51. It's a see you later

^^^ The song above reflects the mood of the whole chapter (Listen to it when I tell you)..Also see the picture.

Chapter 35: It's a see you later

Kelsey's POV

*****

My last day in the country I consider home was spent together with my best friend Meg, both of us wanting to spend one last good day together before having to part ways due to our cruel destiny. We had managed to spend most of our time without talking about my inevitable move, and for a while, I even found myself forgetting about it. Meg's face suddenly turned serious as we were laughing and swimming together in her pool, the look on her face making my heart sink as I remembered what day it was.

"I can't believe you're moving tomorrow," she sadly said, her face no longer a happy one.

"Me neither. I can't believe that we might never see each other again. Our futures were so perfect, go to the same college, marry twins, be neighbours. It was so perfect," I sighed as I thought about all of the plans which Meg and I had made for our future back when we were younger, plans which we had to try and forget.

"I'm pretty sure Ethan doesn't have a twin," Meg winked, trying to lighten the mood despite talking about an upsetting situation.

"No, but he does have a best friend," I answered as her face reddened and she rolled her eyes at me, sticking her tongue out.

I was going to miss my silly banter with Meg, as well as all of the teasing. Meg had been there with me since I was younger, and she never left my side once, not even when she saw that by being with me she was saying goodbye to her chance at ever being with the cool kids. We had our fights, each one leaving me feeling lost and closed up in my side, but we always found our way back to each other in the end.

There was that one time where we had a really bad fight, where both of us ended up saying things which we didn't mean. We spent weeks not talking to one another, and poor Leah was stuck in the middle, hanging out with either one of us in turn. I felt horrible for everything that went down, but I was too proud to admit that I was wrong. I feared that that was the end of our story, and that we were going to be like those people who go from best friends to strangers. Then came a day where some kids thought it would be clever to surround me in the playground at school when our teacher wasn't there to see, and started making fun of me for one reason or another, some boys even throwing a ball at me, trying to somehow injure me. I was in tears, and they knew that Meg would not be there to save me, and Leah's class had not gone down yet.

What they didn't know was that the bond that Meg and I had was stronger than any fight, and that as my best friend, she was not going to let anybody hurt me. As I closed my eyes, waiting for the ball to connect with my face, a miracle happened, and no part of me was injured. Meg stood there in front of me, shielding me from the kids that decided to surround me, leaving them all staring at us in confusion. She turned to face me as they all scattered away, a tear streaming down her face as she hugged me, apologising for not having intervened sooner. I, however, was happy that she showed up at all. From that day on, we made a pact that no matter how bad our fights got, we would always be there to protect each other when they find themselves in serious trouble.

"You've always wanted to go to America, and now it's finally your chance," she said, a small smile forming on her face. "We'll find ways to visit each other. Our friendship is way too strong to be broken by a bit of distance," she reassured me as she brought her arms around me and gave me one of her amazing hugs.

"Yeah, you're right," I sighed, hoping that what she was saying were not just words.

"I am, but I know that there's something else bothering you. What is it?" She asked. "Is it about Ethan?"

I looked away from her, slowly nodding at her question. I loved Ethan with all my might. Never in my life could I have imagined myself being completely head over heels for another, but I was. I was not going to feel like half a whole without him, but something certainly was going to feel missing in my life. Imagining myself with somebody else who wasn't him was nearly impossible, and the selfish part of me did not want him with anybody else either.

Meg sent me a small smile before rubbing my arm up and down consolingly. I could see the pity in her eyes, a look which I hated. Being pitied meant that my life was going so horribly that somebody else found the need to feel sorry for me, and I didn't want that.

"Are you sure you guys can't try the long distance thing?" She asked, she herself not agreeing with the fact that Ethan and I were going to break up.

"I can't do that to Ethan," I said with a small smile.

"Do what?" She asked in confusion.

"I can't have him wait for me to come back, I don't want him to feel like he can't hang around other girls because he's with me. He means a lot to me, and I just want him to be happy. I know that he isn't happy with us breaking up, but he can't be completely happy when we're so far apart from each other either," I explained.

"Did you talk to your dad about how you feel?" One look in her eyes and I knew that she wasn't just asking that to try and help me. She was asking for herself as well, not wanting me to leave probably as much as I didn't want to. Her, Ethan, and Noah, were all hiding their true feelings from me, thinking that I wouldn't find out by just looking at their red, glossy eyes whenever the conversation came.

