Chapter 77

Chapter 77

***Chastity***

After classes, my appointment with Dee-Dee, and self defense class on Thursday I sat down in my

room, and decorated my shoes. I never realized how hard it could be to come up with a design I was

happy with. I was glad I hadn’t started seriously attaching the stones. Lexi, and Norm giggled a my

frustration, until I kicked them out, and called Molly on video chat. That girl knew what she was doing.

Within an hour my shoes were done, and I was happy with them. I was covered in adhesive though so I

went to take a shower.

I was standing in the shower, relaxing when I started to think about my actions from Monday’s shower.

Before that went any further, I stuck my head out of the shower to make sure my laptop, that I could

see on my bed was closed. Once I was sure, I closed the shower door, and with trembling hands

started to play with my nipples again. I still felt a little weird about this, but pushed that aside. When I

felt pressure start to building between my legs, I moved one of my hands to explore down there.

When my finger tip brushed my clit I gasped at the light shock that went through my body. Blinking

rapidly, I brushed my finger over it again, with a bit more pressure. That caused me to moan quietly.

Ok. That felt kind of good. I tried pinching it like I did my nipples, and gasped again. When I pinched

harder it hurt so that was definitely a no go. I tried rubbing in circles, and that felt really good. The

pressure built more, and for some reason I felt, I guess empty down there. I moved my other hand

down there as I continued to rub my clit, moaning softly. Using my other hand I started to explore the

rest of the area.

Rubbing my fingers along my lower lips felt alright, but nothing great. Using two of the fingers on the

hand still rubbing my clit, I spread my lower lips, and continued to explore. When my fingers found my

pussy I gasped. I don’t know what prompted me to do it, but I stuck one finger in just a bit. It felt odd,

but good. I pressed in a little deeper, causing myself to moan. I withdrew my finger for a moment, then

pushed back. in further. When my finger was pressed in as far as I could reach I wiggled it around a bit,

just to feel around in there. I hit a spot that caused tingles to shoot all over the place. Holy hell that felt

shocking, but good.

I found myself leaning against the shower wall, and spreading my legs apart. I started moving the

fingers on my clit in faster circles as I moved the other finger in and out of me faster, and faster. I made

sure to hit that shock inducing spot as often as I could. I was moaning at the feelings. Part of me

thought I should stop as I felt I explored enough, but a bigger part told me to keep going that there were

better feelings to come. I tried pushing a second finger inside of myself, and found that felt even better.

When I felt my feet slipping, I slid down the shower wall to sit.

I spread my legs wide, and kept up the movements of my hands. For some reason I started moving

both faster. I could hear wet slapping sounds as I moved my fingers in, and out of myself faster, and

faster. My hips started following the movement of my fingers like they were begging for them not to

leave me. I lightly pinched my clit at one point, and moaned loudly then bit my lip to stop the noise. For

a bit I looked down to watch what I was doing. For some reason that made me even more excited. I

couldn’t understand it, but I didn’t question it. I just continued to watch myself. It felt too good to stop

anything I was doing.

Suddenly I pictured Rowen touching me this way, and my whole body tightened up at the thought. I

almost bit through my lip trying to keep myself quiet. As my movements sped up more I felt something

building up inside of me more, and more. Something I felt like I needed to reach. I didn’t know how to,

but I know I needed to. I shoved my fingers in, and flicked over that spot inside of me over, and over

again as I pinched my clit. My back arched, my body tensed, as sparks danced in front of my eyes, and

that pressure released in a flood of overpowering feelings that I couldn’t explain. As that feeling started

to pass I slowed the movements of my hands, and eventually stopped. My arms, and legs flopped

down on

the floor in exhaustion.

What the hell was that? All I knew for sure was that it had felt really good, but now I was spent. I could

hear Leila giggling in my head as I eventually managed to pull myself up off the floor to wash.

“What is so funny?” I questioned.

“You. Congratulations, you just had your first orgasm.” Leila giggled.

“My what?”

“Your first orgasm. That is what it feels like to be touched. It will feel even better when mate does it.”

“What? No. No. No. Rowen wouldn’t touch me like that. He couldn’t possibly want to do that.”

“But he will Chastity. That, and so much more. Trust me, if you liked what you just did to yourself, you’ll

love it when Rowen does it.”

“How would you know?”

“I don’t know how I know. I just know. Ok? When you’re ready let him. He’ll make you feel so much

more.” “I don’t know Leila.”

“I know you don’t. You’re not ready yet, but when you are, you’ll see.”

“I guess.”

“Hurry up, and finish showering. It’s almost time to talk to mate.”

“Oh no. He…he won’t know what I just did will he? He didn’t feel it or anything did he? I was told that

mates can feel when the other is intimate with anyone, but them.”

“Not when their mate is touching themselves, no. He won’t feel that. Well not in a painful way. If you’re

close to him, and touching yourself he’ll feel that, and he’ll get turned on by it. He’ll want to touch you

himself, or watch you touch yourself.”

