Chapter 15

"Do you really love me?" he asked gleaming at me

"Of course I do! Why are you surprised?" I giggled slightly but also couldn't help but be shy at what just happened

"I am not, you have no idea how I feel right now! I thought you would never say those words to me - ever, you know? I am over the moon at the fact that you care for me and are my boyfriend, but... but you.. you love me!" he caressed my face with his thumb, "Kook you're doing it again!" he said still caressing my face

"Doing what?"

"Staring at me like that!" he got shy now

"Like what?"

"You know that thing you do when you're staring at me... like you love me or something!" I giggled at that with him joining me, "And you have your mouth open like that!" he tried sticking his index finger in my mouth causing me to flinch away. He laughed again now, "I ruined the moment!"

I side eyed him, borderline glaring only for him to grab the back of my neck pushing me closer to him. "I love you!" he said smiling

"I love you!" I got kissed again as I was still smiling into the kiss.

I felt things heating up slowly. He grabbed my neck pulling me closer if that was possible. My lips were being taken in his, my tongue being taken in his as he explored his way into and around my mouth. I felt his hand go down my back now, slowly caressing and going under my shirt. I felt goosebumps at being touched like that. Being touched by him. I was the one that made my way around to the back of his neck now pulling him closer to me. I could feel myself leaning back on the couch as I felt him more on top of me. I heard a soft moan leave his mouth.

I remember the movie that never got played, I don't care. All I could taste was him, and I loved every bit of it. I pulled back being unable to breathe, and I could tell he needed that too. The room with only us were filled with panting as we both still were right next to each other, foreheads touching still unable to be away from each others embrace. I stared at the boy in front of me, face obviously being hot as I saw how pink his face was turning, lips swollen and red, and sweat slowly making its way across his forehead.

"So Jimin hyung said this as a joke!" I finally broke the silence still softly panting, "he said Yoongi hyung and him will get Jin hyung good and drunk and will make sure they all spend the night at Joon and Yoongi hyung's dorm."

"Yeah?" he asked leaning his head back on the couch now

"Yeah... he was totally being serious though!"

He smirked, "Did you want Jin hyung out of our dorm tonight?"

"Yeah, that's what I am saying...."

I saw the smirk leave his face so fast. This past month we've been together - I have been teased so much by him but he probably never thought I would be okay with... it.

"W- why?" he stuttered

"You know why!" I said innocently

He gulped, looking a little nervous, "Well we should, uh, should uh- you know, go!"

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I was going to text Jimin Hyung before we left to see if he was serious about Jin Hyung thing - only to see he already texted me.

Shorty-ssi

Kooks, he's good and drunk! And snuggling with Joon Hyung!

Gayyy!

I'll send you that pic later! But ya go for it go crazy do itttt do ITTTT!

Have the smex do the dooooo bitch

Jungkook

Can you please close up the coffee shop for me hyung?

Shorty-ssi

Yeess! Where you going huh?

Jungkook

Hyung shut up and keep Jin Hyung there

Shorty-ssi

Oh shit! I can't promise I won't tell Yoongi Hyung that!

It's happening! He's doing it babyyy! Finally you little slut!

Jungkook

You're drunk aren't you? I am texting Yoongi Hyung

Shorty-ssi

It's me Kook, I took the phone away when he screamed you're doing it all night

Jungkook

Hyung ignore him and close the coffee shop up? Key is in Jimin hyung's pocket

Shorty-ssi

Okay Kook, have fun! I know you will! Muhaha

Maybe I am a little drunk

Jimin said to tell you not to be a loser and take it all off

I didn't, he said that!

Be respectful and careful

I am just gonna stop talking and close up the coffee shop....k

Damn not replying? Already getting busy

K done I am done. Text me and not him if ya need.

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I like how when we walk anywhere we look like casual friends. We keep a good couple of inches away from each other, hands in our pockets or to the side - talking casually like we didn't make out two seconds ago.

At this point we are just really good at the casual thing, and used to it.

Walking in wasn't awkward, just a little nerve wrecking. He opened the door, waiting me to get in. I pushed out a smile trying to hide how nervous I really was.... Weird cause he had the same smile as me.

