Chapter 45
Sinful Blaze (Chekhov Bratva Book 1)
I donât know what sort of âbusinessâ Pasha does in the middle of the night. Iâm not sure I want to know.
What I do know is that, whatever it is, it compels him to come home and sit on the bed next to me for a while.
He never says anything. Never touches me. He just sits there, assumes Iâm sleeping, and stares off into the dark.
Last night was one of those nights. He sat down next to me, sighed, and gazed at the wall for a while. I didnât say anything, too afraid to break whatever spell had him bewitched. Then he got up, went into the bathroom, and took a shower before heading off to sleep on the couch.
This morning, he insisted on taking me to work himself. No special occasion, and my guards were perfectly capable of doing it themselves. But Pasha calmly stated this was happening, ushered me into the car an hour earlier than I usually leave, and took us to the drive-thru for a vitamin smoothie and pastry.
He seemed on edge. I asked him about it, but he just forced a smile and shook his head.
âItâs nothing,â he said. âReally.â
âIs it anything I did?â
He turned to look at me. âNo. Why would you think that?â
I shrugged. âI donât know. I just worry.â
âDonât. Youâre fine. Weâre fine.â He sighed. âI just have this feeling that somethingâs up.â
I get what he means. Sometimes, I feel like something bad is going to happen. That someone is about to ruin things right when itâs all been so wonderful.
I feel that almost every day.
Itâs sitting in my stomach while I sip down the last of my smoothie. That feeling of foreboding, like someone is about to walk into my office and break some terrible news.
Orâas it turns out to happenâConradâs face appearing in the doorway.
âHey, NayNay!â
Oh, dear Lordâ¦Â I try not to choke on the straw and set the cup down. âUm, hey there. Are you looking for Todd? Or Keith?â
Conrad shakes his head, still grinning. âIâm here to see you.â
Fuck.
I straighten out my dress as I stand. Thank God I chose the dark blue, cowl neck sweater style that goes below my knees and just meets the tops of my boots. Absolutely nothing about this outfit can send him mixed signals.
âI didnât see a meeting on the calendar.â I take a glance at my laptop screen just to make sure. âActually, weâre not scheduled untilâ ââ
He cuts me off with a dismissive wave of his hand. âI was in the neighborhood. Had some ideas for the gallery placement and wanted to run them by you. Do you have some time?â
I have to admit, Iâm taken by surprise at how professional heâs being. I never expect anyone to change overnight, but damn, can I hope. âOh. Uh, sure. I can spare a few minutes, I think.â
His grin widens. Conrad holds the door open for me, giving me plenty of space to walk through without brushing past him.
âI found a few pieces that Iâd love to feature in this new show, ones that I put aside as rejects but now, Iâm having second thoughts.â He gestures at one wall of the showroom the moment we step inside. âThe response at the last showing really favored similar themes and palettes, so this may be a great way to save time while refreshing interest.â
The petty side of me wants to ask him if heâs painting a new abstract nude. The rest of me doesnât want to know either way. âHow many are you looking to bring out for this section?â
âAbout five or six.â He turns to smile at me. âWhat do you think?â
âDepending on the size of each canvas, we should be able to make that work.â
âYouâre always good at that.â
âHuh?â Shit. Heâs giving me The Eyes now. Those same puppy-dog eyes that heâd give when he wanted to convince me of something, like, How could I ever cheat on you? Is this the face of a man whoâd step out on you?
Why, yes, asshole. It is.
Conrad steps closer to me, so I take a step back. He does it again, and again, all the while cooing his compliments at me. âYou. Your brilliant mind. You always know how to make things work, even when they shouldnât. Like us.â
I hold a hand up to keep him from coming any closer. âThere is no âus.â Unless you mean it in terms of this galleryâ ââ
âYou and me, âNe. Us. We can make this work. You always make it work out in the end.â
âThere is nothing to work out, Sidney,â I spit. âWeâre done. You left.â
âIâm back.â He moves even closer, not stopping until I feel my back press against the wall. âIâm right here. Iâm here and I want you.â
My heart is in my throat. Conrad has never been outwardly aggressive toward me; he never gave me enough priority in his life to care enough either way.
But right now, heâs looking at me with this glint in his eye that makes me very, very nervous.
âYou need to back up.â
âWe need to work things out.â
He wraps his hands around my waist the same time he leans in. Then he pauses and looks down. âHell, Daphne. Youâve put on some weight.â
âItâs literally none of your business. Back. The hell. Off.â
Itâs like he doesnât hear me. Like heâs in a totally different universe from the one where Iâm trying to push him away. His grin turns into a smirk, and he has the balls to wink at me. âWe can work that weight off, baby. Donât you worry.â
Iâm done playing nice. Iâm also terrified that heâs about to do something to hurt my baby. How did it even get to this point? We havenât been in this room for more than ten minutes.
