CHAPTER 24
The Enigma's Lover (PoohPavel AU 18+)
TIN
"So you talk to him?"
"I did"
"And then?
"Well, he didn't kick me out of his house."
"So?"
Ten lift his shoulders "Don't know, you just need to wait and see if it works."
I groan in frustration.
Ten just came back from Vel's house and we talked about his meeting with Vel at my office, but what he reported didn't give me any relief or anything, he is being so vague and it frustrates me even more.
"Just calm down, this is not like you at all."
"The only 2 moods that I can feel right now are either sad or frustrated, and I don't think it will improve to anything until Vel doesn't hate me anymore."
"Yeah, that's why I say this is not like you at all, you usually didn't feel that much mood. The only mood you usually feel is horny or very horny."
"I can't even feel horny right now because I don't have Vel beside me."
Ten sigh "That, I can't help. Just concentrate on your work, you have so many things you have to do."
"I can do my work with my eyes closed, but even when my eyes are closed, I still miss him."
"Gosh, you are so corny, just be patient and wait, he'll contact you sooner or later."
VEL
I hate the fact that I'm unemployed now, because I don't have a job that can make me think about anything else except Tin.
I've been thinking about my conversation with Ten this morning, and I have to agree with everything he said, yet still I can't seem to make up my mind and forgive Tin. The fact that he tricked me and lied to me all this time still hurts me and I know he probably doesn't understand that.
I've been staying in my room the whole time and barely going out except during meals. My parents see my gloomy mood as a result of unemployment and during dinner, they bring up the talk about me starting to teach at our university again.
I honestly barely listen to them because my mind keeps drifting back to Tin. What is he doing now? Is he still at his office or already back home? What does he have for dinner tonight? Did he miss me?
I'm back in my room and lying still on my bed and falling asleep without realizing it.
The next morning I woke up close to the time for lunch. My mama knocked loudly on my door again to wake me up. I guess it will become my routine now until I start my teaching job.
Today pretty much going on the same as yesterday, minus there's no Ten visiting me today. After lunch, I'm back in my room again, staying in my bed while changing channels on my TV without actually watching anything. I'm really desperate to not think about Tin while my mind keeps coming back to him.
It was towards evening, when my phone suddenly rang. I quickly reach for it, can't even lie to myself that I didn't hope for it to be a call from Tin. It wasn't, the call was from Ping.
"Hello, Vel?" said Ping the moment I accepted his call "Are you home now?"
"Yes, I'm home, what's wrong?"
"Are you free? We need to talk about the thumb collector case."
I sigh, I totally forgot for a moment that I have Ping who is still willing to catch the Thumb Collector. What should I do with him? I haven't even made up my mind about Tin yet, how can I 'help' Ping trying to find the serial killer, while in fact I already found him.
"If you're free, I'll go to your home."
"My home? You're back from work already?"
"Yeah, my dad still gives me the silent treatment. After I finished up your kidnapping case he didn't give me another case so I pretty much have nothing to do at the office. I'm at home now, looking at the case again."
Great! He also doesn't have any job that will distract him from the thumb collector. Now his whole mind will be on this case.
"I'll go to your home." I said that without much thinking.
"What?" Ping sounded confused with my answer "No, no, no, the last time you left your home, you got kidnapped."
"Yeah, but we got the kidnapper already, right?" I said with a convincing tone "Besides, I don't want my parents to know that I am still investigating this case. It's supposedly a secret investigation."
Ping didn't immediately answer, he went silent for a few seconds. I can hear him sigh loudly then answer "Ok, you can come here. Honestly it is easier for us to talk here since all of the evidence is here."
"Good then, I'll be there soon."
"Be careful, don't get kidnapped again."
I laugh "I won't"
I cut the call. I actually need a reason to just come out of this house and meet people who aren't my family or Tin, but what will I do there? I'm not sure I'm good enough at pretending to not know about things, especially something this big.
In the end, I decided to just go there and see what more he actually knows. But what will I do with whatever information I get? I will decide on it after I know it, while also pretending like I still have no idea who the Thumb Collector is.
I come down and meet my mama at the flower garden, talking to our gardener about our new flower collection. My mama smiled at me when she saw me.
"You must be bored staying in your room the whole day, aren't you?" said my mama.
"Yeah, very." I answer honestly "So, can I go out?"
