Chapter 11
Sinful Blaze (Chekhov Bratva Book 1)
âYour coffee, Mr. Chekhov.â
The words are purred, but they sound like nails dragging down a chalkboard to me. I only glance up at Paris to take the mug from her hands. She seems to misinterpret that as an invitation to sidle around my desk, far closer to me than she ought to dare.
âIs there anything else I can do for you, Mr. Chekhov?â
You can fuck off, spits the voice in my head.
âRemember what the word âprofessionalismâ means, and then show me you understand the definition.â I set the mug aside and snap my gaze back to the paperwork in front of me.
Parisâs cleavage bounces with the force of her giggle. âShould I use the dictionary, or your definition?â
I hate that she has a point. Several months ago, my own version of âprofessionalismâ would have my face buried in that same cleavage and her short skirt hiked up over her ass.
Unfortunately, it seems I created a monster. A succubus hungry for what I canât and wonât give her, now that my child is growing inside someone elseâs womb.
Ice shoots through my veins for a millisecond. What wouldâve happened if I got Paris pregnant?
Iâm not a religious man. But right now, I am praying my thanks to any god thatâs listening that the worst-case scenario never came to life.
âWhichever helps you keep your job,â I drawl.
Paris giggles again and saunters her way out of my office, her rounded hips swaying side to side with every step of those sky-high stilettos. The only reason why I notice is because I want to make sure she does, in fact, actually leave my presence.
Which means I also manage to catch my brother smirking at me with a raised eyebrow.
âWhat.â
Mak shrugs not-so-innocently. âIâm just thinking. Take a shit or get off the pot, man.â
âThe fuck?â
âFuck her or fire her. But pick one.â
I snarl every curse word in Russian I can think of under my breath, which only makes my little brother chuckle.
âYou want her?â I snap at him. âHave at her. Get her out of my hair.â
âFuck no.â Mak makes a face and settles back into his favorite chair. âI prefer my woman to have more substance between the ears.â
I could defend Paris. She is, after all, a fairly competent assistant. I wouldnât have hired her otherwise. But sheâs also an outlet who was convenient when I needed somethingârather, someoneâto burn off my horniness.
Now, I can hardly stand her.
Iâm pretty sure itâs mostly my own fault.
The door opens again and Iâm about to tell Paris off when I see my sisterâs familiar smile poke in. âGot a quick question for ya.â
âFine.â
Sofi slides through the door and closes it behind her. But before she can voice her question, my phone buzzes and I grab it from the desk. âHold the thought,â I order as I answer.
âThought you should know about a schedule change,â Viktor, the vor I assigned to tail Daphne, reports. âSheâs been consistent every day, but made a sudden outing this morning. Weâre following her now.â
âNot to work?â I tell myself to calm the fuck down before I start jumping to conclusions.
âSheâs off today. We had Lev call in as a prospective client and they told him sheâd be back tomorrow. When he pressed for info, they just said she had a personal emergency.â
My heart leaps into my throat. âIs she okay? Is she hurt?â
âShe seems fine.â I can hear the shrug in his voice. âBut I thought you should know.â
âGood. Keep on her and let me know what happens.â
âWill do, pakâwait. Weâre turning off here.â
I hold my breath. Sofi and Mak look at me expectantly.
Viktor clears his throat and readjusts the phone. âWeâre across the street from an outpatient clinic. Looks like an OB-GYN. Sheâs getting out of her car now.â
âStay where you are. Call me when she leaves.â
âYou got it, sir.â
I hang up and set my phone back down on the desk. My heart has returnedâsomewhatâto my chest, but itâs not beating any easier. Daphneâs at the doctor? Didnât she promise sheâd let me know about her appointments?
âHey,â Sofiâs gentle voice wafts over from the small couch. âHow you holding up?â
âFine. Everythingâs fine.â
âThen why do you look like youâve been gut-punched?â
Sheâs got me there. I feel gut-punched. Daphne made an appointment with the obstetrician and didnât tell me.
I want to be there for her. I want to be there for our baby.
I donât want to miss anything.
I glance up at my two younger siblings and sigh. Maybe theyâre a little to blame for this, just not intentionally. With all the shit our parents had to deal withâMama more than OtetsâI was the one who poured the cereal, helped with homework, divvied up chores, basically raised them.
Family is everything. And if Makari and Sofiya are anything to show for it, I could actually raise a decent, happy kid.
If Iâm allowed the chance.
âDinner didnât exactly go as planned,â I explain haltingly.
âWhat did you do?â Sofi deadpans.
I narrow my eyes at her. âThatâs assuming I did anything.â
She stares at me, unflinching.
I sigh. âFine. I may have come on a little strong.â
ââA littleâ?â
If she wasnât my baby sister, Iâd give her a warning glare for questioning me. As it stands, sheâs one of the few people who dares to check me. âYou mightâve been right. Sheâs a civilian, and Iâm responsible for her safety. I told her as much, and she⦠didnât take it well.â
âYou told her what, precisely? In what kind of words?â
Again, I sigh. âThat weâre a Bratva. And Iâm the boss. And⦠that sheâs part of my householdâ ââ
âAnd that means she has to do what you say.â
The fact that both my siblings fill in the answer in unison does not inspire confidence.
Sofi rolls her eyes and rubs the bridge of her nose, while Mak laughs and shakes his head. âGreat job,â he remarks between chuckles. âOversharing on the first date. Chicks love that shit.â
Iâm allowed to hit him. Heâs my brother.
Sofi stops me with a hand held up before I can even rock forward in my chair to launch a swing at Makâs huge head. âWhat do we know about Daphne?â
âNot much,â I admit as I settle back down. âShe works for an art dealer and sheâs probably using an alias, because records donât go back as far as they should.â
âOkaaayâ¦â She sucks air through her teeth and nods. âSo whatâs the plan?â
âI donât have a plan.â
Both of them stare at me in disbelief.
âBut you always have a plan.â
âYeah, well, I also âalwaysâ manage to not knock up total strangers.â I shuffle the papers on my desk just to have something to keep my hands busy. âThis is new. All of this is fucking new. I sure as fuck wasnât planning on becoming a father any time soon. Or ever. So no, I donât have a planâbecause nothing is going as planned.â
They exchange a look. If I didnât know any better, Iâd swear these two were twins with the way they always sync their thoughts.
âYou know whatâs not new?â Sofi leans against the back of the couch. âYou. Youâre the pakhan. You told her that, right?â
I side-eye her, suspicious of where sheâs going with this. âYes.â
âSo then act like the pakhan. You call the shots. You give the orders. You say the word, and it happens. You want Daphne closer? Make it happen.â
I glance at Mak, who shrugs. âSofiâs right,â he agrees. âBesides, Daphne probably doesnât know what it means to be the mother of your child. Yeah, you could tell her. But why not show her instead?â
They both have solid points. Against my better instincts, I set out at the dinner to deliver the news of Daphneâs new reality as gently as possible.
But she also needs to know Iâm not a pushover.
And Iâm definitely not someone who accepts empty promises.
Daphne is about to learn that lesson the hard way.