Was he nervous?

Okay my hands are sweating now, maybe I'm not ready?

But I don't wanna disappoint him

But - he's been so nice about it.

Why am I like this?

I turned around abruptly as I heard the door close and lock behind me.

"So Jin Hyung is drunk and knocked out!" I said assuring him that we're alone

"Don't talk about anyone else right now!" He said making his way over to me dropping his backpack behind him, "Just us okay!"

"Okay!" I let myself be taken into his embrace

"Kook, I don't know what I am doing!" he said sounding kinda nervous now

"Me either!" I smiled into him

"If we fail this time..." he pushed me up so I was making eye contact with him, "promise we will act like nothing happened!" he said being a little dramatic

I giggled, "If I stare at you confused the whole time promise you won't judge me!"

"Only if you promise the same for me!" He returned my giggle, "Fail or not there's no one else I'd rather be with right now! You'd never judge me I know that!"

"Hyung! Kiss me already!"

He didn't even wait for me to finish!

The urgency.

It felt like he was kissing me for the first time every time - he acted like he hasn't kissed me in months.

I felt his lips on mine as he took my bottom lip slightly biting it. I breathed aloud! I opened my eyes meeting his!

"Come here!" He dragged me to the room. The lights were still not on, I guess we forgot that part - which was probably for the best. I was scared of tripping but trusted being led by the boy in front of me.

I don't remember what happened after that. I let him do what he wanted.

He kissed me, undressed me, let me undress him- took my breath away a couple of times. I could see his face perfectly from the moonlight shining from his window. A perfect hue of white sparked over his beautiful tan skin.

He took his time with me, making sure I wasn't uncomfortable or if I was still okay for him to keep going.

We were both in each other's embrace now, as soft kisses were placed on my cheeks, down my jaws and neck, planted down my stomach as he reached for my underwear. I could feel myself panic and breathe even harder.

I felt nervous, If I didn't before I definitely did now.

But my insecurities were left behind me. I knew I wouldn't be judged for every scar, stretch mark, and imperfections that laid on my body.

I knew he felt the same.

I felt myself panting for air, it must be the anxiousness catching up to me now.

"Kook! Hey! You okay?" He came back up to meet me now- with a worried look on his face

"It's fine Hyung just do it!"

"No, hey!" I felt his hands moved the hair out of my forehead, wiping the sweat off gently. "I won't do anything you're not ready for! It's okay! We can do it later!"

"I don't want to! I want it now!"

"Now?" he smirked

"Yes now! I want you now! I'm just nervous... not scared! I trust you Hyung!"

"That's great but I still don't know what I am doing!" he looked distraught

"I think you're better than you think Hyung!"

"But I've kissed before Kook... this is...." He trailed off

"Just do it! Do it! What happened about you trying not to jump me! I'm telling you to now!"

"Oh my god!" He laughed, "Jungkookie you can't say inappropriate things like that sounding all innocent PLEASE!" He giggled "you're killing me Kook!"

He traced over my face gently with his thumbs, pushing my face to his again - "you're killing me!" He whispered slowly kissing down my temples again. I wondered at that moment if he could see my face as I saw his. "Don't look at me like that Kook! You're really gonna kill me with that!" I felt myself smile at that. "You're so pretty, I am the luckiest man ever!"

"I am okay!" I got shy

"Okay? I don't think so! Ever since I first met you Kook, you were the prettiest! It was always been you Kook!" I know when he said that my eyes gleamed in exactly how he said I look at him. With love.

I felt myself shiver as he took in my lips again hands slowly reaching down to my... my eyes shot open. I couldn't say anything but let my body do the talking! The room was soon filled with pants again.

I felt kisses going down all over my faces, his words calming me - I trusted his words.

I felt his gentle hands turn not so gentle anymore, pain, heavy breathing, moan, heavy breathing, scream, pleasure...

We laid beside each other both running out of breath, glistening in sweat - smiling.

I looked over admiring the boy next to me. The moonlight and the slight lights from outside gleamed on his face making it visible to me.... and only me. I watched his face sweating, his boxy smile on full display.