My mama narrowed her eyes "Go out, where?"
I've prepared the answer "To meet P'Nut, I didn't come to his and P'Ping wedding and I also haven't officially congratulated him. After I come back, I meet P'Ping everyday at the office but haven't even greeted P'Nut yet, so I think it's only proper for me to visit him at his house."
"Oh..." Looks like my mama believes my answer. I'm not really lying either, I did want to go to his house, I just didn't tell my mama I'm going there not to just congratulate them.
Nut has a long history with my brother. My brother was courting him for 6 years before they eventually broke up. He probably did not end up becoming my parents' son in-law but my parents always said he keeps being someone so dear to them, so using him as my reason to be able to get out of the house is the best option.
Wondering to myself why didn't I think about this reason when I wanted to go to Ping's house a few days ago when I got kidnapped? I was circling around trying to trick my bodyguards while I had this easy reason to go there.
Really, I feel like I'm really being stupid every time I think about the Thumb Collector and Tin, and they both are the same person
"Can I go?" I asked again after my mama didn't answer me for a few seconds.
"You can, but bring 2 bodyguards with you." answer my mama.
"Mama..." I quickly protest.
"No negotiation in this, I know the kidnappers have been captured but I just want to feel at ease letting you go out alone again after what just happened."
I sigh "Ok, but they don't need to wait for me there, just leave after I get there."
I absolutely don't want to talk about a secret investigation with bodyguards looming around close to me.
"Ok..." answered my mama "But call when you're done so they can pick you up, don't even think about coming home by yourself."
"Yes, ma'am."
I'm back in my room to change my clothes. When I come down, 2 bodyguards are already waiting for me under the stairs.
This is really inconvenient, I feel like I'm back to becoming a first grader who needs a chauffeur to take me wherever I want to go.
My mama waits for me by the entrance door and gives a kiss on my cheek before I go.
"Make sure to come back before dinner." she said before I got into the car.
I sigh, I really am back to become a first grader am I?
"Sure, mama" I answer just to make my mama happy.
I sit at the back, one of my bodyguards becomes my driver and the other sits on the passenger seat. The same formation as when I got kidnapped the other day. Just hope today there's no such thing happening again.
When we start to drive away, I can sense both bodyguards are kinda worried with this task because what just happened to 2 of their colleagues after they accompanied me. I want to say something to them just to tell them that not everyday people want to kidnap me, but I decided to just stay silent and not say anything.
The drive is very silent along the way. I never knew where Ping's new house was after he got married and left his family mansion. But the driver seemed like he knew where he was going. Our family must keep Ping's address since both Ping and Nut are close friends with our family.
Around 30 minutes drive later, we entered a residential estate with tall walls surrounding it. There's only one way in and out and a couple security personnel guarding it. Security personnel at the front gate questioned us. Which house are we going to? And who are we going to meet? My driver answered everything for me. Another security personnel checking our car with some kind of bomb detection equipment to see if there's some kind of explosion under our car.
The people who live in this residential estate must be all coming from important Alpha families like Nut and Ping. This extra tight security inspection is probably because of the New Valuer shenanigans who keep trying to harm the Old Valuers like they tried to do at the restaurant a few weeks ago.
After the security personnel make sure we are clear, they open the gate and let us pass. The house in this residential estate all looks similar yet also different. They all have the same modern elegant exterior, but each has different vibes. One house has the front garden perfectly curated and trimmed, the other house doesn't have any front garden but a mini child playground instead. I guess the house reflected the people who live inside it.
We don't go too far inside the residential estate because Ping and Nut's house is located quite close from the front gate. I somehow can recognize the house as Nut's house because the exterior is all in pink, his favorite color. Ping must have no say about the exterior of the house and let his husband decorate everything.
I come down from the car and the bodyguards follow me from behind. I stop and tell them
"You two can go home now."
"I'm sorry sir, but we were told to leave only after you get inside the house."
I sigh, of course they are. I decided to not protest about it and just let them follow me to the front door.
I haven't even knocked on the door yet, when the front door suddenly flung open. The super tall and thin Nut stands in front of me. He screamed in excitement and hugged me immediately.
"Long time no see..." he said with his high pitched voice while still hugging me.
"Yeah, really, long time no see."
I can feel my bodyguards behind me getting confused. They can't decide whether this abnormally tall Omega is a threat to my safety or not. He is, because he hugs me so tight until I can't breathe.
