CHAPTER 26

TIN

During my 26 years of life, I never even once had a full blown rut. I always drink my suppressant on time even when I don't feel any symptoms. My dad said it's very dangerous for an Enigma to have a rut especially when we have people around us. Our pheromone can make anyone go crazy, also our sexual arousal can last for days and unstoppable until it becomes life threatening for our partners. That's why preventing my rut has always become my dad's priority.

When I got the call from Vel telling me to go home and fuck him, I was just surprise and confuse, never thought when I got here, I will instantly experience the very first full blown rut in my life.

The moment I open the door and inhale his strong pheromone, it feels like someone just unplugged the cord that connects my body to self control. My body feels so hot all of sudden and I feel a massive sexual arousal like never before.

This is not the first time I smell someone else's rut pheromone. I smell Ten's rut pheromone many times and fuck him while he's in his rut multiple times yet it never turn me crazing like this.

Half naked Vel runs to me and immediately kisses me aggressively the moment I enter the house. The moment our skin touches, all I want is to put my dick inside him and never let it out, and I did just that.

Thankfully I still have enough logic to close the front door before I rip my own trousers and pants and shove my hot dick inside his hole. Both of us moan in satisfaction the moment my full length reaches his deepest part in one movement. I know that this is what both of us have been wanting for the last few days and finally we get to feel it again today.

Since the moment I put my dick inside him, we both lost all aspect of sanity. Both me and him feel like we just want to do this forever. We don't even know how much time has passed. I saw the sun set and then rise and then set again and then rise again. He doesn't let me pull my dick out from his hole and I also don't want to leave his super tasty place.

We just keep fucking all over the house, the front door, the kitchen, the bed room, the bathroom, the living room. It feels like we've smeared every corner of this house with his semen and none of us seems anywhere near satisfied.

Until the morning of the second sunrise, we both finally ran out of energy and our lust also slowly subdued. We didn't sleep or eat for the last 40 hours and just kept having sex mindlessly. It's 9 AM Sunday now and my maids will come here to clean up the house any second, they surely won't like the state of the house right now.

The dining table and the sofas flip over because we fuck too roughly on them, and the utensils on the kitchen counter were scattered all over the floor. Don't even talk about the bedroom, I think we broke the bed and we will need a new one. And not to mention all the bodily liquid we spread all over the house.

My thing is still inside Vel's, we both hugging on the living room's floor totally out of breath and just silently enjoying each other's skin touch.

"Are you calm now?" I ask him with his face so close to mine.

"Are you?" he asked back. His voice is hoarse because he keeps moaning non stop as I pound his hole night and day.

I smile then answer "I feel like I want to do this forever."

"Me too, but I can't feel my bottom half anymore, are you even still inside?"

I laugh, then very slowly pull out my penis from inside him "It's out now."

"Hmm..." he hugged me closer and buried his face on my collar bone.

"Do you want to keep cuddling?"

He nod.

"Let's move to the bed, it's cold here, and the floor is also hard."

"I told you I can't even feel my bottom half, I don't think I'm able to stand and walk."

"Then holding on tightly." I stand up and carry him in my hands, bridal style. He wrapped his arms around my chest as I carried him to my secondary bedroom.

The room is a little bit dusty because I rarely use it, but my maids regularly clean it up and change the bedsheet. I only open this room when I have an orgy party in my house, so people can use this room instead of my room which only I can use.

To think about it again, I have multiple orgies with multiple people in this house, but they are never able to make destruction like we did in the last 40 hours and there's only 2 of us. My dad is right, Enigma's rut is truly dangerous.

I put Vel slowly in the bed and lay down beside him. He quickly hugged me tight again and buried his face on my chest.

"Are you hungry?"

"Very." he answered from my chest.

"Then let me make some food for you."

"Noooo...." He hugged me tighter, preventing me from moving. "Let me just savor your rut pheromone scent before it's gone."

He has become so clingy and I love it. Forget about being dangerous, if I know being in rut will make Vel being this clingy, I want to have my full rut every month.

"What does my pheromone smell like?"

"Addictive."

I smile happily at his reaction "You know what? this is my very first rut in my whole life."

He lifted his head from my chest when I said that "Really?"

"Yeah, I always drink my suppressant on time that I never have a full rut before."

"So I'm finally the first for you in something?" he said with a cheerful tone.

