twenty five

"This is what you wanted, right?"

Ivan and Jeremiah smiled down at Luka as he stood before the playground. His hands clasped ahold of his face with so much joy that his joy became their own.

"Yes yes yes!" He squealed, turning around so fast and grabbing both of their hands. "Come!"

Luka pulled them along, bringing them to a swing set as Jeremiah placed him in it. Once Luka grabbed ahold of the chains tightly, he looked back at them both.

"Push me! Both at the same time!"

Ivan and Jeremiah began to push him, doing exactly what he asked. The both of them smiling at his ecstatic squeals as he got higher and higher up.

He looked over at Jeremiah who was laughing at how cute Luka was, but when he felt stare on him, he looked over. Seeing the loving stare that Ivan had set upon him, he became shy.

"Oh...you're making me shy." He murmured.

"Am I?"

Jeremiah nodded coyly as Luka continued to be pushed. He came closer over to Ivan, close enough so that only the two of them heard what the other was saying.

"It's like the movies, you know?" Jeremiah teased, bumping his hip against Ivan who raised his eyebrow. "The cheesy parents pushing their child on the swing with the cheesy happy smiles. In a park, in a backyard - anywhere with a swing set!"

Ivan laughed, pressing a kiss to Jeremiah's shoulder. "You're so silly. This was Luka's choice, I guess he's the cheesy one out of all of us."

"Maybe-."

"Daddies! I want down now! I wanna play."

Jeremiah instantly stopped the swing, helping Luka down as he hugged them both. Only to run off to play with other children. The both of them took each other's hand, Ivan leaning his body against his.

"I love this...I love you." Ivan sighed, chuckling at Jeremiah's lips kissing his temple repeatedly. "Finally. Time as a family...the family we always were meant to be. You love this too, right?"

"Of course!" Jeremiah exclaimed excitedly, cradling Ivan's face. He smiled down at his doe eyes that teased him, pressing a kiss to his lips softly. "Us three...happy. We are Mates, with our son, doing the things he wants today! How could I not love this?"

Ivan felt his face become pink, his eyes slowly gravitating to the lips he wanted to kiss him again. Jeremiah noticing as he smiled, kissing him once more.

"How could I not love today?"

"Is that who I think it is?"

Jeremiah's eyes flew open and looked around, seeing a man who had an amused look on his face. Ivan felt a chill run down his spine because that voice...sounded strangely familiar.

When he turned around, he instantly knew he spoke too soon.

"Of course." Ivan mumbled quietly, holding onto Jeremiah now who was just confused. "Of course you appear now."

"Remember that one night we had?"

Ivan stood before the stranger, holding onto Jeremiah's arm. Jeremiah remained silent because he had no idea what he was talking about, but his arm did go around his waist to comfort him.

While Ivan already remembered who this person was. It wasn't anyone important, it wasn't even anyone he did anything with; but back then, he almost did. He stopped himself...because he didn't want to hurt Jeremiah if it was ever found out.

The night he met him was the night he slept with Jeremiah too. The night where he insisted he gets him pregnant...and where he did.

"I don't know what you're talking about-."

"Don't play dumb. You almost slept with me and just when things were getting interesting, you ran off. Married hand and all." The man wiggled his ring finger in his face, and Ivan instantly felt Jeremiah's grip on his waist tighten. "Don't worry, him and I didn't have sex. We did make-out and he sat on my lap. I am respectful enough to tell you that we didn't get that far, but it could've."

Ivan didn't say a word as he glanced up at Jeremiah. He saw his eyes were already on him and he waited for him to look angry. Except he just grinned down at him as he looked back at the man.

"It could've, but it didn't. That was years ago, and I'm focusing on now. You telling me this has changed nothing about our relationship right now. If you told me this before we mated and forgave one another, that might have ruined me; but that was him back then. I have the him right now...and that's enough for me." Jeremiah smiled down at his perplexed expression to the whole thing.

Ivan instantly hugged him tighter as he felt horrible that this was brought up now. After so long...and when they were doing something fun for their son.

"Can you leave?" Ivan finally spoke up, shaking his head. "We are here with our son. It's disrespectful of you to come up to us and speak this way as if there aren't children present. You know we have a child together."

"And? I have a child too." The man pipes up, nodding behind them.

When they looked, they saw a little girl who happened to be playing with Luka too. Jeremiah facing back forward quickly as he forced a smile onto his lips. A smile that made the man uncomfortable because it was so clearly forced.

"It was nice meeting you, but don't judge me when I say I could go the rest of my life never seeing your face again." Jeremiah tells him firmly despite his smile, turning away as Ivan followed.

The silence was kind of awkward...but Ivan felt awkward. He couldn't tell if Jeremiah was because of the way he behaved.

Nothing changed, which was startling. He expected at least...some kind of reaction, even if it was from his past actions. Except he had no reaction and he found himself kind of concerned, yet relieved.

"It's as if he was never speaking to us," He chuckled, trying to see where Jeremiah was mentally.

Jeremiah debated on responding, until he did. "Is it?"

That response said enough for him.