He was holding my hand, admiring it playing with it, kissing it. He was gleaming - his eyes shone. It was different now.

He made eye contact with me, "Kook you're doing the look again..." he said shyly

"I can't help it Hyung! You're too pretty!"

He sighed not being able to handle me being like this. I always told him he was pretty though. "Says the prettiest person in this room.... in most rooms really!"

"Stop it!" I whined

"Hey I love you!"

"How many more time are you gonna say that?" I got shy again

"As many times as I can!"

"I love you more!"

"No!" He said rolling over so he was leaning over me, "that's impossible!" He kissed my forehead again causing me to close my eyes

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It was a couple of days later now. Jin Hyung made food so us younger ones were here! We are always ready and at his service any time we know he is cooking.

"So Joon said he can come after his date but we will see how it goes. I hope it's fine! I'm surprised he made a move at someone? He's always so scared but I'm proud!" Jin Hyung was filling us in.

Joon Hyung finally asked out a girl in their class and none of us even knew he liked anyone. I wish he told us stuff like this instead of keeping to himself. Good thing Jin Hyung can spill the tea on him.

"I'm so glad he's getting out there more now. It must be less scary cause he's almost done now? Like it'll be less awkward if she said no kinda thing!" Jimin Hyung added

Joon, Jin and Yoongi Hyung has known each other the longest. And they're all almost done getting ready to leave us soon. I mean they're graduating but that's leaving us right? I'm glad Joon Hyung was doing something about being single instead of complaining like the rest of them did. I'm talking about mainly Jin Hyung

"Yeah must be! Cause he barely told me that he liked her. I mean he said she was cute but girls are cute but he never said he was gonna ask her out! That sly fellow!" Jin Hyung said

I giggled, "Maybe it's time you're sly too Hyung!"

"You know you have no right to talk to me like that when you fell in love with some girl and never made any point to talk to her! Loser!"

What was he talking about? ..... oh... Jimin Hyung I'm gonna kill you later... "Oh about that! I guess I don't like her anymore so it's all fine!" I quickly added hoping we could move on from this subject

"What? I did all that hard work for nothing?" He asked

Jimin and Tae hyung had the same confused expression as me.

"What are you talking about Hyung?" Tae hyung asked

"I'm talking about the fact that Joon and I hunted down this girl for you! We were gonna surprise you together! But Amy aka Amelia we found her!"

My jaw dropped to the ground! Jimin Hyung I am gonna kill you right freaking now. "Oh Hyung no it's fine!" I started to say

"No are you kidding! We thought you still liked her that's why we were gonna surprise you!"

Tae hyung has his jaw dropped too as I stared at him in shock! I shrugged wondering what I was supposed to do, for him to shoot me a 'I'm so mad at you right now' look! I mean blame Jimin Hyung, that's what I do.

"Ami, relatively tall, black straight hair, accounting major, dresses super cute and always chills in the coffee shop with her friends? They all call her Ami but her name is Amelia! Her right? She's so cute Jungkook right up your alley! I know you're a thighs and butt kinda man!" he said giving me a smirk and a nod of approval

I felt my eyes get bigger, and I could hear the not so quiet growls coming from the man next to me.

Jimin Hyung let out a sigh, "The truth is Hyung, Kook actually asked her out and she said no! I didn't wanna embarrass him or anything which is why I didn't say anything to y'all!"

I shot him a glare! He shrugged slowly eyeing Jin Hyung again, "I didn't know you were gonna embarrass him like this like I would have told you!" he said in between his teeth slightly grinding as he shot a glare at Jin Hyung

"Well that can't be true cause she gave us her number! Cause she remembered Kookz and she wanted him to have it. You want it Kook?"

"Well she gave you her number? Yeah no that don't sound like her!" Jimin Hyung quickly said

"Oh yeah?" Jin Hyung said as he stopped eating and slapped his chopsticks down on the table, "What is the Ami you made up in your head like Minnie?"