"Megs, he's so happy. He gave up everything for me after mom died, I'm the reason he ended up without a job. He gave up everything for me in the blink of an eye, and if I tell him that I want to stay here, but with him, he wouldn't hesitate to stay. I don't want to hold him back," I replied.

Sometimes I wished that I could be completely selfish and only think about my feelings, but I never could, especially not when it came to my father. He was my hero, and for once I wanted to be his.

"I'm going to miss you so much baby girl," she said, engulfing me in a hug.

"I'm going to miss you too my queen," I replied as I tightened my grip around her, knowing very well that that could have been one of the last times I was hugging my best friend.

"Promise me you won't forget me when you make new best friends over there?" She vulnerably asked.

I shook my head with a smile, knowing that it would have been impossible for me to every forget about her. Our relationship was so much more than just a best friendship. She was my family, and I could not forget about my family.

"Megs, of course not. No matter how many other best friends I get you will always be the best friend. We went through so much together, no other friend is going to change that," I replied in all honesty, knowing that the way I felt about her would never change.

"Good, because I don't know what I would do if I ever lost my brunette," she chuckled.

"You won't lose me, no matter what may happen, we'll find a way," I answered.

"I love you, I truly love you so much Kels," she said as she hugged me again, leaving me in tears.

We were never the kind of friends to say that we loved each other. Both of us knew how much we cared about one another and that was enough for both of us. Hearing her say those words made me emotional, especially because of the emotion and sincerity in her voice.

"Come on, no more crying," she sniffled before wiping away the tears that streamed down from her eyes as we were hugging. "We have to get ready for the party."

"Yeah,  come on," I replied, taking her hand in mine as we got out of the pool and dried ourselves up before heading up to her room to get ready.

After we both took a shower, we rummaged through Meg's closet to try and find the perfect outfit to wear. In the end, I went for a maroon skater skirt that ended mid-thigh, completed with a black, lace top and matching black combat boots. Meg, on the other hand, worse a pair of ripped white jeans and a maroon top, completed with another pair of black combat boots.

"You look great," we both said at the same time, causing us both to laugh.

After making sure that we were both ready, we went to check on May and see if she was done, only to find her looking in the mirror with a pout. "How do I look? Do you think Noah will like it?" She asked as she noticed us come in.

She looked beautiful in a crimson red lace dress which ended right above her knee and white sneakers. Her hair was beautifully curled and she was wearing a gorgeous, silver flowery head band, making her look even more beautiful.

"You look gorgeous princess," I answered, earning a beaming smile from her.

"Yeah, there's no doubt that you're my sister," Meg proudly said.

"Great, let's go then," May smiled as she grabbed her bag and walked over to us, the three of us making our way to the Walker residence.

My heart felt heavy as I thought about how that was going to be my last time walking into the Walker house, as well as the last time I could spend any time with any of my friends. I couldn't believe that that was the last night I could spend with Ethan, and the last time I could ever embrace Noah and the girls. I rang the doorbell with sweaty palms, finding myself eager to see everyone as I fought back the urge to cry, not wanting to ruin the night for anybody.

Lara squealed as soon as she opened the door and saw me standing there, instantly wrapping her arms around me in a tight embrace. "I'm so happy you're here. I thought you weren't coming!" She excitedly said, her arms never letting go of my waist.

"We're right on time Lara what are you talking about?" I chuckled, admiring her innocence and her ability to always be in a good mood, no matter how hard things could get.

"Yeah, but Elsey has been barking ever since you left yesterday, and Ethan has just been so upset. Everyone's mood went down. We were excited to see you!" She said as she lead us in the house.

It wasn't long before Ellie came into the living room with a squeal before jumping into my arms, Elsey waggling her tail behind her before stopping to sniff my leg.

"How's my favorite 7 year old?" I asked as I picked Ellie up and hugged her.

"Much better now that you're here," she smiled, planting a kiss on my nose.

My heart tightened at what she said. They missed me after having been away for only one day, and I was unwilling to imagine what they were going to do once I left permanently the following day.

I placed Ellie down as Elsey started barking and scratching my leg, seemingly wanting attention. I giggled at her reaction, kneeling down to pet her as she licked my hand happily. Where I was going, I was not going to be have Elsey running around with me. Even if I had gotten her for the Walkers, I found myself growing fond of her myself, and I knew that she had taken a liking to me too.