"Honey, let him go, he can't breathe." I heard Ping's voice from behind him.
"Oopsie, Sorry." He said with a big grin, finally letting me go "I'm just excited, we haven't met for like 4 years, you didn't even come to our wedding."
"That's why I'm here now."
Nut turned to look at my bodyguards "Are you two coming in too?"
"No, no." I quickly answer "They'll go after I get inside."
"Oh, ok, you both can go now." Nut dragged me inside the house "Bye, bye," he said that while waving his hand then closed the door on their face.
"For a second I thought we would talk about the case in front of your two bodyguards." said Ping.
"No, of course not."
"Come, come, I already prepared snacks and everything else at the investigation room?" Nut pulled me again to a room near the entrance.
"Investigation room?"
"Yeah, I brought so many files and stuff and it angered Nut because it makes our house become so messy, so we move everything to the spare bedroom and make it become the..."
"The investigation room!" Nut opened the said 'investigation room' rood with excitement "Ta da...!!"
Wow! I'm impressed, this room does look like an actual investigation room. With files piling, and big board full pictures and victims profiles that I somehow recognize.
"I took most of this from your office, my dad told us to throw away everything from your office and I think it was such a waste to really throw it all away, so I hope you don't mind," explains Ping.
Oh, so that's why these things look familiar, it was mine.
"No, I should thank you for saving my hard work and not letting it become a waste,"
Ping smiled and said "You're welcome."
We sit on the long working table and talk about what Ping has found so far. I can see he doesn't get any evidence that will lead him anywhere near Tin and some part of heart somehow feels relieved about it.
"Shouldn't we involve Tin in it?" said Pin suddenly.
"What?" I don't know what I should say about that suggestion.
"I mean, he's the lead forensic in this case, he probably..."
"No!" I said that louder than I expected and it made both Ping and Nut look at me weirdly. I have to quickly find a reason. "In our last briefing I remember he said can't get any more conclusions if we don't have any dead body he can examine, we don't have that now, so I don't think he will help much."
"Hmm..." Ping seems to agree with me.
"If only we get some more CCTV footage, or anything that shows more of the victims before they get killed," said Nut.
"Yeah, the lack of footage really frustrates me.I still can't believe we absolutely have no footage that shows the suspect at all." Ping sounds really frustrated.
Ten really did a good job at assisting Tin, isn't he? He really cleans up any digital evidence that shows even just a glance of Tin. Even in the evidence that Blue and his gang show me, there's no Tin at all on it.
"Ah!" Suddenly I can see Nut has a lightbulb moment in his head "What if we can find our own footage even without CCTV."
Both me and Ping narrowed our eyes, I asked "How?"
"Psychometry." He said that with a bright face and full of confidence.
"Psychometry?"
"Yeah, the ability to..."
"I know what psychometry is." Ping quickly cut him.
Psychometry is the ability to feel the memory of objects. Very similar to my own ability, but if my ability only can see and feel living beings, psychometric can do it to non-living things. But not like telepathy, this ability is known to be very unstable and unreliable. That's why the Police Force doesn't really accept this ability being used to help solve cases.
"You know why we don't really use psychometry to solve cases, right?" I ask both Ping and Nut.
"I know, I know." answer Nut quickly "But, don't we know a very reliable psychometric, who is very good at using his ability?"
I'm thinking for a second, trying to remember who the person he's talking about. But, Ping on the other hand, immediately knows who the person is.
"You mean Garfield?" said Ping.
Ah... yeah, Garfield, Ping long time partner. I remember he is a Special Omega and quite a reliable psychometric. They were dating for almost 4 years without any official courting. I still remember how heart broken Ping was, when they eventually broke up. Looks like none of them wanted to break up, but they still did.
Now Ping already married Nut and Garfield is officially courted by Benz. And looking at how Nut openly and excitedly recommended Garfield to help us I guess there's no hurt feelings between the ex partner and the husband. Or is it?
Looking at Ping's face, I guess he's the one who still have a hurt feeling
"Even if he's reliable enough, I'm not sure he's willing to help." said Ping, looking somehow gloomy.
"Well, we can call him now and find out," said Nut.