And when that whole day was over, getting home was where things became more obvious. More obvious about Jeremiah's discomfort, anger...and even jealousy.

Feelings he curbed while they were out with Luka, because he didn't want his own feelings to ruin their family time. Except now that they were home and Luka was having his nap...he let himself feel.

Those feelings...drove him mad. Drove the part of him that he was just beginning to understand into overdrive.

Knowing Ivan cheated - even if it was his old self - left the Alpha side of him raging. Because his Omega...did that to him. The lack of respect was something he could not tolerate.

Even something from the past.

He stood outside of the room Ivan was in, trying to get himself together. As his body felt hot with anger, while he also forgave.

But his Alpha side, did not.

Primus did not either.

And that showed when the door flew open to Ivan's dismay. Because in the room he was tidying things up for when he planned to work again. Except that concentration was out the window at him.

"Jeremiah..." Ivan's voice came out in a shiver at the sight of him. The look within his eyes that was full of hunger and lust; yet there was jealousy too.

Something he had never seen in such a way before. Unaware of just coming across that guy had completely unraveled him. It had him feeling jealousy in ways he had never before and it was because Ivan had actually done stuff with him.

Even if it wasn't sex, it was still something.

Someone else, besides him, got to do stuff with him.

The Alpha within him raged and no longer could be suppressed. His instinct left him unable to fight against such primal urges. Primus was even furious as well, that something within Luv would even allow him to do such a thing.

Except the Jeremiah before him now - the last of him - could still muster a tight enough grip on the door.

His breathing heavy, he nodded forward.

"You...you must leave. I c-cannot control myself any longer. You can think I'm ridiculous because I said it was in the past, and it is! - but I still can't. I still feel such anger and rage for knowing someone other than me got to touch you... And to think you did this after we had sex...just frustrates me further. You already drive me crazy, but this drives me even crazier. The voice in my head is telling me to shove my dick so far inside of you until I knot, Ivan."

Ivan watched Jeremiah begin in to breathe heavily, his eyes hooding on his very face. His hand trembled on the doorknob as the grip became tighter to calm himself some more.

"Cumming again and again, hearing you breathless below me. My Omega...what you will always be. And my Omega had once...cheated on me. Even if that was the old you and before the curse was lifted - I...I..." Jeremiah faltered, his hand going over his face for a moment. Until that heat took over once again. "I can't do this!"

Ivan felt his heart race not only in fear, but excitement. Fear because of what his actions have resulted in...and how they have now come up. While he was also excited because he had never seen such a side of Jeremiah...not towards him, at least.

"You did this to me - Ivan!" Jeremiah shrieked, his voice hoarse and full of so much emotion. Emotions of anger, jealousy, but most of all - desire. Just hearing and seeing him this way only aroused Ivan further.

He didn't want to run. As Jeremiah's Omega, he felt like he deserved whatever it was he'd get.

"What's stopping you from rushing me right now? I was wrong...I'm ready to be punished." Ivan smiles, licking his lips as he saw the way Jeremiah looked him up and down. "Past, present, future...I'm ready."

His eyes narrowed upon him, he didn't understand why Ivan was behaving this way. To him, he felt like this side of him...his jealousy he's tried to mask should've remained hidden.

Because he didn't think he'd ever have to show such a side in the first place.

Just when he came closer, Jeremiah shook his head. Looking at the lustful look in Ivan's eyes, he swallowed.

"So, I give you one chance...to run away. Because I can't...suppress my instinct any further. I want to have you, and I want to dominate you so bad that the longer I look at you, the more I want to have you. It's not normal...I'm sorry that I can't hold myself back. My jealousy...I'm being so shameful." Jeremiah breathed, his pheromones becoming overwhelming to the senses.

Ivan purposely took himself into such senses, feeling his body become overwhelmed the closer he got. So close until he was standing right before Jeremiah.

His eyes locked onto his dark ones, his breathing labored.

Such instincts left Jeremiah feeling more than he wanted to. Just staring down at Ivan he felt immeasurable guilt for even wanting him this way.

He has always wanted him, but it was never in such a hungry and animalistic way.

"Do all Alphas...feel such animalistic urges towards the one they love most?" He asked Ivan in a shaky breath.

"Yes." Primus responds to him. "Especially if they do things like that that go against us, especially when they belong to us."

Ivan shrugged slightly, but he came even closer. Unaware of the words Jeremiah heard as he pulled him into the room, closing the door as he pushed his back up against the wall.

His eyes trailing down his body until he saw how hard he was in his pants. The lining of his cock and how hard it was...how painful it looked. He brought himself closer to Jeremiah, unaware of the way his hands began to shake.

Shake because resisting his instinct began to become impossible. Such urgencies start from his hands and slowly made their way up to his arms.

"I'm not an Alpha...so I can't really answer that properly, huh?" Ivan smiles at him, Jeremiah's eyes softening upon him. "But I can tell you that...as an Omega, I've been waiting for this. Back then, I was an idiot - let me explain myself. Not as a game, not as a way to torment you, and not as a way to make you upset. I just want to alleviate your frustrations...I will be honest to you."

