Chapter 41
Sinful Blaze (Chekhov Bratva Book 1)
âWhere. Is. My. Mark?â I ask her again.
Technically, I do know where it isâthe makeup is evident this close.
What I donât know is why the hell she covered it up. The whole point was for her to wear it loud and proud. So dumbasses like Ewing would get the fucking hint and back the fuck off.
He shouldnât even be here. He shouldnât be allowed to walk inside this building, let alone be here in Daphneâs office.
Daphneâs protesting, but I couldnât hear her even if I wanted toâmy blood is roaring through my ears and Iâm doing everything possible to not just throw her over my shoulder and carry her out of the art gallery to the car.
As it is, Iâm shoving her out her office door, my arm firmly wrapped around her.
One of her idiot bosses pokes his head out of his office, but I shoot him a glare that dares him to fuck with me. He ducks back inside and I can hear him lock the door.
âPasha!â Daphne whips her head around. I donât stop, and I donât let her stop, either. âI havenât checked with Toddâ ââ
âIâm sure he knows.â And if he knows whatâs good for him, heâll stay out of my way.
Iâm still seething by the time we get to my car. Itâs lucky I donât rip the passenger door clean off the hinges; Iâm in no mood to be gentle. I shove her in the car and go to buckle her in myselfâ¦
But then I halt.
I didnât factor in her scent. Itâs there, faint but undeniable. Teasing. Tempting.
I slowly turn my head to look at her. I could kiss her. I could devour her right here, right now. IÂ should.
âPashaâ¦â
Fuck. The way she breathes my name has me harder than fucking steel. I hear her breath catchâ¦
âDonât move.â
The last thing either of us needs is a smashed finger in the door when I slam it shut. I take a few deep, steadying breaths before I stride over to the driverâs side and get in.
Itâs damn near impossible to drive when I can smell her and sense her so goddamn close. I have one hand gripping her thigh like sheâs about to fly off somewhere, and a brain that wonât stop thinking about Conrad fucking Ewing and those stupid fucking flowers.
And that mark. My mark. She covered it up, like itâs something to be ashamed of.
âWhere are we going?â Daphne asks quietly.
I donât know. I just had to get her out of there before I pounded both of us into a mutual screaming orgasm for all the world to hear.
My hand on her thigh is on the same page as my dick. Iâm rubbing, stroking, easing up her dress. My erection wants Daphneâs pussy; my thoughts want Ewingâs blood.
He saw her in this dress. He probably thought about tugging the neckline low so he could latch on to herâ â
Fuck this.
I whip a hard left out of nowhere. Daphne has to grab the oh-shit handle above her head as I turn us into a parking garage that I happen to own.
âSeriously, Pasha, where are we going?â
That last syllable hikes up a breathy octave when my fingers delve under her dress and slide over her mound. Through the soaked material of her panties, I start caressing her lips up and down⦠up and downâ¦
By the time I park, Daphne is breathing hard and her bottom lip is trembling with need. She blinks at me, her lashes lowered; her hips writhe to get more of my fingersâ attention.
God, she is so fucking beautiful.
I tell myself weâre going to go inside. Iâm going to take her into one of my auxiliary offices where thereâs a futon and privacy.
But between pulling my fingers from her sweet slit, walking around the outside of the SUV with the scent of her desire teasing my senses, and the way she blinks up at me when I yank her door openâ¦
Change of plans.
Iâm done waiting.
I claim her mouth and fist my hands in her hair to hold her right where I need her. Daphne lets out a soft whimper that nearly buckles my knees.
Does she have any idea what she does to me?
I lift her just enough to slide into her seat and pull her onto my lap. With a flip of the side lever, the seat reclines all the way back. I slam the door shut again and hit the lock button.
âWhat ifâ ââ
I shut her worries up with another searing kiss. Maybe, maybe making her scream on my cock will soothe the angry beast inside me demanding to mark every inch of her creamy skin.
Or maybe it will just make me want even more.