I laugh "You are the first for me in many things, you are my first ever date, and soon will become my first ever official pair. You are the first person who said wanted to fuck me and I agree to it, your are the first person who tied me up while give me a hand job, you are the first person I ever want to have child with and most important of all you are the first person who make me goes crazy of the thought that I will losing you."

He pout heard my explanation "You are just being cheesy."

"I'm not, I swear." I said that truthfully and wholeheartedly "For the last week, I was being too afraid of losing you that I think I'm willing to do anything to make you forgive me and accept me back, and I'm serious about it, whatever you want, whatever you wish for, I'll do it for you."

"Hmm..." he looked at me with a skeptical look then laid his head on my chest "To be honest, I don't think what you did is completely wrong. I agree with the Thumb Collector in many things. The society is full of scum, sometimes we as the police work our butts off to catch the culprit but flawed law just lets them go free. But what makes me hurt the most is the fact that you lied to me and even tried to deceive me just to hide the fact that you are the Thumb Collector."

"I'm..."

"Ssss... let me finish first." he cut me off before I even said my defense "And studying psychology for half of my life, I'm also well aware that psychopaths with violence tendencies are not a good long life partner. I don't see anything wrong with you as long as I know you, but we want to have children together, and I'm not sure if you can become a good parent for our future children or if you can become a reliable partner for me. I'm just scared of our future together."

I looked at him and didn't answer for a few seconds, my logic didn't give me any good idea about what to say, but somehow in an unknown place in my brain, I feel like I know the right thing to say to make him sure about us.

"I don't even sure about what I feel right now, I never feel anything like this to anyone in my life, like I said you are the first person who can make me like this. I don't know if it's something called love or obsession, you probably know it better than me. But, I'm 100% about something, I want to have children with you, and I want to live the rest of my life with you. I can guarantee you anything, but if it's good enough for you, I want to find out about our future together, either it's scary or beautiful, I want to do it together with you."

He kept looking at me after I finished saying that and commented "You are being cheesy again."

"If being cheesy can make us together, I'll be cheesy 24/7."

He smiled after hearing it, but didn't say anything. I waited for a couple seconds and he still didn't say anything.

So I decided to ask him "Will you forgive me and find out about our future together?"

He sighs loudly and murmurs what seems like a monologue to himself "I must be crazy for not immediately rejecting you right here right now."

His frustration looks so cute and I can't help but smile.

"You promise me you will never ever, in any circumstances harm or kill anyone else, person or animal, for any reason, using any method." he ask me

"I promise." I answer so quickly.

"If you ever, even once do harm or kill someone again, I won't hesitate even for a second to leave you or kill you."

"You kill me will be better, because I can't possibly live without you."

He's grunting "Can you stop being cheesy just for a second?"

I laugh seeing his reaction "But I'm telling the truth."

"Of course you are, how can I leave you if you keep saying you can't live without me."

"So is that a yes?"

"Hmm..." he said with a little nod.

I can feel a huge smile blooming on my face "Can we seal the yes with a kiss?"

"You seriously ask that question after your dick just spent 40 hours inside my hole without any rest."

I take that as a yes and immediately kiss him passionately. He welcomed me gladly until he suddenly twitched in pain.

I break our kiss and ask "What's wrong?"

"My abdomen has been hurting since a while ago, and it is getting more and more painful."

"Pain... what kind of pain?"

"Feels like my organ is being twisted and stabbed from the inside."

He's grunting in pain and curled up holding his stomach.

Why so suddenly? Is it because we are doing it too much or because he hasn't eaten anything for the last 40 hours?

Whatever it is, I know I'm not the kind of doctor who can figure it out. So I call someone who I know more expert in this kind of thing.

VEL

This is really embarrassing. The morning after I spent 40 hours of marathon sex with my future husband, his OB-GYN aunt came to check me up. I haven't showered, I'm smelly and dirty, all the bites and kissing marks her lovely nephew left on my body are still very visible, and not to mention my hole which she was inspecting is still full of Tin's white liquid.

If not because of the sudden pain I felt, I will never let anyone, even a doctor, check my body in this condition.

She's been using her x-ray vision to scan my body thoroughly and when she's done, she looks at us with a judging look.

"Tell me honestly, for how long have you two had intercourse this time?" ask dr. Jill with a suspicious look.

Tin and I look at each other, silently deciding who among us will tell the answer to her.

