Rats
Alpha and Aurora
RORY
Itâs been three days since I reanimated the fly.
In that time, Professor Xander has been walking me through some breathing techniques to help me focus.
And Iâve managed to reanimate six more flies, a cockroach, and a small colony of ants.
Today heâs pulled out my next challenge: a rat!
âIâm not sure if I have it in me,â I say, staring at the poor little rat lying flat and motionless on the lab bench.
I hate to admit it, but Iâve been feeling pretty exhausted. All this studying is taking its toll on me.
âYouâll be fine,â Professor Xander says, gesturing to the dead rat.
âI feel like I need a long nap,â I say.
âJust give it a shot.â
I close my eyes and summon all of my energy.
~If I canât muster enough power to bring back a tiny rodent, what chance do I have of succeeding with a human?~
Once again, I pull the golden strands of energy into myself and redirect them.
I feel the power coursing through me. It binds me to nature, and I feel connected to the world in a new way.
I send as much of that energy as I possibly can to the rat, channeling the power from me and into him.
I picture his little heart being zapped back into action.
And just like that, I hear a small squeaking sound. I open my eyes, and the rat is on its feet.
Suddenly, he darts off the tabletop, scurrying along the floor. I remember that I freaking ~hate~ rats and squeal as I jump out of the way.
The rat disappears through a hole in the wall, and I breathe a sigh of relief.
Professor Xander giggles at me.
âWhat?â I ask. âRats creep me out.â
I take a step, and suddenly I feel incredibly dizzy. If I was tired before, now Iâm completely wiped outâbeyond exhausted.
With a hand on the bench, I brace myself to keep from falling over or collapsing in a heap.
âWhoa, I got you.â Professor Xander reaches out and holds my shoulders to keep me upright.
âYou werenât kidding about needing that nap,â he says. âDo you need to sit?â
I take a deep breath. I donât want him to think this is too much for me, plus the dizzy feeling is starting to ebb away now, so I shake off his help.
âIâm fine,â I say. âJust a bit lightheaded.â
He eyes me cautiously.
âI think weâre done here for the day, but maybe we should get you some coffee before you head home?â
âNo, really, Iâm okay,â I say.
âHey,â he says, grinning. âYouâve made some amazing progress today. We should celebrate that.â
He does have a point. Today I not only managed to bring a rat back to life but I started to understand where that power comes fromâthe source of all energy.
I deserve to celebrate a little, even if it is just a coffee. And despite wanting to put on a brave face, I think a shot of caffeine might be a lifesaver.
Right now Iâd probably fall asleep halfway back to the pack house and crack my head open on a rock.
âOkay,â I say, smiling. âCoffee sounds great.â
***
The afternoon sun shines through the glass ceiling of the conservatory, which is attached to the werewolf law building.
Professor Xander is sitting opposite me on ornate garden furniture made of wrought iron thatâs been painted white.
Weâre surrounded by vases of cut flowers and potted succulents.
In the corner is an old-school coffee machine. The sort that has a tall brass tank attached to it.
âItâs gorgeous here,â I say. âThe student cafe at F.I.T. has nothing on this.â
âI like this spot,â Xander says. âYou can almost forget youâre on the campus.â
I glance around at the other students at their tables talking or reading.
âWhy would you want to forget that?â I ask.
Professor Xander sighs and stirs the foam on the top of his cappuccino.
He doesnât say anything for a long moment and Iâm suddenly worried Iâve upset him.
After the last couple of days, I feel as if weâve bonded, but I have to keep reminding myself I know very little about this man.
âIâm sorry if I offended you.â
He glances up with a furrowed brow.
âIâm not offended,â he says. âI guess sometimes I just find the life of an academic a little, well, stifling.â
Iâm shocked.
Being a professor always seemed like such a great job to me. Spending all your time researching and teaching, reading booksâsounds like a dream.
âStifling? How so?â
âWell, you never know if youâre about to become irrelevant. You could make the most amazing breakthrough and the next day someone could come along with an even more shocking one.â
âRight.â
âSometimes, it feels as if Iâm constantly battling for things. For funding, for students to care. But mostly I live in fear of becoming irrelevant.â
âI had no idea being a professor could be so tenseâ¦â
Iâm about to continue when I feel a familiarâand annoyingâpresence at my side.
âThis looks cozy!â Mia says, looking down at us.
âWeâre just having coffee,â I say.
âYes, and celebrating,â Professor Xander says, championing me. Although I sort of wish he wouldnât. âWe had a very successful day in the lab.â
âWow,â Mia says snidely. âYouâve only been a student here a couple of weeks and already youâre racking up the accolades.â
âOh really?â Xander says, eyeing me enthusiastically like heâs keen to hear about my successes elsewhere.
âNot only is Aurora thriving in her classesâ¦she was also the best dressed at the Lupinotuum Pectinem party by far. You wanna see?â
Before I can say anything, Mia has whipped out her phone and is holding up a photo of me from the party.
Iâm standing in the doorway in my ball gown, looking horrified.
~I didnât even know she took that!~
âIsnât the little luna pretty?â Mia asks. âIt was so nice of her to slum it with us commoners, even if she was just a little overdressed.â
My professor gulps audibly, pulling on his collar.