She tastes sweet and salty. As she wriggles on my lap, I get some more very bad ideas. Or hell, maybe theyâre good ideasâwho even knows anymore? None of this shit was scripted and I canât think beyond the current second, and the next, and the next. Iâm just absorbed in every inch of her.
If I donât hear her moan rightfuckingnow, I think Iâll lose my goddamn mind.
This was supposed to be a fix, not ripping the lid off Pandoraâs box. But now that I have her right here, straddling my lap and writhing on my dick while her breasts threaten to fall out of her dress, Iâm feeling a different urge. A need to take my sweet time.
Torment doesnât have to be violent. Definitely not with my woman. Iâll kill the motherfucker who lays a hand on herâbut Daphne? She gets my personal brand of torture, long and slow and repeatedly.
âTwo rules.â I palm her throat lightly. Sheâs going to look me in the eyes, and she is going to fucking obey me for once. âYou will do exactly as I say, with a âyes, sir,â every. Fucking. Time. Understood?â
Daphne nods. I growl and tighten my grip until she gets it. When she does, she sucks in a breath and whispers, âYes, sir.â
âRule Number Two: you will only come when I tell you to. Not even a millisecond before. Understood?â
âYes, sir.â
âThatâs a good girl, Daphne. Thatâs a very good girl.â
I pull her to me and kiss her again, taking time to nibble each one. Slowly, inch by inch, I hike her dress up her thighs and over her hips. Daphne seems to be perfectly okay with thatâuntil I keep going up her waist and over her heavy breasts.
Then her eyes widen in panic. âWhat if someone sees?â
âI dare them to even try.â
Tearing her dress up over her head, I discard it in the back seat. The tiny black panties sit a bit lower on her hips thanks to her ever-growing womb, and that sight alone nearly makes me explode before Iâm ready.
Goddamn.
To think I used to not want this.
To think I was avoiding having a woman like Daphne in my arms, moaning my name, lighting up my days, carrying my child.
The hell was I thinking?
She purrs to herself as I smooth my hands along her waist, lost in my thoughts as I drink her in. I almost forget why weâre hereâand the fact that Iâm supposed to be pissedâbecause every delicious curve of her body has me mesmerized.
I hook my thumbs in the waistband of her panties and slowly drag them down her hips. She lifts to help me get them off, but the way her thighs are spread around me make it impossible.
Oh, well. Time for Plan B.
Daphne stifles a scream at the sound of me ripping her panties apart. I raise the ragged scrap in my hands up to my face and inhale. Theyâre soaked, rippling with the scent of her.
I tuck the ruined panties into my pocket for safekeeping. Then I grab Daphneâs wrists and steer them up to the ceiling strap overhead.
âHold that,â I order. âDonât even think of letting go until I give you permission.â
She obeys with an audible gulp. Reaching up puts her breasts right in my face, which is conveniently exactly where I want them to be.
But sheâs already breaking one of my rules. Tsk-tsk. I tweak her nipple and she cries out briefly. âWhat did I tell you?â I croon.
She nods frantically as she stammers, âY-yes, sir! Yes, sir.â
âGood girl. Donât forget it again, or I wonât be so forgiving.â Satisfied for now, I turn my attention back to her body. I pass a thumb across her swollen lips, down the curve of her throat, between the valley of her breasts. She wriggles and moans with every sweep of my barely-there fingertips, but she keeps hold of the ceiling strap.
I drop lower and lower until Iâm cradling her womb against my palms. Itâs incredible to me that sheâs so full of life. Our life, that we created.
Something whispers in the back of my mind that we will need to do this a lot more in the future. That I need to fill her up like this again and again and again and again and again and a-fucking-gain. Keep her barefoot and pregnant and moaning and submissive.
Fucking hell, I might come already.
I dip a hand between her legs and bask in the sounds she makes when I stroke her wet lips with my fingers. She wants me to at least graze her clit; that much is blindingly obvious. Her body says it all.
But I donât. I get close, skirting around it on every side⦠before moving past. Every time I do, she wails.