"Approximately... 40... hours..." said Tin with a small voice.

dr. Jill immediately widened her eyes after she heard his answer "Non stop? 40 hours? without any break?"

"Yes..." Tin said with a guilty voice.

dr. Jill's jaw looks like it is about to drop on the floor.

"But it's because we both were in rut. I was the one in rut first and my rut pheromone made him have a rut too, so..." I said as a defense.

"Ah... that makes more sense," said dr. Jill doesn't look as surprised as before.

"Is something wrong with Vel?" ask Tin sounded worried.

"Actually no." said dr. Jill casually.

"Really?" both of us ask at the same time.

"Yeah, you see, the pain was caused by the rapid growth of his reproductive organs. Thanks to you two's 40 hour marathon, the growth that should take days or weeks happened in hours and it makes Vel's existing internal organs not prepare for the sudden addition of the new organs that's why it causes pain."

"Oh..."

"So... are you saying we are ahead of schedule in the baby making process?" somehow Tin sounds excited by the explanation.

Of course he is, it has been his goal to break the record and have us, an Enigma-Alpha pair to be able to conceive in less than a year.

"Yes... but you shouldn't be happy because of it." said dr. Jill.

"Why?"

"Because this process should be taken slowly and patiently, rushing it will probably cause trouble in the future, both for the babies and for the conceiver."

"Oh... ok..." now Tin looks disappointed, he looks at me then asks "According to the current progress, how long do you think Vel will be ready to get knotted?"

dr. Jill chuckles hearing her own nephew's question "That depends on how often you two are having intercourse."

"What if three times?"

"A week?"

"A day."

I can see dr. Jill holding herself to not dropping her jaw again hearing that answer "Are you even serious?" she turned to me then asked "Are you ok with 3 times a day?"

"Well... I don't have any problem so far..." I answer that.

"So far? Is that how many times you guys have been having intercourse?"

"Approximately..."

That's actually not fully true, we usually do more than that.

"My God! receiver Alpha really builds differently." said dr. Jill sounds really amazed.

"Will that become a problem for Vel's health?" ask Tin, worried

"Actually not really..." said dr. Jill "Like I said before, there's not many Alpha-Enigma pairing and Vel is my very first receiver Alpha patient so I don't really have any reference as comparison. I thought 3-5 times a week would be the ideal intercourse amount for a receiver Alpha because an Alpha back hole is not built as elastic as Omega's, so doing it too often will possibly harm them. But... you two have been doing it 3 times a day all this time and I see no serious old or new injury on Vel's back hole, so I can say he'll be just fine."

I can feel my face turn red when the OB-GYN just casually and fluently talks about my back hole like she talks about the weather forecast. I have to get used to it. She will see my most private parts more often from now on since she'll become my doctor until we have our baby.

"So 3 times a day is fine?" As expected the horny psychopath got excited again when the doctor said I won't have any problem with 3 times a day.

"Let's reduce it a bit, don't do it too much, remember the process supposedly taken slowly and patiently." said dr. Jill likes to talk to a toddler who is asking for more candies.

"Ok, then, 2 times it is."

The doctor sighs heavily "Just make sure Vel is comfortable with it. You just know how to shove yours in but he's the one who will grow a set of new organs then carry a baby inside his body, be considerate ok?"

Tin grinning happily "Ok..."

"I'm sorry he grew up to be this perverted." said dr. Jill to me "He was a very cute smiley baby when he was just born. I still remember the moment when I picked him up from his papa's belly."

"Were you the one who helped his birth?" I ask curiously.

"Oh, yeah, he was the first baby Enigma that was ever born in my hand. I even still keep his new born picture, don't you want to see?"

"Sure!" I answer so quickly.

dr. Jill pulled out her phone and scrolled it for a little while before showing me the picture of the cutest baby I've ever seen.

"Don't be too shocked, I've been incredibly handsome since birth," said Tin cockily.

"He's so cute!" I said with a big smile.

"Right?! He was always smiling and rarely cried."

"What?" That sentence sounds a bit off for me.

"Yeah, he was always smiling and laughing every time someone came to play with him, I don't know how he grew up to be this horny perverted person."

"Do you have a video, maybe?"

"Oh, I do, quite a lot of them, I have kept it for 26 years. Can you believe it? He was so cute and I don't have the heart to delete any of his videos or pictures."

She shows me a video of baby Tin, probably a week old or younger, smiling happily to his aunt who is playing with him.

