Chapter 184: Evil and dream.
Akuyaku Reijou ni Nanka Narimasen. Watashi wa『Futsuu』no Koushaku Reijou desu!
We returned to the castle and I reported that the East has been safely restored. Both Jess and Judas-sama couldnât be happier.
I told Judas-sama about Leon. He was clearly relieved.
âI see, he was liberated.ân/ô/vel/b//in dot c//om
Apparently, it was Judas-samaâs fault that Leon got possessed by Evil. He secluded himself in the Sanctuary to not cause any more casualties.
âArisa, is Judas-sama cursed?â
âNo, heâs not. Itâs a parasiteâ¦? I canât tell. Itâs something stronger than Arisa.â
âWhat about you, Chita? Can you tell something?â
âItâs Evil⦠sorry but that one is impossible even for me⦠I think. We can only give it a tryâ¦â
Judas-sama nodded. Of course, he would nod, yes.
âWell, letâs give it a try then. Is that okay, Judas-sama?â
â⦠Please.â
Judas-sama removed the bracelet from his hand. That black aura closely resembling magical power that seems to have melted all of the colors flooded out of him.
âChita!â
âLeave it to me!â
Chitaâs light enveloped Judas-samaâs body, butâ¦
âKyaaa!?â
The black aura resembling magical power broke through the siege of light and engulfed me instead. Does it mean to cut off the source of the magical power!?
âRosarin!â
âDonât get close! I have Chita and Arisa, but you have nothing to resist, Dirk!â
âMama!â
âAs if Iâm going to lose master that I found with great trouble!â
âRosarin! Sh*t, move it!â
Wha!? Chita-san, your character changed!? Arisa, Chita, and Haru struggled to rescue me.
âUghâ¦â
However, the black-something completely covered me and my consciousness fell into darkness.
Itâs dark. Pitch black.
⦠The moment I thought such, various images were projected before me. I wonder if itâs trying to amplify my negative emotions⦠Itâs all stuff I donât want to remember.
âWhoah⦠itâs my dark past.â
Itâs the period of Rin-sanâs jagged heart. Ugeh.
Now then, what do I do? Itâs not as damaging as I expected, but itâs annoying. We are Rosalia who kept experiencing dreams of her death, and Rin who continued to fight the unavoidable death. Both of us are mentally strong, after all.
Although the projection kept playing for a while⦠I received no damage. It only makes me recall how tough my past was. While thinking absentmindedly, a huge centipede appeared out of nowhere.
âWhoa!?â
I used the ring twin swords to cut it up and it disappeared. Ah~ that surprised me⦠oh, thereâs more. I chopped them all up. What is this about, I wonder?
After that, I was harassed⦠by all means possible. I think itâs supposed to be harassment? I got really impatient by the time a huge number of cockroaches came out, so I burnt them to cinders.
There was also Dirk (fake) cheating on me, but it didnât feel like him, so I received no damage since it only resembled him. Iâm used to seeing my own death, and I intend to avoid the future where everyone dies anyway.
Huh? Since I was able to burn the cockroaches to cinders, does it mean that I can use magical power? Is this a dream? Itâs similar to when I entered Rosaliaâs dream a long time ago. I can do as I please then, no? My body is mine. I have the initiative. If this is my dream then it should be easy to interfere. I interfered with my dream, like Sui and Haru did in the past.
The field of view became vivid at once. Our spiritual world is a mixture of familiar forests and a chalk-white castle. Perhaps because the number of my spirits increased, there were ponds and volcanoes⦠quite a pretty view.
⦠in.
N? I heard something.
How come!?
Was it a boyâs voice? When I walked towards the unfamiliar voice, my hand got suddenly pulled on.
âRosarin! Rosarin!â
â⦠Dirk?â
Itâs probably the real one. Eh? Why? Dirk hugged me as if to make sure of something. I nonchalantly mofued him. Yep, this mofu belongs to the genuine Dirk. Huh? Dirk was trembling. What happened? I stroked the anxious-looking Dirk.
âWe found her!â
âI was so worried!â
âMama! Mama! Waaaaah.â
My spirits were in full force. Arisa was⦠looking carefully, all of them were crying. Eh? Ah, did they intervene with the dream? Are they crying because of me? Did I make everyone so worried?
âLetâs return.â
Dirk took my hand. Of course, I want to return, but what was that voice about?
When I tried to look back towards the direction of the unknown voice, I heard it clearly.
âWhy is it only you that is loved! I donât need someone like you!!â
Feeling something akin to a push on my back⦠I felt as if I popped out of something and my consciousness was rapidly brought back to reality with a truly sorrowful cry in the background.