"I don't have his number." said Ping
"Me neither," I added. I have Benz's number and I'm pretty sure he has his partner's number, but seeing the atmosphere now, I feel like I'm entering the personal problem between these couples and it's not really good to suggest anything that makes us possible to contact Garfield.
"I have." said Nut with a happy tone.
We both look at him with a disbelieving look.
"You have?" I ask.
Nut nodded "I have."
"How?" Ping asked.
Nut looks at us and asks "What? Can I? I often talk to him and visit him at his cafe."
"Since when?"
"Since you started courting me, I contacted him first because I want to know more about you, he's your longest partner after all."
We were both totally dumbfounded with his answer. Is it even normal? looking at Ping's expression I'm pretty sure it's not. Even I will never contact Ten first just to know more about Tin from his longest sex partner. Is it only a thing between Omegas?
"What? Is it weird for you Alphas?" he asks with a pure confused look.
"Isn't it?"
"Not between Omegas, I mean, even you still a good friend with Sai who was my longest partner, and I also have no absolute problem with Vel here, who is your fuck buddy right before you courting me."
My face totally turned red hearing his last sentence. Ping coughing uncontrollably out of nowhere. How did he even know?
"It's weird, though, thinking about Alpha fucking another Alpha, but seeing Vel know dating an Enigma, I kinda get it."
How did he even say all of that with a straight face and no problem whatsoever? Did Omegas really build like this? Or is it just Nut?
"Anyway, I talk to Garfield quite often, and he's a very fun person. I'm pretty sure he's willing to help us if we ask him."
Me and Ping just sit there without commenting anything for a few seconds trying to digest everything Nut just said. We mostly don't know what we should say. Should we say sorry to him? But we did nothing wrong. Me and Ping having a fling before Ping having any relationship with Nut, so our fling was definitely not an affair. Then, why are we so speechless now?
"He is supposedly still at work and can't pick up any call at this hour. So should I just leave a text?"
"Try to text him then." Ping finally says something, it feels like he said that without much thinking and just trying to end the awkward silence.
"But don't say anything about the investigation." I added "Just say you and P'Ping wanted to ask a favor from him."
"Ok," he pulled out his phone and started texting.
I can feel the atmosphere has become totally weird and we can possibly continue our talk about the case. Nut looks like he has no problem with whatever happened in our past but Ping definitely has something he wants to say to his husband without me here.
So, I also pull out my own phone to text my mama asking to get picked up. I was just about to send my text when someone rang the doorbell. I look at the owner of the house.
"We didn't expect anyone except you today." said Nut.
"Let me see who's coming." Ping stood up from his chair and walked out to the front door leaving me only with Nut.
This is really awkward. Should I say something to him?
"Please don't be awkward." said Nut, totally able to see what's in my mind even though he has no telepathic ability. "It's all in the past, I don't have any problem with whoever he's been with before he's with me, after all, now, he's fully mine."
I smiled then said "Not everyday someone's husband just casually finds out my past relationship with their husband."
Nut laugh "That's more of you problem, actually, maybe Alphas problem. Ping and Sai also never talk about me, while me and Garfield talk about Ping all the time."
Now, I feel kinda dumb for being overly jealous over Ten and his whole past relationship with Tin, while here Nut is just being so casual about the same thing.
I was about to answer Nut when Ping popped back on the room's door. He, for some reason, smiles so widely.
"Who's at the door, hubby?" ask Nut.
"Look who's here to pick up someone." he said.
He moved a little bit, and my heart felt like it dropped to my tummy when I saw who appeared behind him.
It was Tin
He waved his hand with his fake yet believable smile to me and Nut.
"Oh, how romantic." said Nut with a heart eyes
"How did you know I'm here?" I ask Tin with a suspicious tone that I failed to hide.
"Oh, I just came back from the office and visited your home but your mama said you are here so I come here to pick you up." he said so casually.
"What a coincidence." said Nut again.
No, it's not! It can't be a coincidence. How can he come all the way here when I was just talking about how to catch him? Well, not actually him, because both Nut and Ping don't know he's the serial killer we've been looking for, but still...
"Are you ready to go home?" he asked while looking around the room and his eyes landed on the big board on the corner of the room.
I quickly stood up to cover his sight from anything in this room. Why did Ping bring him here? I thought we agreed to not involve him in this secret investigation.
"Yes, we are done. I'm ready to go home." I answer follow with a smile that I can feel is very forceful.