He was really a happy baby, but that's actually impossible. A psychopath even as a baby will already show their psychopathy. They won't be able to connect with the feelings of other people around them, so even when someone is playing with them, they won't react at all. They will also show so much aggression, crying a lot and throwing tantrums over little things. Those signs are what alert parents that there is something wrong with their children so that the children can be diagnosed sooner.

A smiling happy baby who rarely cries doesn't describe a psychopath baby at all.

"Do you want these videos and pictures? I will send it to you."

"Yes, please."

"That's really unnecessary, soon we will make our own baby that will probably look exactly like baby me." said Tin

"Hey! Vel is the one who will carry the baby around for 9 months, it will only be fair if the baby looks like him."

I laugh hearing his aunt keep scolding his horny cocky ass.

"His dad really spoiled him too much, that's why he grew up like this, but don't worry, if he ever bullies you, you can talk to me, I will give a good slap in his head." said dr. Jill to me in a soft voice.

"Hey!" protested Tin.

"Thank you..."

"You're welcome, dear, and more sex for today! do a check up with me at least twice a month so we can monitor your progress" said dr. Jill in a stern voice "I will give you an IV drip to reduce the pain and restore your energy, you need to be able to stand and walk for tonight's family dinner."

Oh, shit! I totally forgot about the family dinner. I look at Tin and I can see he's also totally forgotten about it.

"Just a suggestion, wear a turtleneck shirt. I know everyone knows that you two are sexually active but it won't be appropriate to show off those bright red hickeys on your neck during an important family dinner."

TIN

We spend the rest of the day just inside the house. The maids finish cleaning up my house around midday, my cooks also cook us some food so I don't need to order out. Vel told me my house workers keep grumbling in their head about how chaotic this house is and how much they hope we didn't do this every single time we had sex.

I don't see the need to even care just a little bit about them, they are my workers and I paid them to do their jobs. But Vel, being a person with empathy, feels all sorts of unnecessary feelings like shame toward the insignificant house workers. I just can't understand him.

Vel stayed on the bed almost for the whole day, it's not like he can move anywhere. I brought the food to him. I offered to feed him but he refused and said his hands are working just fine.

He really wants to take a bath so I prepare the bathtub and carry him into it. Somehow he doesn't want me to help him clean up his body even though I already promised him I won't do anything naughty to him. He told me he's too shy to have me inside the bathroom with him, which I also can't understand.

I mean, we had sex many many many times, we took showers together too. There's no part of his body that I haven't seen, I even see the part of his body he never sees, but he still feels shy for taking a bath in front of me? I just don't get it. Human feelings are over-confusing.

By 4 PM, Vel already regained his strength and was able to walk again, even though his walk looked so funny and awkward. I kinda feel proud of myself for being the one who single handedly caused it. Well, if there is any other party cause it, it was Vel himself, for calling me back home and ask me to fuck him when he's in rut.

Around 5, I saw 2 people from Vel's household knocking on the door of the house next to mine. That's when Vel told me that his parents bought that house for him.

"So you are moving next to me?" I ask him excitedly.

"No, not really, but my parents thought I was in that house since Friday, that's why they didn't call the police and report me missing or get kidnapped again when I haven't picked up their call or reply to their message since Friday."

"Or... maybe they just know you are too busy making babies with me so they don't want to disrupt you."

He throws a pillow at me when I say that. I just laugh, I know he knows what I said is probably true.

"Can you meet them, please? they were here to send my suit for tonight."

I usually hate it so much when someone tells me to do anything for them. But for Vel, I'll happily do it.

When I go and meet the 2 Female Beta who deliver the suit for Vel, they look confused and slightly worried because Vel didn't come out himself.

"Vel is in my house, we have been kinda 'busy' since Friday. He's still tired now so he can't come out to take the suit himself." I said that to them.

They totally get what I mean and smile coyly.

"Then please give this suit to Young Master Vel, I'll tell Khun Narissa that Young Master Tin is taking the suit for him because Young Master Vel is still resting in his house."

"Yeah, that will do."

"Khun Narissa also said if the house lacks anything he can tell me and we will provide him with anything he needs."

"Oh, he hasn't entered this house yet, he's been in my house since he arrived. But I will tell him what you say."

They were clearly giggling hearing my words, so I know my message was delivered smoothly. I can't help myself to also smile. Now these two Betas will surely report this to Vel's parents and they will understand how hard me and Vel have been trying to have babies.