I quickly got up from the floor as Ethan came out of the kitchen, wearing nothing but a pair of black basketball shorts. His eyes met mine as he stepped into the room, and I could feel my heart start to beat like crazy. That was the last time we were ever going to greet each other like boyfriend and girlfriend, and no matter how much I tried, I could not forget that.

"Hey," he softly said as he walked closer to me, a small, sad smile on his face.  "Sorry, I was cooking the food, I was about to go change."

"Erm, it's fine," I said before his arms wrapped around me, the warmth of his body making me feel like I was at home right there in his arms.

"Noah has been in his room all day playing sad songs on his guitar, won't let anyone in. Do you think you can go talk to him?" He whispered, clearly not wanting anybody else to hear him, despite the fact that May's head snapped right towards us at the mention of Noah.

My heart broke at the thought of Noah locking himself in his room because he was upset about losing me. Noah and I's friendship was one of the most genuine I had ever had, and the separation was going to be hard on both of us. I knew that Noah often tried to act tough, not wanting his real feelings to show. He was not an emotional person, and he preferred masking his pain with a smile instead of sharing it with other people, but that ability of his seemed to shut down right after I told him that I was leaving.

I had no words to explain the genuine love and care we both had for each other, and I didn't know how I was going to survive without his help and advice. Noah was like the little brother I had never had, and I wished that I could stay to be able to protect him whenever he may have needed.

I nodded my head at Ethan's request, before heading upstairs to his room, hoping that he would let me in on what was going through his head. He had been trying to avoid the conversation for days, and even after the wonderful surprise they all made me the previous day, he tried as best as he could to avoid my gaze, and to avoid speaking to me as much as he could. His reaction hurt me, but I couldn't say that I did not understand it.

"Noah," I softly said as I knocked on his door, patiently waiting for him to open it.

It wasn't long before I heard the sound of a lock click, the door opening soon after. My heart stopped as I caught sight of the broken boy in front of me, his eyes red and puffy as dark circles stood below his eyes. It hurt to see him like that, and it hurt me even more that I was the one who did that to him.

He stared at me for a second, his chest falling and rising rapidly before he took a deep breath and engulfed me in a hug, my arms wrapping around his neck as his tightened around my waist. We stood like that for a moment, embracing in his doorway, before he finally spoke.

"My best friend is leaving tomorrow," he sniffed, the sound of him crying inflicting more pain in me than I had already been feeling.

"Noah, I don't want you to cry okay?" I said before backing away slightly to look at him. "I'm going to miss you so much, but I don't want you to be sad and in your room playing sad songs all day. You need to go out and have fun. I promise to call every day, okay? You are not going to get rid of me that easily," I said as we walked into his room before he closed the door.

"It's not like I'm crying because it's my choice," he said as more tears slipped down, making me sigh sadly at the sight.

"Listen, Noah. I want you to forget that I'm moving, just for tonight. We are going to go downstairs together and enjoy the party. Tomorrow's a new day, and we'll deal with it when it comes," I said, hoping that he would agree with all of what I was saying.

He looked at me momentarily before nodding and wiping the tears from his eyes. I outreached my hand for him to take before opening the door to his room and getting out, only to find Ethan standing in the doorway, his red eyes resembling his brother's as his lips pressed in a thin line.

He looked at me before nodding towards Noah, showing me that he wanted to talk to him. I nodded, understanding his message before walking half way down the stairs, my legs freezing in their place as I heard the words that came out of Ethan's lips.

"Remember, we have to keep strong for her, okay bro?" He said, his voice breaking slightly in the end. "The thought of her leaving hurts me as much as it hurts you. I wish that I can tell her not to go, to just stay with me, in my arms forever. But I can't. I know that if I do tell her that it will upset her even more, it will make things harder for her and I just want her to be happy. We both do," he softly said.

I didn't hear anymore of the conversation because I walked down the stairs, wanting to give them some privacy, especially knowing that I wasn't supposed to be hearing what they were saying. Ethan's words broke me, but I knew that I couldn't do anything about them.

*****

Deciding to try and forget about all of the horrible things happening in my life and have some fun, I joined Meg in the backyard, pouring myself a cup of cherry juice before engaging into conversation with Meg and May.

