30. My Defiance
The Lycan Princess and the Temptation of Sin
SKYLA.
I had grabbed a baggy cream knit top and pulled it over my crop top, pushing it back from my
shoulders so it would cover my ass up, until Dad drops me at school, anyway. I'm sitting in the car,
with my earPods in and tapping my foot to the beat of the music.
âCan we try to talk about this?â He says, looking over at me.
âNo,â I say, glancing at him but refusing to switch my music off.
He sighs, frowning as he stares out ahead at the winding road. âYou know we're worried about you
Sky. That's why we're here, to help you and fucking be there for you. It's fine to struggle, it's fine not
to be fucking in control. It's fine to let others see that.â
No, it's not and I'm dealing... somewhat.
Mama had healed me, the pain of the poisons and the bite were gone, and I feel alive. Not sure if
that's a good thing, considering I might lose control faster.
âFucking talk to me Sky.â
âYou know what the problem is?â I say, taking my pods out and looking at Dad pointedly.
âI'm all fucking ears.â He replies, turning on the heating to clear the steam from the windshield.
I sigh, frustrated. âYou're being pushy. I'm fine, like I'm fucking fine. Can you like just stop getting in
my business? I know you care for me, but seriously I'm doing ok. I'm trying to figure my shit out.â
He frowns, but I think heâs gotten the picture that no, I'm not going to share my issues.
He sighs but says nothing. I'm not sure if it's because he doesnât want to rile my Lycan up or if he
genuinely accepted I'm not going to give in. Either way, I'm cool with it.
We fall silent, and Dad reaches over. Cupping the back of my head, he rubs it gently. Just the way he
did when I was a kid... my chest constricts and tugs painfully, but I refuse to let him see that side...
âSo, what's going on between you and Arden?â He asks, ruffling my hair.
My heart skips a beat, but I try to remain as normal as possible. He sits back and I give him a mock
glare as I shake my head, fixing my curls. Not that they were styled anyway.
"You were there. Didn't you hear our conversation?â I ask, cocking a brow.
He glances at me, and I keep my face straight. He knows I know how good his hearing is and
although I'm not sure if he heard or not, I'm going to pretend like he did.
âNot much considering the music and everyone else there...â He frowns.
I shrug casually. âWell, you know me. I like to get under othersâ skin. I actually saw him at a club
before I even knew he was my teacher, and we may have flirted.â
Dad's eyes flash but I've never shied away from speaking about such things and with Mama and
Dad they want us to be open with them, so Dad has to always suck it up. I smirk. However, even I'm
not stupid enough to tell him everything that went down.
âThat fucker we dined with?â Dad growls.
I nod. âYeah, the very same handsome fucker. Anyway, when he realised I am his student, he became
a fucking prude.â
Dad's frown eases up and he nods. âGood.â He glares ahead as we drive through the gates of the
Academy, his knuckles white on the steering, and I know for a fact heâs dented the damn thing.
I smirk, see? I know how to play this game. âAnd then me being me finds great pleasure in trying to
get a reaction from him. But heâs fucking boring.â I grumble, crossing my arms.
Dad nods, âThat explains you two in the office.â He mutters.
My heart thuds, fuck... he heard that...
"Yeah, but you donât need to worry. He's too much of a goody-two-shoes to try anything.â
Unlike his brother...
Dad reaches into his pocket and takes out his wallet.
"Yeah? Well, you know what I'm going to say Sky, stay away from him. He's an Arden and as he said,
he is your teacher. There's a boundary there.â Dad warns seriously as the car pulls up outside the
entrance to the main building. âHere, take what I owe you.â He grumbles.
I smirk as I nod slowly and snatch his wallet from him, raiding it.
Nice crispy notesies, all for mesies... Come to Mama my beauties..
"Yup, just as there were boundaries when a fellow Alpha sent his eighteen-year-old daughter to
your pack to keep safe.â I counter, swiping the entire bundle of notes. I toss his empty wallet at him
which he barely catches and quickly open the door before I jump out.
âSky.â Dad growls.
I turn and smirk at him
"Karma Daddy, Karma.â I wink at him, sticking my tongue out and grabbing my bag. I hear
Malevolent stir, but she knows sheâs safe with me. I slam the door shut before he can reply and
saunter into school, chuckling as I look at the wad of notes.
Why the hell would you give me a wallet of money if you don't want me to take it?
Maybe I could go cat feeding later. There are plenty of strays on the streets in the town nearby. I'll
grab some food from the shops later...
Now to find Aleric... I strut through the halls, ignoring the stares I'm getting. They may be scared of
me, but they can't deny they know I'm hot. I wink at one of the girls I have hooked up with once or
twice, smirking when she blushes.
Hmm, if she isn't scared... I wouldn't mind a piece of that booty.
"Hey..." she says as I walk past.
âRight back at you.â I cast her one last smile and wink before I walk off.
âKat, do you know where Aleric Arden would be at this time?â
âProfessor Arden?â
Oh, sheâs so cute, Professor my foot. He ain't no damn professor.
"Yeah him.
âHis first class is probably about to start, I would say, check the labs.â Her reply comes. âAre you ok
Sky?"
âOh, absolutely..." I reply, smiling devilishly.
The bell rings and I growl, but that's not enough to deter me. I'm still going to do what I came here
for. I quicken my pace. I'm a woman on a mother fucking mission and nothing can stop me.
That's until I spot Zayn slinking around the corner, but it's the way his breathing is uneven and
ragged that catches my attention.
Is he ok?
Frowning, I slow down, turning the corner he had gone around and see him head down towards the
exit to the basketball court.
He places his hand on the wall for a moment and takes a steadying breath. He's sweating and his
skin looks pale.
He needs help.
I glance around, wondering if I can call anyone else, considering he doesn't like being around me.
He's still a dick, don't get me wrong, I'm not forgiving him for the lewd marks he made about Kat,
but he genuinely seems sick.
âWhat shall we do, Malevolent?â I mutter as I see him struggle to push open the exit door and
stagger outside.
"Meow?"
Yeah, I agree, we need to check up on him. I break into a jog, catching the door before it slams shut
and step outside. I follow his scent and find him around the side alley, slumped on the ground.
âWhat's happened to you?â I ask. Instantly he tenses and jumps to his feet, staggering.
âNothing, I'm fine. What the hell do you want?â He's scanning the area, looking for an escape route.
I frown, looking him over. He even looks sickly...
âI saw you staggering. You look awful. Go see the campus doctor. Want to me help you there?â I ask,
shouldering my tote bag and inch closer.
"Just stay the fuck away from me!â He snarls.
I raise my hands in surrender. âAlright mate, if you don't want me to help then I won't but you look
like fucking shit so go see a doctor or something.â Shaking my head I turn and head back inside,
coming face to face with none other than Headmaster Rivers.
âSkyla.â
âHeadmaster.â I smirk. He looks towards the back door and cocks a brow.
âThe bell has rang. I'm not sure if you heard?â He says, despite looking at me suspiciously, I bet heâs
too damn scared to do anything.
"Of course, I did. I'm a werewolf, after all.â I say in the same annoying tone that heâs using.
He raises an eyebrow before he nods and chuckles at my lame comeback.
âAh yes... Precisely, so please head to class.â He says, glancing at the exit behind me.
I'm tempted to tell him about Zayn but after last year... I don't really want to be tied to him...
I begin walking and to my utter irritation, he follows, clearly going to make sure I get to class.
Fucker...
Just great, I guess I'll catch the Ken doll at lunch.