âPasha,â Daphne whines. Sheâs literally dripping all over my fingers and starting to shake with need. âPleaseâ¦â
I lift my fingers to her lips and she sucks them clean, not once looking away from me. Fuck. Daphne has a dirty side and I think Iâm in love.
With the moment, I correct in my head. Iâm in love with the moment.
This âpunishmentâ was meant for her.
But Iâm starting to wonder who the fuck Iâm actually tormenting right about now.
Daphne cries out in a plaintive mewl when I latch onto a nipple. âOh, God, Pasha⦠Please, itâs too much!â
My gaze meets hers. Can she see how fucking badly I want her? How Iâm riding the edge just as much as she is? And Iâm not even unzipped yet.
âI wonder if⦠No, you know what?â I muse. âIâm certain. I can make you come right now without putting even a finger inside you.â
âW-what?â Daphne says, eyes half-lidded with desire but flush with concern that I might leave her wanting. âButâ¦butâ¦â
âDonât worry, my little flame.â I canât help but smirk at her panic. âYouâre not leaving this car until Iâve emptied myself into you.â I spread her cheeks apart, teasing her slit from behind with the tips of my fingers. She shivers, her breath catching. âBut I want to see you fall apart just from my touch. My words. Maybe then youâll understand just how completely you belong to me.â
âI do!â Daphne whines again. âIâm yours! I swear, Iâm yours!â
âAnd yet you covered my mark.â The words come out a hell of a lot calmer than I feel them. âIâm not always going to be there to protect you. To save you from assholes like Conrad. Why the hell do you think I marked you to begin with?â
She furrows her brow and tries to grind herself to a greedy release, but I know her little game and I put a stop to it by pinning her hips in place.
âTell me.â I tip her chin up when she tries to look down. âLook at me and tell me why I marked you. Why I want you to wear my mark for the whole world to see. Show me you understand.â
âTo⦠to protect me.â Daphne chews on her bottom lip and tries to shift herself again, but I hold her in place with one hand while the other works my fly open. âSo everyone sees who I belong to. That Iâm yours. So they donât⦠So no one tries to hurt me.â
I grin. She gets it. Finally, sheâs starting to understand.
I donât need to answer with words. Instead, I answer by giving her the one thing she wants above all else right now.
I finally, fucking finally, impale her on my cock and drag her all the way down.
Iâm not gentle about it, either. My fingers dig into her hips, and her ass, so hard Iâm pretty damn sure sheâll be wearing those bruises by tomorrow.
If soâ¦Â good. I want her to see them in the mirror and remember the way I held her and made her forget her own name.
Every thrust is as hard and as deep as I can make it. Iâm grunting, panting, growling as I bite and suck on her skin wherever my mouth can reach.
I can feel it in the way she tensesâsheâs close, again. I am, too, but Iâm not ready to end this lesson sheâs learning. So I wrap my arms around her waist and hold her down onto me, grinding into her deep. Working my cock inside her, every single solid inch.
Daphne flies apart, more intense than before. She canât moveâshe can only wriggle and writhe in my arms while her pussy spasms on my dick. Sheâs gushing, and screaming, and itâs like the best music to my ears.
âThatâs it, baby. Let it out. Be my good girl and let it out. Let the whole city hear you scream for me.â
Sheâs fucking herself on my cock, but like a good girl, she stays clinging to the strap overhead.
âWho do you belong to?â
âYou!â she sobs with pleasure.
âWho protects you?â
âYou!â
I caress her body from head to toe, making sure she looks me in the eyes. âWho takes care of you?â
Daphne hesitates.
There it isâthe telltale giveaway. The hidden scar, the festering wound on her heart.
No one has ever taken care of her before.
âI do,â I supply. I slide my hand up to caress her neck, cup her face in my hand, hold her. âI do, Daphne. And I am always going to take care of you.â
âButâ¦â Her eyes search my face, confusion clouding the pleasure. âWhy?â
Itâs a great question. I donât answer. I canât.
Instead, I kiss her and drink down her screams as I push both of us closer and closer to that edge of sweet oblivion.
And when we both topple over it, our sounds fill the car. Her screams. My roar.
Together.