"Why don't you two stay here longer and have dinner with us?" said Ping.
"Nope, we're good." I said a bit too fast.
"Yeah, I have different plans for our dinner." said Tin.
"Of course they are, you know the dating era is when we wish we are the only people in the world."
I force a smile again, while Tin just naturally makes a polite fake laugh that somehow sounds so sincere. I hope I can be as good as him at faking expressions. I'm not training my whole life for that so I know that will be impossible.
"We are excusing ourselves now." I pull Tin's hand and drag him away from the room's door.
He looked surprised seeing me suddenly touching him. Like he didn't expect me to ever touch him again.
I don't even know what I'm doing now. I obviously don't want to be anywhere just with him, but I don't want him to be here any longer either. But probably I don't really don't want to be just with him. I need to eventually talk to him, sooner or later. I just don't hope it will happen like this.
Ping and Nut escort us to their front door, and wave at us when we both get into Tin's car. And somehow I feel like I'm being voluntarily kidnapped. Not my first time this week, but somehow I don't feel as scared as when I got kidnapped by Blue and his gang even though I know for sure the person who 'kidnap' me this time is a serial killer.
We drove off from their home, and for a solid 5 minutes none of us said anything. The atmosphere is very tense but I insist I don't want to be the one who speaks first, until he turns to the road that I know does not lead to my home.
"Where are we going?" Finally I said something.
"We need to talk, and we can't do it at your home"
"So where are we going?"
"My home."
I glared at him "Pull over here, I don't give you consent to take me to your home."
"No, please. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier." he said that surprisingly with a guilty tone that sounded really sincere.
"Too late, stop or I will jump." I threatened him.
He immediately pulled over to the side of the road, but didn't open the door lock.
"Open the door, Tin."
"Can we talk?"
"Tin! Open the door!"
"No! I can't possibly let you roam around alone on the side of an empty road when you just got kidnapped a few days ago, so no, I'm not going to open the door." he said with a stern voice.
I sigh loudly then stop trying to open the door, waiting for him to say something again.
"Can we talk now?" he asked again.
"Do I have any other choice?"
"I'm sorry if you feel like I'm forcing you to talk to me."
I stayed silent and didn't answer him. Somehow, I feel like his whole aura since we left Ping and Nut's house has been covered in desperation and sadness. Can psychopaths feel real desperation and sadness? I know by theory they can, but it is never connected to anything empathetic like normal people, their feelings are always self-centered and selfish. But this time I don't feel it on him. I feel like his desperation and sadness are not self-centered or selfish at all. But how?
"How did you know I was at Ping and Nut's house? and don't tell me it's just a coincidence."
He didn't immediately answer me and I know that guilty look means he did something totally wrong.
"I don't want to lie to you, but I don't want you to leave if I tell you the truth," he said.
"Just tell me and let me decide for myself."
"Okay..." He took a deep breath before telling me "Ten make me a clone of your phone."
Slapping him hard on his face is my first reaction after I recover from my shock.
"I totally deserve that." he said while whipping his bleeding corner lips.
"Give me that phone!"
He very voluntarily pulled out a phone from his jacket inner pocket and gave it to me. I checked the phone for a second and knew for sure it was the exact copy of my own phone. With all my strength I crush that phone with my bare hands till it almost snaps into two and throws it back at him.
"Now let me out!"
"No!"
"I said let me out!"
"No! I told you I won't let you go out in the middle of the road alone!"
I look at him with all of my anger "How dare you violate my privacy like that!"
"I'm sorry."
"How? why? what for?"
"I was just afraid you will hide things for me."
"Just said you were afraid I will find out that you are the thumb collector. This relationship we built together, it's all only because you were afraid I will find out who you really are, isn't it?"
"I thought I did at first. But now, I don't know anymore." he said that with a very desperate tone "Now, I am just so afraid I will lose you. I'm afraid you will hate me forever. I don't even understand why I feel like this. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm just living on autopilot so my system won't completely crash. And I don't even know what I should do to make myself feel better."
Psychopaths don't feel love, they only feel likeness to something or if it becomes even deeper than that, it will become obsession. But what he just said and his action does not show any obsession at all. He doesn't become violence, he doesn't become angry. So what is it?
"I'm sorry for invading your privacy, I'm sorry for taking you to my home without asking for your consent." he said that and it feels really real.
