chapter 32

Nihal's POV.I didn't said anything as she will not tell me anything like always...I slept beside her ....Next morning when I wake up she was not there ...there is beautiful black blazer , black jeans and white shirt with black tie on the couch .Black?Also there is a letter on it..I read it Hey nihal you look adorable in black plz wear it for today ...Surbhi~~Oh why she is doing this ....but automatically smile came on my face .....I went to bathroom, take bath and did all my daily chores .....I was excited to see her face ....When I went downstairs..Only mom , dad and amrita was there ...I became sad ...Nihal : mom where is surbhi?All were shocked again like tomorrow morning....but why ?Anushka ( in mind ) ~~ tommorow morning Surbhi asked me about him and now nihal is asking about her ....it means things are curing between them...may God bless them....only before marriage they used to ask about each other ....and now again they started this ....Nihal : mom where  you are lost?Anushka : nothing ....Surbhi went with poonam to inquire about some best institutes and join them ....Nihal : but she can tell me too...I would help her ...I know very good institutes....Anushka : don't worry...she will do it herself..if not then you will ....Nihal( in mind  ) : why anyone didn't questioned me about this suit .....anyways ...I have to go ....After having breakfast nihal went to office......It's time for his arrival...He came inside the house ....no one is there ....He shouted ...mom ...amrita ......Where are you all.....He noticed that even maids are not there ...He placed all his stuffs on the table ...Then he went towards his room to take bath ....Nihal's POVI think everyone has gone for shopping , picnic or something else...Why didn't they told me in the morning...I should have also joined them...But are maids also gone with them ?...Where are they ?I think they are on leave ....but in morning they were at home...When I opened the door of my room...I was shocked by seeing what is infront of me....the room was decorated with rose petals....even bed also ....all the walls were covered with sorry and I love you banners ...lights were off only candles are there....Flashback start .Surbhi's POVWhen I went inside the room ..he was doing his work while sitting on couch ...I feel so much pain , how much pain and sadness I have given to him ....I told him to do his work on bed but after sometime he started shouting on me ....and he told me to leave ...I came outside..tears started coming from my eyes ...I was not crying because he shouted on me for the first time ..I was crying as because of me he is so angry and depressed by mind ....i want him to shout on me more so that he can leave his frustration and became like before ....I can do anything for him....But why ? Why I'm doing all this ? Is I'm in love ? ....I was crying and after sometime he came outside and sit beside me ....seeing him I can't control myself and started crying while hugging him ....His touch was giving me so much relief....after that I leave from there ...as don't know what was happening to me I never cried for anyone ...I think it's because I'm regretting for what I did .. it's not love ....it's just care ....He was busy in his work so I decided to make something for him...as he used to prepare food for me now it's my turn ....I went downstairs ...I saw that mom was in the garden ..talking with amrita and they both eating their lunch......I think amrita had came from her friend's house ....... surely maids have prepared the lunch for them .I felt relief as if they had saw me with these red eyes they will surely get worried...I quickly prepared food for him..I went upstairs...with the plate but I was in so much fear ..as I can't face him....He doesn't deserve me ....but somehow I manageI sat on the floor and started feeding him.. firstly he tried to say something but after a while he didn't said anything...but seeing him eating like a pure and  soft hearted cute child I felt sad ..as he is bearing so much ....tears started coming from my eyes ... I can't face him so I kept my gaze on the floor..he wiped my tears time to time and After sometime he started feeding me too...After we had our lunch I came out ....When I was going towards the kitchen..mom and amrita were coming towards me from the garden...they saw me....Anushka : surbhi what happened to you ...a while ago you were so happy and now your red eyes.....?Amrita : bhabhi..did you cried?I didn't have answers for their questions...why I cried for him ......❤️