Chapter 162: Atonement.
Akuyaku Reijou ni Nanka Narimasen. Watashi wa『Futsuu』no Koushaku Reijou desu!
I finished talking with Ravioli-san, so I went to find Mikelle.
âEi! Yah!â
âEat this!â
âYou still have a long way to go!â
âHow about this!â
âYour aim is good, but your speech is a mess.â
She was apparently teaching the kids swordsmanship with wooden swords. What happened to showing Mikelle around?
âAh!?â
Mikelle panicked and straightened her back. No, it really is fine? You seem to have fitted right in.
âU, umm⦠pardon me. When I told the kids I liked to practice sword, they wanted me to teach them.â
âYea! Teacher Mikelle is super strong!â
âHer teaching method is good too!â
âSheâs better at teaching than you, Rosarin Oneechan!â
It canât be helped, teaching is best taught from experience. Manya is a musclehead, you know?
âNo, thatâs not true at all!â
âYou donât have to comfort me. You learned swordsmanship?â
âY, yes. Itâs common for women in Wolfanea to learn some form of martial arts for protection, soâ¦â
âOneechan, prepare yourself!â
The three kids who learned swordsmanship from Mikelle suddenly started rushing towards me.
âToo naive!â
I changed my ring into a pair of wooden swords, and lightly struck them.
âKyan!â
âOw!â
âI got done~â
The kids looked vexed. Wahaha, I wonât lose easily.
N? Mikelle stared blankly. Then, she got fidgety.
âSo Rosarin-sama can use swords too.â
âYeah. Well, reasonably well.â
âWonât you have a match with me?â
Mikelle looked straight into my eyes. There didnât seem to be any malice in her words.
âSure. Come at me anytime.â
I took one of the wooden swords the kids dropped and took a stance.
âYah!â
Mikelleâs hit came down on me. Itâs heavy!? Wildcat beastmen delicate-looking, so I thought she would be the speed type.
âWah! There!â
Although I was surprised, she wasnât as good as the Hero, so there werenât any problems. I thought I would be practicing with someone who received a young ladyâs training, but sheâs quite skilled. Her style is similar to Heroâs. Is it Wolfaneaâs style?
âHaah!â
Mikelle attacked from above, but too slow! I took a momentâs chance and drove a blow into her abdomen.
âKuha!?â
Mikelle fell to her knees. I didnât hit her that strongly. Mikelle smiled.
âItâs my complete defeat.â
I lent her a hand to get up. As I brushed the dust off from her skirt, Mikelle looked at me with sparkling eyes.
âTo be this skilled at your age⦠do you have a secret of getting strong?â
âI compete with those stronger than me.â
âI see⦠can we spare again another time?â
âSure.â
The kids applauded. Why?
âTeacher Mikelle, you are so cool!â
âYou have lost, but to be able to exchange blows with Oneechan that much is amazing!â
âOh dear, both of you have some wonderful skills.â
Ravioli-san addressed us while smiling.
âHowever, you really made our kids open their hearts to you even though they are so hard to please.â
âEh? I think everyone here is a good, well-behaved child.â
Mikelle tilted her head. One of the kids told Mikelle playfully.
âYou see, Rosarin Oneechan told us to drive the bad people out!â
It got silent all of sudden. No, well⦠I did say that.
They remember well.
âOjousama, what is this about?â
âI taught the children a method to distinct bad people.â
â⦠I see.â
âChildren have discerning eyes, you know? They are observing the staff on a regular basis, and they are sensitive to malice.â
âTeacher Mikelle talks while looking into our eyes.â
âShe listens to us properly too.â
As I thought, Mikelle isnât a bad person at heart. The children recognized she isnât their enemy. You could say that her straightforward personality was easier to accept for the kids. Well, itâs just as I expected, though.
âNow then, I should return home.â
I try not to come to the orphanage very often.
âEh? No way, no way, super no way!â
âOdeejaan, bonât weaaave!!â
This is the reason. Itâs the chorus of the kids who donât want to let me leave. Itâs very hard to leave. It makes me feel guilty as if I was abandoning stray puppies.
âOh, I have some pickled meat for you as a souvenir, okay!â
I took out lots of meat I pickled in Wolfanea. The kids quickly grabbed them but didnât stop crying. Hmm, so meat is not enough, huh. What do I do?
âWill sleep, with not crying children.â
Mofumaru who couldnât just watch got down from my shoulder and spoke to the kids. The kindhearted Mofumaru promised to stay a night with the crying kids. Thank you as always, Mofumaru. What a thoughtful magic beast he is! The kids instantly got interested and ran off. I feel like I am relying on Mofumaru every single time.
The streets were still bright, so when I thought of returning alone, Mikelle wanted to send me home. After walking for a while, we came across Gator.
âHuh? Whatâs up, Gator. What about Niisama?â
âHeâs teaching that dog beastman. It looks like it will still take some time, so I came to get you.â
âI see.â
Itâs not worth worrying about, but Mikelle is frightened. Donât glare⦠no, looking carefully, he isnât glaring. Is he brooding over something?
âSay, Ojousama.â
Gator spoke to me. He seemed to be serious.
âWhat is it?â
âYou have told me âIf you committed wrongdoing, you donât just die, you make up for it so the victim doesnât suffer all his life. Nothing will change with your death. Nothing but your self-satisfaction.â before, right? Do you think I am making up for it enough?â
âCan I be honest with you?â
âYeah.â
âI think you are overdoing it. Spending all your salary on the orphanage is too much.â
â⦠Thatâs not true. I am not starving and Iâm happy with my environment.â
âThen, what are you going to do after that? What are you going to do after your manual labor punishment is over? Rabisha is already looking ahead. She might become a diplomat in the future.â
âIâ¦â
âThis goes for Mikelle too, but you should take the time during this punishment to look back on what you have done and think about the future. Gator, arenât there other methods of helping lots of people rather than sacrificing yourself to atone for your sins?â
âFor example?â
âYou can study under Niisama to become a physician or pharmacist, you could use Arkâs connections to establish a new welfare department, you could also become a merchant like Ravioli-san and open a new orphanage.â
ââ¦â¦â¦ I see. I will think about it. Ojousama, how am I supposed to repay you? I will never be able to repay the debt that I owe you.â
âI donât really expect to be paid back, but⦠letâs see. I will be quite satisfied if you live happily. It would show that I wasnât wrong about you.â
Gator sighed.
âSomehow, for all your acting tough, you are quite a good person yourself, Ojousama.â
â⦠No, itâs not like good people canât sin, you know? Besides, I couldnât abandon you after Jend asked me to help.â
âNo, you probably wouldnât either way.â
âIndeed.â
Gator and Mikelle laughed. You guys see me in too good of a light.
âPlease think carefully whether you could abandon someone.â
I tried thinking as Mikelle said. I tried, butâ¦
âI wouldnât be able to abandon the current you, but even if Jend didnât ask me that time, I probably wouldnât be able to win against Rabisha-chanâs tears.â
âSee?â
âAs expected.â
Stop grinning! Even though Mikelle is frightened by Gator!
âAnyhow! Although you guys have been used, it means there was a chance to use you! Donât just support everyone who asks, make sure to find people you truly can rely in the future!â
ââYes.ââ
Well, since I went my way to save them, I wish them happiness in whatever they decide to do in the future.
Mikelle and Gator became friends over this incident, since they were close in age. One person seemed jealous, but letâs pretend I didnât see it.