My blood starts boiling. Mia is trying to humiliate me in front of him. And itâs working.
But I made a promise to myself that I wouldnât let myself get caught up in all this drama. If Mia wants to be a spiteful bitch, then so be it.
âWow, Mia. That picture is amazing. Can you send it to me?â
Mia tilts her head, confused.
âI want to send it to Everett. You know, my mate, the alpha? He ~loved~ the outfit.â
âWhatever,â Mia says, clearly deflated. But she canât embarrass me if Iâm not embarrassed.
I have nothing to be ashamed of. I looked amazing in that dress and showing that Iâm able to laugh off being pranked just shows that Iâm not the victim Mia would like me to be.
Mia gives me one more confused look before heading off to find herself a table on the other side of the conservatory.
âSorry about her,â I say to Professor Xander once sheâs gone.
âYou have nothing to be sorry about. You looked stunning, if not a little out of place. Iâm assuming the outfit was the result of a college prank.â
âSomething like that.â
Professor Xander leans back in his chair.
âThis is what I mean when I say this place can be stifling. People think that universities exist above the rules of the outside world. But people here are just as shallow.â
âItâs nothing I canât handle,â I say, shrugging. âIâve had my share of bullies in the past. My first alpha tried to kill me. Believe me, Mia is nothing.â
Xander smiles and nods. âYouâre a little different than the other students here.â
I spin my coffee cup in a circle on its saucer. âIs that a bad thing?â
âNo, itâs very good.â
âI figured out a while ago that I canât let people discourage me from going after what I want.â
Xander leans forward. âThatâs a very smart thing to know.â
His green eyes shimmer a little as he smiles at me and I canât help smiling back.
âYour cake,â the waitress says, placing a massive slice of chocolate mud cake between us.
âI donât think we orderedââ
âI ordered it,â Xander says. âI wasnât sure a latte was celebratory enough.â
âEnjoy!â the waitress says before shuffling back to the counter.
âYou didnât have to do that,â I say.
âItâs my pleasure,â he says, going to pick up the knife. âAh!â
Xander drops the knife back onto the plate and a small red drop of blood appears at the end of his finger.
âAre you okay?â I ask.
âYes,â he replies. âJust nicked myself.â
Xander wraps a paper napkin around his finger but it quickly soaks through with blood.
âIt doesnât look great,â I say. âLet me see.â
âItâs fine really, Iââ
âGive me your hand,â I say.
Xander stretches out his hand and I unwrap his bleeding finger. The cut is small but itâs deeper than it looks.
I cradle his hand in mine and wipe away the blood with a napkin. Then I place my other hand over his and concentrate.
The yellow glow of my healing power emanates from between my palms. When I release Professor Xanderâs hand, the cut has healed.
He studies his finger with an amazed, curious expression.
âI was right,â he says. âYou are ~very~ different from the other students.â
I laugh and smile.
Professor Xander is nothing like what I thought a professor would be either. But Iâm glad that I have him to learn from.
***
EVERETT
After another long day trying to make headway with the council, I return to my bedroom hoping to find Aurora.
But when I get there, the room is empty.
I glance at the clock.
~Strange, she should be back by now. I wonder whatâs keeping her?~
I pull off my shirt and toss it into the laundry hamper. I plan on taking a quick shower before she arrives.
Iâm about to slip out of my pants when she arrives.
âYouâre home late,â I say.
âSorry, I hung back for a bit.â
âHow was class today?â I ask.
âIt was great actually. Professor Xander and I made a couple of amazing breakthroughs.â
Her eyes come alive when she talks about him. And I want to punch a wall.
Theyâve been spending so much time together over the last couple of weeks.
I know heâs just her teacher and I know sheâs passionate about her studies.
But I canât help feeling jealous somehow.
Jealous because another man gets to see my mate more than I do!
Maybe it has to do with the flowers from the first night.
Or maybe itâs the way Auroraâs face softens when she mentions him.
âWere you about to take a shower?â she asks, staring at my bare chest.
âI was, but Iâd rather hear about your day.â
I step to her and pull her to me. She halfheartedly returns my hug.
âIs everything okay?â I ask.
âIâm just really tired from all the work. Reviving animals takes it out of you. Do you mind if I go straight to bed?â
âItâs no problem.â
By the time Iâm done in the shower, Aurora is fast asleep.
I crawl in beside her and drift off.
***
The next morning, Aurora is up and off to class before Iâve even woken up.
She was so tired last night. But she was excited enough to get back to school that she didnât even wake me to say goodbye.
I sit up wondering if sheâs being distant or if Iâm reading into things too hard.
~Maybe sheâs simply preoccupied with her studies?~
~Maybe she was just tired last night?~
Thereâs a knock on my door, and I hastily throw back the covers. I find a robe and pull it on before answering.
One of my staff hands me a manila envelope.
I open it and pull out a printed photo.
Instantly, I want to tear the picture into a million pieces.
Chaos starts barking madly. My teeth clench and chatter.
In the photo, Aurora is sitting in a fancy-looking cafe, holding hands with another man.
~This must be her professor!~
~What are they doing together?~
~And why do they look like theyâre on a date?!~