Chapter 140
The Carrero Heart - Beginning (Friends to Lovers)
âWell, well, Camilla, my love.â The heavy English accent, so like Camillaâs, comes from the front, a male husky tone, as a man in the passenger seat turns to face us. Heâs wearing black shades, a stubbled middle-aged face, dark shaggy hair thatâs semi groomed and wearing an expensive leather jacket. âWeâve been looking for you love.â He smiles at her and itâs completely sinister, a crooked, evil smile that does not bid well for either of us. He has an air about him, that he is a guy you do not piss off.
âTyler. I havenât been hiding, Iâve been trying to get your money.â Camillaâs turned white as a sheet, with wobbling voice and clearly terrified. Losing all her poise and mannerisms as her accent gets a little shaky, dropping its upper-class edge and sounding less refined. I stay painfully still, regulating my breathing so that I donât fall into a panic attack and try to keep my head. Everything inside of me is poised in fear and all I can keep thinking about is how much I need Arry right now.
âBull shit, donât you think we know youâve been giving us the run around? Weâve been watching the bus and train depot for days. Actually, we were on the way there to check early hour departures.â He sniggers, as though thereâs something funny about that and keeps those shades trained on her. I can feel the eyes of the man beside me, watching my every breath, the one holding my throat tight; and doing a visual sweep of my legs under my dress. Sickness and fear sweep through me yet I stay completely still, knowing that if this goes the wrong way, I may be subjected to my past all over again, and I canât fall to pieces.
âI need more time, Iâm trying to get the money. Iâve had a bad run of luck; I just need more time.â
Camillaâs sobbing, her face bruising where it looks like one of them has slapped her and blood pouring from her nose still, where I hit her. Complete numbness overtakes me, that old me, climbing into the depths of my head, where I know I can endure so much. Scared, terrified, but this weird sense of calm has come over me, dampening it all, and Iâm already trying to look for ways to get out of here, to escape. Eyes skimming every door and person around me for a possible maneuver. I donât care if they keep her, she deserves whatever happens to her, but I will not stay here to be abused or murdered because of her.
âIâve been patient; itâs been a week since you checked in, a week past payment date and weâve not heard a fucking thing from you. Imagine my surprise to be driving along the street and there you two were. Having yourselves a little girl brawl. Whatâs up, Honeyâ¦She holding out on you too?â He looks in my direction and I scowl back, inner fire spiking at being goaded and berating myself for a stupid reaction.
âPlease, Tylerâ¦I can get it, I swear. I just need a few more days.â Camilla continues, more tears, more pleading, yet somehow it all sounds like a well-practiced act. I glimpse her way and I can tell theyâre crocodile tears.
âReally? Canât seem to get it in the past weeks, yet suddenly you can get it in two days⦠From fucking where, Cam? Itâs fifty grand!â He laughs sardonically, so do the men around us, like this is some sort of joke and they cruelly want to drag this out and are deriving pleasure from it. My stomach drops when I realize this has become as much as my problem as hers, and I only have a way out if she does too.
âFrom me⦠From my money. Thatâs where we were going, to get money from my family.â I blurt out, heart racing and tears blinding my eyes. Knowing that if thereâs any hope then it comes from the fact I can have them paid off. Fifty grand isnât an outrageous amount for my family.
âReally? And you have that kind of cash do you princess?â He looks at me dubiously, sarcasm in his tone as he takes in the sneakers, the party dress thatâs now dirty from sitting on the road, and the grey hoody which belongs to Arry. I guess my face is a mess of tear stained make up and my hair has probably seen better days after my hood got tugged down in the struggle. I guess I probably look a little homeless, much like Camillaâs âon the runâ get up, despite this dress being couture and costing more than every outfit in here.
âNo, but my family does. I just need to make a call. Itâs pocket change to them.â I strain against the biting grip on my neck as he regards me silently for a long agonizing moment. Heart pounding in my rib cage so hard I can feel the pulse in every part of my body.
âOne call and you can get fifty grand here?â Heâs sneering at me and raises eyebrows to the driver who seems to chuckle; so far he has never turned our way, but I see his eyes in the rear-view, trained on me. Camilla whimpers some more, something about Huntsbergers and he strains to hear.
âWhat did you say?â He barks at her.
âHer family are richâ¦â¦ Huntsbergersâ¦. Theyâre billionaires in the Hamptons.â She blurts desperately, her eyes on him pleadingly. I wonder if she knew that before she conveniently met me in the hair salon that day. Made a play for me in every way.
âWhy didnât you say so sweetheart? Didnât realize we were sitting with a little pot of gold here.
Hamptonâs royalty!â He laughs dryly, again his flanking men and the driver chuckle too, enjoying this little sarcastic power trip a little too much. I can barely catch my breath, but Iâm keeping my cool, trying to keep my head together. Body tingling with adrenalin, now the initial shock has worn off and Iâm thinking through all the possible ways we can get out of this. Who I should call if he lets me, but my heart already knows.