"How about all the people you kill, don't you feel sorry for them?"
"I don't."
"Not even a little bit?"
"We had this conversation before, about what if I did something really really bad, will you ever hate me for it? and you said you will need to understand my reason first before you decide whether I'm wrong or not. Ten already explain everything to you, and this is your turn to decide whether I'm wrong or not."
"I heard it from Ten, but have not heard it from you yet."
"What do you want to hear?"
I look him in the eye, trying to not miss just a little bit of his reaction "When you do your first kill, is it really only because of what happened to Ten?"
He looked at me back and with a straight face answered "No, he annoyed me so much even before that. Always think he is better than me, and never want to admit his mistake when I correct him. But dad always said killing people is wrong so I never intentionally kill anyone before him no matter how much I hate them. What he did to Ten was my last string for him. And his smug face when he knows we can't ever make him get punished really seals his fate."
He really didn't try to hide anything. I can't read his mind but I know what he said is true.
"Your reason is probably good, yet killing people is still wrong."
"Was being born with the desire to kill also wrong?" he asked me back "I was born like this, and I can't change it. Both me and my dad know it and we know I have to channel it somehow, in the right way. I won't say I did it fully because of justice. I did it because I feel it's necessary and because I like it."
"Not all psychopaths have the tendency for violence."
"But I do, and before, I never hoped I wasn't born like this, I never felt anything wrong with me. But now, knowing you will forever see me as a monster, for the first time in my life I hope I was born differently."
He said all of that with so much vulnerability and desperation and I can feel it is real. I can't possibly not feel his sincerity in all his words.
"You know what I feel right now?" I ask him after another few seconds of silence.
"I don't, but I want to know."
"I feel like I'm a Jedi who is being lured into the darkside by you, a Sith."
He laughs "What's a Jedi?"
"What? You don't know what is a Jedi?"
"No, I know what's a Jedi, I'm asking what is a Jedi for you?"
I narrowed my eyes and asked him back "What is a Jedi for you?"
"A bunch of hypocrites who use religion to take children from their family and raise them to become soldiers and tell them to absolutely suppress their basic human feelings. Anger, fear, love. All in the name of rightfulness."
"Because those feelings will lead them to the darkside."
"Look at what became of them, go extinct by their own kind who feel all of those suppressed feelings." He said "And you are no Jedi, you never just see everything just simply as either evil or good like them and you embrace all of those suppressed feelings, not like them."
I scoff "You really are a Sith who tries to get me to the darkside."
"Oh, I am a Sith ok, I always choose the red lightsaber everytime I'm going to DisneyLand."
I laugh "FYI, a red lightsaber doesn't always mean you are a Sith, even Luke..."
"Build his own red lightsaber, I know."
I smile for a second then realize, how did our talk suddenly shift to geeky talk? We were talking about serious things just a few seconds ago.
"I'm probably a proud Sith, but I never kill anyone who doesn't deserve to be killed. Everything I did is for a reason and most of it is for a good reason. I'm never lusting over power or domination. All I did was what was necessary for myself and occasionally for society."
I stay silent again to think for myself. Everything he said felt so right even though I know what he did was totally wrong.
"Did you hide anything else from me?" I ask the question that will probably decide whether I will forgive him or not.
"No, I have nothing else I hide from you." he said without any doubt.
"If I want you to stop killing people will you do it?"
"I will, I haven't killed anyone since I met you anyway."
"Will you really do anything to make me forgive you?"
"Yes."
"Anything?"
"Anything."
"Ok."
He looked at me waiting for me to say something else "Do you have anything you want me to do?"
"I do."
"What is it?"
I look at him as I said my demand "Let me fuck you."
He widened his eyes hearing it "What?"
"Let me put my dick inside your hole, let's do a switch."
Author's note:
Hi, my dear lovely readers,
I'm sorry for another long update. I was at a good pace in writing, but then August comes and it's another Independence Month in my country so my office becomes super busy with events.
Thank you to all who are worrying about my health, I'm perfectly healthy. Just work and personal life sometimes come and ruin my writing time.
I hope you all enjoy this chapter. For those who don't know what a 'Jedi' and a 'Sith' are, it's a 'Star Wars' reference and I'm not really good at explaining it, sorry for being such a bad geek .
I will try to write the next chapter as fast as I can. I hope it be done before the end of this month.