Chapter 47
Sinful Blaze (Chekhov Bratva Book 1)
âHey, Pashâmmf!â
The kiss that silences her is brutal and crushing, but so is every emotion raging war inside me as I haul her onto the kitchen island and step between her thighs.
I want her.
I need her.
And I need her to understand how things around here, between us, actually work.
Sheâs changed out of her work clothes and into a more comfortable lounge set of sweatpants and a tank top that wonât quite cover her baby bump as well as it used to. Itâs also stretched tighter around her breasts than I recall.
Just like that, all the blood pounding in my head rushes straight to my dick.
I already tossed my coat and tie aside, and was in the process of working my shirt buttons open when I came into the kitchen. Now, everything between her skin and mine is a barrier that pisses me the hell off.
With one swift move that makes her yelp with surprise, I yank her top off over her head and her pants down.
No panties. No bra.
Naughty plamya.
âPasha, what are youâohhhâ¦â
Her confusion melts into pleasure the moment my tongue sweeps through her folds. With her legs draped over my shoulders and my hands firmly gripping her thighs, thereâs nowhere to wriggle away to.
Just like I want her:Â at my mercy.
Ideally, Iâd have her bent over the table and screaming my name as I plowed into her from behind. But sheâs carrying my baby, and that swell has grown to the point where doing such a thing would be stupidly reckless and selfish on my part.
You know what else is stupidly reckless and selfish?
Not calling me for help when assholes like Ewing cause trouble.
The memory of him in his apartment reminds me of how pissed I am. How fucking possessive I am over the woman now panting and moaning as I devour her sweet slit.
Her naked body is mine to enjoy. Mine to worship.
Not his.
Iâm so lost in my roiling thoughts, I donât even realize Iâm sucking yet another lovebite into Daphneâs inner thigh. She whimpers in a mixture of pleasure and pain, so I let go and kiss the hurt away wordlessly.
I wonât apologize for marking my territory.
âPash,â she whines when I slid a finger into her. I press deeper, curling when I find that sweet spot. âPash⦠please⦠Iâm so closeâ¦â
Sheâs right where I want her. I stroke a few more times, savoring the way she squirms on the countertop and tries to grind herself against my face.
But when sheâs right on that edge, I stop.
âWh-what?â Daphne looks so sweetly confused, her cheeks flushed and her lips swollen from my kisses. âWhatâs wrong?â
âEwing,â I rasp. âHe came to your workplace. He put his hands on you.â
The sudden rush of pink to her cheeks is not because Iâm touching her.
âWhy didnât you call me?â
âI⦠I didnâtâ¦â Daphne swallows hard. âI didnât want to bother you. I didnât think it mattered.â
I hold back the true depths of my anger. Didnât think it mattered, as if what happens to her doesnât mean anything to me. Itâs not her Iâm angry atâitâs whoever gave her the idea that she could ever be a bother when she needs help.
âLook at me, Daphne.â
She doesnât. Sheâs too busy biting her lip and looking away in her shame and embarrassment.
âDo I look like the kind of man whoâs okay with another man coming after my woman? Touching her, kissing her, forcing himself on her?â
Again, her brow furrows. ââYour womanâ?â
âYes, Daphne. Youâre my woman. That should be pretty fucking obvious.â
âHowââ
âYou sleep in my bed. Youâ ââ
âThatâs a technicality.â She clears her throat and finally meets my eye. âYou own this apartment. You own the whole building, if I remember correctly. Every room is your room.â
I growl low in my chest. âYou sleep in my bed. You wear my jewelry, and my mark. You wear my scent. You take my cock. Youâre carrying my baby. Everything I have is yours. How are you not my woman?â
Unshed tears glisten on her lashes. âIsnât that it, though? You only want me because Iâm carrying your baby.â
I grab her face so thereâs nowhere else she can look but right back at me. âI wanted you, Daphne. You. Long before either of us even knew about our baby.â
Her eyes fall low and she worries with her teeth at the inside of her cheek for a while. âIâm sorry,â she whispers. âIâm sorry I didnât call you. Iâm⦠Iâm sorry I didnât tell you. I wanted to, I just⦠I didnât know if I could.â
Thatâs what Iâve been waiting for.
So when I slide into her, it feels like sliding into home. Warm, tight, safe.
Daphne clings to me as I hike her legs up around my waist and work myself deeper into her. I keep my hands clamped tight on her hips, unwilling to let her go anywhere else but where she belongs.
Right here. With me. On me.
Sheâs ready to come almost instantly, but she does so good, so fucking good, to bite my shoulder and wait for me to tell her she can go ahead and let it all out.
Cruel bastard that I am, though, I donât. Instead, I slow the pace until Iâm seated balls-deep inside her and just grind there. No pull, no thrusts, but every inch is filling her to the brim and making her feel just how badly I need her.
âPasha, pleaseâ¦â
I hold her face in my hand and kiss her hard. âShow me you can listen to me,â I breathe in her ear. âShow me you can keep your word.â
A pitiful mewl emits from her throat, but she nods and buries her face in my neck. I can feel her kiss my skin, then suck it between her teeth, and a thrill like no other shoots from my head to my toes at the knowledge that my woman is marking me.
When her body feels calmer, I start back up again. This time, my thrusts are harder, longer strokes. Her toes curl. Her fingers dig into my shoulder blades.
âThatâs a good girl. Come with me,â I grunt.
She doesnât need anything else to push her over the edgeâand neither do I. We fall over together into that wet, dark heat.
I wonât mind at all if this is how we need to have serious discussions. If the only way sheâll ever grasp things is by me pounding it into her beautiful body until she screams and comes apart at my command, Iâm more than happy to oblige.
âWe donât keep secrets in this house,â I mumble against her stomach as I ease her back down. âUnderstood?â
Sheâs dreamy-eyed and perfectly satisfied. Iâd be lying if I said thatâs not a major turn-on in itself. I love knowing Iâm the oneâthe only oneâto make her feel this good.
âOkay,â she breathes. âOkay.â
I caress her waist, pressing more kisses to the precious swell of her womb. âYouâre mine, Daphne. You and our baby. You have no idea howâ ââ
I cut myself off before I openly admit it. Before I say, out loud, how fucking scared I was that something had happened to her. To our daughter.
So instead, I pull myself out of her. âIf Ewing ever comes back, you call me. Immediately.â
âOkay.â
âIf anyone lays a finger on you, or makes you feel unsafe in any way, you give them hell until youâre able to call me. Not Sofi, not Mak, not my mother. Me.â
She nods, a tiny smile playing at the edge of her lips. âYou really want to take care of me, donât you?â She says it like this is the very first time sheâs actually fully understood the concept.
âIs that so hard to believe?â
âNo,â she admits as the grin spreads. âBut⦠I might need reminders. Constant, lengthy reminders.â
I nip at the swell of her breast and grin right back. âYour wish is my command.â