I shove hard against his chest. âI mean it. Get off! Get the hell off!â
âFuck, babyâ¦â His voice purrs in this sickening way when his hands slide up to cup the sides of my breasts. âI take that back. You feel fucking incredible now.â
I try to swallow back my whimper of fear, but thereâs no hiding it. Conrad hears it, and clearly mistakes it for something that indicates Iâm enjoying this.
âI know you need to punish me.â He presses himself against me despite my desperate attempts to shove him away. âI want you to punish me. Make me work hard for it, baby. I deserve it.â
I pull a hand back to swing at his face, fully intending to slap that horrible glaze of lust out of his eyes. But he grabs my wrist and pins it to the wall. The same thing happens when I try with my other hand, until Iâm nearly crushed under his weight and his breath fans along my neck.
âThatâs it. Fight me. Make me earn it. Make me earn you.â
âHelp!â I donât care anymoreâI donât care if Todd or Keith or Hazel find me like this, with Conrad, as long as they can put a stop to it. Iâm so fucking scared of what this man is going to do and all I can think about is my baby and Pasha and what if. âSomebody help me!â
âShhhh, relax.â Conrad releases one of my wrists so he can grab my face and hold me there, right where he wants to kiss me. I shake my head furiously, but he only tightens his grip to the point where itâs actually painful. âI just want some time with you, baby. We deserve some time together, after everything.â
I should knee him. I try, but my stupid dress is in the way. And heâs got me so trapped between himself and the wall, Iâm lucky I can even kick my feet.
Irritation flickers across his face. But he doesnât let that stop him. Conrad holds me there, a knowing smirk curling his lips, and he moves to press them against mine in a kiss I swear is going to make me throw up.
A familiar set of manicured nails wrap over his shoulder.
And in one swift motion, Conrad is ripped off me.
âThe fuck is going on here?â Sofiya wedges herself between us. I canât see her face, but her entire body is simmering with rage.
âThis is between Daphne and me.â Now, Conrad is officially pissed off. He steps forward and reaches out to push Sofi aside, his gaze set squarely on me.
Again, Sofi grabs him, but this time, itâs for leverage. Her hands grip both his shoulders so she can deliver a knee to his groin hard enough to crush his testicles into baking powder.
His eyes bug out of his head the same time his lungs emit a high-pitched wheezing sound. When he doubles over, Sofi takes the opportunity to uppercut his chin, snapping his head back and making him bite his tongue with enough force that blood starts trickling between his lips.
The man crumples to the floor. Bloody, wheezing, and curled up in the fetal position cradling whatâs left of his nuts.
âAre you okay?â
I donât know what I was expecting, to be honest. Since it sure as hell wasnât this, I wonder if part of me figured Sofi would assume the worst and accuse me of cheating on her brother.
Instead, sheâs looking at me with sympathy and concern, stepping over Conrad like heâs not even there just so she can cradle my face in her hands and check me for injuries. âAre you hurt? Did he hurt you?â
âFucking! Bitch!â Conrad gathers enough of his wits to scream at her. âYouâre crazy! You crazy bitch!â
Something passes through her eyes, like sheâs decided to hold back from something and chooses to focus on me instead. âTalk to me, Daph. Did he hurt you?â
I donât realize Iâm literally trembling until I try to answer her question. âN-no. N-not⦠yet.â
That something pulls a reverse and settles itself in her expression. Itâs the same something Iâve seen in Pasha right before he does something particularly heinous against a perceived enemy.
Behind her, Conrad slowly wobbles up to his feet. Blood and spittle flies from his mouth as he points an accusatory finger at her. âThis is none of your business! Iâll have you arrested!â
Something about the way he threatens her snaps me out of my shock. And my fear. Now, Iâm the one standing between him and his new target, even though she grabs my arm to keep me back.
âI told you to get the hell out!â I thrust my finger toward the door. âLeave me the fuck alone!â
âBut, Daphneâ ââ
âYou heard my sister-in-law.â Sofi loops her arm with mine as she joins me at my side. âLeave her the fuck alone. Now.â
Conrad freezes. Blinks at her. Then at me. âWhat?â The word sounds like she kneed him in the dick all over again. âYouâre married? You⦠you canât be married. You canât! You canât marry someone else! Weâre supposed to be together!â
He is so delusional, Iâm literally almost laughing at his blind audacity. Or trying not to cry. Probably both.
âYou left, asshole! You cheated on me, and you threw me out of my own goddamn home! And then, just to make things extra special, you proposed to another woman right in front of me! So no! We are not, in any way, getting back together!â
Is there a difference between delusional and unhinged? We may be witnessing the transition between the two, because Sidney Conrad Ewing is extremely not well. He runs his hands through his hair over and over, glancing around the floor with a wild, unfocused look in his eyes.
