Chapter 240 - I Never Had Anything With Her

“Brother Yun… Brother Yun…”

Xia Zhixing repeatedly called Li Yunshen, who had an ashen face.

Li Yunshen snapped back, “What’s wrong?”

“Are you okay?” Xia Zhixing looked worriedly.

“I’m fine.” Not.

“But you are hurting my shoulders.” Xia Zhixing frowned.

Li Yunshen quickly let go in embarrassment, “Does it hurt? Do you want the doctors to check?”

“Haha… Brother Yun, it’s a joke, I’m not that fragile.” Xia Zhixing smiled and looked towards the small park outside the hospital, “Brother Yun, take a walk with me in the park, will you?”

“But your body…” Little Star refused to say anything after she woke up but only smiled at him and told him that it was a prank call. However, he knew it better than anyone that it wasn’t!

“I’m so much happier compared to Xinxin.” When she mentioned Tang Xin, her expressions dimmed again.

Li Yunshen lowered his head and walked to the park with joined arms.

They found a bench and sat down.

Xia Zhixing looked at the blue sky and turned to him, asking the question hidden in her heart, “Brother Yun, did you really not know that Xinxin was pregnant before you decided to bring me back to Star Garden?”

“Little Star, that’s between her and me. It has nothing to do with you, got it?” Li Yunshen leaned back and decided to bear everything on his own.

“Brother Yun, aren’t you tired?” Xia Zhixing leaned her head on his shoulders lightly, “For so many years, you’ve been living so tiringly because of me, and you are hurting someone you shouldn’t be hurting because of me. Brother Yun, sometimes I wonder if I should’ve came back? And if I really should’ve reunited with you?”

“Idiot, it is the happiest thing for me to see that you are still alive.” Li Yunshen patted her shoulder lightly.

He could give up on everything as long as she was well, he was someone who climbed out of hell already.

“But I can’t bear to see you so depressed and in so much pain.” If she knew that things would escalate like this, she wouldn’t come back even if she had to die.

However, she can’t go back now after having taken the first step forward, she could only brace herself and move forward against her conscience.

“Don’t overthink it. When did you see me depressed and in pain? Aren’t I always the same?” Li Yunshen smiled slightly, but it was so forced.

Xia Zhixing lifted her head up from his shoulders and nodded, determined, “You were! I know my Brother Yun well, he’s not as cold as what he looks on the outside, and it’s because of me that you became like this. So that’s why I believe that you’re not the one who killed Xinxin’s child. Xinxin’s child is gone and no one is sadder than her other than you. They don’t know, but I do.”

“No! I forced her to abort the child myself before!” Li Yunshen closed his eyes and replied numbly.

Xia Zhixing was shocked.

“Then… you must have your reason for it!”

She didn’t believe that Li Yunshen was so cruel that he forced Xinxin to abort the child. When he said that, he must be in more pain than anyone else.

Was it that night? The lights in his room never turned off that night, he didn’t sleep and smoked until the morning.

Was he bearing immense pain that night, licking on his wounds alone?

It was far more complicated than she had imagined. But after she came back to him, she felt like she returned to the ivory tower and her job was to be happy every day.

Brother had been using his pain to make her happy, and her happiness was built on top of Brother Yun’s pain!