chapter 5 - Forgive and Forget

Her momma had picked her up early. Before that we was just silent. I went up to my room and I went straight to sleep. Sleeping is deadass a mf hobby.

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Kayiara Pov :

My momma had picked me up early. I guess her lil job let her. She looked at me in the rear view mirror and smiled.

"So how has it been over there ? Was everything okay? Did you become friends with Azaiira?"

She asked me.

"Yes, it was okay and no. Just because I see every b- I mean girl that come around don't mean imma be their lil friend."

I said to her, and I know she could tell I was pissed because my change of tone. She doesn't even know Azariia was the one I fought with.

She just nodded.

"Okay, sweetheart."

She told me and I just looked out the window.

After that , we made it home ..I went straight home and went to bed.

Next morning, I was at school with my friend group . I peeked at Azaiira who was at the end of the halls, leaning against the lockers with her friend group and ha bf. She caught me looking and I rolled df outta my eyes at her.

I looked away and I headed to my class as my lil friens went separate directions.

I sat down in the back , and the bell had rung untill 4 minutes later.

I saw Azaiira and I looked down at my bag, getting out my shit for class I needed to work on, Azaiira made her way in the back n sat infront of me.

"Tch.." I mumbled.

I remembered I had to continue going to her house at night for a few days, I shook my head aggravated.

Later on, the teacher interrupted the class as we all stopped working .

"Alright everyone, so. There's a project you all need to work on, you have to write an essay of what it will be about.., but with partners. So pick your partners now." She told us.

I looked around as everybody started to get up. Ian see any friends I had in my class. I just stood there n looked around.

I went to this one girl and waved and she just looked at me sayin... "I already got a partner, move df away." She said.

I ain't have time for allat, I was finna cuss her out. But if I get suspended or detention or any shit like dat, that will be my ass.

I make my way back over to my seat and saw Azaiira. She ain't have no partner suprisingly, her friend that sat next to her didn't wanna be partners with her. Her friend was literally simpin ova a nigga and partnered with him.

Azaiira looked at me and I looked at her.

"Alright..does anyone not have a partner?"

Me and Azaiira faced the teacher and raised our hands at the same time.

"Alright, yall are partners then since yall the last two."

She told us.

I already knew that ws finna happen. I groaned and I took my seat, and Azaiira took her seat infront of me. The project was due soon, so I guess staying at her house isn't so bad..only if I get a A.

Later after that, the class ended and I got up putting my stuff in my bag, and walked passed Azaiira, as I eye side her.

I left out to go outside at the tables we sat down at last time. I saw Jayla already there and I waved with a smile. Jayla is my best friend but I don't know if I can trust to tell her what happend. But I DID anyways. I need to trust my own friend just like how she trusts me.

"Hey can I talk to you for a sec, alone though?" I asked her and Jayla nodded.

"Ofcourse."

We both went back inside and went to the bathrooms. Jayla checked the stalls if there was anyone there, but there was no one. I looked in the mirror fixing my hair, not noticing. She then went up to me.

"Alright so wassup?" She told me.

"It's about..Azaiira."

"Whaaaat?? What she do."

Basically, I explained to her everything that happend for the past 2 days. About how shes been flirting with me, that night when we got high and did sum..stuff. and about the boyfriend stuff that happend last night. I mostly told her everything.

"Wow." She said.

"Yeaa. But- ..I dont know. It's all just so confusing." I told her.

"Well, yall was just high right ? So it means nothing. So don't worry about it okay. And keep your distance from her." She told me. But I can't keep my distance from her..since we are partners for a project but Ian tell Jayla that.

"Thank you." I told her before coming closer and squeezing df out of her with a tight hug. She just laughed, dramatically making chokin sounds.

After that, we walked out the bathroom and head to the tables and ate some fooooood.

After lunch, I head to my next class. I walked inside and everybody start lookin at me hella weird. But I just shrugged. Cs they some jealous ass bitches n IDGAF.

Timeskip to after school.

Azaiira's pov :

Soo, I went home after-school. My momma picked me up early though.

I changed into something comfortable and wore my cute hello kitty slippers.

I then went downstairs and I flopped onna couch, hugging my momma tightly.

"I love you mommmmaaa!" I cooed.

She just shook her head.

"What you want?" She asked and I just laughed.

"Chinese food." I told her and she nodded in agreement.

Me and my momma sat together as I was watching her little show with her. Love and Hip Hop.

Few minutes later

I looked at the door as someone was knocking . My smile faded away. I already knew who it was.

My momma got up from the couch and opened the door and smiled.

"Come in!" She said and Kayiara had entered and spotted me but looked away. She set her bags on the floor.

"Alright so I'm going out to get some Chinese food and some drinks from the store. I'll be back in 15, 20 minutes." She told us , then she left.

I was left alone with Kayiara. She didn't even sit at the couch, she just stood there and looked at me.

"Alright." I said , standing up breaking the silence.

"Let's go do this project or wtv." I said as I went upstairs and she followed me.

Once she followed me up, I got out my computer and made a document for the essay. I handed her the speaker.