âTake her out to play while I talk to blondie here, donât mess her up too much, she might be of use after we get paid.â He nods again, and Camilla begins screaming as she is dragged backwards out of the car by the hair and throat, taken out of sight to the rear when the door is shut on us again. Her voice is muffled with a cruel hand and I shudder. Panic spiking so I grip my hands together to curb it.
Itâs almost like a reminder that this is not going to end well if I canât get one of them to transfer or throw so much money at these people, that will satisfy them. Head screaming with the doubts that I can even pull this off. I donât have that much in my own account unless I let my allowance build up. I donât have time for that. Scared that he wonât be there for me, wonât do this for me; so many doubts about what I even still mean to him.
âPlease, donât hurt her, Iâll get your money. Please, I just need my cell.â The biting grip on my throat tightens and I can barely swallow or breathe. Holding still as a statue in fear and knowing itâs not wise to make this worse.
âPhone?â He barks at the man holding me. Commanding in an icy cold.
âIn my front pocket.â My hands have been motionless by my side and as I go to fish for it but the man yanks it out instead, skimming my stomach as he does so with careless hands that make me recoil. My body shudders at the touch. Coiled and afraid, tense.
âSo, who are we calling darlin? Better not be someone who is a bit too quick to call the feds, or else they wonât be finding their sweet little princess intact again.â He warns, his shades focused on me so that I can see my own reflection in their darkness. Seeing myself, my own reflection and I look awful.
âArry, heâs listed as Arry. Heâll get the money, I know he will.â I tremble, rushing out his name with a shaking voice and knowing despite everything tonight, he will come through for me. He has too. When I truly need him, he never lets me down and he has access to billions of dollars if he needs them.
If you still care? Please, please. Help me.
He takes my phone, swiping at my screen, eyes flicking to the first screen and grins.
âOooh, you had a little lovers tiff, seems like heâs been trying to get hold of you for a little while. How many calls does a guy need to make before he gets the hint?â He turns the phone to the man beside me, to show him the list of missed calls and texts, Arrickâs face in the background. Both laugh and then he sneers as he turns it back to hit call, putting it to his ear a moment to listen to it ring before he pulls it away. He holds it out to me, the hand around my throat loosens, but doesnât move away and I keep my eyes trained on the shades, motionless as they point at my face.
âAny talk of police and your sweet little neck will be slit, Honey. Make sure you remember that.â He turns on speakerphone and holds it in front of my mouth. I nod calmly, as it rings and pray heâs there, pray to God that he will be on the other end. That heâs not asleep or left his phone in the lounge and gone to bed, like he normally does. Every part of me willing him to know that I am not okay right now.
My heart is in my mouth and nausea sweeps through me as cold fear drifts up my legs.
âSophs?â He answers in only two rings, relief sweeping through me at the sound of the only voice that matters to me. He sounds completely wide awake too, considering its still before six am; husky and stressed, and I wonder if itâs because of me. Tears hit me as soon as I hear him and I just want him here so badly, to be with me, to protect me, to save me.
âArry.â I sniff, so glad to talk to him in this moment, overcome with emotion suddenly and aching for him to come get me. I donât want this to be the last time I ever hear that voice again.
âWhere are you? Iâve been looking for you, for hoursâ¦Iâm at your apartment Sophs. Baby, come home, Iâm here. I came back for you not long after I left. Iâm sorry, for what I said, how I was. You just need toâ¦â¦.â He sounds broken, torn and ravaged, much like the version who dragged me to his motherâs garden at Leilaâs party and my heart crumbles. Picturing him emotional and upset and I want to hold him. I love him still, even when he makes me hate him.
âArry, I need your help.â I cut him off, trying hard to sound normal, but my voice is shaking so badly I canât control it. Ignoring what heâs saying, even though it makes me ache, in a bid to get him to listen to me as eyes bore into me. Aware of the faces trained on me and what I need to do.
âWhat do you mean? Where are you? Whatâs wrong?â His tone is alert suddenly, that hint of concern shining through now that he realizes thereâs something more important than making up. He can obviously hear my fear, knows that something isnât right.
I love you so much.
âArry please, listen. You need to listen to me.â Taking short breaths as panic sets in, the sudden thought that maybe Iâm asking too much, and he canât do this. I know it isnât easy to get hands on that amount of money at short notice. Itâs not even daytime, I have no idea how heâs going to do this.
âIâm listening baby. Talk to me, tell me what you need.â He sounds calm suddenly, the fighter in him taking control and seemingly completely cool. I know him better now, this is Arry trying to disconnect emotionally, so he can handle whatever it is. He does that. When he canât deal with stuff, he cuts off and handles it with the part of his head that doesnât feel as much.
âIâm in trouble and I need money.â I blurt out, but the sleazy boss slides off his shades to reveal deep brown eyes and eyerolls, turning the phone to himself, he kills speakerphone and puts it to his ear instead, winking at me nastily. Obviously too impatient.
