Chapter 116
Undercover Infiltration Duchess
There was a painful but thrilling pleasure when Edmond hit with his hand. She liked the friction when his big, hard palm hit her butt. Ezet groaned cheerfully whenever the clap sounded cheerful.
But right now, this is. She doesnât know if itâs a magical tool or something, but itâs only pain and no pleasure.
âEd, Edmond, donât do thisâ¦â
âYouâre still talking. Come on, cry like a donkey.â
âEd, itâs my fault. Whoops!â
Suddenly, the whip came through the hip, and Ezet lifted her hip. Edmond rubbed up and down to take a shot and stimulated her vagin* and asshol*.
But the punishment she wanted wasnât like this.
âNow youâre being punished. I donât think youâre in a position to ask for it.â
âWhy not? I said Iâd do whatever you wanted!â
âSighâ¦â
âI donât want to be punished and hurt. Give me something to rejoice in!â
Even though she knew it was a ridiculous demand, Ezet had no choice but to appeal. She hated being strangled, spanked, harassed by the stranger without Edmondâs love.
She wants to be loved. She wants to have fun with the man she loves. How could she not have noticed that natural desire until now?
âYou want to go back on what you just said when you told yourself it doesnât matter if itâs a doll or a livestock?â
âYou can reverse it! Canât I be fickle?â
It is certainly not noble to go back on what has been said. But Edmond said he would change the worldâs norms and peopleâs perceptions if Ezet wanted to.
It doesnât matter if itâs arbitrary, fickle, loud, rude, lazy, or stupid, and Ezet says sheâs right to do whatever she wants.
Ezet was pleased to think that the word ignoring the order was absurd. All the restrictions that kept her feelings locked up disappeared, and she felt liberated. What a dangerous right to be free to do what you shouldnât do.
âEdmond, touch meâ¦â
âMilady.â
âI want to see your faceâ¦â
As she cried and begged, the tension that was flowing in the room became easier to breathe. Realizing that this was due to the loosening of the collar pressing on her neck, she lifted her head with a flutter.
There was a loving man in front of her.
âYou can be fickle.â
âEdmondâ¦â
âDo as you please, whether you go back on your word, behave yourself, or make ridiculous demands. You can do anything.â
By my side.
Edmondâs expression adding so was desperate.
Ezet was strangled and whipped, and Edmond had a look of all kinds of torture and suffering on his face.
âDidnât I tell you? Iâm a principled person.â
âWhat does that have to do with anything?â
âMy principle is you.â
At the unexpected word, Ezet blinked amber. Tears that could not be shed fell down.
âIf she hadnât run away, it wouldnât be me in the bedroom that day; it would have been her. Then you would have spent the first night with my sister.â
âEzet, itâs home anyway. It didnât happen.â
âThen youâd whisper love to my sister, not me, and go shopping and listening to the opera together? Iâm sure you gave her a name and kissed her in front of people.â
âNo!â
Edmond was vehemently in denial.
Itâs his husbandâs duty to have a marital relationship, so she may have had her first night.
But thatâs all. Edmond was not originally obsessed with or desiring anything. He tried to control everything because it was convenient. He didnât like to be bothered. Moreover, he hated to adjust to other peopleâs feelings that might change at any time.
It was Ezet that turned the loathing into a pleasant hobby.
âItâs your sister who married me. But the one I loved is you.â
âSo if you had spent your first night with my sisterâ¦â
âNo assumption is meaningful. If it werenât for you, I wouldnât have loved anyone.â
It was simple why Edmond thought Erit was insane but didnât let her go. Because it was no more or less necessary for him to receive her and retain the title âMadam.â
It didnât matter to anyone. The non-divorce condition was made because he didnât want to go to the trouble of preparing a âwifeâ who was just a chess piece for making his life plan anyway.
Edmond disliked being bothered to make corrections to what had been done and hated to go back on what had been said. In a way, he might have been more of a slob than a self-righteous man.
Even if Erit ran away and put a woman in place as a substitute, he would have accepted it. To Edmond Jaxen, the Duchess of Jaxen was just a word on paper.
Such Edmond held her the first time and caught her. She was taken outside, confined to the inner circle, and living a doll-like life for the first time.
Ezet is Eritâs substitute?
Youâre welcome.
It was Ezet who brought his wife, who existed only with paper and ink, to reality. Holding her, Edmond heard her call his name in that lovely voice; Edmond first realized the existence of his wife.
âPeople often praise fateful love. Like an absolutely immutable law, love, no matter what hardship or adversity, may be from beginning to end. But I donât like that kind of insuperable fate.â
Erit took out the real doll thread, and Ezet replaced it with a fake line. Whatâs wrong with that?
At the end of the thread that Edmond pulled was an Ezet.
What is visible, what is held in hand, what is chosen by oneâs will. Isnât that the absolute truth?