My breath hitched as soon as Ethan walked into the backyard, fully dressed in a white button up shirt and black, ripped jeans. I pretended not to notice when I saw him making his way towards me, Meg and May turning around to give us both some privacy as soon as he hugged me from the back, his head resting on my shoulder.

"I missed you," he whispered in my ear, his voice sending shivers down my spine.

"Me too," I said as I turned around to face him and slid my hands around his neck, feeling the hair at the back of his neck stand up due to my actions.

"So you're leaving me tomorrow, huh?" He asked before bringing his head down to connect his lips with mine for a small peck, before bringing me in for an embrace.

"Guess so," I replied with a sigh as he clutched me tighter.

My relationship with Ethan had taken a huge turn during that last week. We were both aware of the fact that soon enough we were not going to be able to have any form of physical contact with each other, which lead Ethan to hug me and kiss me more often, letting his emotions show in each one of those.

"I'm going to miss this," he said as he rested his chin on the top of my head, his hands running up and down my back.  "Promise to call me everyday," he said, his voice suddenly sounding vulnerable.

I shot him a small smile before pecking him on the nose, unable to believe that he actually thought that I could ever not call him. "As long as you promise to answer," I teased, making him roll his eyes at my answer.

"I promise," he said, my chest tightening because of how much I cared about him. "Hey, about tomorrow, I really want to come to the airport, but I don't know if I'll be able to."

I looked at him in shock, his words making my mood drop even more. I longed for him to come to the airport and bid me one final goodbye before I left. Him not coming to see me meant that I couldn't give him that last hug before boarding the plane. Despite that, I didn't want him to feel any worse than he probably was already feeling, and instead of telling him how much I wished for him to make it, I simply nodded my head, telling him that I understood.

He shook his head at my answer, his eyes locking with mine. "No, I promise you that I'm going to do the best I can to be there, okay?" He said. I nodded, clutching him tighter as I rested my head in the crook of his neck

"I love you," he said in a reassuring manner.

"I love you too," I replied before his soft lips met mine.

"Can't believe I might never get to kiss you again," he said as he pulled away, pain evident in his face.

"Ethan," I sighed. "Please, let's just enjoy today." I was tired of feeling sad. I wanted to spend a night where I could let myself go, and forget everything that was about to happen the next day.

Ethan opened his mouth, clearly about to say something, before Aaron's voice interrupted us, making Ethan let go of me immediately, his jaw tightening. I sighed before turning around to face Aaron, a fake smile on my face as I greeted him and Leah.

"I can't believe that you're the one leaving this time!" Aaron sighed before hugging me.

"Yeah, but you guys are leaving at the end of summer too," I replied as I hugged him back, before moving on to hug Leah.

"Actually, my aunt said that we're staying here, and now you're leaving. It's like the universe doesn't want us together," Leah said as her arms wrapped tightly around me, the hug reminding me of plenty more which we used to share when we were younger, and which we hadn't felt comfortable sharing that summer, until that very moment.

My story with Leah and Aaron was a tough one, and we surely had gone through a lot to get to the stage we were currently in. Both of them had hurt me in unexplainable ways, but they had also matured a lot, allowing us to be able to have the relationship which we should have always had. My trust in Leah was never able to be fully restored, and that part hurt me a lot, but as I stood there in her arms, I realised just how much I truly loved her and appreciated her friendship.

"I'll miss you, Kelly," she said with a sniffle, making me laugh as she brought back our first memory together.

Leah had always found my name difficult to say when we were younger, especially because of the fact that it was too long for her. She was the reason why Meg started calling herself that instead of Megan, realising that Leah found it quicker and easier to say. When it came to my name, Leah changed it to Kelly, and I found myself liking it, allowing it to remain my nickname for quite a while.

"I'll miss you both so much," I said as I looked between her and Aaron, their faces dropping before saying that they will miss me too.

I was about to say something else before Noah's voice boomed through the backyard, making me turn around to look at him. A small smile played on his face, which albeit not reaching his eyes, made me happy that he was trying.

"Okay everyone," he said as soon as he had my attention. "This is a song that my sister Lara asked me to sing for our beautiful Kelsey. It's the way all of us feel about you, and I really hope you enjoy it," he said before sitting down on a stool in front of his electric piano. A grin formed on my face as May walked up next to him, a hand held microphone in her hands as she accompanied Noah in the song.