âListen buddy, as sweet as all that was getting, I havenât got time to beat around the bush. You sound like a smart guy, and Iâm guessing this little bundle of blonde pussy is your woman. She needs fifty grand, here within the next four hours or I start posting pieces of that sweet ass to your address. I suggest you donât dawdle love and call us back when you have the cash in hand. Donât think about getting fly and involving the boys in blue, cos I will literally put a bullet in her fucking head.â He smiles at me as I can hear the low mumble of a deep voice at the other end, my heart aching for Arrick to be here. Hating that heâll be melting down at what dickhead has just said to him. Knowing how this must be affecting and picturing him going into freak out mode as soon as he hangs up.
âDonât worry love, if your boyfriend comes through with the cash you wonât be joining her back there, sheâs learning a good lesson. Never fuck over your supplier.â The overly muscular slime ball, gripping me, chuckles in my ear as the brown leather jacket still talks to Arrick. I glare at him, still aware that thereâs a lot of noise coming from far behind that sounds like she is getting a going over and even I feel for her in this moment. I try to ignore it, not to picture what it feels like, and hope sheâs as tough as she seems.
âFine by me, Mr. Arry, we shall rendezvous as soon as itâs in your hands.â Slime ball sounds cheerful, smug even. I zone back into what smarmy prick is saying to my boy and frown at his over familiar use of a name he isnât allowed to utter.
âCarrero.â I correct impulsively, no idea why I even feel the need; itâs ridiculous, given the circumstances and see the immediate change in his face. Like a little tiny flicker of the penny dropping.
âCarrero?â He pauses; that smirking sleazy tone dropping with the phone still attached to his ear, and the flicker of eyes to the man sitting close to me as though questioning him for confirmation. I can make out Arrickâs tone on the other end, he must be confirming his name, as the blood visibly drains from boss manâs face. He motions for the man holding me to let go suddenly, waving his hand anxiously and not so smug anymore. I donât understand; as soon as he releases me, my own hand automatically goes to my throat to rub away the traces of his fingers at where they have been, and I pull my arms around myself protectively.
Boss sleaze turns and gets out of the car, clicking his fingers and the asshole that had been holding me, follows. Leaving me here alone with only the driver and I watch as they stalk off to the side and huddle with another man in a suit. Still holding my phone to his ear. Looking from man to man and then motions towards the back of the car.
Moments later, Camilla is tossed in beside me, her face more of a bloody mess and completely disheveled. She has taken a beating and I immediately try and help her clean the blood off her face, but she pushes me away. Obviously like me, she abhors touch when sheâs in that defensive mode inside her head, and I leave her be, understanding her in that moment. Feeling sympathy for what they have done to her, but yet, knowing weakness is not going to do either of us any good.
I turn and watch the men outside instead and realize somethings changed. None of them seem so smug anymore and my phone has been handed off to someone else while brown jacket is on his own cell pacing like a maniac. I watch the man talking to Arry and see him finally hang up, looking sheepish and he nods at the other man. He hands my cell to brown jacket and then looks at the other men gathering around with a worried expression. Huddling together and looking so desperate.
âSomethings wrong.â I say impulsively, and Camilla looks up, following my gaze and staring at them outside. The driver shifts in his seat and I immediately home in on him âWhy does the name Carrero suddenly change everything? I blink at him innocently and catch the narrowed gaze back at me in the mirror. The frown and then glare and yet he remains silent.
âCarrero? As in Alexi Carrero?â Camilla turns my way with a gulp, pulling my arm and attention to her.
Her face ashen as though Iâve said something awful. Iâm completely confused.
âArrickâs cousin? What has Lex got to do with any of this? How do you even know who he is?â I feel surreal, not sure what is happening, like Iâm in the twilight zone. Losing all sense of anything else while confusion reigns dominant. Alexi is someone I have known as long as Arry, nothing sinister or terrifying.
I donât get the connection at all.
âWait, youâre related to the Carreros?â Camilla seems equally shocked and I shake my head. Watching her completely awed expression and trying to get my head around why this even matters.
âArrick Carrero is my boyfriend, I grew up across the road from Jake and Arrick. Iâm part of their family and Jake Carrero is my godfather. What has any of this, or Alexi, got to do with anything?â I frown at her, turning my body to her. Eyes now on her for answers as she seems to know more than I do.
âAlexi Carrero is like the king pin of New York⦠These goons are small fish compared to him and his family. They are known by everyone. If youâre a Carrero or mean something to them, then Tyler majorly fucked up. Youâre talking about small time crooks pissing off the mafia.â Camilla wipes her face, straightens herself a little and leans forward to the driver with an air of menace, narrowing her swollen eyes at him in his mirror. âIsnât that right? You are all fucked when Alexi finds out you manhandled Arrick Carreroâs girlfriend and threatened her.â She has her sassy tone back, obviously finding something to be smug about, despite our predicament, and I canât even get my head around this.
I mean I always knew there were rumors that some of Arryâs family were into organized crime, and there has always been some dodgy evasion from Arry about his dad, whenever the topic is raised. I never for a minute thought Alexi would be involved in this kind of shit. He is so normal and loving and Iâve spent a million family dinners and barbecues with him. Heâs like the rest of them. Charming, suave, okay maybe more of a loner and a bit stand offish and cool compared to his cousins, but with a lot of good genes and a wild playboy side. I know him well enough to see that underneath he has a good heart.
Or so I always thought.