"Very well, sir, we'll excuse ourselves now." They give the suit to me, give me a bow, then leave

Vel gave me a suspicious look. the moment I enter the house.

"What did you tell them?" he asked me.

"Just the reason why you can take the suit yourself."

"Ah... I believe you choose a good sentence to tell them the reason to make them think like that."

"What did they think?"

"That you've been fucking me since Friday."

"Then they are not wrong."

Vel throws sofa pillows at me as the way he's saying he's not impressed by the fact that I make his mom's employee find out what we've been doing. I dodge every pillow and manage to tackle him to the sofa. I held his body so he couldn't move and threw more pillows. Surprisingly he didn't struggle much.

"Don't ever think to do anything pervert." he said with a stern voice.

"Why do you always think I want to do something pervert every time I hold you?"

"Because that's what you usually do every time you hold me."

I giggle. Well, he's not wrong.

"This time, I won't, I really just want to cuddle with you."

"Hmmmm..."

He just murmured that and let me cuddle him. We were just cuddling on the sofa. Enjoying each other's pheromones and feeling each other's breath and heartbeat.

"Hey..." I said after a few seconds passed. "Let's sleep at your new house tonight."

"Why?"

"Well, I haven't bought a new bed, we broke it, remember?"

"Correction, you broke it because you were pounding too hard."

I giggled hearing his protest "Well, if I remember correctly it was you who kept saying 'harder, Tin... harder...' I was just doing what you..."

He put his hand on my mouth to stop me continuing my sentence.

"Just buy a stronger bed next time."

I smile widely "So there will be next time when we'll do another marathon sex?"

With his narrowed eyes, he looked at me "Sir, I haven't even fully recovered from this one, you already talking about next time?"

I laugh "It's not like I can control my rut either. If I have to sex fasting for days so I can get a rut then I would rather not."

"Good to know."

"I would rather be able to have sex with you 2 or 3 times a day than having one marathon sex once every week."

"Hey! dr. Jill said not too often."

"Then when will we be able to conceive if we don't do it more often?" I said "I want you to get pregnant with our baby as soon as possible."

"So you can break the record?"

"Not just that, I also want us to have as many children as we can."

He giggled hearing that "How many children do you want actually?"

"Hmm..." I'm thinking for a second "You know, the current record of the most children an Alpha ever gave birth to is 6, so I want us to have 12."

He turned to me in a shocked face "12? "

"Yeah, twice the amount of the current record, so it will be harder to break."

"I'm probably already in my 50's by the time we get our 12th kids!"

"That's why we need to hurry, we need to have one kid every year, or two, and a couple twins will help."

"Then, how will we take care of the kids if we are too busy making another one?"

"The nannies and wet nurses can take care of them."

"No, I don't want that."

"What? you want to breastfeed our kids by yourself? You know males don't produce breast milk as much as females, so wet nurses are needed."

"No, of course we will use wet nurses, but I want us to still take care of the children, creating a bond with them."

"Hmm..." I was thinking for a second.

When thinking about having children, I only think about continuing my bloodline, creating a mini me who will continue my family glorious legacy. I never actually think about creating a bond with a small child that I don't even know. How will I be able to do that? I can't even form any short bonds with adults.

"Are you afraid you can't form any bond with your own children?" he totally sees my thoughts.

"Stop seeing my thoughts."

"You know I can't see your thoughts."

"Yeah... but still stop seeing my thoughts."

He laughed "You can say it honestly to me and I will understand. It will be difficult for a psychopath to even think about making any emotional connection to anyone, especially something weaker than them like babies and children. But it's not impossible. I can make you head over heels over me, so I will help you to care for our children in the future."

I chuckled "I'm not even sure of myself, but I don't know why when you are the one who says it you make me believe in anything."

He smiled hearing my words "Then just trust me, whatever it is, I'm sure we can face it together."

"I'm sure we can." I said to him while also smiling. I don't why I feel that warm fuzzy feeling on my chest again. What is this feeling? Happiness? It's close to that but different. Even my logic can help me to understand this feeling.

"4 at max." he suddenly said that out of nowhere.

"What?"

"I want to have just 4 children, max."

"That's too little!" I protested strongly.

"That's what I think I'm able to conceive and raise."

"No, no, no, how about 8?"