*Listen to song*

I was brought to tears as I listened to the song as I remembered all of the memories I had there. The memories with my best friend, the ones with the kids, and the ones with Ethan. Tears started falling nonstop, and there was nothing I could do to stop them from spilling. I looked around me, wanting to find Ethan for reassurance, but a frown formed on my face as I realised that he was gone.

I looked at Noah, who gave me a nod of the head, signalling me to go look for him. Running inside, I headed upstairs to Ethan's room, sighing as I was met with an empty space. Realising that he was probably not inside the house, I ran outside to the only other place he could have gone.

"Ethan?" I asked as I climbed up the ladders of the tree house, silently praying that I would find him there. My heart broke as I caught sight of Ethan, looking at the ceiling as tears streamed down his face.

"Ethan," I softly said before sitting down next to me.

"I don't want you to go," he said. "I'm so selfish, and I'm sorry, but I don't want you to go. I want you to stay here with me. I need you here with me," he begged.

The pain seemed to have been too much for him to leave it all bottled up inside without telling me, and I was filled with sorrow at the thought that I couldn't make it all go away.

"Ethan, I'm so sorry," I replied as I brought him in for a hug. "I want to stay here too, I really do. But I can't, I'm sorry" I sighed.

"I know. It was just killing me not to tell you how I really feel. I'm a horrible person, I know, and I'm sorry for ruining the party for you," he said.

I shook my head, wanting to reprimand him for even thinking that, but instead opting for giving him a light kiss on the cheek. "You didn't ruin anything."

"But it's your party," he said, his big brown eyes looking down at me.

"I'm sure they won't miss me if I leave for a short while," I replied, before bringing my lips to his, my hands flying up to cup his face.

"You sure?" He asked before pulling away, a ghost of a smile appearing on his face.

I nodded my head before his lips met mine again, our mouths moving in sync to each other in that one final, passionate kiss. There was no doubt that I was going to miss the way he made me feel, and I knew that my feelings weren't going to be any different with miles and miles between us.

*****

*1 day later*

I woke up with a groan as the dreaded day was finally upon us. Knowing that we didn't have much time, I crawled off of my mattress and reluctantly put on my clothes, a foreign feeling in my heart, making me look and feel like a zombie.

"Have you got everything?" My dad asked as I dragged myself down the stairs with my suitcase.

"Yeah," I sadly sighed.

"Come on, let's go," he replied as he put an arm around my shoulders and we walked out of my childhood home for one final time.

I still couldn't believe that that was the day I had to leave everything and everyone behind. I couldn't feel any worse as I quickly tried to hide the tears streaming down my face from my father. The painful feeling within me was horrible, and even if I knew that I was going to be feeling upset, I would have never imagined that it would have been that bad.

"We're here," my dad said, breaking me out of my thoughts as the taxi stopped near the airport.

With a heavy heart I walked behind my dad to the check-in desk, and I couldn't help but look around to see if any of the guys were there. I hoped they could make it, wanting to give them one last hug before I was off to my new life.

"Here you go, your flight leaves in half an hour. Enjoy," the lady at the desk said before sending us a bright smile which was too painful for me to return.

I could feel the sadness growing inside of me as ten minutes had passed with still no sign of the guys. Tears formed in my eyes once again as my dad told me that we had to go, and I followed him with a sigh of defeat, figuring out that they were not going to show up.

My ears perked up as I heard someone call my name, turning around on my heels to see if I was imagining it all before my eyes widened. I let out a sigh of relief as I was met by Aaron, Leah, Meg, May, Jake, Ethan, Ellie, Lara, Noah, and Elsie, all waving at me like maniacs.

"Did you really think we would let you go without saying goodbye?" Meg said before running into my arms. "Please don't forget me, Kels. I love you so much. I want you to always remember that because I don't know what I would do if you ever walked out of my life," she said through her tears, making my own start falling down.

"Megs, I would never forget you," I said as I tightened my grip around her before everybody walked up to say their own goodbyes.

A lot of tears were shed, a lot more than I had ever shed before, and the tears only fell faster as it was just Ethan and I who were left to say goodbye.

"So, this is it," he sighed, his face void of any emotion.

"Yep," I sighed.

"I have something for you. Two things actually," he said with a smile before reaching into his jacket pocket. "Firstly, Noah and I made you a CD which we've been working on for the past three weeks. We recorded a bunch of songs for you, that way, when you miss us and feel alone, you can hear it and hopefully feel better," he said as he handed me a CD, a picture of me with all of the Walkers stuck on the case.