“WATCH ME?!”

“Sure. Why not? He might like it. You could show him what you like so he can do the same things.”

“No. Absolutely not!”

“Why not?”

“It’s too embarrassing.”

“It doesn’t need to be. Anything that happens between mates when it comes to sex should never be

embarrassing.”

“Whatever you say Leila. I doubt that’s true.”

“We’ll see.”

I grumbled, and finished my shower. Once I was out I dried off, I threw on one of Rowen’s t-shirts, and

a pair of pajamas pants. By the time I went back into my bedroom, Rowen had text me three times

about video chatting. I apologized for taking so long to respond, and that I had been in the shower.

Then I opened my laptop, and called him. His smiling face popped up quickly.

“Hi sweet girl.” Rowen said.

“Hi.” I responded smiling at him.

“Have a nice shower?” He asked, and my eyes widened.

Did he know what I had been doing in there? Had he felt it.

“Y….yes.” I muttered.

“Good. I’m glad. I don’t have a lot of time, but I wanted to just make sure we’re all set for this weekend.”

“O…oh. Yes. Sorry. Danielle told me your weekend pass was approved. We can pick it up when you

get here. What time did you say you would be here?”

“We’ll get there right around five. We’ll pick you up for dinner at the pack house. After dinner, I’ll ride

back with you, Marcus, and Norm.”

“Ok. Yeah. Lexi said she had to stay at the pack house tomorrow night.”

“Yeah. The families are required to be there for the rehearsal as it’s not only Robert getting sworn in,

but also his Luna, Beta, Gamma, and their mates, if they have them.”

“I know Darren doesn’t have one yet. I’m not sure about the Beta.”

“He doesn’t. The king has been talking about doing the mating gatherings again soon so they’ll

probably go.”

“Would you go?”

“No. I have my mate so I don’t need to. If you want, once you’re done with school, and everything we

can go to one together so you can see what it’s like. I hear they’re not that great though. A lot of people

sniffing around each other, and groping each other too. There is supposed to be other things going on

like dancing, and stuff, but not much of that happens from what dad told me about those things in the

past.” “Yeah. I don’t think I’d be interested in that.”

“Neither am I. Unfortunately, if they become a thing again, we may have to host them sometimes, in the

future.”

“Why?”

“Because no single pack hosts them all. It’s unfair to expect that so each gathering is hosted by a

different pack, and all packs are expected to host at least one.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah. We would be expected to give a speech, greet a few people, eat a meal, then we could leave.”

“Why would WE have to be there? Can’t you go by yourself?”

“I shouldn’t, and I wouldn’t.”

“Why?”

“It would make me appear that I am unmated, and looking for my mate. That is not, and will not be the

case. If anyone mated attends, they take their mate so as not to cause confusion.”

“Oh. I guess that makes sense.”

“Yeah, but that’s a long ways off, and not something we need to worry or even think about right now.

We’re not even sure they will become a thing again. I think the king is going to have one, and see how

it goes. If it goes well, he’ll consider doing them twice a year. If not, he won’t.”

“That makes sense.”

“It does. Well I hate to do this, but I have to run. I need to go pick up a couple of things for tomorrow.

Have a good night sweet girl. I can’t wait to see you.”

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“You too. Bye.”

I waved at him, and signed off. I smiled as I got excited about seeing him tomorrow, and having the

whole weekend with him. I looked around my room, and realized it could use a cleaning. It wasn’t

messy really, just not as organized as I liked it. I cued up some music on my laptop, and got to work.

The first thing I did was strip the bed, and change the sheets, much to Lilac’s displeasure because she

had been comfortably sleeping on my blanket. I hushed her, and put her in her window seat. She

happily stretched out there. Not like it mattered, she slept all of the time any way.

Next I collected up her toys that she had spilled every where, and put them back in the little basket I

had for them. I lectured her about putting her toys back where they belong when she was done with

them. Of course she ignored me, like she always does when I told her this. Leila was giggling at me in

my head as I lectured. I moved to my books that were all over my desk next. I put the ones I needed for

the following day in my book bag, and the rest back on the bookshelf. I found an odd sock under my

bed, and it went right into the laundry basket. Clean or dirty it was getting washed. I moved onto the

bathroom from there.

changed out all of the towels, and bath mat that wiped the whole room down.

Once I was satisfied, I grabbed my laundry basket, and headed to the laundry room at the end of the

hall. I was thankful they were empty as I didn’t feel like going all the way to the first floor to do laundry.

Once they were started I grabbed the book I brought to read, and got comfortable. I was surprised no

one else came to do laundry while I was there, but no one ever did. Once everything was washed,

dried, and folded I headed back to my room. I put everything away, and crawled into bed I wanted to

have at least some decent sleep before Rowen arrived the next day. I drifted off to sleep, blushing as I

remembered what I had done in the shower. No way was I ever going to let Rowen see me do that. Nor

would I ever tell any one. It did feel good though so I would probably do it again, at some point.