"That's still too many."

"Then, 7, that's my last offer, let's just at least break the record."

"Khun Pooh, having children is not about breaking any record."

"It is for me. Breaking records is important for me."

"But 7 is an odd number, if they want to play 3 on 3 basketball then what will the last one do?"

"They can be the referee."

He laugh again.

"So... 7 it is?" I still insist.

"Let's just have the first one and see how you will handle them."

I smiled then placed one of my hands on his belly and said "Please hurry, come to us, I can't wait to see you."

"There's still nothing inside there."

"Yeah, but we are on our way to build his temporary home here, maybe it will make them grow faster."

He chuckles and mumble "Helpless romantic idiot."

I answer "Maybe I am."

VEL

My bottom still feels sore and my leg still trembles every time I walk. If anything, I'd rather stay in bed till morning. This family dinner is where my parents will officially meet Tin's parents and receive the official courting request. My parents will still accept this request even if Tin's family just send it through an owl or something, and thinking it like that makes me even more lazy to go to this dinner.

But we need to go to this dinner. As much I hate this whole Old Value tradition which I think is so out of date and silly, but I know it's very important for my parents and family because it will secure our status and dignity. Tomorrow, the world will know that the only Enigma heir of the richest family in this country is officially courting me, and it will become a huge pride for my family.

Me and Tin arrive at his mansion together. This is the first time I'm here and this place is way bigger than my mansion, maybe even bigger than the royal palace. The front garden is 10 times larger than mine and I can see layers of buildings built in this huge land that probably can fit 5 small villages.

7 generations of Enigmas really looks different. How much wealth they have they probably didn't even know. And suddenly it comes to mind, I will become the one who has the responsibility to give birth to the next generation of Enigma for this family. Will I be able to do that? Maybe we should haste our baby making process to make sure I have enough time to pop out at least just one Enigma baby.

The place where we'll have our dinner tonight is at the south dining hall. I feel tired already just walking there. The normal me will be just fine walking there but with my weak leg it's really felt so far.

My parents and my sister were already there when we arrived at the dining hall. They all look happy to see me coming with Tin hand to hand.

"I'm very sorry we're coming late," said Tin after we greeted my parents.

"It's ok, we also just arrived." said my mom.

"Is my dad not here yet?" ask Tin.

"Oh, he was here just a second ago, but an unexpected guest is coming and your father needs to greet them," said my mama.

"Unexpected guest?"

At that time I can feel it, a strong anger coming from someone, not in this room, but somewhere close to us. The anger is not strong enough to make me dizzy but it still piqued my curiosity. Who has this kind of anger on this supposedly happy day?

"I'll go find my dad, please excuse me."

"Can I come with you?" I ask quickly "I want to greet him and say my sorry because I'm coming late."

It's just an excuse actually, I just want to find the owner of this anger.

"That would be a good idea," said my mom.

Tin looked at me and seemed unsure if I should come with him or not, but then said "Ok, let's find him, he's probably at the study room."

We left the dining room and walked through this huge home with so many long corridors. I'm 100% sure I will get lost if I'm here by myself. My sense of direction is at the same level as Roronoa Zoro's after all.

When we arrive at the study room, even from outside the door we can hear the loud voices that come from the inside.

"I paid your family enough when I married Yim. Enough to help your father save your family's company, and I just want one thing in return, leave us alone, Yim is no longer part of your family, he no longer has any obligation toward your family, and your family no longer have any right toward him or our son."

I recognize the voice as Khun Jack's voice. I'm surprised his voice sounds so loud and angry while usually he's always been a soft spoken person. He was talking about Yim, who I know is the name of Tin's late papa.

I look at Tin, his facial expression is just flat but I know he didn't expect to hear this kind of conversation with me.

"But you can't forbid Tin's grandma and uncle to attend a family dinner with his future pair. We are here as the representation of his papa."

I don't recognize his voice but from the way he talks I think he was Tin's uncle from his papa's side.

Even from outside the room I can hear Khun Jack's loud sighs, he sounds like he's about to blow up.

"How dare you! How dare you think you still have any right to stand here and say anything about being Tin's grandma and uncle! Your family is the one who caused him to grow up without his beloved papa."

"You blame us while it was clear from the beginning that getting pregnant and giving birth will be dangerous for his life."

