Chapter 18: Let’s face『Myself』.
Akuyaku Reijou ni Nanka Narimasen. Watashi wa『Futsuu』no Koushaku Reijou desu!
Eventually, the present time, congratulations for the spirit protection & birthday party came to an end.
I have tried asking Father that which was on my mind.
ãToutama, what happened to Wosalia?ã
ãHm? Thereâs no change in her magical power. It seems that her soul has not merged with yours yetã
In other words, Rosaliaâs soul still resides in this body.
ãCanât you talk with hew?ã
ã... Sheâs scared of meã
Father, Father, donât feel down. To think that was a land mine. Ahhh, he squatted. I couldnât help but pat the back of Father who curled up into a ball.
ã... About Rosaliaâs state up until now, wasnât she just shy?ã
ãThatâs right, Rosalia-chan is shy of strangersã
Elder brother and Mother gave their opinions.
To think that Rosalia-san was shy of strangers. Somehow searching deep into the memories, I had a certain feeling that it was indeed like that.
ãWouldnât it be possible for Rosarin... Rin to do it?ã
Elder brother backed me with a soft smile and I replied laughingly.
ãI will give it a twyã
I promptly changed the place and moved to my room. Sui and Hal were on my bed.
Ah, I had Darkness-sama leave. Today was an important day, so when I told him he would be getting in the way and ignored him afterward, he left while crying.
From the experience, he will return tomorrow completely nonchalant, so I will apologize then. Also, I intend on telling him that I donât plan on receiving unnecessary spirit protections until my magical power stabilizes. I should explain clearly at times like this.
Now then, letâs get down to business. I spoke to Hal.
ãHal, can you use the dweam magic Holy Beast-tama used befoe?ã
ãN? It was me who used that magic today. I was asked by Holy Beast to use itã
ãSo nonchalant~ itâs like Iâm boasting about his achievements, but Holy Beast is poor with darkness magic, so he canât use magic related to dreamsã
ãEh, was that so? Thank you, Halã
ãOh~ so, are you going to look for Rosalia in the dream? Her dreams are connected to yours, so you should be able to go there from your dream, Rinã
ãPweashe take cae of meã
When the three of us enter the bed as usual, I must have been quite tired since I appeared in a dream just like that.
ãYoã
I was woken up by Halâs voice.
ãIt feels weird waking up immediately after going to sleep, doesnât it?ã
My body was that of Rin again. Sui and Hal led me by hand. Sui was also in his big form.
ãI think itâs this wayã
Guided by Hal and passing through a calm forest that spread before my eyes...
... A Demon Lordâs castle appeared.
ãThe hell is this!ã
ãCastle? I thinkã
Hal replied while tilting his head. Not good, Hal is a natural airhead!
ãI am clearly being rejected, am I not?ã
A Demon Lordâs castle covered in thorns... thereâs probably no Demon Lord inside though. Rosalia should be there. I feel an endless denial though. The thunder roars though. The air feels stagnated though.
ãRinâs dream is the forest, so Rosaliaâs dream should be the castleã
ãItâs obviously dark, isnât it? Compared to Rinâs dreamã
A lightning came down immediately after Suiâs words.
ã... Does she hear us?ã
ãThe air is stagnated too, itâs hard to get rid of a depressing and gloomy characterã
The lightning came down again. A barrage of three. I think she hears us for sure.
ãShe seems to hear usã
ãYou, donât think of dreadful methods of confirming thisã
Seriously! My chicken-heart is beating way too fast!
Sui displayed a big grin. Your character is quite bad, Sui.
ãLetâs hurry up, I can tell that thereâs no malice, so thereâs no danger. Rosalia has no intention of hurting othersã
Sui beckoned me. While making me touch a thorn, he shouted in a loud voice.
ãRin currently takes on the form of your soul, so it might be her soul that gets hurt!ã
The thorns avoided me all at once. When I tried to touch the thorns, they retreated even further.
It seems that I am not being hated?
ãIn that case, is she scared of something and thus trying to protect herself?ã
But, in such a gloomy place, I think that her bad mood would worsen even more, no?
ãPerhaps, the reason my dream is a forest is because of Suiâs and Halâs protection?ã
Sui and Hal nodded.
ãThen, will it reach over here? The protection you guys gave wasnât just for Rin, but forãRosarinã, right?ã
ããIf Rosarin wishes for itãã
ãPleaseã
ãI will base it on my magic. Rin, imagine what you want to doã
ãLeave the control of magical power to me, you focus on the magic, Hal. Rin, do as you wishã
The three of us joined hands. I felt magical power being absorbed by my right hand while unleashed from my left hand. I closed my eyes to make it easier to imagine.
First, I blow off the dark clouds. Blue skies, no clouds, and a rainbow. A warm sun in the sky.
Knitting the thorns, I imagined an arch. Might as well create a flower garden around the castle. Just like our garden.
The dark castle into a white, beautiful one. Like the one that appears in the fairy tale of Cinderella.
ãRin, itâs doneã
When I opened my eyes, a scene from a fairy tale spread before my eyes. Light and gentle wind with the smell of greenery drifted around.
ãItâs completely different from beforeã
The castle was lit up with bright colors, the Demon Lord-like image has completely disappeared.
ãNow then, shall we go?ã
Because of the meddling with the dream, I precisely understood where Rosalia was.
Rosalia was in the castleâs tower, the topmost floor. Knocking on the door to show manners, a fascinating beauty with a glamorous body, the 16 years old Rosalia was waiting inside when I entered.
I took a glance at my disappointing chest.
ãSo enviousã
ãNono, that? You say that first of all things??ã
No, I was so shocked my reaction has diluted. Hal stiffened. Sui must have found that unforeseen as well as he could only interject.
ãRosalia, long time no... see?ã
ãWhat have you come for?ã
ãIf I had to say, then I have come to talkã
ãThereâs nothing to talk about. I am useless. I canât return like you. I will hand my body over to you. Iâm going to disappear anyway, so do as you pleaseã
Rosalia didnât look at me at all. I softly touched her cheeks.
ãThank you for saving meã
ã... Wha?ã
Ahh, she finally looked at me. She... although I had sensed only incompatibility at first, I spoke to her whose amethyst eyes I have gotten used to seeing in this past month.
ãThank you, for saving me who could only wait for death with regretsã
ãThat, isã
Rosaliaâs appearances returned to how she was supposed to look originally.
ãI wanted to thank you all this time. Thank you for giving me a place to stay. I have been accepted by your family and you have given me much, much happinessã
ãI have saved you?ã
ãThatâs right. Therefore, itâs my turn this timeã
ãEh?ã
ãRosalia, I want to save you. I will be always your ally. What do you wish for?ã
ãI, I... I want to become someone who helps peopleã
Tears spilled from the little Rosalia.
ãMe too. I also want to be someone who helps people. Knowing that I had only several years to live, I decided not to do anything important. However, I regretted it in the end. I regretted the meaningless life I led. I wanted to do something for someone. At that time, you called out to meã
ã... Rinã
Large drops of tears spilled from Rosaliaâs eyes.
ãDonât speak of disappearing, letâs fulfill our wish together. Say, wonât you becomeãRosarinãwith me? I want to be together with Rosaliaã
ãYes! Me, me too! I want to be with Rin! I will become Rosarin!!ã
Rosalia hugged me tightly. Yes, cute. Super cute.
ãFace, your faceã
ãYou are making an unfortunate face, Rinã
It canât be helped. It canât be helped in front of the deredere Rosaliaâs super cuteness.
And thus, at this moment, we have becomeãRosarinãin the true meaning.