"Put on some music or sumn." I said to her and she just nodded. She didn't say anything to me, not a word yet ever since last night.

She picked a song.

Bed Peace ~ Jhene Aiko (Feat . Childish G)

Then she went over and helped with the project. That's the only time she had talked.

We continued to working as I looked up at her once. She's honestly pretty but I would never admit it. To myself or no one. I look back and continued to finish the project with her.

Eventually we finished the project hella fast, no breaks. We both deeply sighed.

"Finally." I said and she nodded.

My mom wasn't here yet and I was starving, I'm pretty sure Kayiara was too.

"Hey, cmon."

I said as I grabbed her hand, then headed her to the kitchen with the speaker.

"Ima make us cookies." I said as I smiled at her.

She nodded, I sighed.

"Look, I'm sorry I hit you. I was mad and..-" I said.

"It's whatever." She said, responding with a quiet voice.

I smiled and shook my head as I went to the fridge to get the cookie dough.

Me and her started to make different shaped cookies, including hearts.

I smiled at her while making them, she smiled back n looked at her hands licking off the cookie dough.

I showed a disgusted face, jokingly.

"Ewww, you eat it raw??" I asked. She was straight eating raw cookie dough. Shit nasty.

"Yeaasss!" She told me and I just shook my head with a little laugh.

She started to dance to the music while making the cookie dough and I started to crack up, while getting behind her slowly, holding her waist as she danced on me.

We were in the moment. Buttt, we jumped to the sound of the door opening and we separated quickly.

"Hey momma." I said smiling.

My mom closed the door, and went over in the kitchen with the Chinese food n drinks,..and some other stuff.

"Heeeyyy! What yall up in here makin?" My momma said with a loud ass voice as Kayiara turned down the speaker a little bit.

"Cookiiees, ma'am." Kayiara said and my mother smiled.

"You better save me some." She told us before heading out the kitchen then sitting down on the couch.

I looked at Kayiara and we both started to laugh nervously.

It's like the second time my momma walked in on us..she should've just stayed out cs I frl wanted her on me n shii.

We baked the cookies, put them ontop of the stove. We got our Chinese food and our drinks and we ate in the kitchen, then we ate the cookies after.

Time skip..

Kayiara's Pov :

Me and Azaiira was upstairs in her room. I chose not to mention about the dancing earlier. I had a got a text from my momma.

Mommy dukes🤞🏾☺️ : Kayiara!!

Me : yes ma'am ?

Mommy dukes🤞🏾☺️ : So, I won't be able to pick you up to night okay sweetie ? I'm working a bit longer tonight soo, I already know you packed extra set of clothes. So you will be riding with Azaiira's mom okay? I already speaked to her about it.

Me : Oh okay.

Mommy dukes🤞🏾☺️ : alright, I want you to be good for me k? I love you stinkabutt.

Me : yes mommy, I will. Love you and goodnight 😇😴

Mommy dukes🤞🏾☺️ : Goodnight, get some rest.

I put my phone down and I sighed. I went inside my bag and grabbed some pajamas. I changed in the bathroom then went back inside the room.

I sat on the opposite side. Azaiira had already changed into her pajamas aswell. Azaiira turned the lights off.

Me and her both laid down. I was faced to the wall and she was faced to the other wall.

It was silent , I couldn't really sleep. I kept tryna move alot so I could get comfortable.

"Hey, you can't sleep or sumn?" She asked and I kinda jumped to her voice. It kinda startled me a little sense it was silent.

"Y..yea, I can't. Dk why." I responded.

I felt her move and she wrapped her arms around my stomach, kinda cuddling with me.

"Can you sleep now?" She said , with a whispered voice.

"Mhm." I said as I was now comfortable.

I didn't ask or move away from her. She knows she has a boyfriend and I do too. So why does she keep doing this. I just brushed it off. Soon we both fell asleep.

Azaiira's pov :

I woken up to the feeling of cold water splashed on me.

"FUCK?"

I yelped as I rubbed my eyes. Sitting up quickly to see Kayiara having a cup in her hand.

She started to laugh and was about to run out the room, but before she could even run , I grabbed her arm and pulled her on the bed.

"Fuck you did that for??" I said to her .

We was kinda close, to the point where it looked like we were gonna kiss or sumn.

"It was ..funny." She responded quietly. She was also already dressed.

She was finna move up closer but I pushed her away.

"Fuck off me." I said as I wiped the water that was dripping on my face.

Later on, I changed n shit. Getting ready for school. My momma drove us both . Once she dropped us off, me and Kayiara went inside the school.

I went over to my side of the halls where I usually hang in the mornings and Kayiara went to hers.

My friends wasn't there with me..they were somewhere else in the halls just looking at me weird as I leaned against the wall. I just shrugged not giving a single fuck.

Kayiara Pov :

I went to my little spot and Jayla was there with a guilty look on her face.

"What's wrong?" I asked. I looked around seeing people look at me weird. It gave me a weird vibe.

She didn't say nothing, she just showed a instagram post about Me and Azaiira, it was an audio of me talking about what we had did.

"I guess..there was someone in the bathroom..recording." Jayla said.

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