"And whose fault was that!" he's fully blown up in anger when he said that "Your family uses him. You sold his body since he was 15 to just anyone who is willing to pay a lot of money. You gave him protection to prevent him from getting knot but never gave him protection to prevent him from getting pregnant. Both protection can't be applied at the same time. You prefer for him to not get knotted because it will make him difficult to have sex with anyone you want, but it will be easy for you to force him to get abortion when he gets pregnant."

I don't think I should have heard this kind of conversation but Tin didn't budge. He just stands there in front of the door with his hand holding mine like saying stay here and just listen.

"And he was willing to do all of that! He was willing to do all of that for his family!"

"Because he was too good! he was too kind, he was like a real life angel. Because he wants to help his family. And what is the result? What is the result of the multiple abortion he's done since he was 16? His womb was ruined, he can't even have a safe pregnancy when he really wants to have a child, my child!"

"You know his pregnancy was dangerous but you still let him keep the baby."

I can hear Khun Jack's chuckle "Did you know what he said? Did you know what he said when he found out that he was pregnant with my child? He asked 'Can I keep this one? Please don't make me kill this one too, let it live.' how can I make him terminate the pregnancy when he said that?"

"You lied! You also need him to give birth to an Enigma heir that is needed for your family, you don't want to terminate the pregnancy because you want your Enigma baby."

I heard a loud voice like something being thrown and broken on the floor "How dare you! I was doing anything to save him, everything I can, everything I know to make sure he survived to see our baby grow up."

"And what is the result? You stand here with your eternal youth while my brother has already become ashes."

"Get out! get out of my house right now!"

"Let's just go, son." an old Female voice suddenly heard, it must be Tin's grandmother from his papa's side who is also inside there with them "We really shouldn't have come here."

"No, mom, until when he will treat us like we have no relationship with Tin, we have the right to be part of his life."

Khun Jack laughed cynically "You think I don't know, the only relationship you want with him is to ask for his money because you continuously make lousy movies and bad investments that make you keep losing money. Don't even think about getting anywhere close to my son."

"He is also my brother's son, he also has responsibility to our family."

"My Yim gave enough to your family and our son doesn't owe anything to your family. Your family on the other hand still owe us your official apology for what you've done to my late husband."

"You think it will be good for your family reputation if we release the official apology like you demanded? People will know that your beloved late husband has been sold his body since he's a highschooler and died because he got multiple abortion before he was even an adult."

"I don't care, as long as you make it clear that your family is the one who makes him go through all of that, that's the only thing I still want from your family."

Tin's uncle scoffed and said the next sentence words by words very clearly "We Will Never Do That."

"Then leave my house because you have no business here." he said that with a calm voice but I can totally hear the menacing tone in it "Get out of my house before I make you, and you know I can easily make you."

I couldn't hear what they said next because Tin suddenly dragged me to hide inside the room next to the study room. A few seconds after we enter the room we can hear people come out from the study room. We can hear Tin's uncle and grandma come out. The uncle said something like don't think it's over and the grandma just tried to calm him down.

Khun Jack came out a few seconds later. He doesn't seem to realize that we were outside the room the whole conversation. He just walked away, probably straight to the dining room.

"This is convenient, this way I don't need to tell you about this directly." said Tin after he made sure his dad was already far enough.

"You already know about all of this?" I ask him.

"My dad had this kind of conversation with my grandfather, my papa's father, in front of me when I was 9 years old. I think it was a few weeks before my grandfather died of a stroke."

I suddenly remember what he said after the bomber at the restaurant said that all Alphas are born from whores. He said it was true. Now, I know it was because of what happened to his papa.

I looked at him and said "I'm sorry."

He narrowed his eyes "For what?"

"For what happened to your papa."

"It should have made me sad, right? But, it doesn't."

"I know you don't."

I can't help but feel really bad for Tin's papa. He knows he will die if he keeps his baby but he's still going through with the pregnancy. He died and gave birth to a baby that grew up to become a person who doesn't even feel sad for his sacrifice.

But at least he still has a husband who loves him so much, who would do anything for him.

'He will burn the whole world for me... I can't let him do that...'

Somehow, that sentence came back to me, the sentence that I heard inside Tin's mysterious memory.

Why do I suddenly remember that sentence again?

And another thing I just realized, the strong anger that I felt from the dining room wasn't coming from Khun Jack, it was coming from the uncle. Like Tin, I can't sense Khun Jack's feelings at all. He was all blank like his son.