I stared at the CD, finding myself at a loss for words. That had to be one of the best gifts I could have ever received, and I couldn't believe that Ethan and Noah would do that.

"Thank you," I said as I hugged him, allowing myself to bask in his scent, knowing that it was probably for the last time.

"Wait, that's not all," he said before reaching into the back pocket of his grey sweatpants. "Were you seriously going to leave without being payed for your job?" He chuckled before handing me a check.

I shook my head before pushing it back towards him. "Ethan, I don't deserve this money. Babysitting for you guys was the best thing that ever happened to me, and I certainly did not see it as a job. I didn't even finish the period I was supposed to babysit for. If anybody deserves this babysitting money, it's you."

"Kels, please. You made miracles with us. Noah is opening up to me, you made me do work and actually spend time with my siblings. You made us all happy. You deserve this," he said before putting the check in my hand, clearly not wanting to discuss the matter any further.

"Thank you," I said, a tear slipping down.

"I'm going to miss you so much," he said before giving me a huge, tight hug.

"I love you," I uttered, the words feeling heavy.

"I love you too. More then you can possibly imagine."

No matter how much I tried to keep myself from losing it and falling into a full sob session, I couldn't control myself. I clutched Ethan tighter as I cried into his chest, my stomach starting to hurt with how hard I was crying.

"Baby, please don't cry," Ethan weakly said as he started rubbing circles on my back. "You're always going to be my princess, and I want you to remember that, even when you're surrounded my hundreds of gorgeous actors and male models," he said, his words making me laugh through my sobs.

"I won't," I sniffled, trying to calm myself down before his lips crashed into mine, making me feel weak in the knees.

"For as long as you have that locket, we will always be close to your heart," Ethan said with ragged breathing after pulling away.

"Kelsey don't go!" Ellie cried before running into my arms, her sobs making me feel her chest vibrating as her painful sobs sliced right through me.

"We love you Kels," the rest of them all said, their eyes brimming with tears as they engulfed me in a huge group hug, with Elsey barking in between us.

"Guys, this is not goodbye. It's a see you later," I said, all of them nodding their heads.

As my dad said the dreaded words that it was time for us to go, Meg broke into a sob, as Ethan and Noah's eyes got red, their chests rising and falling more rapidly as they tried to keep in their tears. I nodded at my dad before giving them a last wave.

"I love you guys so much," I said before giving them one last glance and walking away.

I went into the plane with a huge weight on my heart. I could faintly see them looking at me from the observatory as another tear slipped down my cheek at the thought of never being closer to them again.

I love you guys. Please never forget me, because I will certainly never forget you.

A/N: So guys, this it, it's finally the end of the book! -grins-

You: What?! No! YOU MONSTER!!" -throws chair-

Me: Not again!!!!!! Okay, okay I was just kidding stop with the furniture abuse!

You: Yeah! You better be! -glares-

Alright guys, I'm sorry if my joke scared you xD but don't worry, the book isn't really over. I still have about 2/3 more chapters, plus maybe some bonus chapters. I'm sorry for taking too long to update but this chapter was a bit longer so it took more time.

Also, guys. I have news that might make you all happy. I've been thinking about it for such a long time and I've finally made up my mind. I'm changing the guy who plays Ethan to Shawn Mendes just because...OMG he's adorable. At first I didn't want to because I didn't want this to be just another Shawn fan fiction but then I started thinking and I was like meh, it's my book, I love Shawn so why not.

So there you have it! Ethan Walker is now played by Shawn Mendes.

LIKE OMG LOOK AT THIS I'M FANGIRLING SO HARD RIGHT NOW OMG! LOOK AT THIS, SEE IT AND LOVE IT! HIS SMILE GIVES ME MINI HEART ATTACKS! HE'S SO HUMBLE AND AMAZING, HOW CAN A PERSON BE THIS AMAZING??! AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO WISHES TO BE HIS MIC?! LIKE HIS LIPS ARE SO CLOSE TO THE MIC....I'm not weird I promise.....

He just looks hot no matter what he does. Like he's even hot when he's sweaty OMG!

Anywho, enough with my fangirling. Hope you enjoyed the update and I'll see you guys next Monday. The wait is long but maybe it'll be worth it!

Stay perfect,

Love,

~M