instills a warmth in me.

He chuckles a little, relief washing over him. A lazy grin takes hold of his face as he collapses beside me. Pulling me on top of him and tugging the sheets to cover us, he kisses the top of my head.

“What does this mean?” I ask in a small, tired voice, stroking his bare chest with my fingers just to feel its strength and power.

“Us mating? Me marking you? It means that you’re my mate and my Luna. And you’ll feel the strong emotions that I will feel, and I’ll feel the strong emotions you will.

“We’re connected now, fully, not just by the mate bond. We’ll always be together and I’ll always protect you, no matter what, I promise.”

“Don’t make that promise,” I mutter. “I don’t want you to get hurt protecting me.”

“You don’t have to worry about Alpha Nickolas and Luna Victoria. You’re protected with me. They wouldn’t dare go against me, and wouldn’t win if they did.

“You’re my Luna now. It’s not just my desire or need, but my duty to protect you. I love you.”

“I love you too.”

It’s not Nick and Victoria I’m worried about. It’s “she.” And I have this gnawing feeling inside that she’s more powerful than even Everett can take on.