"Well she first of all wouldn't just give her number to....." silence! All of us were in utter silence. I couldn't even hear the three of us breathing. Jimin Hyung quickly covered his mouth and from his eyes averting I could see he was trying to come up with some other lie to tell Jin Hyung.

"She wouldn't what?" Jin Hyung asked - "Oh quickly hurry think of something else to say please!" He said in the most sassiest manner

My mouth was hanging open without me realizing it and I quickly forced myself to close it.

"I- I..." Jimin Hyung struggled

"Got nothing huh?" He was strictly looking at Jimin Hyung now. "I'll say this before the others get here but if your ass is trying to get me drunk again so these two can do the dirty then make sure you don't get drunk with me dumbass! You didn't even notice me getting up to leave back to my apartment and worst of all YOU DIDN'T HEAR WHAT I HEARD!" his ears were turning red. I heard Tae hyung coughing probably chocking on something in his mouth.

It was silence again. All three of us had the same expression. I felt my face getting hot - oh great my face must be blushing from the embarrassment.

"Don't worry I ran out when I heard what I was going on BUT MY INNOCENT EARS!" he screamed again

I put my head down at embarrassment but heard Jimin Hyung snicker next to me

Jin Hyung started talking again, "Okay come on! How dare you two hide this from us? Are y'all together or just friends with benefits doing freaky stuff? And Jimin knew? I am guessing Yoongi did too from how y'all forced us to take shots!"

I still didn't lift my head. Utter humiliation. Ah yes, glad to know what that felt like.

"Hyung!" Tae hyung said again, "sorry I... I mean we didn't tell you sooner. It's just we were seeing where this was going and it's scary!"

"It's scary telling us? Tae there was not one bone in my body that thought you were straight!"

Tae hyung looked kinda offended. "Well dang I didn't know that!"

"I was waiting on you to tell me! So you two are?" He asked pointing us both

"Yeah?" I shrugged

"Like friends? Or boyfriends?" He asked again

"Not friends, never ever! He's mine!" Tae hyung said causing me to blush

"Yeah y'all didn't sound like friends!" Jin Hyung added, "took me a while to realize what was happening!"

"Woah woah!" Jimin Hyung added with a snicker, "what did you hear Hyung?" he giggled then stopping at the look Tae hyung and I were giving him

"Well all I heard was giggles and talking at first so I thought they were you know being themselves! But then I was like why are they giggling in his room? No way they're sleeping already!"

I could hear Jimin Hyung let his explosive laughter out and I glanced at Tae hyung who had a not so impressed face like I did.

"I got the hell out of there when it turned to, Hyung go I'm ready!"

"Hyung shut the hell up!" Tae hyung got up from his chair running to Jin Hyung in attempt to cover his mouth. Jin Hyung who was too fast got up and started running

"Right there ahhhh do it again Hyung!" He screamed again as they Hyung kept running throwing whatever he could find at him!

"Hyung SHUT UP!" he screamed

Tae hyung was in an attempt to still chase him down! Jin Hyung still not being caught in their small dorm running all around in circles!

The room filled in Jin hyungs fake moaning, Tae hyungs screaming, Jimin Hyung was still laughing unable to breathe now at how hard he was laughing, and I had both my hands resting on my head wondering if I knew any magic tricks so I can make myself disappear.

"Ooooo yes Tae hyung right there!" He screamed again "oh shit!" He stopped running and glared at Tae hyung. I'm really glad that pillow finally met his face.

"You little crap!" he hollered at Tae hyung

"Hyung I didnt think it'll hit you!" Tae hyung was laughing now, "Please give me a hug I am sorry!"

"Hug? I am texting the other 2 you made the innocent one do sinful things you jerk! My poor Kooks! He was so pure!"

"Not anymore!" Jimin hyung said laughing again now

Jin hyung ran for his phone with a screaming Tae hyung following him!

"No hyung!" Tae hyung, "Please I'll tell them! Stop saying its sinful I am gonna murder you!"

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A/N: When I was talking about how Kooks looks at Tae this is what I meant!

I kept it clean for the most part lol but here's some Hobi water! And I said this was gonna be a soft love story yikes! Hope the ending made you laugh tho!