chapter 90

"Excuse me?" My mom wasn't able to believe her ears when I explained her everything about my Seoul trip with Yoongi with all honesty. My dad stood quietly beside her, just right at the doorway while I sat vulnerably on my bed like some kind of prey in it's predator's den. He had his hand at his back for the whole time I was explaining."Wanna go Seoul for further studies?" My dad repeats, stepping closer.I nodded with a small smile, as I felt a tinge of hope with his question."How can you study in the biggest city of South Korea when you didn't bothered for even a single time while skipping the most important test in your school?" His voice roared in anger as he threw a piece of paper. The paper hit my face, and knocked down in my lap. Yoongi's name written in the top of the test paper.Why did they have to find this out now? Why now when I'm asking them the most important thing that I've ever asked in my life."How dare you trick us like this? You threw your grades in trash for a guy whose own parents refused to pay his hospital bills?" Eomma said quietly. There was hurt and disappointment ringing in her voice. "I didn't raise a daughter to become like this.""I love him appa, eomma. And he's the only reason I want to study in Seo-" I started but was soon silenced by a palm hitting my cheek.Moments of when Yoongi's father had slapped me repeated in my mind, the exact scenes happening again like I'm still there.But this one had definitely hurt me even more.Because it was my dad.My own dad slapped me for the first time in my life."Did you really think we would let you go away after doing nothing but disobeying us?" He sneered at me, withdrawing his hand. "You'll stay here and become a doctor, no matter what you say or do and that's final."He caresses my mother's back as they were about to leave my room. Is this the end? Am I not going to be with Yoongi again? Will live just live the rest of my life like this? Unhappy and forced by my own damn parents?I can't let that happen anymore.I stood up from my bed, a cracking sound stopping my parents from leaving the room. They both turned around, waiting for me to say something."I've done nothing but have followed you for the whole damn eighteen years of my life. I chose the clothes you wanted me to wear, I ate the food you wanted me to eat, I studied the course you wanted me to study." I paused, my cheeks totally we due to continuously crying myself out. "But you can't make me feel what you want me to feel. I love Yoongi and I'll love him fore-""You stupid bi-" My dad was shaking with anger and was about to attack me again, and I steadily opened my eyes as I prepare myself for whatever he was about to do.But my mom stepped in and pulled my dad behind her. And for the first time, I saw her eyes that were usually bright and smiling were now filled with tears that I didn't know she was capable of having."Do whatever you want." She sniffs deeply, closing her eyes. "But remember this."I was certain that nothing could change my mind at that moment. I'm sure that no matter what happens, I want to be with Yoongi and I'll go to Seoul with him regardless of whatever my mom had to say.But then, she spoke the words that stirred up my brain a little, making me as confused as I'll ever be."He wouldn't choose you on the top of his dream."♫♬♫♪♬