âI donât⦠It all went so wrong. I made a mistake.â He meets my gaze and tries to reach for me. âI made a mistake. I never should have left you. It was a mistake, proposing to her.â
Sofi swats his hand away. âYou made your bed. Now, go die in it.â
Conrad glances between us. âI⦠I thought⦠I thought you were punishing me. All the silence, the avoidance, pushing me away⦠How could you go and marry someone else?â
This time, he lunges for me.
And this time, Sofi simply snaps her fingers.
Four men in tailored suits materialize out of nowhere. Two of them grab Conrad by the arms while the other two create a human wall between him and us.
âDaphne! Daphne!â Conrad screams my name like a madman, his face bright red. No amount of struggling is going to free him from these behemoths, no matter how hard he tries. Sofiâs two guards drag him out of the room as easily as if heâs limp. By the time they pass the threshold, he is.
Todd and Keith burst onto the scene just in time to see Conrad get physically dragged away. Their gazes simultaneously fall on the blood trail and follow it across the room to where Iâm standing with Sofiâwho braces her hands on her hips in full preparation for war.
âAre you the owners of this establishment?â she demands.
âYou better believe we are!â Keith is fuming. âAnd we are going to sue the pants off of you and your little entourage for threatening our client!â
She laughs. âOh, really? Youâre going to sue me?â
âListen, lady, you canât just come in here andâ ââ
Again, she does that thing with her hand that tends to shut up every asshole we ever encounter. âOh, believe me, I absolutely can and I absolutely will. Just like how I will absolutely help Daphne file a very hefty lawsuit against you and your establishment for not only allowing a sexual predator to corner her and assault her, but encouraging it.â She looks to one of her remaining men. âWhatâs that called again, Sergei?â
âFacilitation, maâam.â
âAh, yes.â She turns back to The Tweedles with a sharkish grin. âFacilitation of sexual assault.â
Todd sputters. âWe-we did n-notâ ââ
âY-y-you d-d-didnât?â Sofi mocks his fear, tilting her head to one side. âWho assigned him to her, huh? Who insisted that Daphne be forced to work with her stalker ex-boyfriend even after she told you her reasons for refusal? Who chose to ignore her screams for help not even five minutes ago?â
Neither of the brothers has an answer.
As for me, Iâm more than speechless. Iâm seeing Sofi in her element, and yet I have this feeling that sheâs holding back.
Sheâs the cat playing with her food before going in for the kill.
âIf you plan on keeping your money and your company, I highly recommend you stick to your own business and remove your nose from Daphneâs. I will be escorting her to lunch, and you will be ensuring she is comfortable when she returns. That might not be until tomorrow, and you will be perfectly fine with that. You donât want to be the two assholes who forced a traumatized woman to work the same day she was assaulted on your property under your watch, do you?â
The Tweedles shake their heads. They also canât move fast enough, scrambling for the closest exit.
Sofi sighs, rolls her eyes, and turns to me. âIâm dead serious, Daph. If either of those two threaten your job after this, we will take them to the cleaners. Fucking ridiculous.â
I donât know what to say. Iâm not used to having someone look out for me like this. At least, no one but Melanie, but even then, Iâm usually the one always looking out for her.
She walks with me out of the showroom and through the gallery, our arms looped together like the sisters she suddenly claimed us to be. Talking about, Where we should go for lunch; what is her little niece craving? Since we have the day ahead of us, should we go to the mall? Have I checked out the baby store near Nordstromâs?
Itâs right when we finally reach the main doors that I find my tongue again. âWhat did you mean by âsister-in-lawâ? Pasha and I arenât married.â
âYet.â She grins and winks at me. âThatâs the operative word, Daph. Yet. If you think heâs going to let you go, that heâs not in it for the long haul, then you havenât been paying attention.â
Something warm and wonderful blooms inside me. I shouldnât think of him this way, or of our relationship as anything other than what it is. And I donât even know what it is because weâve never outright talked about it.
But damn, is it hard not to imagine what itâd be like to be Pashaâs wife.
To be Sofiâs sister-in-law.
Andâespecially when I take in the sight of Asya leaning against the waiting car, beaming at usâwhat itâd be like to have a mother-in-law like her.
âThereâs my beautiful girls!â Asya finishes wiping her hand with a handkerchief before she extends her arms out for a hug. âLook at you, my sweet Daphne! Youâre glowing!â
âAnd youâre bleeding.â I stare at the fabric speckled with blood, as well as the few spots still on the back of her hand.
âOh. Itâs not mine.â She laughs it off, stuffing the fabric into her wristlet. âAnyway, where are we thinking of going for lunch?â
âBabyâs hungry for tempura, apparently.â Sofi opens the door for me with a playful wink. âWhat my niece wants, my niece gets.â
âAre you sure youâre okay?â I quietly ask Asya.
She pats my cheek lovingly and simply smiles. âWeâre family, solnyshka. Family looks after each other. Anyone lays a hand on mine, I snap his head off.â She smiles at Sofi and opens her own door to get in. âTempura sounds delicious!â