Jeremiah watched Ivan's hand lower down his pelvis. His fingers only centimeters from his erection. Only to travel back up and caress his pelvis.

"After we had sex that one day...I was ridiculously upset because I enjoyed myself. I wanted to change my mind and try to have someone else override that feeling. I went to a club, found that idiot, and all we did was make-out. The farthest he got was just grabbing my ass...and I straddled him. I'm sorry...but we didn't have sex. I hope you believe me, Luka is your son - if you questioned it at all-."

"I did not."

"Good." Ivan smiled, watching Jeremiah's lips tighten together to suppress himself further. "I want you-."

"Why?" Jeremiah whimpered, his hands gripping Ivan's shoulders tightly.

That was the best he could manage as his body wanted to touch him. He pulled Ivan closer until their faces were centimeters away.

His lips hovering above Ivan's, he felt his hunger grow.

"What I want to do I don't even understand myself. Even after hearing you explain yourself, I'm more envious...wanting, as your Alpha."

"I'm your Omega," Ivan murmurs as he saw Jeremiah's eyes darken entirely, "and you're my Alpha. I am literally...begging you to release your instinct upon me. I deserve whatever you have to give me."

Ivan grabbed Jeremiah's one hand from his shoulder, pulling it down to his arse. Biting his lip at the look that began to fill Jeremiah's eyes, he smiled.

"Touch me how you want. I'm telling you, you can." Ivan pressed him to Jeremiah, but still let him see his face. The hunger...that need that filled them. He felt Jeremiah's hand travel up from his arse to his hip.

Gripping it desperately, pulling him against his pelvis. His breathing became deeper and Ivan could see how overwhelmed he became under his gaze.

Behaving this way...acting this way wasn't something he could ever get used to. Especially when he knew why he was this way. His own jealousy and instinct was overriding the part of him he usually saw.

"I can take it all...because it's you. I love you, and I can say that again and again and again," He murmured near his lips, feeling Jeremiah's dick that pressed against him, "doing and saying things you love to make you react. To want me to the point that your instinct takes over. You can still...be my Omega, my Omega of domination, if you don't want me to use the words...Alpha. Both work for me, so... But the way things are now...you're my Alpha, isn't that right?"

Jeremiah gripped Ivan's face, their lips centimeters from another's. He could feel Jeremiah's hands trembling and he smiled up at him.

"I can take it." Ivan pressed his lips to Jeremiah's.

Only to find himself pushed onto the floor, staring up in shock to Jeremiah looking down at him painfully. While his eyes blazed with hunger for him entirely.

"I don't think you can."

He watched Jeremiah reach back and lock the door. Turning back as he rushed for Ivan's lips, pulling his body against his on the very floor.

Kissing him deeply, grasping ahold of his ass as he pulled him closer. Unable to accept that someone else's hands had also felt such a place too. Beginning to overwhelm Ivan's senses with his scent, hands, and lips.

The way Jeremiah's body overtook his reminded him of the one in his second chance. When Jeremiah fucked him on the floor, but this was different.

His Jeremiah right now was rough yet wanting. The passion was stronger and yet his roughness wasn't overbearing. Ivan was still able to move his own body as he clung onto him.

Ivan could feel Jeremiah's heavy breathing as he grew more and more hungry for his body. Only to pull back and push Ivan down onto his back, going over him.

Pulling down his own pants some, he began to jerk off to his face alone. Already close to cumming in less than ten seconds before Ivan leaned forward and gripped his hips.

His lips pressed onto Jeremiah's tip, but before he could do anything, he was already gripping his head. Pushing his dick past his lips and into his mouth, where he fell still for a moment.

Staring well within his eyes, he held onto his face firmly. "I'm going to fuck your face until I cum in your mouth."

Ivan found himself wanting that, nodding insistently. His hands running up Jeremiah's hips as he felt his dick go down his throat.

"I just wanted to let you know...because I respect you." Jeremiah exhaled shakily, licking his lips, "but I want to fuck your face so bad, to do what I wanted to do to you back then too."

Instantly, Ivan felt Jeremiah begin to thrust deep into his throat. His eyes becoming watery at how deep he went.

"Anytime you said something cruel or degrading when we'd do it, shaming me...I wanted to do this," Jeremiah bit his lip, going faster as he felt Ivan's hands grip his hips tighter. "I wanted to have my dick so far down your throat so that you couldn't talk anymore. You'd be on your knees, begging me with your eyes to do more. For once, you would be silent and I'd have the power."

He gripped the back of Ivan's head, and Ivan could feel him shove himself completely in. His dick all the way down his throat as he had to keep himself from choking on it. Tasting his ecstasy, as he thrusted with more subtle and quicker thrusts that comfortably slid in his throat.

Feeling himself hard, he felt how wet he was becoming. Jeremiah's scent, words, and actions...those three things had him wanting more.

Give me more.

Ivan heard his own thoughts running rampant...to want Jeremiah to control him more.

More of his dick in his mouth,..even though he had all of it already.

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oh Ivan.

you used to be so trifling.

but look...who's giving in now. 🥴

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